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["Gotta Get Up" by Harry Nilsson playing]
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♪ There was a time when we could dance
Until a quarter to ten ♪
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♪ We never thought it would end then ♪
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♪ We never thought it would end… ♪
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Tabula rasa.
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What are you talking about?
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Tabula rasa.
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A blank slate.
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Do you know who I could've been
if everything had been different?
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-If anything had been different?
-[baby crying]
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The chance to be the me I could've been
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literally slid out of my body
on a 6 train platform.
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How, with all the time travel stories
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about people
accidentally obliterating themselves,
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do you find a way to make yourself double?
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I had to take her someplace safe.
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-[baby cries]
-[Alan sighs]
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This is safe? Hmm?
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You have collapsed time, Nadia,
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and now we are back in this horrible,
evil freaking birthday party
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I spent lifetimes trying to escape!
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-[bell dings]
-Chicken's almost ready!
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Jesus Christ with this fucking song.
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I went through major shit, Nadia.
You don't think I wanted to change things?
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But no, I followed the rules of the train
because I am a good commuter.
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But you, you on the other hand,
you're just--
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Look, no kid should have to go through
what I went through, all right?
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Trust me, I've lived all sides of it.
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Who's a little Rashomon face?
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♪ Rashomon ♪
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-♪ She's a Rashomon face ♪
-I'm-- I'm sorry.
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A friend kidnapping her newborn self
then collapsing time is a hard boundary.
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[scoffs] Come on.
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-[man] They went down…
-Oh boy.
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…alive, into the realm of the dead.
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Who-- who are they?
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[Nadia] Oh look at that.
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This used to be a school for Jews.
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Now, it's open-planned living
for the enlightened.
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I use the terms "now"
and "used to be" loosely.
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-[whispers] Oh my God.
-Okay.
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-Who's Nadia Comăneci?
-[baby cries]
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-[Nadia] Yes, she is. Ten-ten-ten.
-God, oh God.
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Enough about me.
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How have you been?
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[sighs] Can I hold her?
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Sure, but don't make it weird.
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She's me, you know?
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-Ah.
-[cooing]
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Somebody likes you.
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This guy.
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[Nadia inhales, kisses]
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Now, see, this is the type of shit
I was thinking about.
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Hey, baby.
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[cries]
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Okay, okay,
we-- we have to bring her back.
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Whoa, whoa, whoa!
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We cannot live
in this chaos forever. Look, look.
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Nadia, it's a simple decision. We just--
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Simple says you.
Me? I'm still exploring my options.
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What?
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I mean, the world is different, sure,
but it's not terrible.
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Guess what? There's time.
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There's time for everything.
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-Nadia, Nadia, please.
-[baby cries]
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Come on, man,
we've been through worse, all right?
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We can handle this.
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Hey, as Abraham used to say,
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"Trust that the fabric of space-time
is durable like Tyvek."
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Uh…
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Which is Sheol, where all dead go.
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The common grave for all humanity.
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Nadia, I understand
why you did this. I really do.
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Well, it makes sense,
you guilt-tripping me in front of a rabbi.
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Were you always this difficult?
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Please don't harass the baby.
She's in her formative years.
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-I'm so sorry. No yarmulke.
-[Nadia] Just relax, Alan.
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They're basically non-playable characters,
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just stuck in a loop, incapable
of deviating from preset grooves.
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To them, this is all status quo normal.
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Who wants a high-five? Yeah, hey.
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Hey. How you doing?
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Come here! [grunts]
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This guy has always loved to hug, Alan.
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Hi. You want a light?
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There you go.
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You still look great, you know?
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All right. Hey.
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Hey, guys, how are ya?
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Look who's having white wine spritz.
That's great.
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Sweet birthday baby.
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[Maxine and Nadia] It's laced
with cocaine, like the Israelis do it.
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How'd you know?
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I broke time.
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Oh, because you're so old.
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We should get out of here.
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Come on, Alan,
party's just getting started.
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And Ruth hasn't showed up yet.
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I've never had a birthday without her.
I'm not about to start now.
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-You want some chicken?
-I don't want your four-year-old chicken.
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Okay, well, I'll just put it in the oven
so it doesn't get cold.
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[baby cries]
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Oh, hey, hey.
Okay, yeah, I-- I don't know what to do.
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Hush, she's fine. She loves parties.
Look, I've got a bottle.
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Uh, I'll hold her. Is she-- she a her?
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She's a neither nor.
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-Hmm. Chic.
-[Maxine] Yes.
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[Alan] Maxine.
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Maxine, it's--
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-Oh.
-What the hell? Dude, it's not ready.
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Oh!
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-Chicken's raw.
-Very interesting.
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Nadia, this is crazy.
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It's entropy, Alan. Right? Entropy.
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It's what gives us linear time,
irreversible processes,
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so things can only move
in one direction, into the future.
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You can't un-fry an egg, usually.
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You can't un-cook a chicken, usually.
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-Except, hey, look at us, right?
-Mm-hmm.
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-Now, we can.
-No, you cannot.
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-No, no, you cannot un-cook the baby.
-Come on. That's a little impressive.
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No, Nadia, you cannot un-cook that baby.
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-The baby's fine.
-[Alan] Can we bring it back?
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She loves Lizzy.
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[Alan] Ple-- please,
can we just bring her back?
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Do you not care that their lives
are literally disintegrating?
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They're artists, Alan.
They love the surreal.
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-See?
-[Rabbi] Come back here.
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-Look how happy.
-[Alan] Nadia. Nadia.
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If you cannot figure out
how to do this for me,
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or for your best friends, or for yourself,
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just do it so you don't go to hell
for being the most selfish person ever.
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I am painfully misunderstood.
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Hey, hey, hey!
Who invited these kids to my party?
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-I gotta go handle this.
-Yeah.
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[sighs] Take my baby.
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Ha.
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Come on, let's get the fuck
out of here, kiddo.
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Nadia, whoa. Nadia, where are you going?
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Nadia, where are you go--
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-Oh.
-Hey, it's all right.
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Easy. She's not worth it, trust me.
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Which is a lesson
I've learned in spades from my ex-wife.
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She could never forget
my past transgressions, you know what--
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Hi.
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[exhales]
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Fuck.
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-[sighs] Fuck it.
-[Alan] Excu-- Nadia.
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-Hey.
-Huh.
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Ah-ha! There's my birthday girl.
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No need to roll out
the red carpet for me, pumpkin.
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What'd I tell ya?
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Ruth's here. Not so bad.
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-Come on, man, just hold the baby.
-[Alan] It's Ruth from four years ago.
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Yeah, I know it won't
make a difference, but, uh--
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-Well, I'll just wait. I'll wait.
-All right.
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Hiya, Ruthie.
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[Ruth sucks teeth] Oh…
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-[Nadia] Come on.
-We're waiting.
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-[Ruth] Oh, my fucking knees.
-[Nadia] Yeah.
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Upsie-pupsie, Ruthie.
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I can do it.
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-Yeah, I know you can.
-Okay.
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Okay.
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[Ruth chuckles, inhales deeply]
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Um, Na-- Nadia?
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Yeah?
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Look.
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[suspenseful music playing]
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[Nadia] Ah.
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Would you look at that?
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They just keep coming.
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-[Ruth] Nadia?
-[Nadia scoffs]
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What? Aren't you coming in?
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Oh no. No, no.
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You cannot Irish exit your own party.
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I'm sorry I'm not in the hospital
with you right now, Ruthie.
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I'm trying. I am.
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You won't be alone, okay?
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Sweetheart, what have you
got to be sorry for?
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You're right here with me right now.
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Nothing in this world is easy
except pissing in the shower.
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-[whispers] Okay.
-Nadia?
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[baby cries]
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-Nadia?
-Yeah?
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And there's my birthday girl.
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[Nadia scoffs]
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Uh…
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I fucked up.
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I know.
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Ugh. Yeah, let's take her back. [exhales]
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[scoffs] Fire escape?
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I guess. Thank God.
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[man] Ladies and gentlemen,
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boys and girls,
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experience the New York sky!
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-Ten cents a ride…
-I'm proud of you.
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-…for your first bona fide…
-[scoffs]
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…hydrogen balloon!
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[Nadia] Jesus. Oh shit.
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Told ya. Pamphlet.
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Oh hey.
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[Nadia] Yeah.
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Well, here.
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Yeah, two pockets. [chuckles]
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[man] This balloon won't be here for long!
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[Nadia] All right, let's get this baby
back to the '80s.
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[man] Experience the New York sky!
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[announcer] This is a downtown
local 6 train to Brooklyn Bridge,
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approaching the station.
Please stand away from the platform edge.
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-Stand clear of the closing doors.
-Man, where's this fucking train?
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-This is a Pelham Bay Park bound 6 train.
-[Nadia] Come on.
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[announcer]
Next stop, 77th Street, Lenox Hill.
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Tell you, this baby's gonna be
a moody teenager
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by the time we get her back
if we don't get a move on.
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Spoiler alert, she gets her period at 12,
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so basta la pasta.
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[announcer] Please stand away
from the platform edge.
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This is a Brooklyn Bridge-City Hall
bound 6 train. Next stop…
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This is ridiculous.
What if the train never comes?
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What if we're stuck here for forever?
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We should have a plan B just in case.
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Oh man. You know, you're getting
very stressed out, Alan, all right?
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-Why don't you hold the little baby?
-Oh no.
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It will help you calm down.
Ah, okay. There you go. That's right.
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My fucking neck is killing me.
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I swear to God, this is why people
get abortions. No offense, baby.
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[announcer]
Stand clear of the closing doors.
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-The Metro City Police Department…
-[Nadia sighs] Hey.
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-Remain aware of your surroundings.
-Look.
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-If you see something, say something.
-Yo! Yo!
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Hey, you know where the trains are?
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Hey! Hey, slow down!
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Alan!
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-[announcer] We apologize for the delay.
-[Nadia] Hey, man, I'm talking to you!
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[announcer] Now arriving--
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This way.
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Hey, man,
do you know where the 6 train is?
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Shit.
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Horse?
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You work for the MTA now?
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What? No, Haircut,
I live down here with my wife. Fuck you.
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Can you help us?
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Uh, I'm looking for my train.
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It's number 6622.
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-For a price.
-[baby cries]
247
00:09:57,555 --> 00:09:59,724
Nadia, this guy is no help, okay? So--
248
00:09:59,807 --> 00:10:02,351
-The baby needs a diaper change.
-Come on, the baby's fine.
249
00:10:02,435 --> 00:10:04,604
We're both fathers. I respect that.
250
00:10:04,687 --> 00:10:05,688
[baby cries]
251
00:10:05,771 --> 00:10:07,064
Okay, we'll make a trade.
252
00:10:07,148 --> 00:10:08,107
A trade?
253
00:10:08,190 --> 00:10:09,191
It's good negotiating.
254
00:10:09,775 --> 00:10:11,902
I know where your train is. Follow me.
255
00:10:12,820 --> 00:10:13,863
Come on.
256
00:10:13,946 --> 00:10:15,656
Yeah. Uh-- [sighs]
257
00:10:15,740 --> 00:10:18,034
[suspenseful music playing]
258
00:10:18,117 --> 00:10:19,619
[Horse] Everything falls down.
259
00:10:20,119 --> 00:10:23,706
Closer to the center of the Earth you are,
the closer you are to the truth. Gravity.
260
00:10:23,789 --> 00:10:26,292
I'm sorry, can we-- can we hurry?
We're kind of in a rush.
261
00:10:26,375 --> 00:10:27,418
You got time, man.
262
00:10:27,501 --> 00:10:30,546
Time as you understand was invented
to synchronize European train systems
263
00:10:30,630 --> 00:10:32,798
so that goods
could be moved across borders.
264
00:10:32,882 --> 00:10:34,425
[chuckles] Watch the third rail.
265
00:10:34,508 --> 00:10:37,345
[baby coos]
266
00:10:38,471 --> 00:10:39,555
Let me hold the baby.
267
00:10:39,639 --> 00:10:41,807
Uh, your hands seem so full already.
268
00:10:41,891 --> 00:10:44,518
Come on, just for a little bit.
Please? Let me hold her.
269
00:10:44,602 --> 00:10:46,187
What do you need, baby, huh?
270
00:10:46,270 --> 00:10:47,897
Babies are true materialists.
271
00:10:47,980 --> 00:10:50,733
-Alan, don't give Horse the baby.
-Is she okay?
272
00:10:50,816 --> 00:10:52,777
She's a subway baby. She's me, we're fine.
273
00:10:52,860 --> 00:10:55,446
As long as I'm still standing,
that means that she's okay.
274
00:10:56,030 --> 00:10:56,864
Fine.
275
00:10:57,531 --> 00:11:00,034
Follow the tracks, end of the line,
you'll see your train. Pay up.
276
00:11:00,117 --> 00:11:02,078
-[Nadia] For real?
-[Horse] Yep. Pay up.
277
00:11:03,037 --> 00:11:04,038
[baby cries]
278
00:11:05,206 --> 00:11:06,874
-Money. Mm-hmm. I take cash.
-How's that?
279
00:11:06,957 --> 00:11:08,668
All right, 40 bucks, man. Not bad.
280
00:11:08,751 --> 00:11:09,710
[Horse] I hear a jingle.
281
00:11:09,794 --> 00:11:11,212
-All right, keys.
-That's good. Go.
282
00:11:11,295 --> 00:11:12,380
Great, thanks.
283
00:11:12,463 --> 00:11:13,381
Ah, ah, ah, ah.
284
00:11:13,464 --> 00:11:15,132
You too, bud. Pay up.
285
00:11:16,801 --> 00:11:17,927
[baby coos]
286
00:11:19,470 --> 00:11:22,807
Is that your fucking train, huh?
Is that your train?
287
00:11:22,890 --> 00:11:23,933
[Alan] Is that your train?
288
00:11:24,016 --> 00:11:27,478
I don't know, man.
I'm an R32, number 6622, so…
289
00:11:27,561 --> 00:11:29,271
-How do you even know?
-Oh, come on, man.
290
00:11:29,355 --> 00:11:32,483
You gotta know your make and model.
That's Quantum Leaping 101.
291
00:11:32,566 --> 00:11:33,776
-[baby cries]
-[Alan sighs]
292
00:11:33,859 --> 00:11:34,694
[Nadia] Run.
293
00:11:36,737 --> 00:11:37,697
Hey, Nadia.
294
00:11:37,780 --> 00:11:38,614
Yeah.
295
00:11:39,115 --> 00:11:41,492
Wardog. Yeah.
296
00:11:42,451 --> 00:11:43,786
[baby cries]
297
00:11:43,869 --> 00:11:47,623
Um, Oh! Nadia, hey.
We didn't think you were gonna show.
298
00:11:48,207 --> 00:11:50,042
-Uh--
-And you have a baby.
299
00:11:50,126 --> 00:11:51,544
Oh, cute baby.
300
00:11:51,627 --> 00:11:52,461
Uh…
301
00:11:53,629 --> 00:11:54,463
What's going on?
302
00:11:54,547 --> 00:11:57,591
I don't know.
The train's been stopped for 30 minutes.
303
00:11:57,675 --> 00:11:59,593
-We're gonna be late for the wake.
-[man sniffles]
304
00:11:59,677 --> 00:12:00,553
[man whimpers]
305
00:12:00,636 --> 00:12:02,388
[sniffles, exhales]
306
00:12:04,432 --> 00:12:06,183
[baby coos]
307
00:12:06,267 --> 00:12:09,019
[man sobbing]
308
00:12:09,103 --> 00:12:09,937
Ah.
309
00:12:10,438 --> 00:12:12,106
-[man sniffles]
-This isn't right.
310
00:12:12,898 --> 00:12:14,108
Hold up. Hold up.
311
00:12:14,191 --> 00:12:17,111
You don't like these flowers?
I thought Ruth loved orchids.
312
00:12:18,237 --> 00:12:19,405
Consider them gone.
313
00:12:22,408 --> 00:12:24,410
Hey. Hey, Nads.
314
00:12:24,493 --> 00:12:27,747
You have to stop
beating yourself up for not being there.
315
00:12:27,830 --> 00:12:29,707
What do you mean I don't get there?
316
00:12:29,790 --> 00:12:31,333
Ruth dies alone?
317
00:12:32,168 --> 00:12:33,461
After everything?
318
00:12:34,879 --> 00:12:37,131
I just talked to her on my birthday.
319
00:12:38,007 --> 00:12:39,675
Your birthday was a month ago.
320
00:12:39,759 --> 00:12:41,719
-It's April. It's April 30th.
-[Nadia] No.
321
00:12:42,553 --> 00:12:45,014
It is March 30th, okay?
322
00:12:45,598 --> 00:12:47,808
Today is still my birthday, so…
323
00:12:48,934 --> 00:12:50,019
you're in the future.
324
00:12:50,102 --> 00:12:51,729
-Nadia…
-[Lizzy] It's okay.
325
00:12:51,812 --> 00:12:53,647
Grief doesn't move you in a straight line.
326
00:12:53,731 --> 00:12:56,400
Hey, do you-- do you know
what you're gonna say tonight?
327
00:12:58,152 --> 00:12:59,528
-[Nadia scoffs]
-[Maxine] It's okay.
328
00:13:00,154 --> 00:13:03,532
Um, "Do you believe
in the future of humanity?" Um, okay.
329
00:13:04,366 --> 00:13:05,326
[sighs]
330
00:13:05,409 --> 00:13:07,745
[announcer] The 6 train is now departing…
331
00:13:07,828 --> 00:13:10,122
Hey, come on.
Hey, hey, we need to get off this train.
332
00:13:10,206 --> 00:13:11,165
We need--
333
00:13:11,248 --> 00:13:12,875
We don't belong here, come on.
334
00:13:12,958 --> 00:13:15,002
Nadia, we have to bring
the baby back, right?
335
00:13:15,085 --> 00:13:16,712
I'm not leaving. Fuck that.
336
00:13:17,296 --> 00:13:19,048
If I don't make it to her deathbed,
337
00:13:19,131 --> 00:13:21,300
the least I can do
is show up to her fucking funeral!
338
00:13:21,383 --> 00:13:23,469
-No, Nadia! That's enough!
-[Nadia] All right?
339
00:13:23,552 --> 00:13:25,012
-[Alan] Come on!
-Are they fucking?
340
00:13:25,095 --> 00:13:27,431
-Alan, I know how to fucking walk.
-Watch the baby.
341
00:13:27,515 --> 00:13:28,349
God!
342
00:13:29,642 --> 00:13:30,643
[door closes]
343
00:13:31,227 --> 00:13:33,437
Nadia? Nadia, calm down.
344
00:13:33,521 --> 00:13:34,980
Nadia, please.
345
00:13:35,064 --> 00:13:36,816
[murmurs] Calm down?
346
00:13:36,899 --> 00:13:39,068
Man, it's fucking over, all right?
347
00:13:39,151 --> 00:13:41,070
I don't get there for Ruth.
348
00:13:41,153 --> 00:13:43,489
Wasn't there for the best mother I had.
349
00:13:44,031 --> 00:13:46,534
All this shit, for nothing.
350
00:13:47,117 --> 00:13:49,078
So, great.
351
00:13:49,829 --> 00:13:53,040
How the fuck do we get outta here? Yeah.
352
00:13:54,166 --> 00:13:55,709
I don't--
353
00:13:55,793 --> 00:13:56,877
Wait.
354
00:13:56,961 --> 00:13:58,712
Where are you going? Nadia?
355
00:14:02,967 --> 00:14:05,261
-[Alan] I told you about Lenny, right?
-[Nadia] Oh yeah.
356
00:14:05,344 --> 00:14:08,180
I tried to tell him
that the wall was gonna come down.
357
00:14:08,264 --> 00:14:09,431
[chuckles]
358
00:14:09,515 --> 00:14:11,851
That I had solid information
from the future.
359
00:14:11,934 --> 00:14:13,686
Total control of the situation, right?
360
00:14:13,769 --> 00:14:14,687
Yeah.
361
00:14:14,770 --> 00:14:15,771
He went anyway.
362
00:14:17,022 --> 00:14:19,483
Well, you couldn't change anything.
363
00:14:19,567 --> 00:14:20,401
Closed loop.
364
00:14:20,484 --> 00:14:22,319
Right. Because of…
365
00:14:22,403 --> 00:14:23,696
Laws of physics.
366
00:14:24,613 --> 00:14:26,448
I was gonna say "human nature."
367
00:14:27,992 --> 00:14:30,494
We can't escape being the product
of things we can't change.
368
00:14:30,578 --> 00:14:33,289
Are you trying to say
that I'm not an original, man?
369
00:14:33,372 --> 00:14:34,331
No one is.
370
00:14:34,415 --> 00:14:35,666
Well, what about Bowie?
371
00:14:35,749 --> 00:14:37,084
That's not my point. Look,
372
00:14:38,043 --> 00:14:40,045
Ruth would not want you
to carry that guilt.
373
00:14:40,129 --> 00:14:44,758
Sweetheart, guilt,
it's a wasted emotion. [coughs]
374
00:14:44,842 --> 00:14:46,677
He tried to escape. He tried to get out.
375
00:14:46,760 --> 00:14:50,055
Lenny went to West Berlin,
and I don't even know that he got there.
376
00:14:50,139 --> 00:14:50,973
I mean…
377
00:14:51,056 --> 00:14:52,099
[chuckles nervously]
378
00:14:52,182 --> 00:14:54,018
I think I was supposed
to stop him from going,
379
00:14:54,101 --> 00:14:57,187
and I didn't even make it
in time to say goodbye.
380
00:14:57,271 --> 00:14:59,064
I don't know what I was supposed to do.
381
00:14:59,648 --> 00:15:01,734
[sighs] I'm never gonna forgive myself.
382
00:15:01,817 --> 00:15:05,237
Alan, you're okay, all right?
383
00:15:05,321 --> 00:15:06,488
It's okay.
384
00:15:07,031 --> 00:15:08,532
It's just, it's a--
385
00:15:08,616 --> 00:15:09,867
It's a Coney Island.
386
00:15:09,950 --> 00:15:11,118
A what?
387
00:15:11,201 --> 00:15:14,413
The thing that would make
everything better
388
00:15:14,496 --> 00:15:16,373
if only it had happened, right?
389
00:15:16,457 --> 00:15:18,375
Or-- or didn't happen.
390
00:15:19,001 --> 00:15:21,754
You know, uh, an "if only."
391
00:15:21,837 --> 00:15:23,923
[water dripping]
392
00:15:24,006 --> 00:15:25,132
Do you hear that?
393
00:15:25,215 --> 00:15:26,884
[train screeching in the distance]
394
00:15:27,760 --> 00:15:29,887
Shit. Let me take her.
395
00:15:31,931 --> 00:15:34,183
[train horn blows]
396
00:15:38,479 --> 00:15:39,647
[sounds distort]
397
00:15:39,730 --> 00:15:43,067
[somber music playing]
398
00:16:07,716 --> 00:16:09,051
[echoing] Nadia?
399
00:16:11,804 --> 00:16:13,263
Nadia!
400
00:16:17,351 --> 00:16:18,352
[muffled] Alan!
401
00:16:21,021 --> 00:16:22,523
Alan!
402
00:16:22,606 --> 00:16:23,732
Nadia.
403
00:16:33,450 --> 00:16:34,451
[Nadia grunts]
404
00:16:34,535 --> 00:16:35,786
[baby coos]
405
00:16:35,869 --> 00:16:37,079
[Nadia gasps]
406
00:16:37,997 --> 00:16:39,498
[muffled baby cries]
407
00:16:39,999 --> 00:16:41,125
Shh.
408
00:16:42,710 --> 00:16:43,669
[sighs]
409
00:16:44,461 --> 00:16:45,796
[exhales]
410
00:16:46,380 --> 00:16:47,381
[chuckles]
411
00:16:48,382 --> 00:16:49,675
[echoing] Nadia!
412
00:16:52,636 --> 00:16:54,179
[suspenseful music playing]
413
00:17:22,916 --> 00:17:27,087
[sighs, breathes heavily]
414
00:17:33,469 --> 00:17:34,470
Hmm.
415
00:17:36,430 --> 00:17:38,432
[suspenseful music continues]
416
00:17:40,225 --> 00:17:41,435
[sighs]
417
00:17:49,526 --> 00:17:50,486
Oh shit.
418
00:17:53,447 --> 00:17:54,281
[gasps]
419
00:17:54,782 --> 00:17:55,783
All right.
420
00:17:55,866 --> 00:17:57,451
[coins jingle]
421
00:17:58,077 --> 00:18:00,204
-[chuckles softly]
-[baby coos]
422
00:18:02,623 --> 00:18:05,042
[baby cries]
423
00:18:05,125 --> 00:18:06,835
[grunts] Shit.
424
00:18:07,336 --> 00:18:09,296
[breathes heavily]
425
00:18:09,379 --> 00:18:10,714
Come on, would you?
426
00:18:11,340 --> 00:18:12,257
Come on.
427
00:18:13,258 --> 00:18:16,720
[breathes heavily]
428
00:18:16,804 --> 00:18:17,721
Fine.
429
00:18:19,014 --> 00:18:19,932
[baby coos]
430
00:18:21,100 --> 00:18:22,101
You win.
431
00:18:24,061 --> 00:18:27,106
[water bubbles]
432
00:18:32,111 --> 00:18:34,655
[door hinge creaks]
433
00:18:36,782 --> 00:18:38,784
[classical piano music playing]
434
00:18:41,912 --> 00:18:42,746
Grandma?
435
00:18:43,664 --> 00:18:44,665
[sucks teeth]
436
00:18:48,127 --> 00:18:48,961
Alan.
437
00:18:51,004 --> 00:18:52,047
Look at you.
438
00:18:52,798 --> 00:18:54,341
What happened to Lenny?
439
00:18:56,009 --> 00:18:58,303
Lenny? I-- I don't know.
440
00:18:58,887 --> 00:19:02,057
You don't know? So was I supposed
to stop him from going then,
441
00:19:02,141 --> 00:19:03,934
or I shouldn't have done anything?
442
00:19:04,017 --> 00:19:06,770
I-- I shouldn't have done anything at all.
Why did I do anything?
443
00:19:06,854 --> 00:19:07,938
I fuck it all up.
444
00:19:08,021 --> 00:19:09,231
I always fuck it up.
445
00:19:09,314 --> 00:19:11,942
Alan, Alan, I don't know.
And that's all right.
446
00:19:12,860 --> 00:19:14,778
Everybody says that I'm just like you.
447
00:19:14,862 --> 00:19:17,781
He was never going to stay.
I was never going to go.
448
00:19:17,865 --> 00:19:20,450
I couldn't leave the life I was building.
449
00:19:21,118 --> 00:19:23,036
I helped him get out.
450
00:19:23,120 --> 00:19:25,330
There was no other way
it was supposed to happen.
451
00:19:25,914 --> 00:19:27,082
So I got it wrong.
452
00:19:28,500 --> 00:19:30,669
I just want answers. I just--
453
00:19:30,752 --> 00:19:32,212
I just wanna know.
454
00:19:32,296 --> 00:19:34,214
I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being this way.
455
00:19:34,298 --> 00:19:35,841
You are just like me.
456
00:19:38,510 --> 00:19:42,598
We can't spend our lives
so scared of making the wrong move
457
00:19:42,681 --> 00:19:44,641
that-- that we never live at all.
458
00:19:45,559 --> 00:19:47,311
Don't be so afraid to live.
459
00:19:48,478 --> 00:19:50,189
Yeah, I killed myself, so I…
460
00:19:51,857 --> 00:19:54,026
I don't really know how to live with that.
461
00:19:55,986 --> 00:19:57,237
[Alan exhales]
462
00:19:57,321 --> 00:20:01,283
It all just seems
so much easier for everybody else.
463
00:20:02,117 --> 00:20:03,327
Am I wrong?
464
00:20:03,827 --> 00:20:05,871
My perfect baby boy.
465
00:20:07,206 --> 00:20:08,290
[Alan scoffs]
466
00:20:08,373 --> 00:20:09,666
Didn't I tell you?
467
00:20:11,543 --> 00:20:13,503
You were too young. You don't remember.
468
00:20:14,546 --> 00:20:16,131
I'll tell you again…
469
00:20:18,008 --> 00:20:19,593
my perfect baby boy.
470
00:20:21,595 --> 00:20:22,429
Okay?
471
00:20:22,512 --> 00:20:24,139
[both chuckle softly]
472
00:20:24,223 --> 00:20:25,682
What-- what is this place?
473
00:20:25,766 --> 00:20:26,808
Um,
474
00:20:26,892 --> 00:20:28,227
we call it the void.
475
00:20:29,353 --> 00:20:31,772
It's an empty pocket of space
476
00:20:31,855 --> 00:20:34,900
left over from a job
that was never completed.
477
00:20:35,984 --> 00:20:37,194
Am I dead?
478
00:20:37,694 --> 00:20:39,154
[door opens]
479
00:20:39,238 --> 00:20:40,239
[men chuckle]
480
00:20:40,322 --> 00:20:41,490
You must go.
481
00:20:41,573 --> 00:20:43,367
-Follow the blue lights.
-Okay.
482
00:20:43,450 --> 00:20:45,953
There's an emergency exit
around the corner
483
00:20:46,036 --> 00:20:47,371
that will take you to the surface.
484
00:20:47,454 --> 00:20:49,623
Okay, okay. Thank you.
485
00:20:50,207 --> 00:20:51,041
I was lost.
486
00:20:51,124 --> 00:20:54,711
There's so much empty space
beneath the city we've forgotten about.
487
00:20:55,545 --> 00:20:57,673
It's a wonder
the whole thing doesn't cave in.
488
00:20:59,007 --> 00:21:00,676
[sighs]
489
00:21:05,639 --> 00:21:08,433
[piano music continues]
490
00:21:16,191 --> 00:21:18,193
[metal creaking]
491
00:21:29,413 --> 00:21:30,497
[Nadia] Look at that.
492
00:21:31,456 --> 00:21:32,416
That's good.
493
00:21:32,499 --> 00:21:34,835
Just a little bit of piss on my blazer.
494
00:21:35,377 --> 00:21:37,879
It's fine. It's why we buy clothes, right?
495
00:21:37,963 --> 00:21:39,798
-[baby cries]
-All right.
496
00:21:40,340 --> 00:21:42,259
[exhales] Look at this.
497
00:21:44,970 --> 00:21:45,804
Okay.
498
00:21:48,640 --> 00:21:51,101
[whispers] We got this. We got this.
499
00:21:52,352 --> 00:21:54,021
[door hinge creaks]
500
00:21:54,104 --> 00:21:56,106
[sentimental music playing]
501
00:22:21,465 --> 00:22:22,299
Hello.
502
00:22:23,759 --> 00:22:25,010
Am I dead?
503
00:22:26,136 --> 00:22:28,180
How am I supposed to answer
a question like that?
504
00:22:28,764 --> 00:22:31,308
So I'm not dead?
505
00:22:31,975 --> 00:22:34,978
Just because I came before you
doesn't mean I have all the answers.
506
00:22:35,562 --> 00:22:37,189
You're looking in the wrong place.
507
00:22:37,272 --> 00:22:41,526
Well, that is starting to become a theme.
508
00:22:42,277 --> 00:22:44,363
If you could choose your mother all over,
509
00:22:45,655 --> 00:22:46,990
would you choose me again?
510
00:22:49,034 --> 00:22:50,702
[chuckles, sniffles]
511
00:22:55,248 --> 00:22:57,209
[Nadia sniffles]
512
00:23:16,603 --> 00:23:17,687
Ma…
513
00:23:18,980 --> 00:23:21,608
Yeah, I didn't choose you the first time,
514
00:23:21,691 --> 00:23:25,654
but I guess that's just
how the story goes, huh, Mom?
515
00:23:26,571 --> 00:23:28,865
[music continues]
516
00:23:32,619 --> 00:23:33,787
Come on, kid.
517
00:23:48,218 --> 00:23:49,177
[train door closes]
518
00:23:53,223 --> 00:23:55,225
[train screeching]
519
00:23:57,269 --> 00:23:59,062
Please make room for my babies.
520
00:23:59,146 --> 00:24:02,983
Miss, please, give room for my babies.
521
00:24:05,026 --> 00:24:07,779
Hey, do you know what station this is?
522
00:24:07,863 --> 00:24:09,448
I don't know. I'm not a conductor.
523
00:24:09,531 --> 00:24:10,782
Nora, let's get her home.
524
00:24:10,866 --> 00:24:13,785
Uh, you had no obligation,
but you loved me anyway, right?
525
00:24:15,745 --> 00:24:16,872
Bye, Ruthie.
526
00:24:19,082 --> 00:24:20,792
[train screeches]
527
00:24:22,043 --> 00:24:25,338
[indistinct chatter]
528
00:24:26,715 --> 00:24:30,051
[announcer] This is a southbound 6 train.
Next stop, Astor Place.
529
00:24:31,887 --> 00:24:33,555
[train brakes screech]
530
00:24:33,638 --> 00:24:34,473
[sighs]
531
00:24:36,558 --> 00:24:37,476
[sighs gently]
532
00:24:41,605 --> 00:24:43,648
[announcer] Stand clear
of the closing doors.
533
00:24:45,066 --> 00:24:46,526
[train brakes hiss]
534
00:24:46,610 --> 00:24:49,946
["Shine On You Crazy Diamond"
by Pink Floyd playing]
535
00:25:03,752 --> 00:25:04,586
[chuckles]
536
00:25:04,669 --> 00:25:06,755
["Shine On You Crazy Diamond" continues]
537
00:25:54,469 --> 00:25:57,305
♪ Remember when you were young ♪
538
00:26:00,308 --> 00:26:02,477
♪ You shone like the sun ♪
539
00:26:04,354 --> 00:26:10,610
♪ Shine on, you crazy diamond ♪
540
00:26:14,948 --> 00:26:18,243
♪ Now there's a look in your eyes ♪
541
00:26:19,703 --> 00:26:20,787
[Horse laughs]
542
00:26:20,870 --> 00:26:23,582
♪ Like black holes in the sky ♪
543
00:26:25,584 --> 00:26:32,048
♪ Shine on, you crazy diamond ♪
544
00:26:35,176 --> 00:26:41,016
♪ You were caught in the crossfire
Of childhood and stardom ♪
545
00:26:41,099 --> 00:26:44,978
♪ Blown on the steel breeze… ♪
546
00:26:45,061 --> 00:26:46,605
[Maxine] Mmm. You hungry?
547
00:26:47,272 --> 00:26:48,106
Me too.
548
00:26:48,982 --> 00:26:51,693
♪ … for faraway laughter ♪
549
00:26:51,776 --> 00:26:58,199
♪ Come on, you stranger
You legend, you martyr, and shine ♪
550
00:27:17,844 --> 00:27:21,598
♪ You reached for the secret too soon ♪
551
00:27:24,392 --> 00:27:26,770
♪ You cried for the moon ♪
552
00:27:28,438 --> 00:27:35,070
♪ Shine on, you crazy diamond ♪
553
00:27:35,695 --> 00:27:37,572
[Nadia sucks teeth, sighs]
554
00:27:38,948 --> 00:27:42,452
♪ Threatened by shadows at night ♪
555
00:27:45,038 --> 00:27:47,707
♪ And exposed in the light ♪
556
00:27:49,417 --> 00:27:56,007
♪ Shine on, you crazy diamond ♪
557
00:27:58,927 --> 00:28:04,766
♪ Well, you wore out your welcome
With random precision ♪
558
00:28:04,849 --> 00:28:08,853
♪ Rode on the steel breeze ♪
559
00:28:10,188 --> 00:28:15,276
♪ Come on, you raver
You seer of visions ♪
560
00:28:15,360 --> 00:28:21,032
♪ Come on, you painter
You piper, you prisoner, and shine ♪
561
00:28:57,652 --> 00:28:59,487
[song fades out]
562
00:28:59,571 --> 00:29:01,573
[gentle piano music plays]
563
00:29:38,234 --> 00:29:39,694
[music ends]