1 00:00:01,881 --> 00:00:04,003 [posh accent] Big squash for my lady! 2 00:00:04,924 --> 00:00:08,268 Are you all right? Your eyes have gone all small, like a snake. 3 00:00:08,368 --> 00:00:10,190 I'm grand. 4 00:00:10,290 --> 00:00:16,156 OK, podcast about cults, or sad songs by sad women? 5 00:00:16,256 --> 00:00:18,258 Sad songs, please. 6 00:00:21,381 --> 00:00:23,383 [sighs] 7 00:00:23,783 --> 00:00:25,405 You look adorable. 8 00:00:25,505 --> 00:00:27,327 You been drinking milk again? 9 00:00:27,427 --> 00:00:29,609 - Your skin's gone to shit. - Mm. 10 00:00:29,709 --> 00:00:32,812 I know it soothes you to criticise, so you go for it, mama. 11 00:00:32,912 --> 00:00:34,814 I've got some acid-y stuff in the bathroom. 12 00:00:34,914 --> 00:00:37,657 - I think you need some acid-y stuff. - Am I on Queer Eye? 13 00:00:37,757 --> 00:00:39,899 - Just saying. - Thank you. 14 00:00:39,999 --> 00:00:43,243 OK, so, first pill on... 15 00:00:44,043 --> 00:00:47,107 - Tuesday. - ...Tuesday, I have it written down. 16 00:00:47,207 --> 00:00:49,209 At the, um... 17 00:00:51,971 --> 00:00:54,154 - [chuckles softly] - Clinic, grandad. 18 00:00:54,254 --> 00:00:57,157 Clinic. Um, I will meet you there. 19 00:00:57,257 --> 00:00:59,599 And then, second pill on Wednesday, at home. 20 00:00:59,699 --> 00:01:00,960 And then, the messy bit. 21 00:01:01,060 --> 00:01:04,063 I will get the post aborsh essentials in. 22 00:01:04,504 --> 00:01:08,368 Pringles, gummies, the paints. 23 00:01:08,468 --> 00:01:10,650 - Paints? - You might want to paint? 24 00:01:10,750 --> 00:01:12,132 - I won't. - Hm. 25 00:01:12,232 --> 00:01:14,414 [groans] 26 00:01:14,514 --> 00:01:16,516 - Are you leaving? - No. 27 00:01:17,036 --> 00:01:19,038 I'll stay until you fall asleep. 28 00:01:20,920 --> 00:01:22,922 [calming music plays in background] 29 00:01:25,645 --> 00:01:27,647 [high-pitched ringing] 30 00:01:28,047 --> 00:01:30,570 [eerie music plays] 31 00:01:47,587 --> 00:01:50,190 [muffled music in earphones] 32 00:01:52,752 --> 00:01:55,215 [breathes sharply] 33 00:01:55,315 --> 00:01:57,597 What am I, Sabrina the fucking Teenage Witch, now? 34 00:02:04,164 --> 00:02:06,166 [water running] 35 00:02:08,808 --> 00:02:10,810 What the fuck? 36 00:02:12,051 --> 00:02:14,053 [eerie music plays] 37 00:02:20,540 --> 00:02:22,762 Look, I am taking my meds. 38 00:02:22,862 --> 00:02:26,126 I am drinking 2.5 litres of water a day, 39 00:02:26,226 --> 00:02:29,329 even though water makes me too aware of the flavour of my own mouth, 40 00:02:29,429 --> 00:02:31,931 and I'm even doing therapy, albeit via an app, 41 00:02:32,031 --> 00:02:33,733 potentially with an AI bot. 42 00:02:33,833 --> 00:02:36,376 So, for the tenth time this week, 43 00:02:36,476 --> 00:02:39,439 I ask you, why are you here? 44 00:02:40,440 --> 00:02:42,442 [exhales deeply] 45 00:02:43,363 --> 00:02:45,465 [chuckles] 46 00:02:45,565 --> 00:02:48,127 Nice try, but I'm stronger than you. 47 00:02:49,128 --> 00:02:51,130 For one thing, I'm real. 48 00:02:51,611 --> 00:02:52,952 But we love blood. 49 00:02:53,052 --> 00:02:54,754 Well, I love sanity. 50 00:02:54,854 --> 00:02:56,856 We can't always get what we want. 51 00:03:04,344 --> 00:03:06,366 Has potential. 52 00:03:06,466 --> 00:03:08,628 [metallic clanging] 53 00:03:19,599 --> 00:03:21,781 Good luck getting that blood you speak of. 54 00:03:21,881 --> 00:03:23,783 - [loud clattering] - WOMAN: Hey! 55 00:03:23,883 --> 00:03:26,045 MAN: Oh, my God, Dave, I'm covered in knives. 56 00:03:32,011 --> 00:03:34,954 EDDIE: [muffled] ...This new American reality show I really wanna watch. 57 00:03:35,054 --> 00:03:37,637 It's women who married serial killers, through their daily lives. 58 00:03:37,737 --> 00:03:40,039 Like, Real Housewives of Mass Murder. 59 00:03:40,139 --> 00:03:42,302 Apparently, Ted Bundy's widow is wild. 60 00:03:50,069 --> 00:03:53,493 What are you doing here, anyway? Thought I wasn't seeing you 'til tomorrow. 61 00:03:53,593 --> 00:03:55,295 Uh, I... 62 00:03:55,395 --> 00:03:57,337 I need a coffee. 63 00:03:57,437 --> 00:03:59,439 [calming music plays in background] 64 00:04:01,160 --> 00:04:03,142 EDDIE: The appointment's at 11, OK? 65 00:04:03,242 --> 00:04:05,885 If you're late, I will not share my painkillers with you. 66 00:04:08,368 --> 00:04:11,631 I'm gonna take the rest of the day off, if you wanna hang? 67 00:04:11,731 --> 00:04:14,354 Celebrate my final day of being with child. 68 00:04:14,454 --> 00:04:16,756 Right, um, no I can't. 69 00:04:16,856 --> 00:04:19,699 I promised Coco I'd go visit. 70 00:04:20,059 --> 00:04:22,782 Do you remember Coco? I was on the ward with her. 71 00:04:23,222 --> 00:04:25,445 Oh, yeah. No, I get it, of course. 72 00:04:25,545 --> 00:04:27,727 [groans softly] I think I'm getting sympathy pregnant, 73 00:04:27,827 --> 00:04:29,729 my stomach is fucked. 74 00:04:29,829 --> 00:04:31,971 - D'you have any Imodium? - Did you eat melted cheese? 75 00:04:32,071 --> 00:04:34,073 Maybe. I wouldn't know. 76 00:04:38,077 --> 00:04:40,079 Aww. 77 00:04:43,122 --> 00:04:45,265 I'm fine, I'm just... 78 00:04:45,365 --> 00:04:46,946 Just gonna miss it here. 79 00:04:47,046 --> 00:04:49,048 Course you are. 80 00:04:49,889 --> 00:04:51,871 We should do something with the money. 81 00:04:51,971 --> 00:04:54,454 Not something stupid like Jay. Like, we should go somewhere. 82 00:04:55,174 --> 00:04:56,956 - IKEA. - No, we should, like, 83 00:04:57,056 --> 00:04:59,519 fuck off out of here, somewhere sunny where you can write 84 00:04:59,619 --> 00:05:01,801 and I can just be sad and sexy. 85 00:05:01,901 --> 00:05:03,883 OK, I love that. 86 00:05:03,983 --> 00:05:05,485 We could go to LA. 87 00:05:05,585 --> 00:05:07,367 Yes, we could be Poundland Kardashians! 88 00:05:07,467 --> 00:05:09,689 Drive around in a big car and talk about gratitude. 89 00:05:09,789 --> 00:05:11,531 OK, I gotta go. 90 00:05:11,631 --> 00:05:13,853 Coco lives in the arse-end of nowhere, 91 00:05:13,953 --> 00:05:16,376 and I have to shower first, but get an Airbnb, 92 00:05:16,476 --> 00:05:18,097 Find us our Kardashian house. 93 00:05:18,197 --> 00:05:19,739 Be the Kris. 94 00:05:19,839 --> 00:05:21,781 When am I not the Kris? 95 00:05:21,881 --> 00:05:23,142 [door opens] 96 00:05:23,242 --> 00:05:25,605 [upbeat music plays in background] 97 00:05:26,165 --> 00:05:28,528 [breathes deeply] 98 00:05:30,890 --> 00:05:32,892 [sighs] 99 00:05:35,415 --> 00:05:37,417 [phone vibrates] 100 00:05:42,462 --> 00:05:45,084 We literally just discussed this. 101 00:05:45,184 --> 00:05:47,186 [breathes deeply] 102 00:05:51,751 --> 00:05:53,753 [birds chirping] 103 00:06:00,319 --> 00:06:02,321 [knocks on door] 104 00:06:04,203 --> 00:06:05,785 - COCO: There you are! - Hey, Coco. 105 00:06:05,885 --> 00:06:07,467 Took you bloody long enough. 106 00:06:07,567 --> 00:06:10,229 I'm gonna have to work and chat, I'm afraid. 107 00:06:10,329 --> 00:06:13,573 I had a call girl hen do place a massive order last week. 108 00:06:14,654 --> 00:06:16,476 - You look weird. - It's really the warmth 109 00:06:16,576 --> 00:06:19,278 - and compassion I come here for. - What did you come here for? 110 00:06:19,378 --> 00:06:22,962 - I need help with a play I'm writing. - You can't put me in it. 111 00:06:23,062 --> 00:06:24,964 - I'll sue you. - You can't be in it, 112 00:06:25,064 --> 00:06:26,766 - it's a fictional play. - Hm. 113 00:06:26,866 --> 00:06:28,808 But there is a character with schizophrenia. 114 00:06:28,908 --> 00:06:30,370 - Are they a serial killer? - No. 115 00:06:30,470 --> 00:06:33,052 - I swear to God, if they-- - I'm mentally ill, too. 116 00:06:33,152 --> 00:06:35,975 - Why would I do that? - But not in as cool a way. 117 00:06:36,075 --> 00:06:38,057 Hang on, I'll get Mum in here. 118 00:06:38,157 --> 00:06:39,499 Linda! 119 00:06:39,599 --> 00:06:40,980 Linda, can you come here? 120 00:06:41,080 --> 00:06:42,942 - Oh, Jesus. - Bring the biscuits! 121 00:06:43,042 --> 00:06:45,425 No, it's-- Mum'll just remember this stuff better than me. 122 00:06:45,525 --> 00:06:46,906 I mean, she's not crazy. 123 00:06:47,006 --> 00:06:48,988 Also, she knows loads about this stuff. 124 00:06:49,088 --> 00:06:50,670 She bloody loves mental illness. 125 00:06:50,770 --> 00:06:51,951 She loves mental illness? 126 00:06:52,051 --> 00:06:53,713 She won't stop banging on about it. 127 00:06:53,813 --> 00:06:56,315 Oreos for the screamer. 128 00:06:56,415 --> 00:07:00,039 Mum, Maggie wants to exploit my debilitating illness for artistic gain, 129 00:07:00,139 --> 00:07:02,241 so I'm gonna need help recalling my trauma. 130 00:07:02,341 --> 00:07:04,964 Mm, I'm writing a fictional play, 131 00:07:05,064 --> 00:07:06,766 where there's a character with schizophrenia, 132 00:07:06,866 --> 00:07:08,888 and I just had a couple of questions, 133 00:07:08,988 --> 00:07:10,530 nothing, like, intrusive. 134 00:07:10,630 --> 00:07:13,252 - They're not a serial killer, are they? - No! 135 00:07:13,352 --> 00:07:15,695 - [Coco chuckles] - So, this character, 136 00:07:15,795 --> 00:07:19,619 um, she starts seeing things, things that aren't there, 137 00:07:19,719 --> 00:07:22,982 and she starts to think, "Oh, maybe I've got schizophrenia." 138 00:07:23,082 --> 00:07:25,865 - OK, no, straight away, this is bollocks. - What do you mean? 139 00:07:25,965 --> 00:07:28,007 Nobody with schizophrenia would ever think they had schizophrenia. 140 00:07:28,447 --> 00:07:31,511 Hang on, love. That's your experience. Everyone is different. 141 00:07:31,611 --> 00:07:33,713 I never thought there was anything wrong with me. 142 00:07:33,813 --> 00:07:36,516 I thought the things I was seeing and hearing were real. 143 00:07:36,616 --> 00:07:39,358 Also, write this down, I am non-violent. 144 00:07:39,458 --> 00:07:40,800 Never even swatted a fly. 145 00:07:40,900 --> 00:07:42,882 COCO'S MUM: One thing I will say is, 146 00:07:42,982 --> 00:07:45,565 hallucinations aren't exclusive to schizophrenia. 147 00:07:45,665 --> 00:07:49,128 - I told you, she fucking loves it. - Well, it's very interesting 148 00:07:49,228 --> 00:07:50,770 what the mind does to itself. 149 00:07:50,870 --> 00:07:54,113 And it differs so much, person to person. 150 00:07:55,394 --> 00:07:59,478 That character might be better off going to see a psychiatrist. 151 00:08:01,881 --> 00:08:03,883 OK, right. 152 00:08:05,725 --> 00:08:07,106 What else? 153 00:08:07,206 --> 00:08:08,948 - No, I think that's it. - What? 154 00:08:09,048 --> 00:08:10,870 I have way more trauma to dump. 155 00:08:10,970 --> 00:08:13,433 Aw, well, if I have more questions, I can come back. 156 00:08:13,533 --> 00:08:16,476 I'm guessing the bulk of your research has come from A Beautiful Mind. 157 00:08:16,576 --> 00:08:19,238 Uh, put some respect on John Nash's name. 158 00:08:19,338 --> 00:08:20,960 He did a lot for you people. 159 00:08:21,060 --> 00:08:23,663 [birds chirping] 160 00:08:35,114 --> 00:08:37,096 Huh? 161 00:08:37,196 --> 00:08:39,138 [eerie music plays] 162 00:08:39,238 --> 00:08:41,100 [children laughing] 163 00:08:41,200 --> 00:08:43,262 She's got zero sense of direction. 164 00:08:43,362 --> 00:08:45,364 It's pathetic. 165 00:08:50,610 --> 00:08:52,612 Oh, no, no, no, no. 166 00:08:52,932 --> 00:08:54,934 MAN: G'day. 167 00:09:02,141 --> 00:09:05,204 Yes, it's me, Dr John Cade, himself. 168 00:09:05,304 --> 00:09:07,346 Please, no curtseys. 169 00:09:10,750 --> 00:09:13,032 Do you have a phone I can borrow? 170 00:09:13,432 --> 00:09:14,654 No, I don't. 171 00:09:14,754 --> 00:09:16,956 I'm a hallucinated doctor from the past. 172 00:09:20,399 --> 00:09:22,401 [screams] 173 00:09:28,007 --> 00:09:30,169 [upbeat music plays] 174 00:09:37,416 --> 00:09:39,358 EDDIE: I'm actually feeling a bit nervy. 175 00:09:39,458 --> 00:09:43,723 I don't wanna go all sweaty and bleed-y, like Penny from Dirty Dancing. 176 00:09:43,823 --> 00:09:45,484 Anyway, just checking you're awake. 177 00:09:45,584 --> 00:09:47,586 We've gotta be at GIRLBORSH in two hours. 178 00:10:02,361 --> 00:10:03,983 This is a boar, right? 179 00:10:04,083 --> 00:10:06,085 I'm gonna say it's a boar. 180 00:10:07,286 --> 00:10:09,388 Taxidermy's so gross. 181 00:10:09,488 --> 00:10:11,490 Unless it's by my godfather. 182 00:10:12,371 --> 00:10:14,974 - Damien Hirst. - Aw, man. 183 00:10:15,775 --> 00:10:19,518 Dad and me went to this junk sale held by this old East End gangster, 184 00:10:19,618 --> 00:10:22,201 and I begged him to get this for me. 185 00:10:22,301 --> 00:10:24,543 - What are you doing? - Just putting shit on eBay. 186 00:10:25,424 --> 00:10:27,426 Are you finally doing a reno'? 187 00:10:27,747 --> 00:10:30,369 My mate, Carlos, is this super tight concrete artist. 188 00:10:30,469 --> 00:10:32,171 - I'll get you his number. - No. 189 00:10:32,271 --> 00:10:34,633 Did I not tell you? We sold the bar. 190 00:10:39,158 --> 00:10:41,180 - What? - Yeah. Yeah, we're closing. 191 00:10:41,280 --> 00:10:43,983 But don't worry, my friend, Dean, needs someone shallow and inefficient 192 00:10:44,083 --> 00:10:46,065 to work at his new vegan mezcal bar. 193 00:10:46,165 --> 00:10:48,187 I told him I had the perfect candidate. 194 00:10:48,287 --> 00:10:50,269 What are you doing? 195 00:10:50,369 --> 00:10:52,191 And this is how you tell me? 196 00:10:52,291 --> 00:10:55,114 I'm sorry. I had no idea you'd give a shit. 197 00:10:55,214 --> 00:10:58,317 [crying] This bar, it's like my home, you know? 198 00:10:58,417 --> 00:11:02,401 No, this bar is like... my home. 199 00:11:02,501 --> 00:11:04,904 [crying] 200 00:11:10,349 --> 00:11:13,552 BOY: You spent the whole night outside, like a farm animal. 201 00:11:14,153 --> 00:11:17,096 Would anyone like to hear the story about how I discovered lithium 202 00:11:17,196 --> 00:11:19,899 as a psychiatric treatment? - BOTH BOYS: No. 203 00:11:19,999 --> 00:11:24,303 It all started when I began taking piss from the nutters in the nutter ward, 204 00:11:24,403 --> 00:11:25,985 and injecting it into guinea pigs. 205 00:11:26,085 --> 00:11:27,867 I hate him. Why is he here? 206 00:11:27,967 --> 00:11:29,268 He's creepy. 207 00:11:29,368 --> 00:11:31,370 Uh, pot, kettle, black, guys. 208 00:11:32,491 --> 00:11:33,913 Where are you going? 209 00:11:34,013 --> 00:11:36,015 To find the station. Eddie needs me, today. 210 00:11:37,256 --> 00:11:39,258 [upbeat music plays in background] 211 00:11:40,619 --> 00:11:42,621 For a pinball machine? 212 00:11:56,235 --> 00:11:58,237 Eddie. 213 00:11:59,238 --> 00:12:01,180 I need to come clean about something. 214 00:12:01,280 --> 00:12:03,923 OK, make it quick. I've got an appointment to get to. 215 00:12:07,606 --> 00:12:09,608 [exhales deeply] 216 00:12:10,649 --> 00:12:12,651 My name isn't Klent. 217 00:12:14,133 --> 00:12:16,195 - What? - You got it wrong when we met, 218 00:12:16,295 --> 00:12:18,718 and my mother told me, the key to a good interview 219 00:12:18,818 --> 00:12:22,241 - is to blindly agree with everything. - [chuckles] OK. 220 00:12:22,341 --> 00:12:25,564 I did think it was weird. 221 00:12:25,664 --> 00:12:27,687 I know, right? Klent. 222 00:12:27,787 --> 00:12:30,369 - [laughing] - It's not a name. 223 00:12:30,469 --> 00:12:32,051 Ah... 224 00:12:32,151 --> 00:12:34,513 - So, what is your name? - It's Krent. 225 00:12:36,475 --> 00:12:38,477 [chuckles softly] 226 00:12:41,881 --> 00:12:44,143 Oh, thank fuck. 227 00:12:44,243 --> 00:12:46,145 BOY: This is really dangerous. 228 00:12:46,245 --> 00:12:48,968 Yeah, go on. This is basic personal safety stuff. 229 00:12:49,608 --> 00:12:52,191 - He looks weird. - MAGGIE: He looks fine. 230 00:12:52,291 --> 00:12:54,113 [eerie music plays] 231 00:12:54,213 --> 00:12:56,375 [classical music plays in car] 232 00:13:04,063 --> 00:13:06,065 I'm Maggie, by the way. 233 00:13:08,307 --> 00:13:10,309 Maggie Donovan. 234 00:13:15,754 --> 00:13:17,897 You say your name, now. 235 00:13:17,997 --> 00:13:19,999 It's Leon. 236 00:13:21,600 --> 00:13:24,263 - Where do you want me to take you? - Take me? 237 00:13:24,363 --> 00:13:25,785 I-- I, um... 238 00:13:25,885 --> 00:13:28,387 I need to go to the... 239 00:13:28,487 --> 00:13:31,150 You know, the-- the, "Choo-choo!" 240 00:13:31,250 --> 00:13:33,252 Uh... 241 00:13:33,772 --> 00:13:36,415 Thomas the Tank Engine's house. 242 00:13:36,896 --> 00:13:38,758 - Train station? - Train station! 243 00:13:38,858 --> 00:13:40,439 That is the one. Sorry! 244 00:13:40,539 --> 00:13:42,281 My brain has been wrecked, lately. 245 00:13:42,381 --> 00:13:44,383 Just totally loco. 246 00:13:45,945 --> 00:13:48,127 JOHN: I think it was a happy accident, really. 247 00:13:48,227 --> 00:13:51,330 I was just using it, cos I had some lying around. 248 00:13:51,430 --> 00:13:55,054 I should explain, I'd injected the guinea pigs with that piss. 249 00:13:55,154 --> 00:13:57,156 - Tell him to shut up. - Shut up! 250 00:13:57,516 --> 00:14:00,379 Shut up! I love this song. 251 00:14:00,479 --> 00:14:02,882 [classical music plays louder] 252 00:14:10,009 --> 00:14:11,750 The guinea pigs loved the lithium, 253 00:14:11,850 --> 00:14:16,035 so I just thought, "OK, time to try it on humans." 254 00:14:16,135 --> 00:14:18,677 That's psychiatry, baby! 255 00:14:18,777 --> 00:14:20,779 [pop music plays in background] 256 00:14:59,698 --> 00:15:02,541 [eerie music plays] 257 00:15:05,544 --> 00:15:07,406 No-one would hear you scream here, huh? 258 00:15:07,506 --> 00:15:09,768 JOHN: The most impressive thing about my discovery, 259 00:15:09,868 --> 00:15:13,772 is that it's impossible for a bipolar patient to become suicidal, 260 00:15:13,872 --> 00:15:17,216 as long as their lithium levels stay within the correct range. 261 00:15:17,316 --> 00:15:19,318 Well, that's bullshit. 262 00:15:23,722 --> 00:15:26,665 - She'll be here in a minute. - We need to do the scan 263 00:15:26,765 --> 00:15:28,807 - and the first pill. - Get off my dick, Kaz. 264 00:15:29,288 --> 00:15:30,950 Noted. 265 00:15:31,050 --> 00:15:33,752 - We could do it tomorrow. - No, I need this done today. 266 00:15:33,852 --> 00:15:35,834 It's just that we have to close early today, 267 00:15:35,934 --> 00:15:37,917 due to repeated staff death threats. 268 00:15:38,017 --> 00:15:39,678 Fine, fine. 269 00:15:39,778 --> 00:15:41,480 No bestie for Eddie. 270 00:15:41,580 --> 00:15:43,702 - Well, we're all besties here-- - No! 271 00:15:44,383 --> 00:15:46,545 [eerie music plays] 272 00:15:58,557 --> 00:16:00,579 - [grunts] Stop the car! - What are you doing? 273 00:16:00,679 --> 00:16:02,461 - No! - I will not go quick! 274 00:16:02,561 --> 00:16:04,623 You'll have to bleach my blood off your skin. 275 00:16:04,723 --> 00:16:06,665 - I'll bite anything that dangles! - Don't hurt me! 276 00:16:06,765 --> 00:16:08,787 - No, you don't hurt me! - What? 277 00:16:08,887 --> 00:16:10,889 - Stop the car! - [screams] 278 00:16:12,091 --> 00:16:14,073 [panting] Please, I have a family. 279 00:16:14,173 --> 00:16:15,354 I've got ferrets! 280 00:16:15,454 --> 00:16:16,755 What're you talking about? 281 00:16:16,855 --> 00:16:18,157 You're the creepy one. 282 00:16:18,257 --> 00:16:19,919 You were talking to yourself! 283 00:16:20,019 --> 00:16:21,760 What did I do that was creepy? 284 00:16:21,860 --> 00:16:23,522 [stutters] 285 00:16:23,622 --> 00:16:25,624 I mean, you look creepy! 286 00:16:26,905 --> 00:16:30,289 Oh, well, explain this fucking murder lane we're on, then. 287 00:16:30,389 --> 00:16:32,291 This is the way to the station. 288 00:16:32,391 --> 00:16:34,633 I just wanted to do a good deed. 289 00:16:35,354 --> 00:16:38,077 My mum died last month, and I've been feeling a bit... 290 00:16:38,557 --> 00:16:40,559 ...disconnected from the world, and I thought 291 00:16:40,919 --> 00:16:44,423 you were one of those runaway teens you see on the news. 292 00:16:44,523 --> 00:16:46,265 - [crying] - Oh, God. 293 00:16:46,365 --> 00:16:49,428 I'm sorry. I am so sorry, 294 00:16:49,528 --> 00:16:51,530 but I really need to go. 295 00:16:54,093 --> 00:16:56,095 [lively percussive music plays] 296 00:17:01,180 --> 00:17:02,962 Sorry, it-- it was just straight ahead? 297 00:17:03,062 --> 00:17:04,883 LEON: Yeah, it's straight down, on the right. 298 00:17:04,983 --> 00:17:06,985 MAGGIE: Cheers. 299 00:17:15,594 --> 00:17:17,596 Oh, my God, Eddie. 300 00:17:30,129 --> 00:17:32,211 Excuse me, um, is there an abortion... 301 00:17:33,332 --> 00:17:35,334 ...shop around here? 302 00:17:40,419 --> 00:17:41,880 Hi, uh... 303 00:17:41,980 --> 00:17:45,604 Hello, I'm here. I'm-- I'm here for Eddie Rushden. 304 00:17:45,704 --> 00:17:48,587 I'm late, I think. Um, I think I'm late. 305 00:17:49,228 --> 00:17:51,450 Hey, girlie. You here to exercise your rights? 306 00:17:51,550 --> 00:17:53,252 No, uh... Eddie Rushden? 307 00:17:53,352 --> 00:17:55,354 Um, she's booked in for, um... 308 00:17:57,236 --> 00:18:01,400 One of those... Like, a w-- a womb sweep. 309 00:18:02,761 --> 00:18:04,663 Is she still here? 310 00:18:04,763 --> 00:18:06,765 Eddie-- Eddie was in yesterday. 311 00:18:07,286 --> 00:18:10,869 No. Um, no, it might be down under Theodora. 312 00:18:10,969 --> 00:18:15,274 Uh, yeah. See, her appointment was Tuesday at 11:00. 313 00:18:15,374 --> 00:18:17,876 - That's yesterday. - No, that's-- that's not, um... 314 00:18:17,976 --> 00:18:20,199 If you have any issues, just give us a call. 315 00:18:20,299 --> 00:18:22,581 [eerie music plays] 316 00:18:26,145 --> 00:18:28,267 - Can't believe she didn't show up. - I know. 317 00:18:29,748 --> 00:18:32,551 EDDIE: Who the fuck flakes out on their best friend's abortion? 318 00:18:42,401 --> 00:18:44,403 ♪ Look up ♪ 319 00:18:44,963 --> 00:18:46,965 ♪ Lean back ♪ 320 00:18:47,686 --> 00:18:50,109 ♪ Be strong ♪ 321 00:18:50,209 --> 00:18:52,551 ♪ You didn't think you'd live this long ♪ 322 00:18:52,651 --> 00:18:54,753 ♪ Be as one ♪ 323 00:18:54,853 --> 00:18:57,796 ♪ Hold on ♪ 324 00:18:57,896 --> 00:18:59,898 ♪ Steady stand ♪ 325 00:19:00,419 --> 00:19:03,962 ♪ For as long as you think you can ♪ 326 00:19:04,062 --> 00:19:05,484 [children laughing] 327 00:19:05,584 --> 00:19:06,925 [song fades] 328 00:19:07,025 --> 00:19:09,027 [eerie music plays] 329 00:19:23,562 --> 00:19:25,804 We literally just discussed this. 330 00:19:46,825 --> 00:19:48,827 [birds chirping] 331 00:19:57,756 --> 00:19:59,758 Maggie... 332 00:20:01,360 --> 00:20:03,362 Are you OK? 333 00:20:05,043 --> 00:20:07,025 Yeah. 334 00:20:07,125 --> 00:20:09,127 I just have to go to the-- 335 00:20:11,370 --> 00:20:14,773 Sorry, I keep having this weird thing lately, um... 336 00:20:15,334 --> 00:20:17,776 Not all the time, but where I can't find the... 337 00:20:19,698 --> 00:20:21,700 I can't think of the... 338 00:20:22,821 --> 00:20:24,823 - Word? - Yeah. 339 00:20:25,504 --> 00:20:26,805 You're on lithium, aren't you? 340 00:20:26,905 --> 00:20:28,767 Oh, yeah. And proud. 341 00:20:28,867 --> 00:20:31,890 - Have you had your levels done recently? - Um... 342 00:20:31,990 --> 00:20:33,692 If there's something wrong with your levels, 343 00:20:33,792 --> 00:20:36,915 if they're too high or too low, that can cause problems. 344 00:20:38,196 --> 00:20:41,180 But I've been taking my medication. I've been taking the right amount. 345 00:20:41,280 --> 00:20:43,462 No, love, it wouldn't be your fault. 346 00:20:43,562 --> 00:20:45,304 Why don't you come back in? 347 00:20:45,404 --> 00:20:47,346 I can take you down to urgent care. 348 00:20:47,446 --> 00:20:49,428 No, no, um... 349 00:20:49,528 --> 00:20:52,191 I'm OK. Sorry, but I'm fine. 350 00:20:52,291 --> 00:20:54,993 As much as I would love to spend my Monday evening 351 00:20:55,093 --> 00:20:58,216 in a hospital waiting room, I would, but I have to get back. 352 00:21:00,058 --> 00:21:02,060 It's Tuesday! 353 00:21:08,146 --> 00:21:11,490 So, Murder Wives is not on any of the streamers, 354 00:21:11,590 --> 00:21:15,354 but I found a pirate link, because I'm a bad boy. 355 00:21:15,834 --> 00:21:17,616 Thank you. 356 00:21:17,716 --> 00:21:19,978 For everything, the last two days. 357 00:21:20,078 --> 00:21:22,681 Yeah, well, I love you, Eddie. 358 00:21:27,526 --> 00:21:29,187 OK. 359 00:21:29,287 --> 00:21:31,830 [laughing] I think you need those more than me, fanny. 360 00:21:31,930 --> 00:21:34,072 I know you're feeling better if you're cracking out 361 00:21:34,172 --> 00:21:36,174 the old school misogyny. 362 00:21:40,699 --> 00:21:42,701 She's just ignoring me. 363 00:21:43,342 --> 00:21:45,644 She's read my messages, why hasn't she replied? 364 00:21:45,744 --> 00:21:47,726 You need to stop worrying about Maggie, 365 00:21:47,826 --> 00:21:49,988 because if we're real, she's not worried about you. 366 00:21:53,472 --> 00:21:55,254 Ouch. 367 00:21:55,354 --> 00:21:57,356 Yeah, sorry. 368 00:21:57,676 --> 00:22:00,198 No. No, you're right. 369 00:22:01,319 --> 00:22:03,702 - [doorbell rings] - Ooh, that's the pinball guy. 370 00:22:03,802 --> 00:22:05,183 - I'll go. - It's fine. 371 00:22:05,283 --> 00:22:07,025 The codeine is codeine-ing. 372 00:22:07,125 --> 00:22:09,808 I can't wait to mix it with wine on the flight. 373 00:22:15,213 --> 00:22:16,635 What do you want? 374 00:22:16,735 --> 00:22:18,737 I'm here for my pinball machine. 375 00:22:19,818 --> 00:22:21,280 Klent said you were going away, 376 00:22:21,380 --> 00:22:23,622 I thought you could use some extra spending money. 377 00:22:24,743 --> 00:22:27,606 I can look after it for you, for when you come back. 378 00:22:27,706 --> 00:22:29,708 If you come back. 379 00:22:37,996 --> 00:22:40,218 Mm. You can keep it in your bunker. 380 00:22:40,318 --> 00:22:42,320 [chuckles softly] 381 00:22:43,922 --> 00:22:45,464 Eddie! 382 00:22:45,564 --> 00:22:46,745 Eddie! 383 00:22:46,845 --> 00:22:48,587 Eddie, it's me, please! 384 00:22:48,687 --> 00:22:50,689 Eddie, are you-- I'm-- 385 00:22:51,129 --> 00:22:53,952 [crying] I'm-- I'm the worst. 386 00:22:54,052 --> 00:22:56,675 I'm the worst. Please, just let me in. Please. 387 00:22:56,775 --> 00:22:59,858 Please! Please! Please! Please! Please! 388 00:23:02,581 --> 00:23:04,282 Look, I know... 389 00:23:04,382 --> 00:23:06,485 - I know, just-- - She's gone, Maggie. 390 00:23:06,585 --> 00:23:08,587 - What? - She's left. 391 00:23:09,187 --> 00:23:10,729 No, c-- 392 00:23:10,829 --> 00:23:13,191 - She wouldn't leave without-- - Well, she has. 393 00:23:13,632 --> 00:23:15,534 She doesn't need your permission. 394 00:23:15,634 --> 00:23:17,916 - I gotta go back inside. - No, Will, there's-- 395 00:23:20,759 --> 00:23:22,841 I think there's something wrong with my brain. 396 00:23:24,242 --> 00:23:26,244 Then get some help, Maggie. 397 00:23:30,769 --> 00:23:32,771 [distant siren] 398 00:23:39,057 --> 00:23:42,200 ["I Do This All The Time" by Self Esteem playing] 399 00:23:42,300 --> 00:23:44,302 [gate shuts] 400 00:23:47,906 --> 00:23:50,088 ♪ Look up ♪ 401 00:23:50,188 --> 00:23:52,190 ♪ Lean back ♪ 402 00:23:52,951 --> 00:23:55,414 ♪ Be strong ♪ 403 00:23:55,514 --> 00:23:57,936 ♪ You didn't think you'd live this long ♪ 404 00:23:58,036 --> 00:23:59,938 ♪ Be as one ♪ 405 00:24:00,038 --> 00:24:02,040 ♪ Hold on ♪ 406 00:24:03,081 --> 00:24:05,083 ♪ Steady stand ♪ 407 00:24:05,684 --> 00:24:08,727 ♪ For as long as you think you can ♪ 408 00:24:19,137 --> 00:24:21,139 Eddie! 409 00:24:41,319 --> 00:24:43,942 ♪ I'll take care ♪ 410 00:24:44,042 --> 00:24:46,465 ♪ I'll read again ♪ 411 00:24:46,565 --> 00:24:49,267 ♪ I'll sing again ♪ 412 00:24:49,367 --> 00:24:51,369 ♪ I will... ♪