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People have told me that grace is a given thing.
That if you seek it, you'll find it.
When I was a kid, I'd go to church,
and hear the pastor preach the word.
And he'd make me feel everything in my heart.
And everything in the world around me
would have a little more meaning.
The world was a bright place.
It worked on me.
God was everything good.
Then, when I was eight years old,
I shot my father.
When I watched that stray buckshot go into his chest
and blow all his insides out his back,
the world went black.
Like it had ended altogether.
It hit me that God is everything.
Everything good... and everything bad.
I need guns.
We got them.
Come on in.
Hey.
Have you seen my dad?
He's supposed to take me to school.
No.
Sorry about the fight.
You think you're gonna win?
No.
Why?
I feel like shit.
You kind of look like shit.
I think you're gonna win.
You think you're gonna stay here your whole life?
Aren't you?
You know we named them all?
When I was maybe five years old,
me and Dad named all the owls.
Every time he'd kill one,
bring it home,
pull it out of his gym bag...
Oh, I'd be so excited.
I remember sitting cross-legged on his lap
on the floor right here...
...saying all their names together.
That one's Prudence.
And that's Integrity.
And that's Hope.
You know what we named that one?
What?
Luke.
He was my favorite...
...so we named him after you.
Does Dad know?
Know what?
About the hole.
Well, I think so.
Does he know what it's worth?
What do you mean?
I mean, whatever it is,
it came out of the goddamn earth and it's worth something.
More than we even know probably.
I mean, there is a...
a mother lode of money
just-just waiting for us.
A whole new goddamn frontier ready to be got.
And we could be first.
- Hmm?
The hole's gone.
- What do you mean it's gone? - It's gone.
Disappeared.
Maybe it's hiding somewhere else, I don't know.
- Hey. - Hey.
- Come on. Come on.
Dad always told me he was gonna leave me the ranch.
I know you're super mad about that...
...but I don't want you to try to kill him again.
So, if you don't,
then you can have it.
It'll all be yours.
Isn't that what you always wanted?
How long before a skipped bail goes to auction?
Oh...
I need you to draw from the trust.
- No, I need the money. - You do, huh?
Mm-hmm.
Just get me the money.
Hey, Royal.
I'm looking for a hippie woman staying here
named Autumn Rivers.
Um, yes...
- Yeah, Room 210. - 210?
Hey, we're all pulling for Rhett tonight.
Thank you much.
Oh, last time was, uh, last night.
- Yeah.
Um... I don't even remember what time,
but, Kathy, I'm telling you, I'm worried
because I went through town,
nobody, nobody's seen hide nor hair of him,
and I just... I don't understand it.
I don't understand where he went,
and, well, he's got to be back here.
- Have you told Rhett yet? - No, no, no, no, no.
Rhett-Rhett ri... Rhett rides in three hours.
I'm-I'm not gonna tell Rhett.
No, no, Kathy, you don't understand.
Rhett, it's-it's... No, no.
Kathy, do you understand that if Perry's gone,
the ranch is gone!
Do you get that?!
Cecilia, are you all right?
Cecilia?
Hey.
- You okay? - Yeah, I'm okay. Are you okay?
Yeah. It's just gonna be a while
for the transfer to come through, so...
Okay, I'll wait.
Excuse me, you can't have that in here.
- What, the gun? Yeah, I can. - Yeah.
- No, I need you to step outside. Please. - Open carry state.
- I need you to step outside. - Why can't I wait inside?
- I need you to step outside. - I got a permit, so what's the problem?
- Don't fucking tread on me, bitch! - What the fuck did you say?!
- It's my goddamn right. - What the fuck did you say?
What, do you want to hold it for me then?
I'm not gonna hold your fucking gun. Are you fucking crazy?
- Fuck you. Fuck you, motherfucker. - Go outside!
Let me know when my fucking money comes through!
- Royal's trying to kill you. - I know.
Not gonna let that happen.
"Save The Best For Last"]
You there, Mama?
I'm here, baby.
We found what he was looking for.
It's in the ground. Huh?
I think there's more of it.
Do you think it's valuable?
Oh...
I think it's probably the most valuable thing
we've ever seen.
I think it's gonna make me a fortune.
Well, get at it. You figure out what else your dad
knew and get at it.
I tried to kill him.
God, I want to kill him.
Did you hear me?
No. I didn't hear you.
Go get it.
I'm-a go get it.
Why are we doing this?
So we can eat together as a family when your dad gets back.
- From the rodeo? - Mm-hmm.
But what if Rhett doesn't win?
Amy, my family ate every damn meal
together every day of the week, no matter what,
because that's what families do, okay?
Okay.
We're having quite a time
at the Amelia County Rodeo Finals tonight,
where the champ Matt Olsen now leads the bull riding
with a score of 84.
Next up is the first ride for local boy Rhett Abbott,
and here we go.
He's out of the chute.
Oh, he's getting knocked around.
He's hanging on, all right, he's hanging on.
And Rhett stays atop Turnbuckle for a great ride.
My God. Oh my!
An excellent ride
on a damn mean bull and an impressive start
for the son of the former champ,
Royal Abbott.
All right, Amelia County,
are you ready for a little bull riding?
As we go downstairs right now,
we're getting ready to bring you
the very best bulls
against the very best cowboys.
It's time to ride!
We need the energy level high, come on!
There you go. He's in.
Come on, stay with him. He needs some points tonight.
Hey.
Hey, what the fuck are you doing? I'm about to ride.
- I need you to know something about me. - Hey, hey, this is riders only.
Wait, I need you to know something about me.
- Sir... - I haven't, I haven't told you.
- I may not see you again. Okay? - Step out of this area. Sir.
Hey, I need you to leave the area now.
- What do you mean? - Hey, come on, he's gonna ride.
There's something on the land, and I need you to find it.
Look. Stop! I need you to find it.
I need you to take care of it for me. Okay?
Would you get a fucking grip?
I don't give a fuck about the goddamn ranch.
All right, I'm done.
- What are you talking about? - I'm leaving.
- Let's go. That's it. Let's go! - Wait.
Wait. I need to say something to my son!
Well...
You... you...
I just need...
Y-You...
I want to...
I know...
You get... you...
Come on, let's get you to your seat.
Let's go. I got you.
Come on, buddy, let's keep it moving.
All right, let's go to our next matchup...
Grandpa!
Where you been?
You missed his first ride.
You gonna sit down?
Where's Dad?
I don't know.
He'll be back soon, okay?
Come on, Rhett!
Hello?
Uh, Grandpa, it's for you.
- Hello? - Hi, Royal.
- I'll be right back. - Okay. Bye.
Talk.
I know you're looking for me.
Yup.
So I'm gonna let you find me.
Why's that?
'Cause I know how this ends.
Well, I'm gonna change how this ends.
I know why you're afraid of me.
It's okay. I'd be afraid, too.
You can't beat fate, Royal.
Yeah, I think I'm gonna give it a whirl. Where are you?
- I'm in town.
Hey. You good?
Hey.
Hey! Let's go.
Yeah! Yeah!
Come on, Rhett!
You okay?
Yeah. I'm fine, I'm fine.
As we take a look over at the scoreboard
right now, the score comes in.
Ooh...
69.0.
Amy!
- Amy!
Hey, have you seen Amy?
No?
Amy.
Mom...
Mom! Mom!
I'm so sorry.
Where have you been?
I had to go. I had to hide.
From who?
I'll explain it all,
but right now I need you to come with me, okay?
- Mm-hmm. - Come on.
Amy!
- Hey, you all right? - Yeah.
- I'm good. - Let me see.
- Ah! Fuck!
Hey, man, you can't ride like that.
- Your shoulder's destroyed. - This is my last go.
- I'm gonna ride. - All right, man.
Your funeral.
Amy?
Amy!
Amy.
Amy! Amy!
Mark! Mark.
- Amy's gone. - What're you doing?
- Amy's gone, Mark. Mark... - Rhett's about to ride.
You got to, you got to put out an order for Amy.
- You got to search for her. - Maybe she just went to the restroom.
No, no, I checked the restrooms!
Look, she's a smart girl, I'm sure she's...
Please, please, Mark. I'm telling you.
I'm telling you, she's gone. Please!
- Look, we can't do that. All right? - No, you can do that.
- You got to put an order out for her 'cause she's gone! - Okay, look, I'm sure...
Can't you do it? I'm telling you, she's gone.
Just calm down. Everything's gonna be fine.
No!
It's not going to be fine.
Everything is not fine!
Why does everyone keep saying that?
- Amy's gone. Amy's gone, Mark. - Cecilia, come on.
Amy's gone!
Where are you, Amy?! You're...
God is gone!
- He's gone! - Come on. Okay. Come on.
God is gone! God is gone, Mark!
Come on, Cecilia.
- Come on. - But Amy's gone.
We'll find her, okay? We'll find her.
- Rhett's riding. - Come on.
Rhett, you ready? Last one of the night, pal.
Let's go.
I can't.
Come on, Rhett.
Stick it in there.
Come out of here alive,
I'll buy you a chicken dinner.
Shit, man, I don't know. That looks...
This is crazy, Rhett.
- You want me to... - Yeah, I want you to.
Okay, cowboy.
Come on, Rhett.
He bounced back
like no other, like only Rhett Abbott can do.
Let him hear you one more time!
That roar of the crowd makes everything that much better.
Ladies and gentlemen, one more time,
your hometown hero, Rhett Abbott!
Oh...
- Congratulations. - I love you.
I want to leave...
all this. I want to leave it.
Just start over
in a whole new place together.
I'm ready.
Are you serious?
You were right.
I'm...
I'm done with my family.
What do you say?
- Yeah, Rhett! - Yeah, Rhett!
Ow, ow, ow!
Come on, you fucking...
Oh.
Oh...
Yeehaw.
What is that?
People have told me that grace is a given thing.
And if you seek it, you'll find it.
When I was a kid, I'd go to church
and hear the pastor preach the word.
And he'd make me feel everything in my heart.
And everything in the world around me
would have a little more meaning.
The world was a bright place.
It worked on me.
God was everything good.
Then when I was eight years old,
I shot my father.
But when I saw that stray bullet go into his chest
and blow all his insides out his back, the world went black.
Like it had ended altogether.
And it hit me that God is everything.
Everything good and everything bad.
You're my family.
And you pushed out that pain for me.
But I held on to it no matter.
And for my entire life,
I was afraid of how it might bleed on to all of you.
And it has.
I tried to keep it secret.
I tried to protect you from me.
All of you. And I'm sorry.
I want to do it different.
I don't want grace.
I just want my family back.
All I want is our family back.
Our family is gone.
It's all gone.
Our children are gone.
Amy's gone.
No, she's not.
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