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So the Internet is currently
burning with theories

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about who went Hannibal Lecter
on Ni'Jah.

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Becky with the big teeth
finna get stung.

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You mess with Ni'Jah,
you mess with the whole swarm.

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- Ni'Jah.
- Ni'Jah.

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...bitch would even think
about touching Ni'Jah?

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Whoever did Ni'Jah,
your mom's a ho.

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Get that motherfucker
Robert Mueller on the phone.

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Do something useful
with your special counsel.

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License.

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One second.

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Whose car is this?

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It's my mother's car.

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Tint's a little high
on these windows.

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She's gonna need
to get that fixed.

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You're a long way from Texas.

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Gotta be a long drive.

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Yeah.

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I'm guessing you're in town
for the music festival.

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Oh, yes.
I-I gotta get to Ni'Jah.

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Yeah, a lot of folks in town
for Bonnaroo.

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You know where you're going?

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Yep, just to motel.

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So where you staying?
Fairbanks Hotel?

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Mm-hmm.

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See, I meant the Fairview Hotel.

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I always mess that up.

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Oh, yeah,
that's the one.

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Mm-hmm.

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- That's a pretty nice place.
- Mm-hmm.

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Well, I'm gonna follow
behind you,

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make sure you get there
in one piece.

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<i>♪ As fast as I can ♪</i>

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- That's it?
- Yeah.

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<i>♪ And get this over ♪</i>

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<i>♪ But I'm only a man ♪</i>

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<i>♪ On the high road ♪</i>

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<i>♪ It sure is a hard road...</i>

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Nice choice.

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Those are my favorite, too.

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Hmm?

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Okay. [chuckles] Sorry.

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<i>♪ By another's words ♪</i>

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<i>♪ It's hard to see ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Beyond the hurt...</i>

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<i>♪ Well, you can stay there ♪</i>

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- <i>♪ In the thick of pain...</i>
- Do you have a ticket?

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<i>♪ Or set it free ♪</i>

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<i>♪ And show them grace ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I want to get there ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Just as fast as I can ♪</i>

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<i>♪ And get this over ♪</i>

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<i>♪ But I'm only a man ♪</i>

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<i>♪ On the high road ♪</i>

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I got rid of him for you.

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What'd you say?

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I told him he was harassing
a young Black woman.

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I have a lot
of Instagram followers,

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so I just said I'd post him
on social media.

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Is this your first time
at Bonnaroo?

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How do you know that?

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You're young.

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You're not dressed
like a veteran.

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- Are you staying at a hotel?
- Nope.

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Think I'm just gonna...
I don't know,

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guess I'm gon' sleep
in my car this week.

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What? No, don't say...

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Our place is nearby
and it's huge.

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As a former couch surfer myself,
I gotta pay it forward.

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- I'm good.
- Come on.

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It's your first time
at Bonnaroo.

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I know you didn't imagine
sleeping in your car was gonna

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be your first experience here, right?

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Look, I'm not a creep.

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It's just me and some friends.

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And you look like
you could use some.

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I'm Cricket, by the way.

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Okay.

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I loved talking to you.

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Hey.

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H-How far is your place
from the festival?

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- Hi.
- You guys are back.

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We made
a new friend in town.

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Fantastic.

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Salem, do you mind putting
the chairs away for me?

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- Sure.
- Let me grab those for you.

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Got it.

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Hi. I'm Eva.

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Welcome.

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You live here?

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No. Um, not full-time, anyway.

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A friend is letting us
stay here.

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My sister actually
designed the place.

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Being here is the best reset.

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Our minds and our bodies,

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they get so out of whack
living in dense cities.

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- What's your name?
- Kayla.

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That's a beautiful name.
How do you spell it?

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With a "K."

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And a "A," and a "Y,"

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and a "L," and
another "A," too. Kayla.

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No wonder I feel
so drawn to you.

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What that mean?

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Kayla, Eva end in "A."

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Familiar names
create this bias that

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essentially binds people together.

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All my life I've had
this intense connection

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to people with names like

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Ella, Kayla, Clarissa...

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Marissa?

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Exactly.

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Ooh, it smells great in here.

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- Oh, you want some tea?
- No.

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Janine, would you...
Would you make a pot of water?

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Thank you so much.

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Hey, everyone, this is Kayla.

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Oh, my God, you are gorgeous.

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- Hi, Kayla.
- Yeah, I love your dress.

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She's uh, coming to
the festival, too.

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And I can already tell
she has a great aura,

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so let's make sure
she feels welcome.

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Kayla, this is Grace,
Audrey, and obviously

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you know Cricket.

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Um, this is Janine.
Hey, where's Isis?

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She's in the sauna.

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You hungry?
I made some flatbread.

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Oh, and we have pie
for dessert.

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- Yes.
<i>- So, Kayla,</i>

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did you get your concert
wristbands in the mail,

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or did you need to go
pick them up?

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Oh, I was gonna go early
and, um,

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sneak in through the west gate.

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People online said
they do it every year.

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Oh, I'm sorry,
that's the plan?

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- I guess.
- No.

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No, no, no, that's...

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The security is crazy
at this festival.

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Yeah, but all the tickets
are sold out.

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Cricket will handle it.

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Uh, a few of our friends
are performing, so...

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Yeah, I'm sure we could get you
an artist pass, right?

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Mm-hmm.

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Really?

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Do I have to pay you?

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No.

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You're part of the tribe now.
We got you.

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Total backstage access.

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Well, that's great.

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But I cannot miss Ni'Jah, okay?

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- Okay.
- I can, I cannot miss her.

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She's closing Saturday night,
and it's...

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and it's gonna be big.

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I know it.

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It's gonna be the biggest
moment of our lives.

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I'm actually friends with her.

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Yeah, but we got
into a little bit of a, um,

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a misunderstanding
the last time I saw her.

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Oh, no.
I'm sorry. That's terrible.

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- Is everything gonna be okay?
- Oh, it's-it's fine.

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She still loves me.

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It's just, I have to apologize.

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And then, after the show,
we'll probably hang out

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with, like, her kids
and everything.

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Oh, my God, I love Ni'Jah.

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- She's such a goddess.
- Oh, she is.

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I don't know, I kind of
like her sister better.

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She seems more, like,
you know, spiritual.

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She's all right.

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Ni'Jah is a goddess, but...

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so are you.

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Remember that.

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Remember to speak
with intention,

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and I know you will
work it all out.

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Look who finally joined us.

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Hey, guys, sorry I'm late.

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Something smells delicious.

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Thank you.
Want anything?

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No, thank you.
I'm still fasting.

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My E.U. with Lela was
fucking incredible.

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I mean, I was weeping.
Like, weeping.

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- Oh...
- It's a good weep.

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- Mmm.
- Uh, what is a E.U.?

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Evolution to Understanding.
You should try it sometime.

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Yeah, it's like meditation
on crack.

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You do crack?

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You're funny.

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Amazing.

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And sorry for all the stairs,
but you'll get used to it.

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Here is the room.

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Pick a bed, any bed.

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Am I the only one
in this room?

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Yeah.

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I feel like this is
your bed, though.

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- Why?
- It looks like you.

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You can leave your clothes
in the bathroom

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for me to wash.

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I've already got
some loads going.

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Yeah, well, I can wash
my own clothes.

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All right, well, shout
if you need anything.

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I'm just down the hall,

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and if the music gets
too loud,

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feel free to close the doors.

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Cricket actually
designed this place

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pretty well, acoustically.

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- Cricket designed this?
- Yeah.

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Badass, right?

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I thought Eva said
it was her sister.

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Sort of.
Like a... sorority sister.

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<i>♪ Say my name, say my name ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Yeah, say my name,
say my name ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Ho, say my name ♪</i>

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<i>Dre,
if there's anyone crazy enough</i>

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<i>to meet Ni'Jah Hutton,
it's you.</i>

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Hey.

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Didn't mean to spook you.

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We're all going on a hike.
I thought you should come.

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- At night?
- It's the morning.

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But it's still black outside.

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Come on.

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You think Ni'Jah lays
in bed all day?

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You think she stays in bed and
learns all those dance moves?

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No. But that's because
Ni'Jah is special.

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Exactly.

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And so are you.

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I'll see you downstairs.

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- It's okay.
- You gonna make it?

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Hey, take your time.

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And if you need
to throw up, that's fine.

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Don't worry, Kayla,

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I was just like you

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when I joined DecaWin.

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What's... what's DecaWin?

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This is DecaWin.

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It's a women's
empowerment group.

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So what y'all do, like, hike?

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Or camp?

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Ah, no,
we prefer "retreat."

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We specialize in
unlocking female potential.

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Teaching, learning, training.

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And most of all, healing,
through E.U.

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Eva's
our executive director.

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She's really changed
every single one of our lives.

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I'm three years sober now.

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Yeah. And I just joined
more recently,

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but I'm already on
the last week of treatment

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for my fluency disorder.

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What's that?

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I used to stutter.

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You were doing so good
ignoring your phone.

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I want you to stay present.

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Your body is releasing
endorphins right now.

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All right, ladies,
let's meditate.

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Oof...

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Shit.

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<i>Y'all are really out here
obstructing justice.</i>

256
00:16:29,906 --> 00:16:32,367
<i>Spill the damn tea
and drop the name.</i>

257
00:16:32,367 --> 00:16:33,910
<i>Whoever bit Ni'Jah...</i>

258
00:16:33,910 --> 00:16:35,912
<i>needs to go play in traffic...</i>

259
00:16:36,913 --> 00:16:38,498
Hey.

260
00:16:39,791 --> 00:16:42,627
So I'm gonna head out
to the bank soon.

261
00:16:42,627 --> 00:16:44,546
But then I'll swing by
my friend Mark's place

262
00:16:44,546 --> 00:16:45,922
and pick up your wristband.

263
00:16:45,922 --> 00:16:48,758
Okay. Thanks.

264
00:16:48,758 --> 00:16:52,178
Also, Eva wanted to offer you
some free counseling.

265
00:16:52,178 --> 00:16:53,972
I think you'll like it.

266
00:16:53,972 --> 00:16:57,267
It's always nice to release
after a hike.

267
00:16:57,267 --> 00:16:58,893
Trust me, it's a better
use of your time

268
00:16:58,893 --> 00:17:00,562
than staring at your phone, okay?

269
00:17:26,963 --> 00:17:28,590
Right here.

270
00:17:34,804 --> 00:17:37,515
You came.

271
00:17:37,515 --> 00:17:40,226
I'm impressed.

272
00:17:40,226 --> 00:17:42,103
Mm.

273
00:17:45,398 --> 00:17:47,317
Mm.

274
00:17:47,317 --> 00:17:50,111
Get comfortable.

275
00:17:50,111 --> 00:17:52,614
You look relaxed.

276
00:17:52,614 --> 00:17:55,450
Was that the first time
you've meditated?

277
00:17:57,285 --> 00:17:58,870
I guess so.

278
00:17:59,913 --> 00:18:02,874
First meditation, first hike.

279
00:18:02,874 --> 00:18:05,877
How does it make you feel?

280
00:18:05,877 --> 00:18:08,296
Fine.

281
00:18:11,841 --> 00:18:13,676
- So...
- Mm-hmm.

282
00:18:13,676 --> 00:18:15,553
...this is a E.U.?

283
00:18:15,553 --> 00:18:18,473
Sort of. We just talk.

284
00:18:18,473 --> 00:18:20,975
Truthfully.

285
00:18:20,975 --> 00:18:25,897
I want you to relax
your mind. Okay?

286
00:18:25,897 --> 00:18:28,358
Like you're meditating.

287
00:18:28,358 --> 00:18:31,778
I'm gonna snap my fingers,
and when I do,

288
00:18:31,778 --> 00:18:33,613
I want you to say your name.

289
00:18:36,115 --> 00:18:38,076
It's what we call
a grounding point.

290
00:18:38,076 --> 00:18:42,247
And we're gonna keep adding
to your grounding point

291
00:18:42,247 --> 00:18:46,876
so it's strong,
like you.

292
00:18:48,878 --> 00:18:50,922
It's just a home
for your thoughts.

293
00:18:50,922 --> 00:18:53,132
Okay?

294
00:18:59,347 --> 00:19:02,475
What's your name?

295
00:19:02,475 --> 00:19:04,811
Kayla.

296
00:19:04,811 --> 00:19:07,355
What's your favorite
Ni'Jah song?

297
00:19:09,107 --> 00:19:11,776
Probably...

298
00:19:11,776 --> 00:19:14,279
Probably "Love on a Cloud"

299
00:19:14,279 --> 00:19:17,866
- or "I Don't Want to Leave."
- Hmm.

300
00:19:17,866 --> 00:19:19,742
But they're all great,
all of them, every single one.

301
00:19:19,742 --> 00:19:21,411
She never makes a bad song.
They're all great.

302
00:19:21,411 --> 00:19:22,787
- Yeah.
- Yes.

303
00:19:22,787 --> 00:19:24,247
They are.

304
00:19:24,247 --> 00:19:25,874
Yeah.

305
00:19:25,874 --> 00:19:28,376
"Don't Want to Leave."

306
00:19:28,376 --> 00:19:30,837
That's kind of a sad one.

307
00:19:30,837 --> 00:19:34,048
Do you remember
the first time you heard it?

308
00:19:34,048 --> 00:19:35,842
Mm...

309
00:19:46,895 --> 00:19:48,104
Name.

310
00:19:48,104 --> 00:19:49,188
Kayla.

311
00:19:51,900 --> 00:19:54,402
You must have had
a rough childhood.

312
00:19:56,070 --> 00:19:58,698
Did people ever
call you things as a child?

313
00:19:58,698 --> 00:20:02,410
Dyke. Liar. Stupid. Pig.

314
00:20:02,410 --> 00:20:03,870
- What are you afraid of?
- Nothing.

315
00:20:03,870 --> 00:20:05,288
- Are you afraid of death?
- No.

316
00:20:05,288 --> 00:20:07,874
Why?

317
00:20:07,874 --> 00:20:10,710
Because I think it's beautiful.

318
00:20:10,710 --> 00:20:12,086
Why?

319
00:20:12,086 --> 00:20:14,005
Because it's equal.

320
00:20:14,005 --> 00:20:16,174
Happens to everybody.

321
00:20:18,176 --> 00:20:21,471
- Name.
- Kayla.

322
00:20:21,471 --> 00:20:24,182
- Do you pray?
- I used to.

323
00:20:24,182 --> 00:20:25,808
Why'd you stop?

324
00:20:25,808 --> 00:20:28,311
Because I realized
it was just an echo.

325
00:20:28,311 --> 00:20:30,480
- What was?
- God.

326
00:20:38,321 --> 00:20:39,864
When did you first
hear Ni'Jah?

327
00:20:39,864 --> 00:20:43,409
- At my grandma's house.
- Describe it.

328
00:20:46,788 --> 00:20:49,165
Just relax into the memory.

329
00:20:49,165 --> 00:20:51,292
It's okay.

330
00:20:53,002 --> 00:20:55,880
I see...

331
00:20:55,880 --> 00:20:58,132
milk spilled on the carpet.

332
00:20:58,132 --> 00:21:00,927
And I can hear her
in the kitchen; she's cooking.

333
00:21:00,927 --> 00:21:03,388
Very good.

334
00:21:03,388 --> 00:21:06,140
What did Grandma say
when you spilled the milk?

335
00:21:06,140 --> 00:21:08,768
She said, "Dre,
what did you do?"

336
00:21:10,186 --> 00:21:12,355
And she was crying.

337
00:21:15,066 --> 00:21:18,194
What color was the milk?

338
00:21:19,779 --> 00:21:21,406
It was red.

339
00:21:23,533 --> 00:21:26,411
Did you
hurt someone?

340
00:21:27,996 --> 00:21:29,747
Yes.

341
00:21:29,747 --> 00:21:32,583
Very good.

342
00:21:34,210 --> 00:21:36,254
Very good.

343
00:21:36,254 --> 00:21:37,463
- Name
- Kayla.

344
00:21:37,463 --> 00:21:39,674
- Name.
- Dre.

345
00:21:39,674 --> 00:21:41,884
Very good.

346
00:21:43,886 --> 00:21:45,930
Tell me something you regret.

347
00:21:47,682 --> 00:21:49,559
I missed a call.

348
00:21:49,559 --> 00:21:51,477
I missed a call from back home.

349
00:21:51,477 --> 00:21:55,314
Your relationship
with your phone...

350
00:21:55,314 --> 00:21:59,235
it's tied to trauma, isn't it?

351
00:22:00,445 --> 00:22:03,156
- Who'd you miss a call from?
- My sister.

352
00:22:05,908 --> 00:22:07,827
Do you think your life
would be different

353
00:22:07,827 --> 00:22:09,078
if you'd answered that call?

354
00:22:09,078 --> 00:22:10,872
Yes.

355
00:22:13,041 --> 00:22:15,209
What happened to your sister?

356
00:22:25,303 --> 00:22:26,971
- Name.
- Ni'Jah.

357
00:22:29,599 --> 00:22:31,017
<i>What are you manifesting?</i>

358
00:22:32,935 --> 00:22:35,396
<i>Dre, what did you do?</i>

359
00:22:37,023 --> 00:22:38,649
<i>I'm so sorry.</i>

360
00:22:43,988 --> 00:22:47,033
<i>Name.</i>

361
00:22:50,411 --> 00:22:55,249
Uh, breakfast is gonna
get cold.

362
00:22:55,249 --> 00:22:58,669
Spa day today.
No hiking.

363
00:23:22,777 --> 00:23:25,154
Hey, babe.
How's your face?

364
00:23:25,154 --> 00:23:28,449
My face? It hurts.

365
00:23:28,449 --> 00:23:30,243
What happened?

366
00:23:30,243 --> 00:23:33,246
- You fell. Remember?
- I fell?

367
00:23:35,289 --> 00:23:37,667
Let go of
the physical world.

368
00:23:37,667 --> 00:23:40,044
Just relax into yourself.

369
00:23:40,044 --> 00:23:42,547
- It helps with balance.
- Oh.

370
00:23:46,801 --> 00:23:49,053
Is that a scar?

371
00:23:49,053 --> 00:23:51,722
It's a symbol

372
00:23:51,722 --> 00:23:54,934
of the elements.

373
00:23:54,934 --> 00:23:57,311
It's also a symbol
of commitment.

374
00:23:59,147 --> 00:24:02,316
Our methodology isn't
pass or fail.

375
00:24:02,316 --> 00:24:04,861
It's based on faith.

376
00:24:04,861 --> 00:24:07,238
And determination.

377
00:24:07,238 --> 00:24:10,324
All we ask for is bond.

378
00:24:10,324 --> 00:24:12,869
Well, what does that mean?

379
00:24:12,869 --> 00:24:16,873
It's just something
that holds you accountable.

380
00:24:16,873 --> 00:24:19,167
Like a secret

381
00:24:19,167 --> 00:24:22,628
or a sacrifice.

382
00:24:22,628 --> 00:24:24,172
It doesn't have to be expensive.

383
00:24:24,172 --> 00:24:27,216
It doesn't have
to be extravagant.

384
00:24:27,216 --> 00:24:29,677
Don't worry,

385
00:24:29,677 --> 00:24:32,763
your bond holds me
accountable, too.

386
00:24:33,764 --> 00:24:35,474
All right, ladies,
let's get started.

387
00:24:38,144 --> 00:24:40,146
I want you to let go
of all your fears

388
00:24:40,146 --> 00:24:42,148
and insecurities.

389
00:24:43,191 --> 00:24:46,319
Your breath is a wave.

390
00:24:48,738 --> 00:24:53,451
Every inhale
touches the ocean.

391
00:25:05,379 --> 00:25:07,632
You seem distracted.

392
00:25:09,008 --> 00:25:11,719
I misplaced my phone.

393
00:25:11,719 --> 00:25:13,971
It's inside. Nobody here
would ever steal anything.

394
00:25:13,971 --> 00:25:16,098
You don't understand.
I need that phone.

395
00:25:16,098 --> 00:25:17,892
It's important to me, I got a
lot of important stuff on it,

396
00:25:17,892 --> 00:25:19,810
and I need that...

397
00:25:19,810 --> 00:25:21,229
- What's your name?
- Kayla.

398
00:25:21,229 --> 00:25:23,731
- What's your name?
- Dre.

399
00:25:25,107 --> 00:25:27,568
Yeah.

400
00:25:27,568 --> 00:25:30,446
Dre, I've noticed

401
00:25:30,446 --> 00:25:33,658
you've been eating less.

402
00:25:33,658 --> 00:25:36,285
I guess I'm not hungry.

403
00:25:36,285 --> 00:25:37,954
Has your mind felt clearer?

404
00:25:37,954 --> 00:25:40,498
Maybe.

405
00:25:40,498 --> 00:25:42,875
What are you manifesting
right now?

406
00:25:45,294 --> 00:25:48,214
Talking to Ni'Jah.
I don't...

407
00:25:48,214 --> 00:25:50,091
I need to be with her.

408
00:25:50,091 --> 00:25:52,760
Is that why you didn't
like Khalid?

409
00:25:55,680 --> 00:25:57,431
What?

410
00:25:57,431 --> 00:25:59,850
Marissa's boyfriend.

411
00:26:02,812 --> 00:26:05,398
What are you...
What are you talking about?

412
00:26:06,649 --> 00:26:09,485
Two nights ago...

413
00:26:09,485 --> 00:26:12,446
We were talking
about your sister,

414
00:26:12,446 --> 00:26:15,491
and living in Houston,
and how you were angry.

415
00:26:15,491 --> 00:26:19,412
No, I never said that.

416
00:26:19,412 --> 00:26:22,248
But you do hurt people.

417
00:26:26,294 --> 00:26:27,837
Remember,
you have to be honest.

418
00:26:27,837 --> 00:26:30,047
You're not a liar.

419
00:26:33,926 --> 00:26:37,513
- Sometimes.
- I need you to tell me

420
00:26:37,513 --> 00:26:40,141
about the owners
of the car you have.

421
00:26:41,726 --> 00:26:44,478
Why was there blood
on the seat?

422
00:26:48,024 --> 00:26:50,735
Okay, all right. Listen.

423
00:26:50,735 --> 00:26:52,653
Listen to me.

424
00:26:53,946 --> 00:26:56,532
I just went to talk to her.

425
00:26:56,532 --> 00:26:58,409
That's it.

426
00:27:00,453 --> 00:27:02,872
But she wasn't
a very nice person.

427
00:27:02,872 --> 00:27:04,623
Mm.

428
00:27:04,623 --> 00:27:08,794
- And she just kept talking
so much shit...
- Mm.

429
00:27:08,794 --> 00:27:11,839
...about my friend.

430
00:27:11,839 --> 00:27:13,966
You mean Ni'Jah?

431
00:27:15,926 --> 00:27:17,595
And then what?

432
00:27:18,596 --> 00:27:21,349
And... and then I hit her.

433
00:27:21,349 --> 00:27:24,769
Again, and again, and again,

434
00:27:24,769 --> 00:27:27,688
and again and guess what?

435
00:27:27,688 --> 00:27:30,191
Ooh, I really liked it.

436
00:27:30,191 --> 00:27:32,777
It made me happy.

437
00:27:43,788 --> 00:27:45,748
You're a warrior.

438
00:27:52,338 --> 00:27:54,882
Just like Ni'Jah.

439
00:27:54,882 --> 00:27:57,134
You know that, right?

440
00:28:10,272 --> 00:28:13,234
I want us all to congratulate
Kayla on her progress.

441
00:28:13,234 --> 00:28:16,320
I think she's really strong.

442
00:28:16,320 --> 00:28:18,322
And today she took
a real step forward

443
00:28:18,322 --> 00:28:19,782
in her spiritual journey.

444
00:28:19,782 --> 00:28:21,075
We're so proud of you.

445
00:28:21,075 --> 00:28:22,201
- Congratulations.
- Really.

446
00:28:22,201 --> 00:28:23,536
So brave.

447
00:28:23,536 --> 00:28:26,080
So glad you're here.

448
00:28:26,080 --> 00:28:27,164
So excited.

449
00:28:27,164 --> 00:28:29,333
A lot better
than I did.

450
00:28:29,333 --> 00:28:31,877
It's time to tap
into the power around us

451
00:28:31,877 --> 00:28:35,381
and manifest our intentions.

452
00:28:35,381 --> 00:28:37,550
Audrey, are you ready?

453
00:28:46,267 --> 00:28:48,352
Let's close our eyes.

454
00:28:49,770 --> 00:28:50,729
Thank you.

455
00:29:40,779 --> 00:29:43,491
What-what sound is that?

456
00:29:47,745 --> 00:29:49,747
I don't hear anything.

457
00:29:52,208 --> 00:29:55,419
The mu... the music.

458
00:29:55,419 --> 00:29:57,254
You don't hear that?

459
00:29:58,839 --> 00:30:01,759
Janine, do you hear something?

460
00:30:02,801 --> 00:30:06,764
- No.
- Dre, we don't hear anything.

461
00:30:09,975 --> 00:30:11,894
Oh, you-you told her.

462
00:30:13,687 --> 00:30:15,773
You told her.

463
00:30:15,773 --> 00:30:18,275
You told her my real name.

464
00:30:18,275 --> 00:30:20,444
What-what day is it?

465
00:30:21,445 --> 00:30:23,864
- Please...
- What day is it?!

466
00:30:23,864 --> 00:30:25,616
- I don't...
- Uh, Friday maybe?

467
00:30:29,245 --> 00:30:32,081
You all are fucking liars!

468
00:30:35,292 --> 00:30:37,670
- Who cares what day it is?
- The festival!

469
00:30:37,670 --> 00:30:38,754
Dre!

470
00:30:38,754 --> 00:30:39,838
All right,
I want us all

471
00:30:39,838 --> 00:30:41,090
to resume breathing.

472
00:30:47,846 --> 00:30:49,014
Dre, where you going?

473
00:30:49,014 --> 00:30:50,891
I can't miss Ni'Jah.

474
00:30:50,891 --> 00:30:52,810
What about the ceremony?

475
00:30:52,810 --> 00:30:55,563
Why are you leaving?

476
00:30:55,563 --> 00:30:58,607
Give me my phone.

477
00:30:58,607 --> 00:31:01,527
It's a 40-minute drive
to the festival.

478
00:31:01,527 --> 00:31:02,736
By the time
you even get there...

479
00:31:02,736 --> 00:31:04,738
You took my phone
while I was sleep,

480
00:31:04,738 --> 00:31:06,323
and I want it.

481
00:31:06,323 --> 00:31:10,995
Give me my fucking phone.

482
00:31:10,995 --> 00:31:13,539
Why are you running away?

483
00:31:14,707 --> 00:31:16,584
You know you're free to go.

484
00:31:17,710 --> 00:31:20,379
We are all free

485
00:31:20,379 --> 00:31:23,674
to do whatever we want.

486
00:31:23,674 --> 00:31:25,843
But I need you to know...

487
00:31:29,221 --> 00:31:31,890
...if you leave,

488
00:31:31,890 --> 00:31:34,727
we know everything about you.

489
00:31:37,271 --> 00:31:40,733
We know everything.

490
00:31:40,733 --> 00:31:44,653
We had an agreement
when you gave us your bond.

491
00:31:46,989 --> 00:31:49,408
Your phone is accountability.

492
00:31:51,327 --> 00:31:53,912
I'm late.

493
00:31:53,912 --> 00:31:57,708
Give me my phone.

494
00:31:57,708 --> 00:31:59,793
That's what you want?

495
00:32:08,719 --> 00:32:10,846
Ni'Jah isn't your real friend.

496
00:32:10,846 --> 00:32:15,809
Those people on the Internet
aren't your real friends.

497
00:32:15,809 --> 00:32:19,730
I am.

498
00:32:19,730 --> 00:32:21,607
Day one.

499
00:32:24,485 --> 00:32:28,614
Since day one I knew that.

500
00:32:31,992 --> 00:32:33,535
You're with your family now.

501
00:32:40,417 --> 00:32:42,419
You are.

502
00:32:45,506 --> 00:32:48,050
Come on, Dre, come inside.

503
00:32:48,050 --> 00:32:51,762
- Let's go.
- Yeah, you belong here.

504
00:32:51,762 --> 00:32:53,972
I know you're stronger
than this.

505
00:32:56,767 --> 00:32:57,935
Your energy...

506
00:33:04,108 --> 00:33:05,776
Eva!

507
00:33:12,116 --> 00:33:17,079
What the fuck did you do?!

508
00:33:34,263 --> 00:33:37,391
Give me the fucking keys!
Give me the fucking keys!

509
00:35:19,785 --> 00:35:20,994
I'm gonna need you
to turn around, ma'am.

510
00:35:20,994 --> 00:35:23,247
The show's over.

511
00:35:23,247 --> 00:35:26,124
These gates are gonna close.
You can't go in there.

512
00:35:26,124 --> 00:35:28,669
Ma'am, go ahead
and come up here,

513
00:35:28,669 --> 00:35:31,380
make a U-turn and go
back out for me, okay?

514
00:35:31,380 --> 00:35:33,465
Have a good night.

515
00:36:10,043 --> 00:36:14,548
<i>Ni'Jah!
Ni'Jah! Ni'Jah! Ni'Jah!</i>

516
00:36:14,548 --> 00:36:16,258
<i>Ni'Jah!</i>

517
00:36:16,258 --> 00:36:20,012
<i>Ni'Jah! Ni'Jah! Ni'Jah!</i>

518
00:36:20,012 --> 00:36:22,472
<i>Ni'Jah! Ni'Jah!</i>

519
00:36:25,058 --> 00:36:27,603
<i>Ni'Jah! Ni'Jah!</i>

520
00:36:29,605 --> 00:36:32,566
<i>I'm sorry, Ni'Jah.</i>

521
00:36:34,568 --> 00:36:37,654
{\an8}<i>♪ It really waters me down ♪</i>

522
00:36:44,661 --> 00:36:47,915
{\an8}<i>♪ Never meant to be you,
never meant to be me ♪</i>

523
00:36:47,915 --> 00:36:49,625
{\an8}<i>♪ Never meant to be us ♪</i>

524
00:36:53,170 --> 00:36:56,590
{\an8}<i>♪ Never meant for all of this,
never meant for you to love ♪</i>

525
00:36:56,590 --> 00:36:59,635
{\an8}<i>♪ Never meant for you to trust ♪</i>

526
00:37:00,677 --> 00:37:04,598
{\an8}<i>♪ So I'll take my time
next time ♪</i>

527
00:37:04,598 --> 00:37:08,769
{\an8}<i>♪ And I'll do it right ♪</i>

528
00:37:08,769 --> 00:37:12,648
{\an8}<i>♪ And I'll take my time
next time ♪</i>

529
00:37:18,278 --> 00:37:21,198
{\an8}<i>♪ You know me better than that,
you know I hate it like that ♪</i>

530
00:37:21,198 --> 00:37:24,242
{\an8}<i>♪ It really waters me down ♪</i>

531
00:37:26,495 --> 00:37:27,829
{\an8}<i>♪ You know me better than that ♪</i>

532
00:37:27,829 --> 00:37:29,957
{\an8}<i>♪ You know I loved you
like that ♪</i>

533
00:37:29,957 --> 00:37:34,252
{\an8}<i>♪ It really waters me down ♪</i>

534
00:37:35,003 --> 00:37:36,672
{\an8}<i>♪ You know me better
than that ♪</i>