1 00:00:07,257 --> 00:00:08,258 Careful. 2 00:00:09,259 --> 00:00:10,260 You're drunk. 3 00:00:10,969 --> 00:00:12,303 Okay. 4 00:00:12,721 --> 00:00:13,930 Come on. No. 5 00:00:16,558 --> 00:00:18,226 {\an8}Okay, here's good. 6 00:00:19,978 --> 00:00:21,980 Let's get out of here. Okay. Go, go. Come on. 7 00:00:39,622 --> 00:00:41,124 {\an8}Is that the Little Dipper? 8 00:00:42,167 --> 00:00:43,960 {\an8}That's the Big Dipper, doofus. 9 00:00:43,960 --> 00:00:46,755 {\an8}Actually, you're both wrong. 10 00:00:46,963 --> 00:00:49,049 {\an8}Can I go back now? Nope. 11 00:00:49,674 --> 00:00:51,634 {\an8}Be patient, sweet peas. 12 00:00:51,634 --> 00:00:54,054 I'm tired. It's too hot. 13 00:00:54,054 --> 00:00:55,722 {\an8}You said you wanted air. 14 00:00:55,722 --> 00:00:58,641 {\an8}Conditioning. I want air-conditioning. 15 00:00:58,808 --> 00:01:00,852 Well, we would need electricity for that. 16 00:01:01,561 --> 00:01:03,229 And a bathroom inside. 17 00:01:03,646 --> 00:01:05,940 Everyone I know gets to poop inside. 18 00:01:07,317 --> 00:01:09,611 And you will have all those things someday. 19 00:01:10,320 --> 00:01:13,698 But this... This is better than any of those things. 20 00:01:14,824 --> 00:01:15,742 I promise. 21 00:01:18,453 --> 00:01:20,371 Okay. It's time. 22 00:01:21,081 --> 00:01:22,540 Close your eyes. 23 00:01:23,458 --> 00:01:25,251 And be really quiet. 24 00:01:25,877 --> 00:01:27,545 And I'll say when you can open them. 25 00:01:27,545 --> 00:01:29,297 - What's that noise? 26 00:01:40,433 --> 00:01:42,268 Okay. Now. 27 00:02:03,123 --> 00:02:06,126 - ♪ 28 00:02:23,309 --> 00:02:25,186 Do they belong to us, Mommy? 29 00:02:25,186 --> 00:02:26,938 I wish they did. 30 00:02:28,022 --> 00:02:29,149 Hi, Lady. 31 00:02:29,941 --> 00:02:31,776 You sweet, sweet girl. 32 00:02:50,879 --> 00:02:52,630 What the fuck? 33 00:02:57,635 --> 00:02:59,554 "Due to your pending investigation, 34 00:02:59,554 --> 00:03:02,891 you are required to complete an online ethics and boundaries course." 35 00:03:02,891 --> 00:03:04,350 Oh, fuck you, boundaries. 36 00:03:11,774 --> 00:03:12,901 Mm. 37 00:03:13,902 --> 00:03:16,196 Clare! Clare, come here! 38 00:03:18,573 --> 00:03:20,366 Why is she on a surfboard? 39 00:03:20,491 --> 00:03:22,118 I don't know. I just came outside and she was-- 40 00:03:22,118 --> 00:03:23,119 Rae, are you okay? 41 00:03:23,119 --> 00:03:25,955 Are you hurt? What-- Uh-- What-- Uh, who left you here? 42 00:03:25,955 --> 00:03:29,000 No one. I'm f-- I'm fine. 43 00:03:31,920 --> 00:03:33,421 Frankie Rae, are you drunk? 44 00:03:33,421 --> 00:03:35,381 Have you guys ever had a White Russian? 45 00:03:35,381 --> 00:03:37,342 - Since when do you drink, Rae? Oh, my God. 46 00:03:37,342 --> 00:03:38,927 I know. - Rae, I need you to get up 47 00:03:39,052 --> 00:03:40,261 right now and come inside the house. 48 00:03:40,261 --> 00:03:41,930 I don't really wanna go inside. 49 00:03:42,055 --> 00:03:43,806 Frankie Rae, I want you to look at me 50 00:03:43,806 --> 00:03:44,974 and talk to me right now. 51 00:03:45,475 --> 00:03:47,352 Who left you here like this? 52 00:03:47,352 --> 00:03:50,104 Was it those awful threesome people? Is that who did this? 53 00:03:50,104 --> 00:03:52,357 Are they the same ones who made you eat that cucumber? 54 00:03:52,357 --> 00:03:53,691 - What? I saw that. 55 00:03:53,691 --> 00:03:55,360 Did they make you eat that cucumber? 56 00:03:55,360 --> 00:03:56,653 Who made you eat that cucumber? 57 00:03:58,613 --> 00:04:00,740 I love what you did with the Peterson case. 58 00:04:00,740 --> 00:04:03,743 You know, a massage can make a stressful day seem better. 59 00:04:03,743 --> 00:04:05,036 That sounds great, 60 00:04:05,036 --> 00:04:06,913 but I actually have to get home. 61 00:04:08,414 --> 00:04:10,166 So we see here that Bob is not only 62 00:04:10,166 --> 00:04:11,960 being suggestive to Rhonda, 63 00:04:11,960 --> 00:04:13,836 he's violating her personal space. 64 00:04:13,836 --> 00:04:16,297 And that's the thing about personal space. 65 00:04:16,297 --> 00:04:17,590 It's personal. 66 00:04:22,262 --> 00:04:23,680 All right, come on. Let's wake up. 67 00:04:26,307 --> 00:04:27,225 Now! 68 00:04:27,225 --> 00:04:28,309 We're gonna be-- 69 00:04:29,769 --> 00:04:31,896 Now! Let's get up. Let's go! 70 00:04:37,068 --> 00:04:38,152 I hate those stars. 71 00:04:38,152 --> 00:04:39,529 What? You named your first 72 00:04:39,529 --> 00:04:41,114 hamster Cassiopeia. 73 00:04:41,114 --> 00:04:43,032 Yeah, well, I'm taking them down. 74 00:04:43,032 --> 00:04:44,575 Your dad is playing today. 75 00:04:44,575 --> 00:04:45,743 You need to be there early. 76 00:04:45,743 --> 00:04:46,995 And having a hangover 77 00:04:46,995 --> 00:04:49,539 does not qualify as a reason to skip church. 78 00:04:49,539 --> 00:04:51,791 Why do you even care? You don't even believe in God. 79 00:04:51,791 --> 00:04:55,461 It's Easter, and it is time to resurrect. 80 00:04:57,088 --> 00:04:58,464 - Let's go. 81 00:05:03,469 --> 00:05:04,846 You skip every Sunday. 82 00:05:04,846 --> 00:05:06,347 Su-- Sundays are my time to write. 83 00:05:06,347 --> 00:05:07,807 Yeah, except you never do. 84 00:05:09,726 --> 00:05:11,936 Do you realize that you could've been assaulted last night? 85 00:05:12,603 --> 00:05:13,604 Or worse. 86 00:05:14,731 --> 00:05:17,066 And your so-called friends 87 00:05:17,066 --> 00:05:18,526 just left you on our lawn 88 00:05:18,526 --> 00:05:20,445 to choke on your own barf. 89 00:05:20,445 --> 00:05:22,989 - So who was that? Was that Montana? - It wasn't Montana. 90 00:05:22,989 --> 00:05:25,408 Wh-- Wh-- Why can't you make some just nice new friends? 91 00:05:25,408 --> 00:05:26,659 Like, what happened to Bethany 92 00:05:26,659 --> 00:05:28,036 - from dance? - Can you just stop? 93 00:05:28,036 --> 00:05:29,871 Do you know if something happened to you, 94 00:05:29,871 --> 00:05:31,622 I would not be able to survive? 95 00:05:31,622 --> 00:05:33,624 Do you realize that? I would die! 96 00:05:33,624 --> 00:05:35,001 My life would be over! 97 00:05:35,001 --> 00:05:36,544 I would not be able to go on. 98 00:05:36,544 --> 00:05:38,171 Then I guess you shouldn't have had me! 99 00:05:43,551 --> 00:05:45,762 Why are you mad at me? 100 00:05:46,554 --> 00:05:47,555 Frankie? 101 00:05:48,222 --> 00:05:49,057 Frankie? 102 00:05:49,057 --> 00:05:50,433 Stop calling me that! 103 00:05:50,433 --> 00:05:52,643 When is this bullshit gonna end? 104 00:05:52,643 --> 00:05:54,771 The White Russians, and the surfboards, 105 00:05:54,771 --> 00:05:56,939 and the giving a shit about a person that is 106 00:05:56,939 --> 00:05:59,233 so clearly beneath you? 107 00:05:59,233 --> 00:06:01,569 And rejecting your own grandmother's name? 108 00:06:01,569 --> 00:06:03,738 She was never my grandmother! 109 00:06:11,996 --> 00:06:14,040 Well, can you talk to her? Because she fucking hates me. 110 00:06:14,040 --> 00:06:16,334 Yeah, yeah. I'm gonna do a lot more than talk to her. 111 00:06:16,918 --> 00:06:18,169 I'm gonna ground her ass. 112 00:06:19,003 --> 00:06:20,463 Really? An Easter basket? 113 00:06:20,797 --> 00:06:22,340 - Oh, it's tradition. 114 00:06:23,466 --> 00:06:24,759 Tradition as well? 115 00:06:27,011 --> 00:06:27,929 Oh, my God. 116 00:06:27,929 --> 00:06:29,764 Was that pickle flavored? 117 00:06:38,272 --> 00:06:39,440 Happy Easter. 118 00:06:40,358 --> 00:06:41,692 Let's go. 119 00:06:53,329 --> 00:06:55,123 So I'll just meet you at brunch then? 120 00:06:55,123 --> 00:06:56,749 Oh, so you're coming to brunch? 121 00:06:56,749 --> 00:06:58,292 Unless it's going to feel weird. 122 00:06:58,835 --> 00:06:59,836 I mean, why wouldn't I-- 123 00:06:59,836 --> 00:07:01,295 No, no. I mean, it won't be weird 124 00:07:01,295 --> 00:07:02,797 if we don't make it weird. 125 00:07:02,797 --> 00:07:04,924 I just don't want anyone to think anything is wrong. 126 00:07:08,177 --> 00:07:09,387 Okay, um... 127 00:07:09,387 --> 00:07:10,847 If you don't want to go, then don't go. 128 00:07:10,847 --> 00:07:12,890 I'll just make an excuse then, you know? 129 00:07:12,890 --> 00:07:15,768 Uh, you can stay here. I'll tell them that you're-- 130 00:07:15,768 --> 00:07:16,936 that you're writing. 131 00:07:16,936 --> 00:07:19,147 That wouldn't be an excuse. I do write. 132 00:07:19,147 --> 00:07:21,399 I'll take this just in case she changes her mind. 133 00:07:21,399 --> 00:07:23,359 Danny, I haven't even said that I'm not gonna-- 134 00:07:23,359 --> 00:07:25,778 - I-- I'm coming. I can bring the basket. No, look, I think-- 135 00:07:25,778 --> 00:07:27,447 Look, I, uh, I think you're right. 136 00:07:27,447 --> 00:07:29,157 You know, we don't want 'em to know that 137 00:07:29,157 --> 00:07:30,491 things aren't normal. 138 00:07:30,491 --> 00:07:31,742 Happy writing. 139 00:08:05,735 --> 00:08:07,361 - Hello? Hi, honey. 140 00:08:07,361 --> 00:08:09,906 Hi. Hey, Mom. Um, sorry, can I call you back? 141 00:08:09,906 --> 00:08:13,117 I'm working on that essay competition for Pleiades. 142 00:08:13,117 --> 00:08:14,285 I need you to come home. 143 00:08:14,785 --> 00:08:17,038 - Why? What's wrong? - Today. 144 00:08:17,038 --> 00:08:18,331 Today? No, I can't, Mom. 145 00:08:18,331 --> 00:08:19,999 I have work, then class tonight. 146 00:08:19,999 --> 00:08:21,292 You need to come home right now. 147 00:08:24,587 --> 00:08:25,588 Okay. 148 00:08:27,757 --> 00:08:28,758 Okay. Yeah. 149 00:08:30,092 --> 00:08:31,093 Sure. 150 00:08:33,971 --> 00:08:34,972 Dear Sugar, 151 00:08:35,598 --> 00:08:36,933 I'm writing this from 152 00:08:36,933 --> 00:08:40,561 {\an8}my little bed in the Pediatric Intensive Care Unit. 153 00:08:41,103 --> 00:08:42,939 My husband and I just found out 154 00:08:42,939 --> 00:08:47,235 that our six-month-old daughter has a brain tumor 155 00:08:47,235 --> 00:08:50,613 and she's having brain surgery tomorrow. 156 00:08:53,115 --> 00:08:55,660 People have poured all their thoughts and prayers 157 00:08:55,660 --> 00:08:56,953 into us right now. 158 00:09:04,210 --> 00:09:06,462 I want to believe the prayers are working, 159 00:09:06,462 --> 00:09:08,506 but... I don't know. 160 00:09:11,217 --> 00:09:13,302 I've never been super religious 161 00:09:14,971 --> 00:09:18,182 but... now I find myself 162 00:09:18,182 --> 00:09:19,976 doubting God's existence 163 00:09:20,768 --> 00:09:21,769 more than ever. 164 00:09:25,189 --> 00:09:29,986 I'm so scared that I'll lose my sweet baby girl. 165 00:09:31,112 --> 00:09:32,488 If there was a God, 166 00:09:33,990 --> 00:09:35,992 why would He let this happen to us? 167 00:09:49,338 --> 00:09:51,549 Well, at least she made it home. - Mm. Mm. 168 00:09:51,549 --> 00:09:55,886 How many shit bunkers did we happen to wake up in? 169 00:09:56,846 --> 00:09:58,347 - Remember Burger? Oh, God. 170 00:09:58,347 --> 00:09:59,390 With the van? 171 00:09:59,974 --> 00:10:02,268 And the trash bag that was just full of mushrooms? 172 00:10:02,268 --> 00:10:04,979 - What? What? 173 00:10:04,979 --> 00:10:08,441 Do you remember that he would just play Free Bird on repeat? 174 00:10:09,400 --> 00:10:11,444 And also, P.S. vans. 175 00:10:11,444 --> 00:10:12,987 - Vans. Terrifying! 176 00:10:12,987 --> 00:10:15,114 Vans. Ugh. 177 00:10:15,114 --> 00:10:17,408 It's kind of a miracle that we're alive, really. 178 00:10:17,408 --> 00:10:18,576 - When you think about it. - Yeah. 179 00:10:19,243 --> 00:10:21,203 Hi. Can you just keep these coming? 180 00:10:21,203 --> 00:10:22,288 Sure. Thank you. 181 00:10:23,873 --> 00:10:26,959 Wow. Come on, Frankie, well, she's a good girl. 182 00:10:26,959 --> 00:10:28,169 Rae! 183 00:10:28,169 --> 00:10:30,046 Whatever she would like to be called. 184 00:10:30,046 --> 00:10:32,048 She's-- She's way smarter than we ever were. 185 00:10:33,257 --> 00:10:34,258 Okay? 186 00:10:34,884 --> 00:10:37,720 Oh, she has to be careful. She does. 187 00:10:38,137 --> 00:10:39,138 I got something. 188 00:10:39,555 --> 00:10:42,350 You'll think I'm brilliant. Here, take these. 189 00:10:42,350 --> 00:10:43,559 Is that a-- What is that? 190 00:10:43,559 --> 00:10:44,935 Those are fentanyl strips. 191 00:10:44,935 --> 00:10:47,938 And they're like the free condoms now. 192 00:10:47,938 --> 00:10:50,149 I keep 'em at the bar. Uh, just give 'em to her. 193 00:10:50,149 --> 00:10:52,068 She can test everything that she's taking. 194 00:10:52,068 --> 00:10:54,195 I know. You wouldn't really think it, 195 00:10:54,195 --> 00:10:56,489 but that shit is just everywhere. 196 00:10:56,489 --> 00:10:58,157 - Are you kidding me? No. 197 00:10:58,157 --> 00:10:59,492 Now I have to worry about fentanyl 198 00:10:59,492 --> 00:11:00,576 on top of everything else? 199 00:11:00,576 --> 00:11:01,661 Yeah, you do. 200 00:11:02,203 --> 00:11:04,830 Good Bloody Mary? 201 00:11:07,833 --> 00:11:09,085 Thanks for the help, Sugar. 202 00:11:11,962 --> 00:11:13,172 Are you okay? 203 00:11:14,674 --> 00:11:15,675 Are you okay? 204 00:11:16,133 --> 00:11:17,051 Yo! 205 00:11:17,051 --> 00:11:19,929 Oh, God. Spin-city. 206 00:11:21,639 --> 00:11:22,932 I mean, it's basically like... 207 00:11:22,932 --> 00:11:24,016 Um... 208 00:11:25,768 --> 00:11:26,686 Are you okay? 209 00:11:26,686 --> 00:11:27,770 I-- I-- 210 00:11:28,229 --> 00:11:30,523 - I'm sorry. I have to go. You gotta go? 211 00:11:30,523 --> 00:11:31,816 - We haven't gotten... - I know. 212 00:11:31,816 --> 00:11:33,818 ...to the bottom of our bottomless, please. 213 00:11:33,818 --> 00:11:37,863 Listen, I'm gonna Venmo you for all of this. It's on me. 214 00:11:37,863 --> 00:11:39,156 What are you doing? 215 00:11:40,783 --> 00:11:42,785 - Love you. - If it's the fentanyl strips, 216 00:11:42,910 --> 00:11:44,453 - I'm sorry. - No, it's not the fentanyl strips. 217 00:11:44,453 --> 00:11:46,288 - I love you. - I'm sorry-- No, 'cause you're spinning. 218 00:11:46,288 --> 00:11:47,998 - I'm not spinning. I love you. All right. 219 00:11:50,126 --> 00:11:51,127 Hi, Mom. 220 00:11:51,669 --> 00:11:53,421 Thanks for coming, sweet pea. 221 00:11:55,548 --> 00:11:56,882 Yeah, what's going on? 222 00:11:58,718 --> 00:11:59,760 Why are you all dressed up? 223 00:11:59,760 --> 00:12:03,139 I made spinach lasagna. 224 00:12:03,139 --> 00:12:04,140 For lunch? 225 00:12:04,932 --> 00:12:06,016 What is happening? 226 00:12:06,016 --> 00:12:07,560 And there's an apple crisp 227 00:12:07,560 --> 00:12:09,270 and ice cream for dessert. 228 00:12:09,270 --> 00:12:11,313 Was this just some ploy to get me to come home? 229 00:12:11,313 --> 00:12:12,606 Don't ask me. 230 00:12:12,606 --> 00:12:13,691 No, it wasn't a ploy. 231 00:12:13,691 --> 00:12:15,818 Okay, well, I had to call in sick. 232 00:12:15,818 --> 00:12:18,696 And I still didn't finish that essay that's due Monday. 233 00:12:18,696 --> 00:12:21,532 I can't just come home just because you miss me. 234 00:12:21,532 --> 00:12:22,533 No one misses you. 235 00:12:22,533 --> 00:12:23,743 Yeah? That's why you keep 236 00:12:23,743 --> 00:12:24,869 begging me to come visit? 237 00:12:24,869 --> 00:12:26,787 Sit down, everything's ready. 238 00:12:26,787 --> 00:12:27,997 No, I'm not gonna sit down 239 00:12:27,997 --> 00:12:29,457 until you tell me what was so important 240 00:12:29,457 --> 00:12:31,375 that I drop everything and come home. 241 00:12:36,297 --> 00:12:38,340 Well, it turns out that... 242 00:12:40,551 --> 00:12:44,305 this cold that I seem to have had for months 243 00:12:44,805 --> 00:12:46,307 is, um... 244 00:12:47,933 --> 00:12:49,185 It isn't a cold. 245 00:12:49,685 --> 00:12:51,395 Okay. Well, what is it? 246 00:12:59,737 --> 00:13:00,738 Mom? 247 00:13:09,413 --> 00:13:11,832 Honey, what are you doing? 248 00:13:11,832 --> 00:13:13,375 We're gonna need everything we have. 249 00:13:13,542 --> 00:13:14,585 Lucas, help me. 250 00:13:14,585 --> 00:13:16,545 - I don't think-- - Lucas, just help me! 251 00:13:18,422 --> 00:13:20,341 Well, will you at least have something to eat? 252 00:13:21,091 --> 00:13:22,259 You still need to eat. 253 00:13:22,259 --> 00:13:23,177 Piles of four. 254 00:13:24,261 --> 00:13:25,471 We're gonna see every doctor we can. 255 00:13:26,305 --> 00:13:28,724 There's a cancer center in San Francisco, 256 00:13:28,724 --> 00:13:30,976 and we're going to get a second opinion 257 00:13:30,976 --> 00:13:33,270 and a third and fourth opinion. 258 00:13:33,270 --> 00:13:35,022 And I'm gonna call Jess. 259 00:13:35,648 --> 00:13:36,649 Jess' parents can help. 260 00:13:36,649 --> 00:13:37,942 I'm gonna call him tonight so that-- 261 00:13:38,067 --> 00:13:39,652 - so that he can call them. Honey, 262 00:13:39,652 --> 00:13:41,362 there are no more opinions to get. 263 00:13:42,029 --> 00:13:42,863 That's $5... 264 00:13:42,863 --> 00:13:44,490 The whole team of doctors 265 00:13:44,490 --> 00:13:46,075 looked at the scan. 266 00:13:46,575 --> 00:13:48,911 I have stage IV terminal 267 00:13:48,911 --> 00:13:50,412 - lung cancer. - Please stop. 268 00:13:50,412 --> 00:13:51,622 It's not treatable. 269 00:13:53,374 --> 00:13:54,834 We aren't going to treat it. 270 00:13:54,834 --> 00:13:56,252 Stop saying that! 271 00:13:56,252 --> 00:13:58,087 Jesus, Clare. You think that's helping? 272 00:14:01,590 --> 00:14:02,758 I was thinking... 273 00:14:04,176 --> 00:14:05,678 if you want to reach out to your dad... 274 00:14:05,678 --> 00:14:07,304 Why are you bringing him up? 275 00:14:07,429 --> 00:14:08,597 Because he's your father. 276 00:14:09,181 --> 00:14:10,808 And people can change. 277 00:14:11,559 --> 00:14:13,978 And it's okay to love him even when I'm gone. 278 00:14:16,689 --> 00:14:18,065 Well, you're not gonna be gone. 279 00:14:21,443 --> 00:14:23,195 You two may have given up, but I haven't. 280 00:14:26,866 --> 00:14:28,075 Okay. 281 00:14:37,418 --> 00:14:38,711 Wait, I don't get it. 282 00:14:38,711 --> 00:14:40,713 That's what the kids are into, James. 283 00:14:40,713 --> 00:14:43,007 You're watching someone on the Internet, eating? 284 00:14:43,007 --> 00:14:45,259 Oh, but have you seen the girl that does her hair 285 00:14:45,259 --> 00:14:48,888 and tells you about women who just snap and kill people? 286 00:14:48,888 --> 00:14:50,723 Oh, that's quality right there. 287 00:14:50,723 --> 00:14:52,141 Rae, grab your basket and come out here 288 00:14:52,141 --> 00:14:53,684 help your cousin find eggs. 289 00:14:53,684 --> 00:14:56,854 Some of those eggs, they got 20s in 'em. 290 00:14:56,854 --> 00:14:58,939 - You know what I used to do for $20? 291 00:14:58,939 --> 00:15:00,232 - Oh, Lord. - Yes. 292 00:15:06,488 --> 00:15:07,990 Mommy! 293 00:15:11,118 --> 00:15:12,536 What're you doing here? 294 00:15:15,664 --> 00:15:16,665 Uh... 295 00:15:18,000 --> 00:15:20,544 I've-- I've brought pastries. 296 00:15:24,548 --> 00:15:26,467 Clare, can I get you something to eat? 297 00:15:26,467 --> 00:15:28,552 - Oh. - I'm gonna fix you something to eat. 298 00:15:28,552 --> 00:15:31,847 Danny said you weren't coming or I would've left lunch out. 299 00:15:31,847 --> 00:15:33,057 Oh, I never said I wasn't-- 300 00:15:33,057 --> 00:15:36,185 Hey, Clare. No chicken salad today? 301 00:15:36,185 --> 00:15:37,686 Uh, I didn't have time to make the ch-- 302 00:15:37,811 --> 00:15:39,855 I just can't with those raisins. 303 00:15:40,064 --> 00:15:40,940 They're currants. 304 00:15:41,065 --> 00:15:42,858 - I put currants in the chicken. Even better. 305 00:15:43,025 --> 00:15:44,026 Ignore her. 306 00:15:44,860 --> 00:15:46,612 Wouldn't be Easter without you, 307 00:15:46,612 --> 00:15:48,030 - all right? - Aw, thank you. 308 00:15:48,030 --> 00:15:50,324 And hey, don't worry about Rae. 309 00:15:50,324 --> 00:15:52,618 Danny ever come home on a surfboard? 310 00:15:53,369 --> 00:15:56,246 - I was talking about college. - Hmm. 311 00:15:56,246 --> 00:15:58,624 If you all need help, we got you. 312 00:16:00,042 --> 00:16:01,710 Let me tell you, if I gave away 313 00:16:01,710 --> 00:16:03,379 my kid's college fund, 314 00:16:03,379 --> 00:16:06,090 I'd be somewhere way worse than in the basement, okay? 315 00:16:08,008 --> 00:16:09,677 Here, Clare. Have something to eat. 316 00:16:10,260 --> 00:16:11,261 You want some ham? 317 00:16:12,179 --> 00:16:13,180 Okay. 318 00:16:13,639 --> 00:16:15,182 Are you fucking kidding me? 319 00:16:15,182 --> 00:16:16,558 Okay. It-- It-- It came up. 320 00:16:16,558 --> 00:16:18,143 What the fuck do you mean, "It came up"? 321 00:16:18,143 --> 00:16:19,728 - Clare-- - 'Cause clearly you told them! 322 00:16:19,728 --> 00:16:23,315 Clare, you gave your brother $15,000 of our money. 323 00:16:23,315 --> 00:16:25,776 It's a big fucking deal! I told my dad. So what? 324 00:16:25,776 --> 00:16:27,736 You know how much of our money 325 00:16:27,736 --> 00:16:30,531 we give to your family every fucking year? 326 00:16:30,531 --> 00:16:32,241 - What are you talking about? - This whole city is 327 00:16:32,241 --> 00:16:34,201 - crawling with your relatives. - Okay? 328 00:16:34,201 --> 00:16:36,245 There's graduation. There's weddings. 329 00:16:36,245 --> 00:16:38,455 - There's baby showers. There's holidays. - Yeah. 330 00:16:38,455 --> 00:16:40,040 All I'm doing is making chicken salad 331 00:16:40,040 --> 00:16:41,166 that just goes wasted! 332 00:16:41,166 --> 00:16:42,418 Yeah, because no one likes raisins! 333 00:16:42,418 --> 00:16:43,836 They're currants! 334 00:16:43,836 --> 00:16:45,087 And they're fucking expensive, 335 00:16:45,087 --> 00:16:46,296 so just add that to the tab! 336 00:16:46,296 --> 00:16:47,756 Tab? So-- So we're keeping tally on who-- 337 00:16:47,756 --> 00:16:49,049 No, I'm just making a point! 338 00:16:49,049 --> 00:16:50,551 You give me so much shit 339 00:16:50,551 --> 00:16:51,885 - about Lucas... - Yeah. 340 00:16:51,885 --> 00:16:53,721 ...when all I do is shit for your family! 341 00:16:53,721 --> 00:16:55,264 Our family, Clare. 342 00:16:55,848 --> 00:16:57,057 Okay, the same family 343 00:16:57,057 --> 00:16:59,852 that love us and care for us and took you in. 344 00:16:59,852 --> 00:17:00,936 And-- And-- 345 00:17:00,936 --> 00:17:02,438 You know what? At the end of the day, 346 00:17:02,438 --> 00:17:04,106 it's not even just about the money. 347 00:17:06,108 --> 00:17:08,277 You gave that away without even talking to me about it. 348 00:17:09,028 --> 00:17:11,780 - I'm your husband. - So just take my side. 349 00:17:12,948 --> 00:17:14,116 Just be on my side. 350 00:17:16,326 --> 00:17:18,954 And stop giving your aunt a fucking excuse 351 00:17:18,954 --> 00:17:22,458 to make that fucking face at me every time she fucking sees me! 352 00:17:22,458 --> 00:17:23,625 Enough! 353 00:17:27,546 --> 00:17:30,257 Oh. A-- A different aunt. 354 00:17:32,760 --> 00:17:34,887 Oh, my God, what is wrong with you? 355 00:17:34,887 --> 00:17:36,597 You can't keep trapping people 356 00:17:36,597 --> 00:17:38,182 in tiny spaces just to yell at them! 357 00:17:38,182 --> 00:17:39,349 None of this is okay. 358 00:17:39,767 --> 00:17:40,768 Sneaking out. 359 00:17:41,393 --> 00:17:42,394 Getting drunk. 360 00:17:43,937 --> 00:17:45,606 Being so mean to me! 361 00:17:45,606 --> 00:17:47,941 Why are you so mean to me? Huh? 362 00:17:48,776 --> 00:17:51,236 - No-- - Just stop! 363 00:17:51,236 --> 00:17:52,988 Do you know what's going on out there? 364 00:17:52,988 --> 00:17:54,615 It is a war zone! 365 00:17:54,615 --> 00:17:57,076 There are condoms laced with fentanyl. 366 00:17:57,076 --> 00:17:58,660 You don't even know what you're talking about. 367 00:17:58,786 --> 00:17:59,620 That's not a thing. 368 00:17:59,745 --> 00:18:02,581 All I'm saying is that you need to be careful. 369 00:18:02,581 --> 00:18:04,208 You need to be smart. 370 00:18:04,208 --> 00:18:06,585 You need to find friends that have your back. 371 00:18:06,585 --> 00:18:07,878 I have friends. 372 00:18:09,046 --> 00:18:10,255 What-- What about Bethany? 373 00:18:10,255 --> 00:18:12,216 - Bethany? Bethany? - Yes. She was so sweet. 374 00:18:12,216 --> 00:18:14,843 You know Bethany had anal sex on a Greyhound going to Reno? 375 00:18:14,843 --> 00:18:16,595 - What? - Yeah. 376 00:18:16,595 --> 00:18:19,139 Why would she want to take a bus to Reno? 377 00:18:19,139 --> 00:18:20,432 I don't know, maybe she was hoping 378 00:18:20,432 --> 00:18:21,975 it would crash just to annoy her mother. 379 00:18:25,229 --> 00:18:26,438 Okay. 380 00:18:26,438 --> 00:18:27,898 I'ma pray for that Bethany. 381 00:18:27,898 --> 00:18:28,982 Thank you. 382 00:18:34,446 --> 00:18:35,447 Our Father 383 00:18:36,323 --> 00:18:38,450 who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy-- 384 00:18:39,743 --> 00:18:40,744 Hallowed be thy-- 385 00:18:52,589 --> 00:18:53,799 Fuck Fathers! 386 00:18:55,134 --> 00:18:57,511 Fuck you! Fuck you! 387 00:18:57,511 --> 00:18:59,429 Didn't you ever hear you catch more flies 388 00:18:59,429 --> 00:19:00,681 with honey than vinegar? 389 00:19:01,765 --> 00:19:03,809 That's what your mama always says to me. 390 00:19:06,145 --> 00:19:07,146 She's gonna die. 391 00:19:11,233 --> 00:19:12,985 It's lung cancer. 392 00:19:13,569 --> 00:19:14,653 She just found out. 393 00:19:18,323 --> 00:19:19,324 Uh-- I'm s-- 394 00:19:20,951 --> 00:19:21,952 I'm so sorry. 395 00:19:23,370 --> 00:19:24,371 That, uh... 396 00:19:28,000 --> 00:19:29,710 Oh, hon. 397 00:19:34,715 --> 00:19:37,009 - Anything I can do, 398 00:19:37,009 --> 00:19:39,094 Liv and me, we're just up the road. 399 00:19:49,354 --> 00:19:50,355 Lady. 400 00:19:52,274 --> 00:19:53,192 Sell me Lady. 401 00:19:53,192 --> 00:19:54,401 Oh, darlin', she's-- 402 00:19:54,401 --> 00:19:55,444 I've-- I've got, um... 403 00:19:56,403 --> 00:19:58,363 I've got $386 right now. 404 00:19:58,864 --> 00:19:59,865 And after that, I can-- 405 00:20:00,991 --> 00:20:02,451 I can give you monthly payments. 406 00:20:02,451 --> 00:20:05,078 And, and however much you need, I'll pay it. I just, uh-- 407 00:20:08,081 --> 00:20:09,499 A horse would save her life. 408 00:20:12,461 --> 00:20:15,255 And I-- I just-- I really-- I need to save her life. 409 00:20:15,255 --> 00:20:16,548 Clare. 410 00:20:18,467 --> 00:20:19,468 Go home. 411 00:20:20,510 --> 00:20:21,511 Be with your mom. 412 00:20:23,555 --> 00:20:24,848 I'll be praying for y'all. 413 00:20:36,318 --> 00:20:37,986 Oh, my God. 414 00:21:17,234 --> 00:21:20,612 - Shhh. 415 00:21:20,612 --> 00:21:21,697 I'm sorry. 416 00:21:22,823 --> 00:21:24,157 I didn't know what to write. 417 00:21:24,157 --> 00:21:25,742 I didn't have the words. 418 00:21:25,742 --> 00:21:27,119 Clare? 419 00:21:28,078 --> 00:21:30,664 I'm glad you're here. I was afraid you went home. 420 00:21:36,670 --> 00:21:38,714 - I-- - This isn't about the currants, is it? 421 00:21:39,214 --> 00:21:40,590 Oh, psh. 422 00:21:40,590 --> 00:21:42,718 I-- I'm just failing at everything right now. 423 00:21:42,718 --> 00:21:43,802 I just feel like-- 424 00:21:44,845 --> 00:21:45,846 Sorry. 425 00:21:46,346 --> 00:21:48,307 Danny and I are-- are fighting, 426 00:21:48,307 --> 00:21:49,933 but I know you know that. 427 00:21:52,602 --> 00:21:56,106 And, uh, Frankie can't stand me. 428 00:21:56,523 --> 00:21:57,441 Rae. 429 00:21:58,650 --> 00:22:00,986 I have such a hard time calling her that. 430 00:22:03,196 --> 00:22:05,115 I just feel like there's a wall between us. 431 00:22:05,699 --> 00:22:07,159 And I'm so afraid that something 432 00:22:07,159 --> 00:22:08,785 bad is gonna happen. 433 00:22:09,745 --> 00:22:11,788 You're not gonna lose her. 434 00:22:11,788 --> 00:22:13,165 There was a reason... 435 00:22:14,583 --> 00:22:18,712 that I-- that I named her after my mom. 436 00:22:22,132 --> 00:22:25,510 Must be hard sometimes coming here. 437 00:22:25,510 --> 00:22:29,723 Oh, no! I'm just so grateful to you. 438 00:22:29,723 --> 00:22:31,975 For all of you. So grateful. 439 00:22:31,975 --> 00:22:33,477 It can be both. 440 00:22:37,022 --> 00:22:38,023 All that... 441 00:22:39,232 --> 00:22:41,109 strength and courage 442 00:22:41,109 --> 00:22:43,278 and love you had to find inside yourself 443 00:22:43,278 --> 00:22:44,821 after your mom died, 444 00:22:44,821 --> 00:22:46,573 you poured right into Rae. 445 00:22:46,573 --> 00:22:48,617 You became the amazing mom you are 446 00:22:48,617 --> 00:22:50,202 because you were forced 447 00:22:50,202 --> 00:22:52,996 to learn to mother yourself. 448 00:22:52,996 --> 00:22:54,414 I am not amazing. 449 00:22:55,082 --> 00:22:57,793 Here. I'm gonna do something. 450 00:22:57,793 --> 00:22:59,878 Oh, no, no. I'm-- I don't-- This is not my-- 451 00:22:59,878 --> 00:23:01,755 Dear Heavenly Father. 452 00:23:02,756 --> 00:23:05,092 We come before you humbly, 453 00:23:05,801 --> 00:23:11,598 requesting that you look out for our dear, sweet baby girl, 454 00:23:11,598 --> 00:23:12,933 Frankie Rae. 455 00:23:15,352 --> 00:23:16,812 And that we all accept 456 00:23:16,812 --> 00:23:19,523 who she is telling us she wants to be. 457 00:23:20,315 --> 00:23:23,610 We ask that you wrap your loving arms around... 458 00:23:24,653 --> 00:23:26,071 our precious Rae 459 00:23:27,697 --> 00:23:28,990 and Clare. 460 00:23:30,534 --> 00:23:32,661 Protect them from harm, Lord. 461 00:23:33,745 --> 00:23:35,080 And we pray... 462 00:23:35,914 --> 00:23:39,835 that Clare feels us, her family... 463 00:23:42,254 --> 00:23:46,716 holding her in your divine love... 464 00:23:50,470 --> 00:23:52,472 just like you held her before. 465 00:24:15,120 --> 00:24:16,204 Mom. 466 00:24:20,459 --> 00:24:21,835 Dear Terrified, 467 00:24:24,963 --> 00:24:26,673 I can't tell you how sorry I am 468 00:24:26,673 --> 00:24:28,842 for what you and your family are going through. 469 00:24:30,135 --> 00:24:31,136 I'm sorry. 470 00:24:32,095 --> 00:24:33,847 When I learned my mom was gonna die of cancer, 471 00:24:33,847 --> 00:24:35,682 she was only 45. 472 00:24:36,933 --> 00:24:38,602 - And I was terrified too. 473 00:24:39,311 --> 00:24:40,562 I was also angry. 474 00:24:41,521 --> 00:24:43,607 If God wasn't gonna save my mom, 475 00:24:43,607 --> 00:24:46,401 then I thought God was either a ruthless bitch 476 00:24:47,360 --> 00:24:49,905 or more likely, just didn't exist. 477 00:24:51,072 --> 00:24:52,073 But if He does, 478 00:24:52,073 --> 00:24:54,701 I know He's not some spirit man 479 00:24:54,701 --> 00:24:56,411 who may or may not hear our prayers 480 00:24:56,411 --> 00:24:59,956 and swoop in to save us when the going gets rough. 481 00:25:00,665 --> 00:25:03,502 - I mean, she could have texted. - Yeah. 482 00:25:04,294 --> 00:25:08,381 So what if we thought about God differently? 483 00:25:08,381 --> 00:25:11,426 Just call me, okay? - Okay. 484 00:25:11,426 --> 00:25:12,761 And realize that God 485 00:25:12,761 --> 00:25:15,013 isn't in the answers to our prayers, 486 00:25:15,847 --> 00:25:18,600 but in the people praying for us. 487 00:25:21,978 --> 00:25:26,191 What if, together, those people form a raft? 488 00:25:26,900 --> 00:25:28,109 Oh, my God. 489 00:25:29,027 --> 00:25:32,030 That will hold your weight and keep you afloat 490 00:25:32,030 --> 00:25:35,742 by the human love given to you when you needed it the most. 491 00:25:39,788 --> 00:25:42,207 She's yours as long as you'd like to keep her. 492 00:25:55,387 --> 00:25:57,055 If I believed in God, 493 00:25:57,055 --> 00:25:59,516 I'd see evidence of his existence in that. 494 00:26:20,662 --> 00:26:21,913 So, Terrified, 495 00:26:24,583 --> 00:26:26,334 what if you didn't worry about everyone's God... 496 00:26:28,420 --> 00:26:30,755 Okay, I got it. I got it. 497 00:26:32,841 --> 00:26:34,467 ...and allowed your God to exist 498 00:26:34,467 --> 00:26:37,762 in the simple words of compassion others offer you? 499 00:26:41,016 --> 00:26:42,934 She was the reason I got up in the morning. 500 00:26:44,060 --> 00:26:45,061 Montana. 501 00:26:45,061 --> 00:26:46,229 What if faith 502 00:26:46,229 --> 00:26:48,106 is the way it feels to lay your hand 503 00:26:48,106 --> 00:26:50,025 - on your daughter's sacred body, 504 00:26:50,775 --> 00:26:53,778 under the same big sky where your mother held you? 505 00:26:55,196 --> 00:26:56,781 What if in your darkest hour, 506 00:26:57,449 --> 00:27:00,619 amidst your greatest fears and your deepest losses, 507 00:27:03,079 --> 00:27:04,873 you saw the miracle in that? 508 00:27:13,256 --> 00:27:14,257 Yours, 509 00:27:16,343 --> 00:27:17,344 Sugar. 510 00:27:21,973 --> 00:27:25,977 ♪ I may not always love you ♪ 511 00:27:27,270 --> 00:27:31,441 ♪ But long as there are stars above you ♪ 512 00:27:32,692 --> 00:27:36,655 ♪ You'll never need to doubt it ♪ 513 00:27:37,697 --> 00:27:42,077 ♪ I'll make you so sure about it ♪ 514 00:27:43,411 --> 00:27:48,583 ♪ God only knows what I'd be without you ♪ 515 00:28:03,223 --> 00:28:06,434 ♪ Oh, God only knows ♪ 516 00:28:06,434 --> 00:28:10,188 ♪ What I'd be without you ♪ 517 00:28:12,732 --> 00:28:15,652 ♪ God only knows ♪ 518 00:28:15,652 --> 00:28:18,655 ♪ What I'd be ♪ 519 00:28:18,655 --> 00:28:24,494 ♪ Without you ♪ 520 00:28:25,829 --> 00:28:28,123 Best day ever. 521 00:28:34,838 --> 00:28:37,549 Captioned by Point.360