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[scanner beeping]
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Cash or credit?
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-[cash register beeps]
-[coins clanking]
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[cash register ringing]
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[indistinct chatter]
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[clicks]
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[classical ballet music playing]
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[instructor] Three, four.
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[arcade game music]
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[digital trilling]
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[buttons beeping]
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[whirring]
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[sighs]
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[narrator on TV]
Previously on Order and Reprimand.
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[man on TV] She can't have been dead
that long.
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The body shows no signs of decay.
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[woman on TV] That's because he kept her
in a freezer for two weeks.
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[man on TV]
That's what I call a cold case.
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[baby crying]
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[crying continues]
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[woman] I'm sorry.
I don't see that for you.
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[clicks]
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[scanner beeps]
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-[woman] Hey, how are you?
-[man] Doing good. How you doing?
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[woman] Pretty good.
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-[cash register ringing]
-[indistinct chatter]
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[PA chimes]
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[woman on PA]
…can you come see me, please?
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[sighs]
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[clicks]
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Hey.
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Uh, do you have a second to chat?
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Did I fuck up?
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No, no, not at all.
I'm just, um, checking in.
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How are you getting on?
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-Great, it's, um--
-Boring.
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Yeah, I… I know,
I started at the checkout too.
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Not complaining.
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Grateful to work.
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Yeah, I mean,
every job has its challenges.
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Do you have any, um, hobbies or goals?
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Look, I'm… I'm not trying to pry, okay?
And you're doing great.
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It's just that
you're not the first placement
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we've had from the program
and we want you to last.
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I understand that you had some trouble
at your previous job
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and the one before that.
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Transitioning from where you were
to where you need to be,
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that can be tough.
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How long have you been
with the program now?
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-Two years.
-And here you are starting over, again.
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And that can't be easy, but…
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having goals, even tiny ones,
professional or otherwise,
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especially in a boring place like this,
they can be helpful.
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Forgive me for saying this, okay?
I can't imagine what you've been through.
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Myself, the closest I ever got
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was a week in the hospital
with a collapsed lung, but…
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Anya, you…
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You seem a little listless.
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So, do you have any?
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Goals.
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[ballet music playing]
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[instructor] Left. You need to first…
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[ballet music playing]
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With your whole body. That's it.
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Breathe into it, yes.
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That's it. Breathe into it.
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[ballet music continues]
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[arcade game music]
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[sighs]
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[whirring]
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[narrator on TV]
Previously on Order and Reprimand.
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[woman on TV] No sign of a break-in,
so I figure it was premeditated.
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One pattern suggests blunt force trauma
on both victims.
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I'm thinking he killed
the girl in bed first with a hammer.
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[man on TV] And the boy?
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[woman on TV]
Probably heard the commotion.
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How was your day?
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[woman on TV]
Wrong place at the wrong time.
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We should ask for prints.
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[man on TV] Shame.
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Maybe these kids didn't drink,
but they sure got hammered.
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[TV shuts off]
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[static]
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[Kevin] To those before, to those after.
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-To us now…
-[clicks]
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[dog barks in distance]
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[radio announcer]
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[rock singer] ♪ Must be your skin
I'm sinking in ♪
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♪ Must be for real
Because now I can feel ♪
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[Anya] Spontaneous regression.
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I used to have this roommate
back at the place I used to live.
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She was into all kinds of stuff
that I thought was…
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really dumb.
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Once she told me about this saint.
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He had this tumor on his leg
and it wouldn't go away.
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And he got real sick from something else,
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and his body kicked in
to beat the cold or flu or whatever.
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And, uh, ended up killing the tumor, too.
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Just like that,
his body decided to do right by him.
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Spontaneous regression.
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And I laughed in her face.
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[Anya clears throat]
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I was in real bad shape a few years back.
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And my friends at the time…
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my roommate, it was her idea, actually.
(chuckles)
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They snuck me out of my room one night
and decided…
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to try something…
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crazy, like…
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[chuckles]
…batshit crazy.
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To help me.
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And I got really sick.
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Like, really sick.
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Fever, in and out of consciousness.
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Everyone thought I was a goner.
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And then, for once,
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my body decided to do
the right fucking thing.
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And I woke up.
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And I guess…
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And I guess I got better, didn't I?
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[Anya inhales]
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And this… thing
that had defined so much of me,
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that had defined so much of my life,
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was suddenly just…
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gone.
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But instead of feeling saved,
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I felt chewed up and spit out,
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like it had eaten parts of me.
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Good parts.
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And here I am.
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Whatever's left.
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[clears throat]
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Spontaneous regression.
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It sounded so fucking stupid…
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to me at the time.
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Still does.
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But that roommate,
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wherever she is,
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I hope…
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she's laughing.
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I think she deserves that.
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[scanner beeps]
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-[plastic rustles]
-[scanner beeps]
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[beeping continues]
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[ballet music playing]
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[chimes ringing]
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[arcade game music]
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[phone dialing]
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[phone ringing]
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[sighs]
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Hello.
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Hi.
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Rhett?
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Yeah.
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[Rhett] I'm here.
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How are you? How… How've you been?
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It's good to hear your voice.
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[indistinct TV chatter]
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A-Anya, what do you want?
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Nothing, I'm just…
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I'm just calling, you know?
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I…
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I haven't heard from you in like…
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[sighs]
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-What do you want?
-Nothing.
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Things are better…
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for me now.
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So much better.
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So I just thought I'd call you,
you know, to share that.
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Just to let you know that I'm okay.
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And I'm sorry.
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[Rhett] For what?
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All of it.
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I don't know…
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what you want from me here, Anya.
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[Anya] Nothing, I just…
I'm in the city now, and I'm…
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I'm alone, and I don't know anyone.
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And I just thought you could tell me…
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Maybe you could just tell me
that it's all gonna be…
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That it's gonna be okay.
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What's gonna be okay?
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[Anya] Any of it.
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I can't…
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make it right.
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I can't make me right.
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I could never imagine a life in which
anything ever fucking worked out for me.
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I never could.
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There's this voice in my head, you know,
and it just keeps telling me,
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"You're broken."
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"You're broken, you're broken,"
over and over.
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And I just can't, I just…
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I can't make it stop.
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I just…
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I just wish you'd fucking talk to me.
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I apologized.
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I apologized.
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And, yeah, I was a nightmare, and I…
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I fucked up.
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But you vanished!
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I needed you!
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You were the only family I had left!
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And, yeah, I walked away.
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But all I wanted was for you
to come find me.
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[Rhett] Anya…
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Why couldn't you just come
fucking find me, Rhett?
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You knew me well enough
to know I never would!
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[call ends]
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Rhett?
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Rhett!
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-[busy tone]
-[screams]
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[crashing]
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[sobbing]
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[baby crying]
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-[static]
-[baby crying]
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[Spence] Seen or unseen.
Here, but not here.
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[group leader]
I'd like to touch on something
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that you mentioned in our last session.
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[Anya] Okay.
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I couldn't help but notice your phrasing,
you said, um…
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"My friends at the time."
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Would you say
that they're no longer your friends?
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-They're not here anymore.
-Here as in local or here as in…
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Jesus Christ! Am I the only one
that contributes to this group?
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Feel free to chime in.
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Any time, guys.
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Nothing, okay.
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[group leader] You know,
the… the people that we…
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that we lose, they're…
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they're never really gone.
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Bullshit.
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You know, I…
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I used to think
that they were reaching out.
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Sending little messages from beyond.
Sending a sign.
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I used to search high and low,
but it's all just…
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The thing about spontaneous regression
is that it only seems… like magic
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when really it's just
the immune system boosted by an infection
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doing what it already does.
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No magic there.
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Because if magic existed, if there was…
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any… justice in this world…
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what worked for me
would have worked for them.
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And they'd still be here.
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But they're not.
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They're all dead.
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And five…
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bloody sisters would have chimed in
for them too. The whole club.
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I mean, we did the ritual
six more times, it…
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[breathes shakily]
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Five bitches sent us all to voicemail.
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Now all my friends are gone.
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Sandra, dead. Cheri, dead.
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Amesh, dead. And he went so…
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[breathing heavily]
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Kevin, dead. Natsuki, dead.
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Ilonka, Miss Magical Thinking herself…
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dead.
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Dead a year now.
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And if what you're saying is true,
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if they were still with me,
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they'd be yelling.
265
00:16:17,458 --> 00:16:18,458
Not whispering.
266
00:16:19,416 --> 00:16:22,958
They'd be shouting, screaming,
shaking the walls
267
00:16:23,041 --> 00:16:25,958
to let me know that
I don't have to be afraid anymore.
268
00:16:27,166 --> 00:16:31,000
That I don't have to hate myself
because I'm here and they're not.
269
00:16:36,500 --> 00:16:37,541
I mean, if…
270
00:16:38,833 --> 00:16:40,000
they were still here…
271
00:16:42,416 --> 00:16:43,833
what type of friend wouldn't?
272
00:16:46,416 --> 00:16:47,375
[beeps]
273
00:16:48,208 --> 00:16:50,291
-[indistinct chatter]
-[scanner beeps]
274
00:16:54,458 --> 00:16:56,875
[ominous music]
275
00:16:58,625 --> 00:17:00,000
What the fuck?
276
00:17:00,875 --> 00:17:04,041
Sorry, I couldn't find a price tag
on that.
277
00:17:05,458 --> 00:17:06,666
Everything okay here?
278
00:17:07,458 --> 00:17:08,625
I couldn't find the tag.
279
00:17:10,416 --> 00:17:12,416
Um, I'll take over from here.
280
00:17:15,750 --> 00:17:16,625
[speaker chimes]
281
00:17:16,708 --> 00:17:18,541
I need a price check on a claw hammer.
282
00:17:18,625 --> 00:17:21,791
Check out one,
price check on a claw hammer.
283
00:17:21,875 --> 00:17:24,250
[unsettling music]
284
00:17:27,875 --> 00:17:29,875
[ballet music playing]
285
00:17:32,875 --> 00:17:35,458
[arcade game music]
286
00:17:43,166 --> 00:17:45,541
Oh, my… Oh, my god.
287
00:17:46,250 --> 00:17:47,416
[Anya] Oh, my god. Amesh?
288
00:17:48,166 --> 00:17:51,250
Amesh! Amesh, oh, my god!
289
00:17:51,333 --> 00:17:54,791
Oh, my god! It worked for you too!
290
00:17:54,875 --> 00:17:56,083
Ma'am? Um…
291
00:17:56,791 --> 00:17:57,708
Look at you.
292
00:17:57,791 --> 00:18:01,083
I thought it didn't…
I thought… I thought it didn't work.
293
00:18:01,166 --> 00:18:02,416
What worked?
294
00:18:02,500 --> 00:18:04,625
The ritual, spontaneous regression.
295
00:18:05,166 --> 00:18:07,750
You're here. You're fucking here, Amesh!
296
00:18:07,833 --> 00:18:09,666
My name is Luke, ma'am.
297
00:18:09,750 --> 00:18:12,666
Uh, like it says on the tag here.
298
00:18:14,083 --> 00:18:15,416
-I don't…
-[Luke] I--
299
00:18:15,500 --> 00:18:16,583
Everything okay?
300
00:18:16,666 --> 00:18:18,250
I don't… understand.
301
00:18:18,333 --> 00:18:20,875
I think this woman might need
a little bit of help here.
302
00:18:21,791 --> 00:18:22,833
Are you…
303
00:18:25,250 --> 00:18:26,583
Are you fucking with me?
304
00:18:27,250 --> 00:18:30,250
-Uh, Luke, we should call somebody.
-Yes, good idea.
305
00:18:32,333 --> 00:18:33,541
[phone buttons clicking]
306
00:18:34,875 --> 00:18:37,291
Yeah, hi. We're at the game store
on Main Street.
307
00:18:37,375 --> 00:18:40,583
We have a woman here.
She's a little disoriented. Um…
308
00:18:40,666 --> 00:18:42,166
She might need some assistance.
309
00:18:43,125 --> 00:18:45,916
I came as soon as I could.
What seems to be the trouble?
310
00:18:50,416 --> 00:18:51,958
Are you okay, miss?
311
00:18:52,041 --> 00:18:54,041
[unsettling music]
312
00:19:12,833 --> 00:19:15,083
[ominous music]
313
00:19:15,875 --> 00:19:17,000
[gasps]
314
00:19:23,541 --> 00:19:24,416
[gunshot]
315
00:19:30,041 --> 00:19:32,083
-[gunshot]
-[screams]
316
00:19:32,166 --> 00:19:33,500
I never wanted to.
317
00:19:34,708 --> 00:19:36,000
I really didn't.
318
00:19:40,791 --> 00:19:42,625
[gasps, breathes shakily]
319
00:19:45,041 --> 00:19:46,083
[yelps]
320
00:19:49,583 --> 00:19:51,583
[ominous music stings]
321
00:19:57,833 --> 00:19:59,791
[unsettling music]
322
00:19:59,875 --> 00:20:00,958
[Anya groans]
323
00:20:07,541 --> 00:20:08,541
[music stops]
324
00:20:09,291 --> 00:20:10,750
[woman on TV] He just jumped in after him,
325
00:20:10,833 --> 00:20:14,666
but when he didn't come up right away,
I did the only thing I could think of.
326
00:20:14,750 --> 00:20:19,416
I… I dove in too.
But I couldn't find him anywhere.
327
00:20:20,916 --> 00:20:23,041
[sinister music]
328
00:20:24,583 --> 00:20:25,583
[shrieks]
329
00:20:28,458 --> 00:20:29,458
[gunshot]
330
00:20:31,583 --> 00:20:33,583
[unsettling music]
331
00:20:55,708 --> 00:20:57,916
[sloshing]
332
00:20:58,791 --> 00:21:01,666
[baby crying]
333
00:21:01,750 --> 00:21:04,583
[crying continues]
334
00:21:04,666 --> 00:21:06,333
[giggles]
335
00:21:09,250 --> 00:21:11,166
[chortles]
336
00:21:15,041 --> 00:21:18,583
[woman groans, sighs]
337
00:21:27,291 --> 00:21:29,791
[faint screaming]
338
00:21:32,958 --> 00:21:35,458
[screaming intensifies]
339
00:21:37,375 --> 00:21:38,750
[sobs quietly]
340
00:21:48,000 --> 00:21:49,375
[static]
341
00:21:49,458 --> 00:21:50,916
[Ilonka] Hello, Anya.
342
00:21:51,833 --> 00:21:53,166
Midnight, my friend.
343
00:21:53,250 --> 00:21:57,083
As usual, we're broadcasting to you
live from the hallway.
344
00:21:57,166 --> 00:22:00,000
And I'm happy to report
that Stanton has gone nuclear.
345
00:22:00,666 --> 00:22:03,625
She hasn't spoken to any of us
since she saw us in the basement.
346
00:22:03,708 --> 00:22:06,833
And we're sure as shit not allowed
in the library right now.
347
00:22:06,916 --> 00:22:11,666
But I spoke to Mark and he told me
that she said this was specifically okay,
348
00:22:11,750 --> 00:22:14,500
so they know we're here this time.
349
00:22:15,375 --> 00:22:16,875
And Natsuki wanted to…
350
00:22:16,958 --> 00:22:20,083
-[Spence] Ilonka, invocation.
-[Ilonka] Oh, sorry.
351
00:22:20,625 --> 00:22:24,541
Um, to those before, to those after.
352
00:22:24,625 --> 00:22:26,875
To us now, and to those beyond.
353
00:22:27,416 --> 00:22:30,083
[all] To those before, to those after.
354
00:22:30,166 --> 00:22:32,666
To us now and to those beyond.
355
00:22:33,291 --> 00:22:35,875
[Ilonka] Seen or unseen,
here but not here.
356
00:22:36,666 --> 00:22:39,750
-[all] Seen or unseen, here but not here.
-Seen or unseen, here but not here.
357
00:22:40,666 --> 00:22:42,791
[Ilonka] So the night before last,
we had Kevin,
358
00:22:42,875 --> 00:22:44,916
and last night we had Spence.
359
00:22:45,000 --> 00:22:48,041
And tonight we have something
very special for you.
360
00:22:48,125 --> 00:22:49,083
Natsuki?
361
00:22:51,208 --> 00:22:54,083
[Natsuki] Hey, Anya.
I, uh, wrote this for you.
362
00:22:54,708 --> 00:22:57,958
I asked around 'cause there was
some stuff I didn't know about you
363
00:22:58,875 --> 00:23:00,541
You treasure trove of secrets, you.
364
00:23:01,625 --> 00:23:05,166
Okay, here we go.
It's the night of the ritual…
365
00:23:05,250 --> 00:23:06,333
[chanting unintelligibly]
366
00:23:06,416 --> 00:23:08,000
We're all chanting around you.
367
00:23:09,000 --> 00:23:11,250
And then it happens. A flash of light.
368
00:23:13,375 --> 00:23:15,083
You vanished from the room, gone.
369
00:23:15,166 --> 00:23:18,083
And for a week, just like Julia Jayne,
370
00:23:18,791 --> 00:23:20,041
no one can find you.
371
00:23:20,791 --> 00:23:22,041
But then you showed back up.
372
00:23:22,625 --> 00:23:25,166
Healed, healthy, just like Julia did.
373
00:23:26,250 --> 00:23:28,875
Stanton lays out your options,
but you stay at Brightcliffe
374
00:23:28,958 --> 00:23:31,958
for a few more weeks,
repeating the ritual for each of us.
375
00:23:32,833 --> 00:23:35,458
And it works for all of us.
376
00:23:36,166 --> 00:23:38,583
We take over
a whole floor of an apartment.
377
00:23:38,666 --> 00:23:40,750
It's a coed Brightcliffe invasion
378
00:23:40,833 --> 00:23:43,250
"…with rent control,
plus disability checks, plus--"
379
00:23:43,333 --> 00:23:47,000
Oh, I thought we were gonna keep this part
grounded after the ritual part?
380
00:23:47,083 --> 00:23:49,125
I'm telling the story. Okay?
381
00:23:49,208 --> 00:23:50,458
Sorry, Anya.
382
00:23:50,541 --> 00:23:52,291
It's okay.
[laughs]
383
00:23:52,375 --> 00:23:56,875
"Point being, it's super cheap,
and we can live there forever.
384
00:23:56,958 --> 00:24:00,041
Uh, you enroll in college
and you get a prosthetic leg,
385
00:24:00,750 --> 00:24:02,625
so you can start
taking dance classes again.
386
00:24:03,291 --> 00:24:06,875
"After a fantastic
dance rehearsal one day…"
387
00:24:06,958 --> 00:24:07,958
[instructor] Hand.
388
00:24:08,541 --> 00:24:12,250
[Natsuki] …who should walk in,
but your old childhood friend.
389
00:24:12,333 --> 00:24:13,416
Rhett.
390
00:24:22,833 --> 00:24:24,000
You mend fences.
391
00:24:25,541 --> 00:24:26,958
And pick out a house together,
392
00:24:27,833 --> 00:24:29,041
with a white picket one.
393
00:24:33,000 --> 00:24:34,250
And there you stay…
394
00:24:36,708 --> 00:24:38,375
[Anya laughing]
395
00:24:38,458 --> 00:24:42,000
…for years, and years, and years.
396
00:24:42,666 --> 00:24:43,791
You have kids.
397
00:24:43,875 --> 00:24:46,375
[Amesh] Sandra did M.A.S.H
to determine exactly how many.
398
00:24:46,458 --> 00:24:49,916
-Two-and-a-half beautiful children.
-[Sandra] He's kidding.
399
00:24:50,000 --> 00:24:52,958
With babies, you always round up.
So it's a clean three.
400
00:24:53,583 --> 00:24:55,208
[Cheri] And a German shepherd.
401
00:24:55,291 --> 00:24:57,750
[Natsuki]
And a fluffy German shepherd per Cheri.
402
00:24:58,708 --> 00:25:00,458
Did I miss anything?
403
00:25:00,541 --> 00:25:01,958
-[Spence] The car.
-[dog barks]
404
00:25:02,041 --> 00:25:05,166
It's a pink jeep
with a skull painted on the hood.
405
00:25:06,083 --> 00:25:07,041
[Natsuki] Perfect.
406
00:25:07,708 --> 00:25:11,666
And there you live out
the rest of your days with your family.
407
00:25:12,291 --> 00:25:16,375
Safe, happy, in love.
408
00:25:16,458 --> 00:25:20,416
[Spence] Oh, and we bought
the other houses on the block, so…
409
00:25:20,500 --> 00:25:21,458
What's up?
410
00:25:21,541 --> 00:25:23,416
[laughter]
411
00:25:23,500 --> 00:25:25,000
[Amesh] You enter suburbia.
412
00:25:25,083 --> 00:25:27,541
Old friends track you down
for weekly potlucks,
413
00:25:27,625 --> 00:25:29,333
and there is no exit.
414
00:25:30,833 --> 00:25:32,416
[Natsuki] That's all I've got for tonight.
415
00:25:33,666 --> 00:25:35,875
Ilonka's on bat
for the story for tomorrow so…
416
00:25:36,583 --> 00:25:37,750
you're in for a treat.
417
00:25:40,000 --> 00:25:41,000
[Amesh] Good night, Anya.
418
00:25:41,083 --> 00:25:42,833
-[Cheri] Good night, friend.
-[Sandra] Sleep tight.
419
00:25:42,916 --> 00:25:45,291
-[Spence] Good night, Duchess.
-[Kevin] Good night, Anya.
420
00:25:49,333 --> 00:25:50,666
[Ilonka] It's just you and me now.
421
00:25:51,500 --> 00:25:53,458
I hope I'm not keeping you up too late.
422
00:25:54,791 --> 00:25:56,791
I just… I wanted to say a few things.
423
00:25:57,833 --> 00:25:58,791
Roomie to roomie.
424
00:26:02,666 --> 00:26:04,583
I just wanted to say that I'm sorry.
425
00:26:06,541 --> 00:26:07,583
About the ritual.
426
00:26:10,416 --> 00:26:11,958
When you passed out, I…
427
00:26:13,541 --> 00:26:15,500
I've never been more panicked in my life.
428
00:26:17,708 --> 00:26:19,083
[Ilonka] You should've seen Stanton.
429
00:26:19,166 --> 00:26:20,291
[inaudible dialogue]
430
00:26:20,375 --> 00:26:22,958
I don't know if she'll ever talk
to me again, to be honest.
431
00:26:24,791 --> 00:26:25,791
[scoffs]
432
00:26:26,541 --> 00:26:28,708
She said words
only you could have taught her.
433
00:26:33,708 --> 00:26:35,041
I hope you can forgive me.
434
00:26:36,875 --> 00:26:39,375
It's just so fucking unfair.
435
00:26:40,583 --> 00:26:44,041
What's happening to you,
what's happening to us.
436
00:26:45,208 --> 00:26:46,125
So…
437
00:26:47,791 --> 00:26:49,625
I hope you hear me when I say…
438
00:26:51,458 --> 00:26:53,041
we're all with you in there,
439
00:26:56,625 --> 00:26:57,875
and we always will be.
440
00:27:01,291 --> 00:27:02,416
Thank you.
441
00:27:05,333 --> 00:27:06,500
[Ilonka] You're not alone.
442
00:27:12,833 --> 00:27:15,166
[dramatic music]
443
00:27:25,625 --> 00:27:27,125
Everything's going to be okay.
444
00:27:29,208 --> 00:27:31,458
[heart monitor beeping]
445
00:27:36,708 --> 00:27:37,958
[Ilonka] Good night, Anya.
446
00:27:39,541 --> 00:27:40,500
Good night.
447
00:27:40,583 --> 00:27:42,791
-[intercom shuts off]
-[breathing heavily]
448
00:27:44,500 --> 00:27:46,625
[dramatic music intensifies]
449
00:27:46,708 --> 00:27:47,708
[music stops]
450
00:28:11,916 --> 00:28:13,916
[Ilonka] Oh. No, thank you.
451
00:28:14,000 --> 00:28:14,875
[sniffles]
452
00:28:15,375 --> 00:28:16,666
I want to feel these.
453
00:28:19,000 --> 00:28:22,375
You know, someone said once,
454
00:28:23,708 --> 00:28:25,500
"One should die proudly
455
00:28:26,291 --> 00:28:29,083
when it's no longer possible
to live proudly."
456
00:28:30,958 --> 00:28:32,083
Friedrich Nietzsche.
457
00:28:33,833 --> 00:28:35,458
I was salutatorian once…
458
00:28:37,375 --> 00:28:38,416
in another life.
459
00:28:40,500 --> 00:28:42,708
A short, short life.
460
00:28:43,583 --> 00:28:47,291
It's not length of life but depth of life.
461
00:28:48,333 --> 00:28:50,125
That was Ralph Waldo Emerson.
462
00:28:51,750 --> 00:28:54,291
And your friend, she…
463
00:28:55,500 --> 00:28:58,458
Well, you know, she lived deep.
464
00:28:59,250 --> 00:29:03,333
And she was kind,
even when she was in a lot of pain.
465
00:29:04,916 --> 00:29:06,166
That's hard to do.
466
00:29:08,750 --> 00:29:09,875
That's beautiful.
467
00:29:11,458 --> 00:29:12,958
You know, sometimes, she was a…
468
00:29:14,041 --> 00:29:17,291
fierce, right firecracker bitch
on fucking wheels.
469
00:29:17,375 --> 00:29:20,958
-[laughs]
-But… that was beautiful too.
470
00:29:27,750 --> 00:29:31,958
Ralph Waldo Emerson,
he had one more I've always liked.
471
00:29:32,541 --> 00:29:35,125
"It is the secret of the world
472
00:29:35,208 --> 00:29:38,875
that all things subsist and do not die,
473
00:29:38,958 --> 00:29:42,541
but retire a little from sight…
474
00:29:43,500 --> 00:29:44,708
and then afterwards…
475
00:29:45,916 --> 00:29:47,166
return again."
476
00:29:49,083 --> 00:29:51,333
And John Lennon once said something like…
477
00:29:53,166 --> 00:29:56,708
"Death is just getting out of one car
and into another."
478
00:29:59,166 --> 00:30:00,291
You know what I'd say?
479
00:30:02,500 --> 00:30:03,625
Fuck the car.
480
00:30:05,000 --> 00:30:06,458
And fuck cancer, too.
481
00:30:13,833 --> 00:30:15,041
Everything?
482
00:30:15,625 --> 00:30:16,791
She left it all to you.
483
00:30:20,083 --> 00:30:21,083
What's this?
484
00:30:21,750 --> 00:30:23,416
Other than the bank account,
485
00:30:23,500 --> 00:30:25,250
the insurance,
and everything in Anya's room,
486
00:30:25,333 --> 00:30:26,250
that's all she left.
487
00:30:27,666 --> 00:30:29,375
I don't care about the money.
488
00:30:29,458 --> 00:30:30,625
Neither did she.
489
00:30:31,833 --> 00:30:33,041
Did she say why?
490
00:30:33,125 --> 00:30:34,416
[Dr. Stanton]
And there's one other matter.
491
00:30:34,500 --> 00:30:35,458
[clanks]
492
00:30:36,958 --> 00:30:41,750
I need you to tell me where you found it,
what you were doing downstairs,
493
00:30:43,083 --> 00:30:45,916
and why I shouldn't throw you
out of this house.
494
00:30:46,000 --> 00:30:48,583
Do not think for one moment that I won't.
495
00:30:48,666 --> 00:30:50,958
You do not know me, Ilonka.
496
00:30:52,125 --> 00:30:53,875
You do not know anything.
497
00:30:53,958 --> 00:30:55,833
I found that journal
in the library, actually.
498
00:30:55,916 --> 00:30:58,333
So if you're expecting a story
better than that,
499
00:30:58,416 --> 00:30:59,958
I'm sorry to disappoint.
500
00:31:00,041 --> 00:31:01,833
And what were we doing in the basement?
501
00:31:03,500 --> 00:31:06,500
We're wasting time trying to change
something that couldn't be changed.
502
00:31:07,666 --> 00:31:09,125
We're wasting Anya's time.
503
00:31:11,000 --> 00:31:13,875
And that's really the worst part
because she really didn't have any left.
504
00:31:14,958 --> 00:31:17,166
So if you're gonna throw me out,
please just do it now
505
00:31:17,250 --> 00:31:20,291
because I've had about just as much
as I can handle today.
506
00:31:24,250 --> 00:31:25,375
[sighs]
507
00:31:28,125 --> 00:31:30,083
The ritual, the five sisters.
508
00:31:31,416 --> 00:31:33,500
-It didn't work.
-Not for Anya.
509
00:31:34,333 --> 00:31:38,333
No, it didn't. And that is not your fault.
510
00:31:39,375 --> 00:31:42,750
These things, they're not…
It's not like baking.
511
00:31:43,333 --> 00:31:46,458
It's not just about the right words
and ingredients.
512
00:31:47,041 --> 00:31:51,583
You tried and that matters.
It mattered to Anya. I promise you that.
513
00:31:56,416 --> 00:31:57,625
[Ilonka] Your tattoo.
514
00:31:59,583 --> 00:32:00,916
What is it?
515
00:32:02,041 --> 00:32:03,166
We all have them.
516
00:32:04,166 --> 00:32:07,041
It's not sinister. It's an hourglass.
517
00:32:07,125 --> 00:32:10,291
The hourglass meant a lot
going back into the ancient world.
518
00:32:10,375 --> 00:32:13,041
It was one of the earliest methods
of keeping time.
519
00:32:13,125 --> 00:32:14,833
You see what's making it up?
520
00:32:14,916 --> 00:32:19,166
In Ancient Greece,
this was Earth and this was air.
521
00:32:19,250 --> 00:32:22,541
As above, so below.
522
00:32:22,625 --> 00:32:26,916
But the thing about an hourglass,
the most important thing…
523
00:32:27,666 --> 00:32:29,291
is that you can turn it over.
524
00:32:31,166 --> 00:32:33,750
Life can prevail.
525
00:32:35,083 --> 00:32:38,125
That… that is what the Paragon
was trying to do, they just…
526
00:32:39,125 --> 00:32:40,333
they got lost along the way.
527
00:32:42,291 --> 00:32:43,750
How do you know about the Paragon?
528
00:32:46,666 --> 00:32:49,208
They came here
for a lot of the same reasons we did.
529
00:32:49,291 --> 00:32:52,208
The soil, water, ley lines.
530
00:32:53,416 --> 00:32:55,500
All the rumors, they're true.
531
00:32:55,583 --> 00:32:57,833
Airplanes really do get glitches
in their instruments
532
00:32:57,916 --> 00:32:59,708
when they fly over this area.
533
00:33:00,291 --> 00:33:03,458
Legends of healing fill these woods.
534
00:33:04,666 --> 00:33:10,875
It brings the rich and the dying,
the new age cults, UFO enthusiasts,
535
00:33:10,958 --> 00:33:13,833
and just about every other color of crazy
over the years.
536
00:33:13,916 --> 00:33:18,166
We are a naturopathic collective
so we are gentle as kittens
537
00:33:18,250 --> 00:33:20,625
compared to some of the others
that have come this way.
538
00:33:21,833 --> 00:33:23,166
It's important to do no harm.
539
00:33:24,291 --> 00:33:25,291
Unless you have to.
540
00:33:29,916 --> 00:33:33,833
Oh. I should… get going.
541
00:33:33,916 --> 00:33:35,208
Stanton's already pissed.
542
00:33:36,083 --> 00:33:38,625
Georgina has a chip on her shoulder.
No doubt.
543
00:33:38,708 --> 00:33:41,458
Maybe one of these days
she'll figure out she can put it down.
544
00:34:02,250 --> 00:34:03,750
[whirring]
545
00:34:06,291 --> 00:34:09,541
[ringing, beeping]
546
00:34:09,625 --> 00:34:12,416
[automated voice] We're sorry,
your call cannot be completed as dialed.
547
00:34:12,500 --> 00:34:15,208
Please check the number and dial again
or call your…
548
00:34:15,291 --> 00:34:16,458
[phone clanks]
549
00:34:22,250 --> 00:34:23,416
[knocks on door]
550
00:34:27,333 --> 00:34:28,500
I'm…
[chuckles softly]
551
00:34:29,875 --> 00:34:31,083
I'm sorry for your…
552
00:34:33,375 --> 00:34:35,833
[sighs]
I'm just sorry.
553
00:34:36,833 --> 00:34:37,958
[Tim sighs]
554
00:34:40,458 --> 00:34:41,500
[Ilonka sobs]
555
00:34:46,666 --> 00:34:48,250
What does she want us to do with them?
556
00:34:49,291 --> 00:34:50,291
She didn't say.
557
00:34:51,375 --> 00:34:52,583
At least not her pre-need.
558
00:34:56,208 --> 00:34:57,458
And she left this.
559
00:35:01,625 --> 00:35:02,791
I haven't opened it yet.
560
00:35:04,666 --> 00:35:05,583
Go ahead.
561
00:35:15,083 --> 00:35:19,750
"To those who came before, to us now,
and to those that came after.
562
00:35:20,833 --> 00:35:23,416
Seen but unseen, here but not here.
563
00:35:24,791 --> 00:35:26,916
I've given a lot of thought
to that invocation,
564
00:35:27,000 --> 00:35:28,583
and it's pretty fucking generous.
565
00:35:28,666 --> 00:35:29,833
So I'll simplify it.
566
00:35:30,708 --> 00:35:32,833
To us, to you…
567
00:35:34,125 --> 00:35:35,166
my family.
568
00:35:36,583 --> 00:35:38,750
Since youse got so high on the Greeks,
569
00:35:39,375 --> 00:35:41,583
the Greeks believed
when you got to the underworld,
570
00:35:41,666 --> 00:35:44,500
you drink from the River Lethe,
and you forget everything.
571
00:35:45,500 --> 00:35:47,541
That's why nobody sends a sign, they said.
572
00:35:48,625 --> 00:35:50,708
Pretty lame excuse, but here we go.
573
00:35:52,375 --> 00:35:54,875
If anyone can send a sign
from that other side,
574
00:35:54,958 --> 00:35:58,000
unambiguous and definite,
I'm the bitch, I'll fucking do it.
575
00:35:59,000 --> 00:36:02,541
So if you're reading this
and you didn't hear back, relax.
576
00:36:02,625 --> 00:36:04,166
It's all just fucking oblivion.
577
00:36:05,666 --> 00:36:07,416
Raise an empty glass for me tonight.
578
00:36:08,791 --> 00:36:10,083
For now, I drink no more.
579
00:36:12,250 --> 00:36:15,166
Love to you all, Anya.
580
00:36:17,625 --> 00:36:21,416
P.S. Sorry about the ashes.
Fucking dramatic, right?"
581
00:36:21,500 --> 00:36:22,750
[laughs]
582
00:36:22,833 --> 00:36:24,750
"Snort them, use them as seasoning
583
00:36:24,833 --> 00:36:27,208
or scatter them on the fucking moon
for all I care.
584
00:36:28,416 --> 00:36:29,750
I've gone supernova."
585
00:36:36,458 --> 00:36:37,375
Fuck.
586
00:36:39,333 --> 00:36:40,458
[Kevin] I mean, all of it…
587
00:36:41,625 --> 00:36:46,625
The signs from beyond,
the pack, the stories.
588
00:36:48,666 --> 00:36:50,458
It feels kind of stupid tonight,
doesn't it?
589
00:37:00,875 --> 00:37:01,708
To Anya…
590
00:37:03,000 --> 00:37:04,125
who drinks no more.
591
00:37:06,166 --> 00:37:09,125
[all] To Anya who drinks no more.
592
00:37:12,583 --> 00:37:13,625
[door opens]
593
00:37:18,583 --> 00:37:21,208
I've always loved how the library looks
with the lights out.
594
00:37:21,291 --> 00:37:22,250
[door closes]
595
00:37:22,333 --> 00:37:25,541
[Dr. Stanton] Lights out and a fire,
that's really the way to do it.
596
00:37:26,625 --> 00:37:30,916
It's a perfect ambiance
for a meeting of the Midnight Club.
597
00:37:33,458 --> 00:37:35,541
All these years,
it's always struck me as funny
598
00:37:35,625 --> 00:37:38,250
that you kids think
that because I don't stop you,
599
00:37:38,333 --> 00:37:39,750
that means I must not know.
600
00:37:40,916 --> 00:37:43,875
You think we don't notice when
all of our patients sneak out at midnight?
601
00:37:44,583 --> 00:37:47,875
You think the night nurses don't hear
your voices through the doors?
602
00:37:48,833 --> 00:37:49,916
Of course, we know.
603
00:37:51,583 --> 00:37:54,208
Why do you think
there's always fresh firewood?
604
00:37:56,208 --> 00:37:59,750
I love falling asleep
knowing the fire was lit,
605
00:38:01,166 --> 00:38:03,625
knowing the club was in session.
606
00:38:05,458 --> 00:38:09,125
Year after year, the faces change.
607
00:38:10,541 --> 00:38:13,958
But the halls of Brightcliffe
are filled at night
608
00:38:14,666 --> 00:38:16,958
with the whispered sounds of stories.
609
00:38:19,250 --> 00:38:23,375
The sounds of stories
are the sounds of life.
610
00:38:26,958 --> 00:38:28,666
I don't know what to do with you all.
611
00:38:30,541 --> 00:38:32,375
What you were doing in that room…
612
00:38:33,791 --> 00:38:35,333
I don't know what to do with that.
613
00:38:37,500 --> 00:38:39,625
It's as simple
as locking the doors, really.
614
00:38:40,375 --> 00:38:41,541
These doors, sure.
615
00:38:41,625 --> 00:38:46,625
And the doors to your rooms,
which feels… wrong.
616
00:38:49,166 --> 00:38:50,833
We have an arrangement.
617
00:38:50,916 --> 00:38:53,208
I make very, very few rules.
618
00:38:54,166 --> 00:38:56,041
And in return I offer…
619
00:38:56,125 --> 00:38:58,000
Well, you know what it is by now?
620
00:38:58,083 --> 00:39:03,500
Independence, dignity, agency,
please don't make me regret that.
621
00:39:03,583 --> 00:39:04,708
Not ever again.
622
00:39:07,041 --> 00:39:10,750
I'm gonna ask that all of you
return to bed now.
623
00:39:12,500 --> 00:39:13,791
I'll think on tomorrow.
624
00:39:16,083 --> 00:39:19,166
I trust you can find your way back
to your rooms. Okay?
625
00:39:27,458 --> 00:39:28,833
-[door closes]
-Well…
626
00:39:29,875 --> 00:39:31,208
That's that, I guess.
627
00:39:31,291 --> 00:39:32,291
[door closes]
628
00:39:33,916 --> 00:39:35,000
Let's go to bed.
629
00:39:38,416 --> 00:39:39,625
I have a better idea.
630
00:39:43,750 --> 00:39:45,833
-But Stanton said…
-[Ilonka] I know what she said,
631
00:39:45,916 --> 00:39:48,875
but I also know that she's not gonna
kick all of us out of Brightcliffe.
632
00:39:49,500 --> 00:39:51,458
Ilonka, maybe it's time to just go to bed.
633
00:39:51,541 --> 00:39:53,625
No, I don't think so. Not just yet.
634
00:39:55,125 --> 00:39:56,708
Look, Anya didn't get a funeral.
635
00:39:58,208 --> 00:40:00,250
Not a proper one anyways.
636
00:40:03,125 --> 00:40:04,416
And I think we fix that.
637
00:40:05,791 --> 00:40:08,208
[water lapping]
638
00:40:53,833 --> 00:40:55,541
[Cheri singing]
♪ Another turning point ♪
639
00:40:55,625 --> 00:40:58,833
♪ A fork stuck in the road ♪
640
00:40:58,916 --> 00:41:03,166
♪ Time grabs you by the wrist
Directs you where to go ♪
641
00:41:04,000 --> 00:41:08,500
♪ So make the best of this test
And don't ask why ♪
642
00:41:09,250 --> 00:41:13,625
♪ It's not a question
But a lesson learned in time ♪
643
00:41:13,708 --> 00:41:18,875
♪ It's something unpredictable
But in the end it's right ♪
644
00:41:18,958 --> 00:41:23,458
♪ I hope you had the time of your life ♪
645
00:41:24,041 --> 00:41:26,041
[cello music playing]
646
00:41:32,458 --> 00:41:36,708
[all singing] ♪ So take the photographs
And still frames in your mind ♪
647
00:41:37,833 --> 00:41:41,875
♪ Hang it on a shelf
In good health and good time ♪
648
00:41:42,791 --> 00:41:47,833
♪ Tattoos of memories
And dead skin on trial ♪
649
00:41:47,916 --> 00:41:52,375
♪ For what it's worth
It was worth all the while ♪
650
00:41:52,458 --> 00:41:57,541
♪ It's something unpredictable
But in the end it's right ♪
651
00:41:57,625 --> 00:42:01,666
♪ I hope you had the time of your life ♪
652
00:42:06,625 --> 00:42:09,583
[cello music playing]
653
00:42:10,708 --> 00:42:13,375
[all singing]
♪ It's something unpredictable ♪
654
00:42:13,458 --> 00:42:15,750
♪ But in the end it's right ♪
655
00:42:15,833 --> 00:42:20,291
♪ I hope you had the time of your life ♪
656
00:42:20,375 --> 00:42:23,208
[cello music fading]
657
00:42:27,833 --> 00:42:29,083
Yo, are you coming?
658
00:42:32,250 --> 00:42:33,333
In a minute.
659
00:42:44,958 --> 00:42:46,041
[Kevin] Whatcha doing?
660
00:42:47,625 --> 00:42:50,541
Just seeing how long it takes the water
to make me numb.
661
00:43:08,750 --> 00:43:09,875
[Ilonka sighs]
662
00:43:22,166 --> 00:43:23,125
Sorry.
663
00:43:23,791 --> 00:43:25,208
No, you're fine.
664
00:43:27,041 --> 00:43:28,000
Listen…
665
00:43:32,416 --> 00:43:33,541
Don't spin out.
666
00:43:35,583 --> 00:43:36,625
It doesn't matter.
667
00:43:39,416 --> 00:43:40,666
All of us here,
668
00:43:43,041 --> 00:43:44,250
we're already gone.
669
00:43:47,041 --> 00:43:48,250
Sorry, that…
670
00:43:49,208 --> 00:43:50,750
[sighs]
That didn't come out right.
671
00:43:55,125 --> 00:43:56,791
[sighs]
Fuck.
672
00:43:56,875 --> 00:43:57,958
[sniffles]
673
00:44:04,333 --> 00:44:07,166
♪ Goodbye to you, my trusted friend ♪
674
00:44:09,041 --> 00:44:12,875
♪ But we've known each other
Since we were nine or ten ♪
675
00:44:14,125 --> 00:44:17,166
♪ Together we've climbed hills and trees ♪
676
00:44:19,166 --> 00:44:21,500
♪ Learned of love and ABC's ♪
677
00:44:21,583 --> 00:44:23,916
♪ Skinned our hearts
And skinned our knees ♪
678
00:44:24,000 --> 00:44:26,625
♪ Goodbye, my friend, it's hard to die ♪
679
00:44:28,500 --> 00:44:32,666
♪ When all the birds
Are singing in the sky ♪
680
00:44:33,333 --> 00:44:36,041
♪ Now that the spring is in the air ♪
681
00:44:36,125 --> 00:44:40,833
♪ We had joy, we had fun
We had seasons in the sun ♪
682
00:44:40,916 --> 00:44:44,333
♪ But the hills that we climbed
Were just seasons… ♪
683
00:44:55,125 --> 00:44:56,041
[Dr. Stanton sighs]
684
00:44:56,583 --> 00:44:57,500
[sniffles]
685
00:45:03,833 --> 00:45:05,500
[Dr. Stanton sobs quietly]
686
00:45:22,125 --> 00:45:25,125
[phone dialing]
687
00:45:26,208 --> 00:45:27,833
[Dr. Stanton] I'm sorry, it's so late.
688
00:45:29,708 --> 00:45:31,583
No, I'm not great.
689
00:45:33,791 --> 00:45:35,833
I lost a girl and, um…
690
00:45:37,250 --> 00:45:39,583
It was a beautiful young woman.
[sobs]
691
00:45:39,666 --> 00:45:42,791
Just a fierce, fierce young woman.
692
00:45:43,791 --> 00:45:47,041
And this one just hit me so hard.
I don't know why.
693
00:45:48,166 --> 00:45:50,458
And the other kids, they tried to…
694
00:45:50,541 --> 00:45:52,500
[breathing heavily]
695
00:45:53,375 --> 00:45:55,583
They just dug up all of this old…
696
00:45:56,875 --> 00:45:58,250
this old stuff.
697
00:45:58,333 --> 00:46:00,416
[sighs]
698
00:46:00,500 --> 00:46:01,875
But that's not the crazy thing.
699
00:46:03,625 --> 00:46:06,250
The craziest thing in the middle
of all of it is I get a…
700
00:46:06,333 --> 00:46:08,625
I get a phone call from these two doctors.
701
00:46:09,500 --> 00:46:12,958
I haven't had a call like this
but one time in my life,
702
00:46:14,625 --> 00:46:16,166
and I don't know how to process it.
703
00:46:17,708 --> 00:46:18,875
[exhales deeply]
704
00:46:20,250 --> 00:46:21,708
One of my kids is going home.
705
00:46:23,708 --> 00:46:25,125
I don't know all the details yet.
706
00:46:25,791 --> 00:46:29,958
I looked over the lab results
and it's pretty…
707
00:46:31,333 --> 00:46:32,666
They might not be terminal.
708
00:46:34,416 --> 00:46:35,833
But I think…
709
00:46:35,916 --> 00:46:36,916
I mean…
710
00:46:37,750 --> 00:46:40,166
I think we're gonna send someone home.
711
00:46:40,750 --> 00:46:44,541
And so, I'm… Yeah, I'm smoking a joint
and I'm calling you.
712
00:46:45,958 --> 00:46:47,333
I just need to talk to someone.
713
00:46:47,416 --> 00:46:49,166
[Dr. Stanton sobs]
714
00:46:49,791 --> 00:46:52,208
-Because I am so out of my depth here.
-[feet thudding]
715
00:46:52,291 --> 00:46:53,291
Oh…
716
00:46:54,916 --> 00:46:56,125
[whispers]
Can you hang on?
717
00:47:21,666 --> 00:47:22,750
Sweetheart.
718
00:47:23,666 --> 00:47:24,750
[gasps]
719
00:47:24,833 --> 00:47:25,958
I'm hungry.
720
00:47:26,666 --> 00:47:29,458
I'm hungry. So hungry.
721
00:47:29,541 --> 00:47:30,708
Sweetheart.
722
00:47:34,333 --> 00:47:36,875
[breathing heavily]
723
00:47:41,375 --> 00:47:43,708
[sinister music]
724
00:47:44,833 --> 00:47:46,833
[doorknob clacking]
725
00:47:52,916 --> 00:47:55,291
[rattling]
726
00:47:55,375 --> 00:47:57,083
[Ilonka breathing heavily]
727
00:47:58,958 --> 00:48:00,250
[mirror man] Darling.
728
00:48:00,333 --> 00:48:01,958
[ominous music stings]
729
00:48:02,041 --> 00:48:05,500
[breathing shakily]
730
00:48:06,666 --> 00:48:08,333
[doorknob rattling]
731
00:48:19,875 --> 00:48:21,875
[somber music]