1 00:00:07,383 --> 00:00:08,551 So the Internet is currently burning with theories 2 00:00:08,551 --> 00:00:10,511 about who went Hannibal Lecter on Ni'Jah. 3 00:00:10,511 --> 00:00:12,888 Becky with the big teeth finna get stung. 4 00:00:12,888 --> 00:00:14,724 You mess with Ni'Jah, you mess with the whole swarm. 5 00:00:14,724 --> 00:00:16,183 - Ni'Jah. - Ni'Jah. 6 00:00:16,183 --> 00:00:18,853 ...bitch would even think about touching Ni'Jah? 7 00:00:18,853 --> 00:00:20,688 Whoever did Ni'Jah, your mom's a ho. 8 00:00:20,688 --> 00:00:23,399 Get that motherfucker Robert Mueller on the phone. 9 00:00:23,399 --> 00:00:25,860 Do something useful with your special counsel. 10 00:00:25,860 --> 00:00:27,945 [birds singing] 11 00:00:55,765 --> 00:00:57,141 [tires rattle on gravel] 12 00:00:57,141 --> 00:00:58,976 {\an8}[tires screech] 13 00:01:00,603 --> 00:01:03,189 [siren chirps three times] 14 00:01:03,189 --> 00:01:05,900 [siren wailing] 15 00:01:05,900 --> 00:01:07,985 [indistinct radio chatter] 16 00:01:16,702 --> 00:01:17,828 [officer] License. 17 00:01:21,791 --> 00:01:23,667 One second. 18 00:01:37,640 --> 00:01:40,059 Whose car is this? 19 00:01:40,059 --> 00:01:42,311 It's my mother's car. 20 00:01:54,031 --> 00:01:56,075 Tint's a little high on these windows. 21 00:01:56,075 --> 00:01:58,327 She's gonna need to get that fixed. 22 00:02:00,538 --> 00:02:02,331 You're a long way from Texas. 23 00:02:02,331 --> 00:02:05,334 Gotta be a long drive. 24 00:02:05,334 --> 00:02:07,044 Yeah. 25 00:02:08,546 --> 00:02:11,382 I'm guessing you're in town for the music festival. 26 00:02:11,382 --> 00:02:14,552 Oh, yes. I-I gotta get to Ni'Jah. 27 00:02:14,552 --> 00:02:18,514 Yeah, a lot of folks in town for Bonnaroo. 28 00:02:18,514 --> 00:02:20,474 You know where you're going? 29 00:02:21,642 --> 00:02:23,185 Yep, just to motel. 30 00:02:23,185 --> 00:02:25,855 So where you staying? Fairbanks Hotel? 31 00:02:26,897 --> 00:02:29,316 Mm-hmm. 32 00:02:29,316 --> 00:02:32,444 See, I meant the Fairview Hotel. 33 00:02:33,946 --> 00:02:35,447 I always mess that up. 34 00:02:35,447 --> 00:02:38,367 [chuckles] Oh, yeah, that's the one. 35 00:02:38,367 --> 00:02:39,660 [officer] Mm-hmm. 36 00:02:40,870 --> 00:02:44,665 - That's a pretty nice place. - Mm-hmm. 37 00:02:47,001 --> 00:02:49,503 Well, I'm gonna follow behind you, 38 00:02:49,503 --> 00:02:51,714 make sure you get there in one piece. 39 00:03:01,515 --> 00:03:04,602 - [insects trilling] - [birds calling] 40 00:03:21,452 --> 00:03:23,287 [motorcycle engine shuts off] 41 00:03:32,713 --> 00:03:35,549 [entry bell chimes] 42 00:03:35,549 --> 00:03:38,052 - [♪ Jordan Whitmore: "The High Road"] - ♪ As fast as I can ♪ 43 00:03:38,052 --> 00:03:39,803 - [clerk] That's it? - [man] Yeah. 44 00:03:39,803 --> 00:03:42,431 ♪ And get this over ♪ 45 00:03:42,431 --> 00:03:45,184 ♪ But I'm only a man ♪ 46 00:03:45,184 --> 00:03:47,394 ♪ On the high road ♪ 47 00:03:52,191 --> 00:03:54,234 ♪ It sure is a hard road... 48 00:03:54,234 --> 00:03:56,779 Nice choice. 49 00:03:56,779 --> 00:03:58,364 Those are my favorite, too. 50 00:03:58,364 --> 00:03:59,615 [Dre] Hmm? 51 00:03:59,615 --> 00:04:01,992 Okay. [chuckles] Sorry. 52 00:04:03,619 --> 00:04:06,121 ♪ By another's words ♪ 53 00:04:07,373 --> 00:04:09,959 ♪ It's hard to see ♪ 54 00:04:09,959 --> 00:04:12,211 ♪ Beyond the hurt... 55 00:04:12,211 --> 00:04:14,213 [entry bell chimes] 56 00:04:14,213 --> 00:04:17,216 ♪ Well, you can stay there ♪ 57 00:04:17,216 --> 00:04:20,427 - ♪ In the thick of pain... - [woman] Do you have a ticket? 58 00:04:20,427 --> 00:04:23,639 ♪ Or set it free ♪ 59 00:04:23,639 --> 00:04:27,393 ♪ And show them grace ♪ 60 00:04:28,686 --> 00:04:31,772 ♪ I want to get there ♪ 61 00:04:31,772 --> 00:04:34,191 ♪ Just as fast as I can ♪ 62 00:04:34,191 --> 00:04:36,068 [register keys tapping] 63 00:04:36,068 --> 00:04:38,404 ♪ And get this over ♪ 64 00:04:38,404 --> 00:04:40,698 ♪ But I'm only a man ♪ 65 00:04:40,698 --> 00:04:44,118 ♪ On the high road ♪♪ 66 00:04:45,494 --> 00:04:47,329 [entry bell chimes] 67 00:04:49,999 --> 00:04:51,417 I got rid of him for you. 68 00:04:51,417 --> 00:04:53,460 What'd you say? 69 00:04:53,460 --> 00:04:57,006 I told him he was harassing a young Black woman. 70 00:04:57,006 --> 00:04:58,674 I have a lot of Instagram followers, 71 00:04:58,674 --> 00:05:00,801 so I just said I'd post him on social media. 72 00:05:00,801 --> 00:05:03,637 Is this your first time at Bonnaroo? 73 00:05:05,264 --> 00:05:06,807 How do you know that? 74 00:05:06,807 --> 00:05:08,517 You're young. 75 00:05:08,517 --> 00:05:10,102 You're not dressed like a veteran. 76 00:05:10,102 --> 00:05:12,855 - Are you staying at a hotel? - Nope. 77 00:05:12,855 --> 00:05:15,733 Think I'm just gonna... I don't know, 78 00:05:15,733 --> 00:05:17,693 guess I'm gon' sleep in my car this week. 79 00:05:17,693 --> 00:05:20,029 What? No, don't say... 80 00:05:20,029 --> 00:05:22,906 Our place is nearby and it's huge. 81 00:05:22,906 --> 00:05:25,743 As a former couch surfer myself, I gotta pay it forward. 82 00:05:28,662 --> 00:05:30,330 - I'm good. - Come on. 83 00:05:30,330 --> 00:05:32,708 It's your first time at Bonnaroo. 84 00:05:32,708 --> 00:05:35,127 I know you didn't imagine sleeping in your car was gonna 85 00:05:35,127 --> 00:05:37,463 be your first experience here, right? 86 00:05:38,505 --> 00:05:39,923 Look, I'm not a creep. 87 00:05:39,923 --> 00:05:42,176 It's just me and some friends. 88 00:05:42,176 --> 00:05:44,303 And you look like you could use some. 89 00:05:44,303 --> 00:05:46,138 I'm Cricket, by the way. 90 00:05:47,765 --> 00:05:49,558 [chuckling] Okay. 91 00:05:54,271 --> 00:05:57,149 I loved talking to you. 92 00:06:06,450 --> 00:06:08,410 [car door opens] 93 00:06:08,410 --> 00:06:10,954 [sighs] Hey. 94 00:06:13,290 --> 00:06:16,835 H-How far is your place from the festival? 95 00:06:16,835 --> 00:06:18,879 [♪ David Imbernon: "Insomnia"] 96 00:06:18,879 --> 00:06:20,964 ♪ ♪ 97 00:06:46,865 --> 00:06:48,867 ♪ ♪ 98 00:06:59,211 --> 00:07:01,296 - Hi. - You guys are back. 99 00:07:01,296 --> 00:07:03,006 [Cricket] We made a new friend in town. 100 00:07:03,006 --> 00:07:04,716 Fantastic. 101 00:07:04,716 --> 00:07:07,928 Salem, do you mind putting the chairs away for me? 102 00:07:07,928 --> 00:07:10,180 - Sure. - Let me grab those for you. 103 00:07:10,180 --> 00:07:11,849 Got it. 104 00:07:13,517 --> 00:07:17,521 Hi. I'm Eva. 105 00:07:17,521 --> 00:07:19,314 Welcome. 106 00:07:26,405 --> 00:07:28,407 You live here? 107 00:07:28,407 --> 00:07:32,286 No. Um, not full-time, anyway. 108 00:07:32,286 --> 00:07:34,496 A friend is letting us stay here. 109 00:07:34,496 --> 00:07:38,000 My sister actually designed the place. 110 00:07:38,000 --> 00:07:41,962 Being here is the best reset. 111 00:07:41,962 --> 00:07:44,423 Our minds and our bodies, 112 00:07:44,423 --> 00:07:48,886 they get so out of whack living in dense cities. 113 00:07:48,886 --> 00:07:52,639 - What's your name? - Kayla. 114 00:07:52,639 --> 00:07:56,768 That's a beautiful name. How do you spell it? 115 00:07:56,768 --> 00:07:59,021 With a "K." 116 00:07:59,021 --> 00:08:01,148 And a "A," and a "Y," 117 00:08:01,148 --> 00:08:05,027 and a "L," and another "A," too. Kayla. 118 00:08:05,027 --> 00:08:07,446 No wonder I feel so drawn to you. 119 00:08:07,446 --> 00:08:10,574 What that mean? 120 00:08:10,574 --> 00:08:14,203 Kayla, Eva end in "A." 121 00:08:14,203 --> 00:08:17,581 Familiar names create this bias that 122 00:08:17,581 --> 00:08:20,709 essentially binds people together. 123 00:08:20,709 --> 00:08:24,671 All my life I've had this intense connection 124 00:08:24,671 --> 00:08:27,424 to people with names like 125 00:08:27,424 --> 00:08:31,553 Ella, Kayla, Clarissa... 126 00:08:31,553 --> 00:08:34,306 Marissa? 127 00:08:34,306 --> 00:08:36,308 Exactly. 128 00:08:42,314 --> 00:08:45,400 Ooh, it smells great in here. 129 00:08:45,400 --> 00:08:48,403 - Oh, you want some tea? - No. 130 00:08:48,403 --> 00:08:50,948 Janine, would you... Would you make a pot of water? 131 00:08:50,948 --> 00:08:52,532 Thank you so much. 132 00:08:52,532 --> 00:08:57,120 Hey, everyone, this is Kayla. 133 00:08:57,120 --> 00:08:59,665 Oh, my God, you are gorgeous. 134 00:08:59,665 --> 00:09:02,084 - Hi, Kayla. - Yeah, I love your dress. 135 00:09:02,084 --> 00:09:05,462 She's uh, coming to the festival, too. 136 00:09:05,462 --> 00:09:08,048 And I can already tell she has a great aura, 137 00:09:08,048 --> 00:09:10,801 so let's make sure she feels welcome. 138 00:09:10,801 --> 00:09:15,389 Kayla, this is Grace, Audrey, and obviously 139 00:09:15,389 --> 00:09:16,807 you know Cricket. 140 00:09:16,807 --> 00:09:20,310 Um, this is Janine. Hey, where's Isis? 141 00:09:20,310 --> 00:09:22,020 [Janine] She's in the sauna. 142 00:09:22,020 --> 00:09:24,606 [Grace] You hungry? I made some flatbread. 143 00:09:24,606 --> 00:09:26,858 Oh, and we have pie for dessert. 144 00:09:26,858 --> 00:09:29,486 - Yes. - [Eva] So, Kayla, 145 00:09:29,486 --> 00:09:31,613 did you get your concert wristbands in the mail, 146 00:09:31,613 --> 00:09:33,198 or did you need to go pick them up? 147 00:09:33,198 --> 00:09:36,326 Oh, I was gonna go early and, um, 148 00:09:36,326 --> 00:09:37,744 sneak in through the west gate. 149 00:09:37,744 --> 00:09:40,038 People online said they do it every year. 150 00:09:40,038 --> 00:09:42,082 Oh, I'm sorry, that's the plan? 151 00:09:42,082 --> 00:09:44,501 - I guess. - [laughs] No. 152 00:09:44,501 --> 00:09:45,961 No, no, no, that's... 153 00:09:45,961 --> 00:09:48,380 The security is crazy at this festival. 154 00:09:48,380 --> 00:09:50,382 Yeah, but all the tickets are sold out. 155 00:09:50,382 --> 00:09:52,092 Cricket will handle it. 156 00:09:52,092 --> 00:09:55,137 Uh, a few of our friends are performing, so... 157 00:09:55,137 --> 00:09:57,264 Yeah, I'm sure we could get you an artist pass, right? 158 00:09:57,264 --> 00:09:58,307 Mm-hmm. 159 00:09:58,307 --> 00:10:01,059 Really? 160 00:10:01,059 --> 00:10:03,145 Do I have to pay you? 161 00:10:03,145 --> 00:10:05,355 - [women chuckle] - No. 162 00:10:05,355 --> 00:10:08,692 You're part of the tribe now. We got you. 163 00:10:08,692 --> 00:10:10,444 Total backstage access. 164 00:10:10,444 --> 00:10:13,613 Well, that's great. 165 00:10:13,613 --> 00:10:16,325 But I cannot miss Ni'Jah, okay? 166 00:10:16,325 --> 00:10:18,368 - Okay. - I can, I cannot miss her. 167 00:10:18,368 --> 00:10:20,454 She's closing Saturday night, and it's... 168 00:10:20,454 --> 00:10:22,122 and it's gonna be big. 169 00:10:22,122 --> 00:10:23,498 I know it. 170 00:10:23,498 --> 00:10:26,418 It's gonna be the biggest moment of our lives. 171 00:10:27,461 --> 00:10:29,880 I'm actually friends with her. 172 00:10:29,880 --> 00:10:33,425 Yeah, but we got into a little bit of a, um, 173 00:10:33,425 --> 00:10:35,802 a misunderstanding the last time I saw her. 174 00:10:35,802 --> 00:10:38,347 [Cricket] Oh, no. I'm sorry. That's terrible. 175 00:10:38,347 --> 00:10:41,016 - Is everything gonna be okay? - Oh, it's-it's fine. 176 00:10:41,016 --> 00:10:42,976 She still loves me. 177 00:10:42,976 --> 00:10:45,270 It's just, I have to apologize. 178 00:10:45,270 --> 00:10:48,774 And then, after the show, we'll probably hang out 179 00:10:48,774 --> 00:10:51,234 with, like, her kids and everything. 180 00:10:51,234 --> 00:10:53,487 Oh, my God, I love Ni'Jah. 181 00:10:53,487 --> 00:10:55,614 - She's such a goddess. - Oh, she is. 182 00:10:55,614 --> 00:10:58,241 [Salem] I don't know, I kind of like her sister better. 183 00:10:58,241 --> 00:11:01,453 She seems more, like, you know, spiritual. 184 00:11:01,453 --> 00:11:03,163 She's all right. 185 00:11:03,163 --> 00:11:06,249 Ni'Jah is a goddess, but... 186 00:11:06,249 --> 00:11:07,918 so are you. 187 00:11:07,918 --> 00:11:09,586 Remember that. 188 00:11:09,586 --> 00:11:11,254 Remember to speak with intention, 189 00:11:11,254 --> 00:11:13,924 and I know you will work it all out. 190 00:11:16,259 --> 00:11:17,594 Look who finally joined us. 191 00:11:17,594 --> 00:11:19,221 Hey, guys, sorry I'm late. 192 00:11:21,681 --> 00:11:23,475 Something smells delicious. 193 00:11:23,475 --> 00:11:24,726 [Salem] Thank you. Want anything? 194 00:11:24,726 --> 00:11:27,229 No, thank you. I'm still fasting. 195 00:11:27,229 --> 00:11:30,440 My E.U. with Lela was fucking incredible. 196 00:11:30,440 --> 00:11:33,235 I mean, I was weeping. Like, weeping. 197 00:11:33,235 --> 00:11:35,487 - Oh... - It's a good weep. 198 00:11:35,487 --> 00:11:38,115 - Mmm. - Uh, what is a E.U.? 199 00:11:38,115 --> 00:11:40,575 Evolution to Understanding. You should try it sometime. 200 00:11:40,575 --> 00:11:43,453 Yeah, it's like meditation on crack. 201 00:11:43,453 --> 00:11:44,454 You do crack? 202 00:11:44,454 --> 00:11:46,415 [laughter] 203 00:11:46,415 --> 00:11:48,708 You're funny. 204 00:11:48,708 --> 00:11:51,086 Amazing. 205 00:11:51,086 --> 00:11:55,298 And sorry for all the stairs, but you'll get used to it. 206 00:11:56,341 --> 00:11:58,427 - Here is the room. - [♪ Kami: "Home Movies"] 207 00:11:58,427 --> 00:12:01,805 Pick a bed, any bed. 208 00:12:04,474 --> 00:12:06,601 Am I the only one in this room? 209 00:12:06,601 --> 00:12:08,812 Yeah. 210 00:12:08,812 --> 00:12:11,356 I feel like this is your bed, though. 211 00:12:11,356 --> 00:12:14,192 - Why? - It looks like you. 212 00:12:14,192 --> 00:12:16,153 You can leave your clothes in the bathroom 213 00:12:16,153 --> 00:12:17,404 for me to wash. 214 00:12:17,404 --> 00:12:18,613 I've already got some loads going. 215 00:12:18,613 --> 00:12:20,949 Yeah, well, I can wash my own clothes. 216 00:12:20,949 --> 00:12:23,577 All right, well, shout if you need anything. 217 00:12:23,577 --> 00:12:25,912 I'm just down the hall, 218 00:12:25,912 --> 00:12:27,164 and if the music gets too loud, 219 00:12:27,164 --> 00:12:28,707 feel free to close the doors. 220 00:12:28,707 --> 00:12:30,625 Cricket actually designed this place 221 00:12:30,625 --> 00:12:32,836 pretty well, acoustically. 222 00:12:34,212 --> 00:12:36,006 - Cricket designed this? - Yeah. 223 00:12:36,006 --> 00:12:37,674 Badass, right? 224 00:12:37,674 --> 00:12:41,511 I thought Eva said it was her sister. 225 00:12:41,511 --> 00:12:46,516 Sort of. Like a... sorority sister. 226 00:12:46,516 --> 00:12:49,019 ♪ ♪ 227 00:12:49,019 --> 00:12:52,731 ♪ Say my name, say my name ♪ 228 00:12:52,731 --> 00:12:56,693 ♪ Yeah, say my name, say my name ♪ 229 00:12:56,693 --> 00:12:58,987 ♪ Ho, say my name ♪♪ 230 00:12:58,987 --> 00:13:01,615 [woman's voice] Dre, if there's anyone crazy enough 231 00:13:01,615 --> 00:13:04,534 to meet Ni'Jah Hutton, it's you. 232 00:13:05,577 --> 00:13:06,786 Hey. 233 00:13:06,786 --> 00:13:08,955 Didn't mean to spook you. 234 00:13:08,955 --> 00:13:11,541 We're all going on a hike. I thought you should come. 235 00:13:11,541 --> 00:13:14,503 - At night? - It's the morning. 236 00:13:14,503 --> 00:13:16,963 But it's still black outside. 237 00:13:19,007 --> 00:13:20,967 Come on. 238 00:13:20,967 --> 00:13:23,970 You think Ni'Jah lays in bed all day? 239 00:13:23,970 --> 00:13:26,056 You think she stays in bed and learns all those dance moves? 240 00:13:26,056 --> 00:13:29,434 No. But that's because Ni'Jah is special. 241 00:13:29,434 --> 00:13:31,394 Exactly. 242 00:13:31,394 --> 00:13:33,396 And so are you. 243 00:13:33,396 --> 00:13:35,065 [bird singing outside] 244 00:13:35,065 --> 00:13:38,193 I'll see you downstairs. 245 00:13:38,193 --> 00:13:40,278 ♪ ♪ 246 00:13:52,916 --> 00:13:56,795 [woman vocalizing over piano] 247 00:14:00,590 --> 00:14:02,592 [Salem breathing hard] 248 00:14:04,344 --> 00:14:06,471 - It's okay. - [Eva] You gonna make it? 249 00:14:06,471 --> 00:14:08,139 [Dre coughing] 250 00:14:08,139 --> 00:14:11,268 [Eva] Hey, take your time. 251 00:14:11,268 --> 00:14:15,272 And if you need to throw up, that's fine. 252 00:14:15,272 --> 00:14:17,857 [Salem groaning] 253 00:14:20,902 --> 00:14:22,529 Don't worry, Kayla, 254 00:14:22,529 --> 00:14:24,406 I was just like you 255 00:14:24,406 --> 00:14:26,658 when I joined DecaWin. 256 00:14:26,658 --> 00:14:28,076 [exhales] 257 00:14:28,076 --> 00:14:30,036 What's... what's DecaWin? 258 00:14:30,036 --> 00:14:33,373 [chuckles] This is DecaWin. 259 00:14:33,373 --> 00:14:35,542 It's a women's empowerment group. 260 00:14:35,542 --> 00:14:38,003 So what y'all do, like, hike? 261 00:14:38,003 --> 00:14:39,421 - [laughter] - Or camp? 262 00:14:39,421 --> 00:14:42,299 [Eva] Ah, no, we prefer "retreat." 263 00:14:42,299 --> 00:14:45,844 We specialize in unlocking female potential. 264 00:14:45,844 --> 00:14:49,681 Teaching, learning, training. 265 00:14:49,681 --> 00:14:53,977 And most of all, healing, through E.U. 266 00:14:53,977 --> 00:14:56,938 [Cricket] Eva's our executive director. 267 00:14:56,938 --> 00:14:59,232 She's really changed every single one of our lives. 268 00:14:59,232 --> 00:15:00,567 I'm three years sober now. 269 00:15:00,567 --> 00:15:02,819 Yeah. And I just joined more recently, 270 00:15:02,819 --> 00:15:05,280 but I'm already on the last week of treatment 271 00:15:05,280 --> 00:15:07,157 for my fluency disorder. 272 00:15:07,157 --> 00:15:08,867 What's that? 273 00:15:08,867 --> 00:15:10,535 I used to stutter. 274 00:15:17,959 --> 00:15:21,713 [sighs] You were doing so good ignoring your phone. 275 00:15:21,713 --> 00:15:23,381 - [soft chuckle] - I want you to stay present. 276 00:15:23,381 --> 00:15:25,467 Your body is releasing endorphins right now. 277 00:15:26,926 --> 00:15:28,845 [Eva] All right, ladies, let's meditate. 278 00:15:30,180 --> 00:15:32,182 - [birds chirping] - [indistinct chatter] 279 00:15:43,318 --> 00:15:45,070 Oof... 280 00:15:58,958 --> 00:16:00,960 ♪ ♪ 281 00:16:22,649 --> 00:16:23,817 Shit. 282 00:16:23,817 --> 00:16:25,902 - [wind whooshing] - [bees buzzing] 283 00:16:27,696 --> 00:16:29,906 Y'all are really out here obstructing justice. 284 00:16:29,906 --> 00:16:32,367 Spill the damn tea and drop the name. 285 00:16:32,367 --> 00:16:33,910 - [knock on door] - Whoever bit Ni'Jah... 286 00:16:33,910 --> 00:16:35,912 needs to go play in traffic... 287 00:16:36,913 --> 00:16:38,498 [Cricket] Hey. 288 00:16:39,791 --> 00:16:42,627 So I'm gonna head out to the bank soon. 289 00:16:42,627 --> 00:16:44,546 But then I'll swing by my friend Mark's place 290 00:16:44,546 --> 00:16:45,922 and pick up your wristband. 291 00:16:45,922 --> 00:16:48,758 Okay. Thanks. 292 00:16:48,758 --> 00:16:52,178 Also, Eva wanted to offer you some free counseling. 293 00:16:52,178 --> 00:16:53,972 I think you'll like it. 294 00:16:53,972 --> 00:16:57,267 It's always nice to release after a hike. 295 00:16:57,267 --> 00:16:58,893 Trust me, it's a better use of your time 296 00:16:58,893 --> 00:17:00,562 than staring at your phone, okay? 297 00:17:26,963 --> 00:17:28,590 Right here. 298 00:17:34,804 --> 00:17:37,515 You came. 299 00:17:37,515 --> 00:17:40,226 I'm impressed. 300 00:17:40,226 --> 00:17:42,103 Mm. 301 00:17:45,398 --> 00:17:47,317 Mm. 302 00:17:47,317 --> 00:17:50,111 Get comfortable. 303 00:17:50,111 --> 00:17:52,614 You look relaxed. 304 00:17:52,614 --> 00:17:55,450 Was that the first time you've meditated? 305 00:17:57,285 --> 00:17:58,870 [Dre] I guess so. 306 00:17:59,913 --> 00:18:02,874 First meditation, first hike. 307 00:18:02,874 --> 00:18:05,877 How does it make you feel? 308 00:18:05,877 --> 00:18:08,296 Fine. 309 00:18:11,841 --> 00:18:13,676 - So... - Mm-hmm. 310 00:18:13,676 --> 00:18:15,553 ...this is a E.U.? 311 00:18:15,553 --> 00:18:18,473 Sort of. We just talk. 312 00:18:18,473 --> 00:18:20,975 Truthfully. 313 00:18:20,975 --> 00:18:25,897 I want you to relax your mind. Okay? 314 00:18:25,897 --> 00:18:28,358 Like you're meditating. 315 00:18:28,358 --> 00:18:31,778 I'm gonna snap my fingers, and when I do, 316 00:18:31,778 --> 00:18:33,613 I want you to say your name. 317 00:18:36,115 --> 00:18:38,076 It's what we call a grounding point. 318 00:18:38,076 --> 00:18:42,247 And we're gonna keep adding to your grounding point 319 00:18:42,247 --> 00:18:46,876 so it's strong, like you. 320 00:18:48,878 --> 00:18:50,922 It's just a home for your thoughts. 321 00:18:50,922 --> 00:18:53,132 Okay? 322 00:18:59,347 --> 00:19:02,475 [snaps fingers] What's your name? 323 00:19:02,475 --> 00:19:04,811 Kayla. 324 00:19:04,811 --> 00:19:07,355 What's your favorite Ni'Jah song? 325 00:19:09,107 --> 00:19:11,776 Probably... 326 00:19:11,776 --> 00:19:14,279 Probably "Love on a Cloud" 327 00:19:14,279 --> 00:19:17,866 - or "I Don't Want to Leave." - Hmm. 328 00:19:17,866 --> 00:19:19,742 But they're all great, all of them, every single one. 329 00:19:19,742 --> 00:19:21,411 She never makes a bad song. They're all great. 330 00:19:21,411 --> 00:19:22,787 - Yeah. - Yes. 331 00:19:22,787 --> 00:19:24,247 They are. 332 00:19:24,247 --> 00:19:25,874 Yeah. 333 00:19:25,874 --> 00:19:28,376 "Don't Want to Leave." 334 00:19:28,376 --> 00:19:30,837 That's kind of a sad one. 335 00:19:30,837 --> 00:19:34,048 Do you remember the first time you heard it? 336 00:19:34,048 --> 00:19:35,842 [Dre] Mm... 337 00:19:46,895 --> 00:19:48,104 [snaps fingers] Name. 338 00:19:48,104 --> 00:19:49,188 Kayla. 339 00:19:49,188 --> 00:19:51,900 [sighs] 340 00:19:51,900 --> 00:19:54,402 You must have had a rough childhood. 341 00:19:56,070 --> 00:19:58,698 Did people ever call you things as a child? 342 00:19:58,698 --> 00:20:02,410 Dyke. Liar. Stupid. Pig. 343 00:20:02,410 --> 00:20:03,870 - What are you afraid of? - Nothing. 344 00:20:03,870 --> 00:20:05,288 - Are you afraid of death? - No. 345 00:20:05,288 --> 00:20:07,874 Why? 346 00:20:07,874 --> 00:20:10,710 Because I think it's beautiful. 347 00:20:10,710 --> 00:20:12,086 Why? 348 00:20:12,086 --> 00:20:14,005 Because it's equal. 349 00:20:14,005 --> 00:20:16,174 Happens to everybody. 350 00:20:18,176 --> 00:20:19,510 - [snaps fingers] Name. - Kayla. 351 00:20:19,510 --> 00:20:21,471 - Name. - Kayla. 352 00:20:21,471 --> 00:20:24,182 - Do you pray? - I used to. 353 00:20:24,182 --> 00:20:25,808 Why'd you stop? 354 00:20:25,808 --> 00:20:28,311 Because I realized it was just an echo. 355 00:20:28,311 --> 00:20:30,480 - What was? - God. 356 00:20:38,321 --> 00:20:39,864 When did you first hear Ni'Jah? 357 00:20:39,864 --> 00:20:43,409 - At my grandma's house. - Describe it. 358 00:20:46,788 --> 00:20:49,165 Just relax into the memory. 359 00:20:49,165 --> 00:20:51,292 It's okay. 360 00:20:53,002 --> 00:20:55,880 I see... 361 00:20:55,880 --> 00:20:58,132 milk spilled on the carpet. 362 00:20:58,132 --> 00:21:00,927 And I can hear her in the kitchen; she's cooking. 363 00:21:00,927 --> 00:21:03,388 Very good. 364 00:21:03,388 --> 00:21:06,140 What did Grandma say when you spilled the milk? 365 00:21:06,140 --> 00:21:08,768 She said, "Dre, what did you do?" 366 00:21:10,186 --> 00:21:12,355 And she was crying. 367 00:21:15,066 --> 00:21:18,194 What color was the milk? 368 00:21:19,779 --> 00:21:21,406 It was red. 369 00:21:23,533 --> 00:21:26,411 [whispering] Did you hurt someone? 370 00:21:27,996 --> 00:21:29,747 Yes. 371 00:21:29,747 --> 00:21:32,583 Very good. 372 00:21:34,210 --> 00:21:36,254 Very good. 373 00:21:36,254 --> 00:21:37,463 - Name - Kayla. 374 00:21:37,463 --> 00:21:39,674 - Name. - Dre. 375 00:21:39,674 --> 00:21:41,884 Very good. 376 00:21:43,886 --> 00:21:45,930 Tell me something you regret. 377 00:21:47,682 --> 00:21:49,559 I missed a call. 378 00:21:49,559 --> 00:21:51,477 I missed a call from back home. 379 00:21:51,477 --> 00:21:55,314 Your relationship with your phone... 380 00:21:55,314 --> 00:21:59,235 it's tied to trauma, isn't it? 381 00:22:00,445 --> 00:22:03,156 - Who'd you miss a call from? - My sister. 382 00:22:05,908 --> 00:22:07,827 Do you think your life would be different 383 00:22:07,827 --> 00:22:09,078 if you'd answered that call? 384 00:22:09,078 --> 00:22:10,872 Yes. 385 00:22:13,041 --> 00:22:15,209 What happened to your sister? 386 00:22:25,303 --> 00:22:26,971 - [snaps fingers] Name. - Ni'Jah. 387 00:22:29,599 --> 00:22:31,017 [Eva] What are you manifesting? 388 00:22:32,935 --> 00:22:35,396 [Marissa] Dre, what did you do? 389 00:22:37,023 --> 00:22:38,649 [Dre] I'm so sorry. 390 00:22:38,649 --> 00:22:40,735 [bees buzzing] 391 00:22:43,988 --> 00:22:47,033 - [snaps fingers] Name. - [screams] 392 00:22:47,033 --> 00:22:49,077 [knock on door] 393 00:22:50,411 --> 00:22:55,249 Uh, breakfast is gonna get cold. 394 00:22:55,249 --> 00:22:58,669 Spa day today. No hiking. 395 00:23:06,594 --> 00:23:08,596 - [wind chimes tinkling] - [birds singing] 396 00:23:13,309 --> 00:23:15,311 [indistinct chatter] 397 00:23:22,777 --> 00:23:25,154 Hey, babe. How's your face? 398 00:23:25,154 --> 00:23:28,449 My face? It hurts. 399 00:23:28,449 --> 00:23:30,243 What happened? 400 00:23:30,243 --> 00:23:33,246 - You fell. Remember? - [Dre] I fell? 401 00:23:33,246 --> 00:23:35,289 [soft chatter continues] 402 00:23:35,289 --> 00:23:37,667 [Cricket] Let go of the physical world. 403 00:23:37,667 --> 00:23:40,044 Just relax into yourself. 404 00:23:40,044 --> 00:23:42,547 - It helps with balance. - Oh. 405 00:23:46,801 --> 00:23:49,053 Is that a scar? 406 00:23:49,053 --> 00:23:51,722 It's a symbol 407 00:23:51,722 --> 00:23:54,934 of the elements. 408 00:23:54,934 --> 00:23:57,311 It's also a symbol of commitment. 409 00:23:59,147 --> 00:24:02,316 Our methodology isn't pass or fail. 410 00:24:02,316 --> 00:24:04,861 It's based on faith. 411 00:24:04,861 --> 00:24:07,238 And determination. 412 00:24:07,238 --> 00:24:10,324 All we ask for is bond. 413 00:24:10,324 --> 00:24:12,869 Well, what does that mean? 414 00:24:12,869 --> 00:24:16,873 It's just something that holds you accountable. 415 00:24:16,873 --> 00:24:19,167 Like a secret 416 00:24:19,167 --> 00:24:22,628 or a sacrifice. 417 00:24:22,628 --> 00:24:24,172 It doesn't have to be expensive. 418 00:24:24,172 --> 00:24:27,216 It doesn't have to be extravagant. 419 00:24:27,216 --> 00:24:29,677 Don't worry, 420 00:24:29,677 --> 00:24:32,763 your bond holds me accountable, too. 421 00:24:33,764 --> 00:24:35,474 [Cricket] All right, ladies, let's get started. 422 00:24:38,144 --> 00:24:40,146 I want you to let go of all your fears 423 00:24:40,146 --> 00:24:42,148 and insecurities. 424 00:24:42,148 --> 00:24:43,191 [women exhale] 425 00:24:43,191 --> 00:24:46,319 Your breath is a wave. 426 00:24:46,319 --> 00:24:48,738 [women inhaling, exhaling] 427 00:24:48,738 --> 00:24:53,451 Every inhale touches the ocean. 428 00:24:56,037 --> 00:24:57,914 [deep exhalation] 429 00:25:02,627 --> 00:25:05,379 [panting] 430 00:25:05,379 --> 00:25:07,632 You seem distracted. 431 00:25:09,008 --> 00:25:11,719 I misplaced my phone. 432 00:25:11,719 --> 00:25:13,971 It's inside. Nobody here would ever steal anything. 433 00:25:13,971 --> 00:25:16,098 You don't understand. I need that phone. 434 00:25:16,098 --> 00:25:17,892 It's important to me, I got a lot of important stuff on it, 435 00:25:17,892 --> 00:25:19,810 and I need that... 436 00:25:19,810 --> 00:25:21,229 - What's your name? - Kayla. 437 00:25:21,229 --> 00:25:23,731 - What's your name? - Dre. 438 00:25:25,107 --> 00:25:27,568 Yeah. 439 00:25:27,568 --> 00:25:30,446 Dre, I've noticed 440 00:25:30,446 --> 00:25:33,658 you've been eating less. 441 00:25:33,658 --> 00:25:36,285 I guess I'm not hungry. 442 00:25:36,285 --> 00:25:37,954 Has your mind felt clearer? 443 00:25:37,954 --> 00:25:40,498 Maybe. 444 00:25:40,498 --> 00:25:42,875 What are you manifesting right now? 445 00:25:45,294 --> 00:25:48,214 Talking to Ni'Jah. I don't... 446 00:25:48,214 --> 00:25:50,091 I need to be with her. 447 00:25:50,091 --> 00:25:52,760 Is that why you didn't like Khalid? 448 00:25:55,680 --> 00:25:57,431 What? 449 00:25:57,431 --> 00:25:59,850 Marissa's boyfriend. 450 00:26:02,812 --> 00:26:05,398 What are you... What are you talking about? 451 00:26:06,649 --> 00:26:09,485 Two nights ago... 452 00:26:09,485 --> 00:26:12,446 We were talking about your sister, 453 00:26:12,446 --> 00:26:15,491 and living in Houston, and how you were angry. 454 00:26:15,491 --> 00:26:19,412 [laughs] No, I never said that. 455 00:26:19,412 --> 00:26:22,248 But you do hurt people. 456 00:26:26,294 --> 00:26:27,837 Remember, you have to be honest. 457 00:26:27,837 --> 00:26:30,047 You're not a liar. 458 00:26:33,926 --> 00:26:37,513 - Sometimes. - I need you to tell me 459 00:26:37,513 --> 00:26:40,141 about the owners of the car you have. 460 00:26:41,726 --> 00:26:44,478 Why was there blood on the seat? 461 00:26:44,478 --> 00:26:46,522 [bangs chair down] 462 00:26:48,024 --> 00:26:50,735 Okay, all right. Listen. 463 00:26:50,735 --> 00:26:52,653 Listen to me. 464 00:26:53,946 --> 00:26:56,532 I just went to talk to her. 465 00:26:56,532 --> 00:26:58,409 That's it. 466 00:27:00,453 --> 00:27:02,872 But she wasn't a very nice person. 467 00:27:02,872 --> 00:27:04,623 [Eva] Mm. 468 00:27:04,623 --> 00:27:08,794 - And she just kept talking so much shit... - Mm. 469 00:27:08,794 --> 00:27:11,839 ...about my friend. 470 00:27:11,839 --> 00:27:13,966 You mean Ni'Jah? 471 00:27:15,926 --> 00:27:17,595 And then what? 472 00:27:18,596 --> 00:27:21,349 And... and then I hit her. 473 00:27:21,349 --> 00:27:24,769 [beating fist in palm] Again, and again, and again, 474 00:27:24,769 --> 00:27:27,688 and again and guess what? 475 00:27:27,688 --> 00:27:30,191 [quietly] Ooh, I really liked it. 476 00:27:30,191 --> 00:27:32,777 It made me happy. 477 00:27:38,657 --> 00:27:40,451 [Dre exhales] 478 00:27:43,788 --> 00:27:45,748 You're a warrior. 479 00:27:52,338 --> 00:27:54,882 Just like Ni'Jah. 480 00:27:54,882 --> 00:27:57,134 You know that, right? 481 00:28:10,272 --> 00:28:13,234 I want us all to congratulate Kayla on her progress. 482 00:28:13,234 --> 00:28:16,320 I think she's really strong. 483 00:28:16,320 --> 00:28:18,322 And today she took a real step forward 484 00:28:18,322 --> 00:28:19,782 in her spiritual journey. 485 00:28:19,782 --> 00:28:21,075 [woman] We're so proud of you. 486 00:28:21,075 --> 00:28:22,201 - [Cricket] Congratulations. - [woman] Really. 487 00:28:22,201 --> 00:28:23,536 [woman 2] So brave. 488 00:28:23,536 --> 00:28:26,080 - [woman 3] So glad you're here. - [overlapping comments] 489 00:28:26,080 --> 00:28:27,164 So excited. 490 00:28:27,164 --> 00:28:29,333 [woman 4] A lot better than I did. 491 00:28:29,333 --> 00:28:31,877 [Cricket] It's time to tap into the power around us 492 00:28:31,877 --> 00:28:35,381 - and manifest our intentions. - [all breathing deeply] 493 00:28:35,381 --> 00:28:37,550 Audrey, are you ready? 494 00:28:38,592 --> 00:28:40,594 [whistling eerie melody] 495 00:28:42,888 --> 00:28:46,267 [drum beating rhythmically] 496 00:28:46,267 --> 00:28:48,352 [Cricket] Let's close our eyes. 497 00:28:49,770 --> 00:28:50,729 Thank you. 498 00:28:50,729 --> 00:28:54,108 [all breathing deeply] 499 00:29:18,048 --> 00:29:20,050 [whistling fades] 500 00:29:21,385 --> 00:29:23,387 [woman vocalizing in distance] 501 00:29:40,779 --> 00:29:43,491 [Dre] What-what sound is that? 502 00:29:43,491 --> 00:29:45,576 [vocalizing continues] 503 00:29:47,745 --> 00:29:49,747 I don't hear anything. 504 00:29:52,208 --> 00:29:55,419 The mu... the music. 505 00:29:55,419 --> 00:29:57,254 You don't hear that? 506 00:29:58,839 --> 00:30:01,759 Janine, do you hear something? 507 00:30:02,801 --> 00:30:06,764 - No. - Dre, we don't hear anything. 508 00:30:09,975 --> 00:30:11,894 Oh, you-you told her. 509 00:30:13,687 --> 00:30:15,773 You told her. 510 00:30:15,773 --> 00:30:18,275 You told her my real name. 511 00:30:18,275 --> 00:30:20,444 What-what day is it? 512 00:30:21,445 --> 00:30:23,864 - [Cricket] Please... - What day is it?! 513 00:30:23,864 --> 00:30:25,616 - I don't... - [Janine] Uh, Friday maybe? 514 00:30:25,616 --> 00:30:27,701 [indistinct chatter] 515 00:30:29,245 --> 00:30:32,081 You all are fucking liars! 516 00:30:35,292 --> 00:30:37,670 - Who cares what day it is? - The festival! 517 00:30:37,670 --> 00:30:38,754 [Eva] Dre! 518 00:30:38,754 --> 00:30:39,838 [Cricket] All right, I want us all 519 00:30:39,838 --> 00:30:41,090 to resume breathing. 520 00:30:41,090 --> 00:30:43,467 [muttering] 521 00:30:47,846 --> 00:30:49,014 Dre, where you going? 522 00:30:49,014 --> 00:30:50,891 I can't miss Ni'Jah. 523 00:30:50,891 --> 00:30:52,810 What about the ceremony? 524 00:30:52,810 --> 00:30:55,563 Why are you leaving? 525 00:30:55,563 --> 00:30:58,607 Give me my phone. 526 00:30:58,607 --> 00:31:01,527 It's a 40-minute drive to the festival. 527 00:31:01,527 --> 00:31:02,736 By the time you even get there... 528 00:31:02,736 --> 00:31:04,738 You took my phone while I was sleep, 529 00:31:04,738 --> 00:31:06,323 and I want it. 530 00:31:06,323 --> 00:31:10,995 Give me my fucking phone. 531 00:31:10,995 --> 00:31:13,539 Why are you running away? 532 00:31:14,707 --> 00:31:16,584 You know you're free to go. 533 00:31:17,710 --> 00:31:20,379 We are all free 534 00:31:20,379 --> 00:31:23,674 to do whatever we want. 535 00:31:23,674 --> 00:31:25,843 But I need you to know... 536 00:31:29,221 --> 00:31:31,890 ...if you leave, 537 00:31:31,890 --> 00:31:34,727 we know everything about you. 538 00:31:37,271 --> 00:31:40,733 We know everything. 539 00:31:40,733 --> 00:31:44,653 We had an agreement when you gave us your bond. 540 00:31:46,989 --> 00:31:49,408 Your phone is accountability. 541 00:31:51,327 --> 00:31:53,912 I'm late. 542 00:31:53,912 --> 00:31:57,708 Give me my phone. 543 00:31:57,708 --> 00:31:59,793 That's what you want? 544 00:32:08,719 --> 00:32:10,846 Ni'Jah isn't your real friend. 545 00:32:10,846 --> 00:32:15,809 Those people on the Internet aren't your real friends. 546 00:32:15,809 --> 00:32:19,730 I am. 547 00:32:19,730 --> 00:32:21,607 Day one. 548 00:32:24,485 --> 00:32:28,614 Since day one I knew that. 549 00:32:31,992 --> 00:32:33,535 You're with your family now. 550 00:32:40,417 --> 00:32:42,419 You are. 551 00:32:45,506 --> 00:32:48,050 Come on, Dre, come inside. 552 00:32:48,050 --> 00:32:51,762 - Let's go. - Yeah, you belong here. 553 00:32:51,762 --> 00:32:53,972 I know you're stronger than this. 554 00:32:56,767 --> 00:32:57,935 Your energy... 555 00:32:57,935 --> 00:32:59,937 - [engine revs] - [women cry out] 556 00:33:01,313 --> 00:33:04,108 [overlapping screaming and crying] 557 00:33:04,108 --> 00:33:05,776 Eva! 558 00:33:12,116 --> 00:33:14,660 - [horn honking] - What the fuck did you do?! 559 00:33:14,660 --> 00:33:17,079 - [laughs] - What the fuck did you do?! 560 00:33:17,079 --> 00:33:19,873 [shouting indistinctly] 561 00:33:24,795 --> 00:33:27,464 [screaming] 562 00:33:27,464 --> 00:33:30,092 [shouting indistinctly] 563 00:33:34,263 --> 00:33:37,391 Give me the fucking keys! Give me the fucking keys! 564 00:33:37,391 --> 00:33:39,476 [horn honking] 565 00:33:39,476 --> 00:33:41,395 - [car door banging] - [grunting] 566 00:33:48,610 --> 00:33:50,237 [engine revving] 567 00:33:50,237 --> 00:33:52,448 [women screaming] 568 00:34:00,122 --> 00:34:02,124 [banging on car roof] 569 00:34:04,460 --> 00:34:06,795 [Janine screaming] 570 00:34:11,216 --> 00:34:13,719 [tires skid through dirt] 571 00:34:13,719 --> 00:34:16,472 [Janine screams, groans] 572 00:34:17,639 --> 00:34:20,058 - [door opens] - [door sensor beeping] 573 00:34:20,058 --> 00:34:22,352 [Janine whimpering] 574 00:34:26,899 --> 00:34:29,610 [grunting] 575 00:34:39,369 --> 00:34:42,039 [screaming] 576 00:34:58,388 --> 00:35:00,390 ♪ ♪ 577 00:35:03,185 --> 00:35:05,604 [horns honking] 578 00:35:17,741 --> 00:35:19,785 [indistinct radio transmission] 579 00:35:19,785 --> 00:35:20,994 I'm gonna need you to turn around, ma'am. 580 00:35:20,994 --> 00:35:23,247 The show's over. 581 00:35:23,247 --> 00:35:26,124 These gates are gonna close. You can't go in there. 582 00:35:26,124 --> 00:35:28,669 Ma'am, go ahead and come up here, 583 00:35:28,669 --> 00:35:31,380 make a U-turn and go back out for me, okay? 584 00:35:31,380 --> 00:35:33,465 Have a good night. 585 00:35:37,427 --> 00:35:39,429 [woman vocalizing over piano] 586 00:35:47,771 --> 00:35:49,773 [crowd cheering] 587 00:36:06,123 --> 00:36:08,125 ♪ ♪ 588 00:36:10,043 --> 00:36:14,548 [crowd] Ni'Jah! Ni'Jah! Ni'Jah! Ni'Jah! 589 00:36:14,548 --> 00:36:16,258 - Ni'Jah! - [hits door] 590 00:36:16,258 --> 00:36:20,012 Ni'Jah! Ni'Jah! Ni'Jah! 591 00:36:20,012 --> 00:36:22,472 Ni'Jah! Ni'Jah! 592 00:36:22,472 --> 00:36:25,058 ♪ ♪ 593 00:36:25,058 --> 00:36:27,603 Ni'Jah! Ni'Jah! 594 00:36:29,605 --> 00:36:32,566 [Dre] I'm sorry, Ni'Jah. 595 00:36:32,566 --> 00:36:34,568 {\an8}[♪ Vagabon: "Water Me Down"] 596 00:36:34,568 --> 00:36:37,654 {\an8}♪ It really waters me down ♪ 597 00:36:44,661 --> 00:36:47,915 {\an8}♪ Never meant to be you, never meant to be me ♪ 598 00:36:47,915 --> 00:36:49,625 {\an8}♪ Never meant to be us ♪ 599 00:36:53,170 --> 00:36:56,590 {\an8}♪ Never meant for all of this, never meant for you to love ♪ 600 00:36:56,590 --> 00:36:59,635 {\an8}♪ Never meant for you to trust ♪ 601 00:37:00,677 --> 00:37:04,598 {\an8}♪ So I'll take my time next time ♪ 602 00:37:04,598 --> 00:37:08,769 {\an8}♪ And I'll do it right ♪ 603 00:37:08,769 --> 00:37:12,648 {\an8}♪ And I'll take my time next time ♪ 604 00:37:18,278 --> 00:37:21,198 {\an8}♪ You know me better than that, you know I hate it like that ♪ 605 00:37:21,198 --> 00:37:24,242 {\an8}♪ It really waters me down ♪ 606 00:37:26,495 --> 00:37:27,829 {\an8}♪ You know me better than that ♪ 607 00:37:27,829 --> 00:37:29,957 {\an8}♪ You know I loved you like that ♪ 608 00:37:29,957 --> 00:37:34,252 {\an8}♪ It really waters me down ♪ 609 00:37:35,003 --> 00:37:36,672 {\an8}♪ You know me better than that ♪