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[scoffs]
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[sighs]
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Stop looking at me.
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[quirky music playing]
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[door opens]
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Mm, pancakes.
The Peanut is thrilled.
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You are wearing
the maternity jeans
I bought you.
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Glad you're happy about that.
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You're 28 weeks pregnant.
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Your weight has increased
21.5 pounds,
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and our baby is moving lower.
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Hmm. At least there's pancakes.
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We need to buy a minivan.
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No, we don't.
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The Striped Tomato
has no infant safety features.
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Shaun, I just surrendered
to maternity jeans.
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This is not the right time
for broaching the "Mom-mobile."
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When would be the right time?
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These are amazing.
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- Did you use buttermilk?
- Greek yogurt.
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Mm.
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I will e-mail you
my spreadsheet
of child-safe vehicles.
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We can discuss it
on your lunch break.
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[sad music playing]
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Sonja Baylor?
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Wait. Who's the Code Gold?
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Is it Taylor Swift?
Did her broken heart
finally give out?
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Better. Roland Barnes.
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[engine revs]
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[Asher] The green tech guy?
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He was attacked by a tiger.
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[clears throat] Sorry.
In San Jose?
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At his exotic animal rescue
in the Santa Cruz Mountains.
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Concierge doctor called to say
they're on their way.
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San Jose General
is much closer.
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- Why would he come here?
- [Dr. Andrews] Because of you.
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[Jared] Deep chest wall lacerations,
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multiple rib fractures, hemopneumothorax.
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I stabilized him
and placed a chest tube,
but he needs a CT, stat.
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- Dr. Kalu.
- Dr. Andrews.
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[dramatic music playing]
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Good to see you, Dr. Murphy.
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Oh, hello... Jared.
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A famous billionaire
and a cute reunion?
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This is almost Swift-worthy.
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[theme music playing]
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[Asher] Is Leo a decent
poker player?
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Us Weekly has photos
of Roland coming out
of his game last week.
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Won my Lambo off him.
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No sign of trauma
to the liver or spleen.
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Ugh. Beyonce did a private show
at his birthday?
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Ah. It was awesome.
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No major intraperitoneal hematoma.
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Moving on to the chest.
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So, how does one go
from St. Bon's resident
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to concierge doctor
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for the fifth richest man
in the world?
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I was working
at Denver Memorial
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when I met Roland
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at a fundraiser
hosted by my parents.
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His wife collapsed
during the silent auction.
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Nutmeg allergy.
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I gave her an epi
and helped her
to outbid John Legend
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for a weekend
at an underwater hotel.
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- Well...
- [chuckles]
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Roland hired me that night.
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Why does he need
a personal physician?
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Does he often get attacked
by wild animals?
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Uh, chronic sciatica.
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And he travels a lot, you know,
so there's vaccines,
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plus BOTOX injections,
cholesterol scripts,
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medical advice
for friends and family.
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Why'd you leave St. Bon's?
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He was fired
for assaulting an attending
who harassed Claire,
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and then he sued the hospital.
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- You're that guy.
- Yeah.
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I hear Andrews is, uh,
not your biggest fan.
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Surprised he let me
in the building.
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Depressed and dislocated
sternum, manubrium,
and rib fractures.
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They're too fragmented
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for a standard
sternal reconstruction.
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[dramatic music playing]
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- He still does this, huh?
- [Asher] Mm.
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Always makes my day.
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I have an idea.
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This is why
I brought Roland here.
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[ultrasound monitor beeps]
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It's a girl.
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We're naming her Esther.
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We hope she'll be brave
and selfless
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like Queen Esther,
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baddest bitch in the Bible.
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How are the meds going?
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Fine.
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Any excessive discharge?
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Oh, a couple of days ago,
I was on a walk,
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and it was a little like
I'd peed myself.
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Could that be from
the MilliDox?
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No, you're actually
on the placebo.
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Your amniotic fluid
is a bit low.
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We should admit you
for further testing.
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He asked for you.
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Inoperable leiomyosarcoma
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with major
vascular involvement.
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[dramatic music playing]
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What are you doing here?
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I'm dying.
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My doctors say
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that there's nothing
they can do for me.
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I'm hoping you can.
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We should get a CT
and a PET scan.
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Fine.
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[Shaun] We will
completely rebuild
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your sternum
and anterior chest wall
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with donor bones
and titanium plates.
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It is a very
complicated surgery.
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Jared says you're
a damn good surgeon.
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Yes, I am a damn good surgeon.
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[Dr. Andrews chuckles] He is.
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And I'll be
overseeing your care
every step of the way.
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Appreciate
the personal attention.
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I want Jared there, too.
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Jared is my doctor.
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Dr. Kalu will be read in
on every major decision.
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I want him in the OR.
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[dramatic music playing]
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I will fast-track
your surgical privileges.
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[MRI machine whirs]
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Something's going on
between you two.
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I'm very perceptive that way.
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- It's a long story.
- Hmm.
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I saw on his chart
he's from Phoenix,
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and he broke his arm
a couple years ago
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at a Tae Kwon Do match,
your sport.
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So, I'm gonna go with
he's your Johnny Lawrence
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who cheated during your match
at the All Valley tournament.
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I've been watching
a lot of Cobra Kai.
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He slept with my wife,
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so yes to the cheating,
no to the tournament.
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[clears throat]
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[mouse clicks]
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This is from six months ago.
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This is from today.
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A leiomyosarcoma should have
progressed more than that.
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Yeah, maybe they had
the diagnosis wrong.
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[dramatic music playing]
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[monitors beeping]
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[Dr. Andrews]
Release the pectoral muscles
from the attachment medially.
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[Asher] Should I place
the low-profile plate?
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[Jared] Don't you
need to create a landing zone
for the fixation?
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He is right.
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Get better exposure
by elevating
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the right pectoral muscle
from the ribs.
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I understand
SF General's cardiac unit
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is named after your boss
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and that he sponsored
a surgical exchange program
with Haiti.
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Dr. Kalu, would you
like to place the screws?
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Very much so.
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Thank you, Dr. Andrews.
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Drill guide,
self-tapping screws.
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[dramatic music playing]
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- [chuckles] Feels good.
- [drill whirs]
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You have been
very polite to Dr. Kalu,
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despite having fired him.
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Is that only because you want
a donation from Roland?
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- [Jared] It's okay. You don't--
- [Dr. Andrews] It's true.
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Dr. Kalu and I did not part
on the best of terms,
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but I'm happy
you found your niche.
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And I believe in the work
we do here,
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and Roland Barnes
can help us do even more.
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I told Roland this was
the best hospital in the state.
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When we get him healthy,
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I'll be happy
to tell him again.
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[monitor alarm]
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BP's dropping.
Cardiac output is awful.
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[Dr. Andrews]
He's in heart failure.
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The cardiac contusion
must have been
too small to spot on CT.
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[Shaun] He needs a balloon pump
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to help his heart
circulate more blood.
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And we need to get it
in the next five minutes,
or he dies.
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BP has stabilized.
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Cardiac output is improving.
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He should make a full recovery,
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but he should not get so close
to jungle cats in the future.
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In the-- In the OR,
I really missed that.
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Then why did you stop
being a surgeon?
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Um, working for Roland
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was too interesting
an opportunity to pass up.
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Is sciatica interesting to you?
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No, it's more, um...
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- I came as soon as I heard.
- Hey.
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Poor Rolly.
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Uh, Shaun, this is
my girlfriend Dalia.
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Hi.
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You...
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I have seen you on the bus
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in a-a perfume ad.
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[chuckles]
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Fern test confirms
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it's a premature rupture
of the membranes.
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We should terminate
before an infection sets in.
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What about in-patient expectant
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management and antibiotics?
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PPROM pregnancies
can be carried to term.
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Rarely, and when they are,
babies are likely to have
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cerebral palsy,
neurologic abnormalities,
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intellectual disability--
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Which we'll tell the parents,
but this is
a badly-wanted pregnancy.
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They've been trying to conceive
for five years,
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had two first-trimester
miscarriages already.
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Saving the baby
may be her priority.
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But saving her is ours.
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Sonja is our patient.
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We should explain her options
but recommend termination.
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Morgan is right,
but be clear about the options.
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[tense music playing]
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The seat springs
allow the car seat
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to move more than one inch,
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which creates
additional injury risk.
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There are no over-shoulder
seat belts in the back
for the car seat,
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no crumple zone,
and you would have to
install a roll cage,
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which still would not be
as reliable as one built
into the vehicle.
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Since you hate minivans,
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I have looked into hatchbacks
and SUVs with sufficient
safety features.
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It's not just about
hating minivans.
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- What is it about?
- I love this car.
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It's my history.
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My brother and I restored it,
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used to drive it to shows
at The Fillmore.
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You and I took it
on our first road trip.
I can't sell it.
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Then... we do not have to.
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As long as you never put
the Peanut in it.
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We still need a family car.
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Yeah, we do.
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[cell phone chimes]
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Roland's awake.
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[gentle music playing]
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But it's possible that
we could save our baby?
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You'd have to live here.
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We'd monitor you every day
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and give you prophylactic
antibiotics and steroids
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when the baby gets closer
to viability.
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[Dr. Reznick] To be clear,
even with all of that,
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you may still develop
a serious uterine infection
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that could require
a hysterectomy
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or cause fatal complications.
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[monitor beeping]
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I think we should terminate.
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What would you do...
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if it was your baby?
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Termination is the safest.
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I was talking to Dr. Allen.
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I would...
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pray on it.
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And then?
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I want to know
what you would do.
257
00:12:23,225 --> 00:12:25,227
[contemplative music playing]
258
00:12:31,267 --> 00:12:33,200
[exhales softly]
259
00:12:35,651 --> 00:12:37,273
I think I...
260
00:12:39,379 --> 00:12:41,553
would try to save the baby.
261
00:12:45,281 --> 00:12:46,627
[sniffles]
262
00:12:47,974 --> 00:12:50,666
We have to fight
for our Esther.
263
00:12:59,088 --> 00:13:00,503
[Perez] We'd need a biopsy
264
00:13:00,503 --> 00:13:02,436
before we can give you
any definitive answer.
265
00:13:04,404 --> 00:13:05,888
Okay.
266
00:13:06,475 --> 00:13:07,510
So, when do we do that?
267
00:13:08,995 --> 00:13:11,963
I'll give you
a detailed referral
to take to another doctor.
268
00:13:11,963 --> 00:13:14,241
If I wanted
to go to another doctor,
I would have.
269
00:13:14,241 --> 00:13:15,415
I don't have to keep
treating you.
270
00:13:15,415 --> 00:13:16,588
But you will.
271
00:13:18,280 --> 00:13:19,350
You're not a quitter.
272
00:13:20,627 --> 00:13:22,940
You worked your ass off
to save your marriage.
273
00:13:22,940 --> 00:13:24,631
You never tapped out
in a fight. You...
274
00:13:25,943 --> 00:13:27,668
I always admired
your persistence.
275
00:13:29,636 --> 00:13:31,293
I kinda hated it, too.
276
00:13:31,293 --> 00:13:33,295
[wistful music playing]
277
00:13:38,541 --> 00:13:39,957
Looking back at my life...
278
00:13:42,166 --> 00:13:43,788
I don't like the view.
279
00:13:46,687 --> 00:13:50,174
I hurt... a lot of people.
280
00:13:52,624 --> 00:13:53,936
[chuckles]
281
00:13:53,936 --> 00:13:55,558
That's the real reason
that I came here.
282
00:13:57,871 --> 00:13:59,321
For forgiveness.
283
00:13:59,321 --> 00:14:01,392
[tense music playing]
284
00:14:12,230 --> 00:14:14,715
The intra-aortic balloon
pump worked.
285
00:14:14,715 --> 00:14:16,165
You won't need a new heart.
286
00:14:16,165 --> 00:14:17,857
Great.
287
00:14:17,857 --> 00:14:19,341
So, when can I get out of here?
288
00:14:19,341 --> 00:14:21,964
Oh, not for a few days.
289
00:14:21,964 --> 00:14:23,655
We will need to monitor you
290
00:14:23,655 --> 00:14:25,692
for post-surgical
complications.
291
00:14:25,692 --> 00:14:27,659
Your heart rate is elevated.
292
00:14:27,659 --> 00:14:29,144
Have you been
exerting yourself?
293
00:14:29,144 --> 00:14:30,214
[chuckles]
294
00:14:32,043 --> 00:14:34,011
[quirky music playing]
295
00:14:35,944 --> 00:14:37,152
She did most of the exerting.
296
00:14:40,880 --> 00:14:42,191
- [monitor alarm]
- Okay.
297
00:14:42,191 --> 00:14:44,435
I need 1,000 milligrams levetiracetam
298
00:14:44,435 --> 00:14:46,506
and 4 milligrams
lorazepam, stat!
299
00:14:47,610 --> 00:14:49,026
Is Rolly gonna be okay?
300
00:14:59,450 --> 00:15:00,589
[knock on glass]
301
00:15:01,762 --> 00:15:03,005
Roland had a seizure.
302
00:15:04,696 --> 00:15:06,940
You... should sit down.
303
00:15:16,812 --> 00:15:17,813
[door closes]
304
00:15:19,401 --> 00:15:20,643
Dalia was there.
305
00:15:22,473 --> 00:15:23,474
Naked.
306
00:15:24,889 --> 00:15:26,615
They were having sex.
307
00:15:28,997 --> 00:15:30,032
[chuckles softly]
308
00:15:33,656 --> 00:15:35,037
Dalia and I aren't together.
309
00:15:35,935 --> 00:15:37,384
She's with Roland.
310
00:15:37,384 --> 00:15:39,283
It's part of the gig.
311
00:15:39,283 --> 00:15:41,043
I pretend she's with me
so Roland's wife
312
00:15:41,043 --> 00:15:43,114
doesn't get suspicious
that Dalia's always around.
313
00:15:44,667 --> 00:15:45,668
Oh.
314
00:15:46,842 --> 00:15:48,602
You think that sex
brought on the seizure?
315
00:15:48,602 --> 00:15:52,296
Oh. Arousal can increase
the heart rate by 38%,
316
00:15:52,296 --> 00:15:54,263
and if his brain
was also deprived of oxygen,
317
00:15:54,263 --> 00:15:56,127
it could cause a seizure,
which would mean his heart
318
00:15:56,127 --> 00:15:57,853
is still not pumping
enough blood.
319
00:15:59,544 --> 00:16:03,272
Does it bother you
to have to lie
on a regular basis?
320
00:16:03,272 --> 00:16:06,448
It's not my favorite responsibility,
but it's a great job, so--
321
00:16:06,448 --> 00:16:07,690
Why is it a great job?
322
00:16:12,833 --> 00:16:15,802
On my last day, Shaun,
you told me that one day
I will be very happy.
323
00:16:16,837 --> 00:16:18,494
But I was miserable.
324
00:16:18,494 --> 00:16:19,599
I felt like a failure.
325
00:16:22,119 --> 00:16:24,259
And then I met Roland,
and he saw something in me,
326
00:16:25,812 --> 00:16:29,436
this guy that I really admired,
that the world admired.
327
00:16:29,436 --> 00:16:31,887
You know, he-- he valued me.
328
00:16:33,302 --> 00:16:35,615
And I certainly don't mind
flying private to Amsterdam
329
00:16:35,615 --> 00:16:37,962
to have rijsttafel with
the Queen of the Netherlands.
330
00:16:37,962 --> 00:16:40,723
I also said you would
fulfill your potential.
331
00:16:41,793 --> 00:16:42,794
And I'm not doing that?
332
00:16:43,485 --> 00:16:44,486
No.
333
00:16:47,040 --> 00:16:48,317
Sciatica?
334
00:16:52,666 --> 00:16:54,496
Thanks for reminding me
I'm still a failure.
335
00:16:57,223 --> 00:17:00,157
I'll get the BNP test and echo
and check out his heart.
336
00:17:00,157 --> 00:17:02,159
[somber music playing]
337
00:17:07,233 --> 00:17:09,718
[Dr. Park] Inject saline
to get us to submucosal plane.
338
00:17:09,718 --> 00:17:11,823
[monitor beeping]
339
00:17:13,687 --> 00:17:15,448
Why'd you stay on the case?
340
00:17:15,448 --> 00:17:16,552
There's the tumor.
341
00:17:18,451 --> 00:17:20,660
He was right.
I take my obligations seriously.
342
00:17:20,660 --> 00:17:21,695
Take four samples.
343
00:17:23,628 --> 00:17:27,149
Not because some part of you
wants to forgive him?
344
00:17:27,149 --> 00:17:28,564
Withdraw the scope slowly.
345
00:17:32,016 --> 00:17:33,880
- He doesn't deserve it.
- [gloves snap]
346
00:17:39,368 --> 00:17:40,783
Let's start with a sofa.
347
00:17:40,783 --> 00:17:42,268
[Dr. Glassman]
Let's take a look.
348
00:17:42,268 --> 00:17:45,616
Finally, somebody recognizes
my interior design genius.
349
00:17:46,582 --> 00:17:47,687
Looks nice.
350
00:17:47,687 --> 00:17:48,722
[grunts]
351
00:17:49,447 --> 00:17:51,070
Hey, I love this. I'll take it.
352
00:17:51,070 --> 00:17:52,416
No.
353
00:17:52,416 --> 00:17:54,418
This is literally
the first thing you've sat on.
354
00:17:54,418 --> 00:17:57,697
Okay,
I'll sit in ten other ones,
and then I'll take this one.
355
00:17:57,697 --> 00:18:00,251
No. If you know
you like something,
stick with it.
356
00:18:01,977 --> 00:18:03,703
Like my car.
357
00:18:05,153 --> 00:18:06,706
Shaun wants to buy a minivan.
358
00:18:06,706 --> 00:18:10,227
And what, you want to
put your infant
in a '75 Gran Torino?
359
00:18:10,227 --> 00:18:12,643
No. It's not safe for a baby.
360
00:18:13,954 --> 00:18:14,955
But...
361
00:18:16,060 --> 00:18:17,199
[sighs] it is...
362
00:18:19,719 --> 00:18:20,720
cool.
363
00:18:21,997 --> 00:18:27,036
Even when I am going
to my super grown-up job
364
00:18:27,036 --> 00:18:29,073
in my lady-boss pantsuit,
365
00:18:30,764 --> 00:18:34,216
I get to get out of that car,
and I'm cool.
366
00:18:34,216 --> 00:18:40,464
And soon, I will be
just another 30-something mom
367
00:18:40,464 --> 00:18:41,603
in a practical car
368
00:18:41,603 --> 00:18:44,778
with a baby seat in the back
and spit-up on my shirt.
369
00:18:44,778 --> 00:18:45,814
[chuckles]
370
00:18:47,022 --> 00:18:49,438
Maddie's mom used to warn me
to take two shirts
371
00:18:49,438 --> 00:18:51,785
whenever I went out
with the baby.
372
00:18:51,785 --> 00:18:54,305
- I had to learn the hard way.
- How?
373
00:18:54,305 --> 00:18:57,446
H-How do I
want this baby so badly,
374
00:18:58,723 --> 00:19:01,968
but feel so icked out
by being a mom?
375
00:19:04,039 --> 00:19:05,420
Define "icked out."
376
00:19:06,145 --> 00:19:07,146
Like...
377
00:19:08,526 --> 00:19:09,631
mnh.
378
00:19:09,631 --> 00:19:12,081
- [chuckles]
- I don't know.
379
00:19:12,081 --> 00:19:14,083
Okay, that's well said.
380
00:19:14,083 --> 00:19:15,154
[laughs] I don't know.
381
00:19:15,154 --> 00:19:16,776
Hey, you got mixed emotions.
382
00:19:16,776 --> 00:19:17,984
Welcome to the human condition.
383
00:19:19,503 --> 00:19:21,160
I'm gonna take this one.
384
00:19:25,474 --> 00:19:27,476
Her fever's hiked.
She's in a lot of pain.
385
00:19:27,476 --> 00:19:31,308
Her heart rate's 117.
Fetal heart rate 180.
They're both tachycardic.
386
00:19:31,308 --> 00:19:34,207
500 milligrams acetaminophen
and start ampicillin.
387
00:19:38,107 --> 00:19:40,731
This is the infection
we were worried about.
388
00:19:42,215 --> 00:19:46,185
Your baby
is very unlikely to survive,
389
00:19:46,978 --> 00:19:48,359
and your life is in danger.
390
00:19:49,705 --> 00:19:51,673
We need to terminate now.
391
00:19:54,400 --> 00:19:56,850
But her heart's still beating.
392
00:19:56,850 --> 00:20:00,406
Esther can only
stay alive in utero,
393
00:20:00,406 --> 00:20:04,099
and as long as she's in there,
you'll keep getting sicker.
394
00:20:06,895 --> 00:20:07,930
I'm so sorry.
395
00:20:11,279 --> 00:20:13,384
I'm here.
We can get through this.
396
00:20:14,696 --> 00:20:16,076
We can try again.
397
00:20:20,874 --> 00:20:23,014
[sniffles] No.
398
00:20:28,882 --> 00:20:33,508
Your baby needs
at least two more weeks
to be viable,
399
00:20:33,508 --> 00:20:36,545
and if we wait that long,
you will probably die.
400
00:20:38,237 --> 00:20:39,928
"If I perish, I perish."
401
00:20:41,309 --> 00:20:42,758
That's what Queen Esther said
402
00:20:42,758 --> 00:20:44,864
before she risked her life
to save her family.
403
00:20:47,038 --> 00:20:48,039
Sonja.
404
00:20:49,731 --> 00:20:51,077
"If I perish...
405
00:20:54,736 --> 00:20:55,737
I perish."
406
00:21:03,641 --> 00:21:06,575
[Dr. Andrews] According to
your BNP test and echo,
407
00:21:06,575 --> 00:21:09,475
your seizure was not related
to heart trauma.
408
00:21:09,475 --> 00:21:11,373
The EEG will let us
assess your brain.
409
00:21:11,373 --> 00:21:12,995
So, what's your pitch?
410
00:21:12,995 --> 00:21:15,135
Hospital presidents
don't supervise EEGs.
411
00:21:18,691 --> 00:21:20,313
I've been very impressed
412
00:21:20,313 --> 00:21:22,488
by your
Global Engineers Initiative,
413
00:21:22,488 --> 00:21:24,835
and I think we can do
the same thing with medicine,
414
00:21:24,835 --> 00:21:26,975
train doctors from
the developing world
415
00:21:26,975 --> 00:21:28,390
to take care
of their own people.
416
00:21:28,390 --> 00:21:29,978
What makes St. Bon's
the place to do it?
417
00:21:30,841 --> 00:21:32,187
We're very hands-on here.
418
00:21:32,187 --> 00:21:34,741
Our residents don't just
do appies and lap choles.
419
00:21:34,741 --> 00:21:36,467
With the guidance
of our attendings,
420
00:21:36,467 --> 00:21:38,400
they come up with
complex treatment solutions,
421
00:21:38,400 --> 00:21:40,609
untangle the thorniest
ethical dilemmas,
422
00:21:40,609 --> 00:21:43,647
and learn how to provide
top-notch patient care.
423
00:21:43,647 --> 00:21:45,959
If we could sponsor
more residents
424
00:21:45,959 --> 00:21:47,927
from the developing world,
425
00:21:47,927 --> 00:21:50,239
we'll send them home
ready to serve
their communities.
426
00:21:50,239 --> 00:21:52,690
But Jared,
who I trust with my life,
427
00:21:52,690 --> 00:21:54,416
wasn't good enough to be
one of those residents.
428
00:21:54,416 --> 00:21:55,417
You fired him.
429
00:21:57,626 --> 00:21:59,628
You saw something in him
I missed.
430
00:21:59,628 --> 00:22:01,043
- Mm.
- But I'm seeing it now,
431
00:22:01,043 --> 00:22:02,044
and I've granted him
full access.
432
00:22:02,735 --> 00:22:03,805
That's a very politic answer.
433
00:22:03,805 --> 00:22:05,876
What do you think, Jared?
Has he earned my money?
434
00:22:08,741 --> 00:22:10,605
I learned a tremendous amount
here at St. Bon's,
435
00:22:10,605 --> 00:22:12,952
and as you've experienced,
the care is top-notch.
436
00:22:12,952 --> 00:22:15,126
Mm, unfortunately,
the food isn't.
437
00:22:15,126 --> 00:22:18,337
Oh, text Dalia
and ask her to bring us back
some of those, um,
438
00:22:18,337 --> 00:22:21,167
pork buns from Yank Sing. Ohh.
439
00:22:21,167 --> 00:22:22,375
Dalia went into the city?
440
00:22:22,375 --> 00:22:24,032
Mm-hmm,
to meet up with friends.
441
00:22:24,032 --> 00:22:25,136
And you're okay with that?
442
00:22:25,136 --> 00:22:26,517
Why wouldn't I be?
443
00:22:27,311 --> 00:22:28,312
No reason.
444
00:22:29,140 --> 00:22:30,728
Uh, all right.
445
00:22:30,728 --> 00:22:33,041
Let's start this.
Close your eyes and relax.
446
00:22:35,319 --> 00:22:38,460
Labs confirm Sonja
has chorioamnionitis.
447
00:22:38,460 --> 00:22:39,703
We should add gentamicin.
448
00:22:39,703 --> 00:22:41,808
That would damage
the baby's kidneys.
449
00:22:41,808 --> 00:22:43,569
It's our only way
to keep Sonja alive,
450
00:22:43,569 --> 00:22:46,157
and it buys us time
to convince her to terminate.
451
00:22:46,779 --> 00:22:47,883
She's being suicidal.
452
00:22:47,883 --> 00:22:49,126
Risking your life
for your child
453
00:22:49,126 --> 00:22:50,748
is usually considered admirable.
454
00:22:50,748 --> 00:22:53,337
Not if you're both
going to die...
455
00:22:53,337 --> 00:22:55,339
because of the false hope
you gave her.
456
00:22:55,339 --> 00:22:56,996
I answered
a patient's question.
457
00:22:56,996 --> 00:22:58,204
You gave her permission.
458
00:22:58,204 --> 00:23:00,586
We're supposed to at least
try to be objective.
459
00:23:00,586 --> 00:23:03,830
Objectivity is a myth,
especially on this subject.
460
00:23:03,830 --> 00:23:05,556
I know the pain
Sonja's grappling with.
461
00:23:06,212 --> 00:23:07,213
So do I.
462
00:23:14,220 --> 00:23:17,188
I was in med school,
on birth control,
463
00:23:17,188 --> 00:23:19,501
and I got pregnant anyway.
464
00:23:22,262 --> 00:23:23,609
I wasn't ready for a kid.
465
00:23:25,127 --> 00:23:26,266
I was scared...
466
00:23:27,647 --> 00:23:28,614
and sad...
467
00:23:30,547 --> 00:23:31,548
and relieved.
468
00:23:32,652 --> 00:23:34,896
It was medical procedure
I had years ago,
469
00:23:34,896 --> 00:23:36,207
and I'm at peace with it now.
470
00:23:36,967 --> 00:23:37,968
Most women are.
471
00:23:39,452 --> 00:23:41,247
Because it was their choice.
472
00:23:41,247 --> 00:23:43,422
A choice you got to make,
and I did, too.
473
00:23:44,077 --> 00:23:45,527
Let Sonja make hers.
474
00:23:45,527 --> 00:23:47,978
It's not our job
to help patients choose death.
475
00:23:49,393 --> 00:23:50,981
[cell phones chime]
476
00:23:52,638 --> 00:23:53,949
Her lungs are failing.
477
00:23:56,435 --> 00:23:57,436
[sighs]
478
00:24:02,475 --> 00:24:04,443
Her O2 sats are falling.
Fever's climbing.
479
00:24:05,340 --> 00:24:06,445
Intubation cart.
480
00:24:06,445 --> 00:24:08,274
Administer propofol
and rocuronium.
481
00:24:08,274 --> 00:24:10,932
Hey, we need to sedate you
so we can intubate.
482
00:24:10,932 --> 00:24:13,555
That'll keep you breathing,
but the only way to--
483
00:24:13,555 --> 00:24:15,799
No. You can't kill her.
[breathing heavily]
484
00:24:15,799 --> 00:24:17,939
Esther's life before mine.
485
00:24:17,939 --> 00:24:19,768
- Sonja, please.
- Promise me.
486
00:24:20,838 --> 00:24:22,771
- I can't.
- Promise me.
487
00:24:23,531 --> 00:24:25,256
[somber music playing]
488
00:24:31,849 --> 00:24:33,264
Anthony.
489
00:24:38,442 --> 00:24:40,064
I p--
490
00:24:40,064 --> 00:24:41,480
I promise.
491
00:24:44,724 --> 00:24:45,863
I love you.
492
00:24:57,841 --> 00:25:00,706
Shaun, check out the activity
in the left frontal lobe
from Roland's EEG.
493
00:25:00,706 --> 00:25:02,190
Interictal spikes.
494
00:25:02,190 --> 00:25:04,917
They are very small,
likely incidental.
495
00:25:04,917 --> 00:25:06,056
Hmm.
496
00:25:06,056 --> 00:25:08,852
Roland's selfish
and possessive.
497
00:25:08,852 --> 00:25:10,681
He hates it when people
have fun without him,
498
00:25:10,681 --> 00:25:13,132
but today he was
totally fine with Dalia
499
00:25:13,132 --> 00:25:14,651
hanging out with friends
while he's stuck here.
500
00:25:15,514 --> 00:25:17,895
Being unselfish is a symptom.
501
00:25:17,895 --> 00:25:19,448
Maybe one of his wounds
got infected.
502
00:25:19,448 --> 00:25:22,106
Bacterial encephalitis
from the claws or teeth.
503
00:25:22,106 --> 00:25:24,143
This could be subtle edema.
504
00:25:24,143 --> 00:25:26,179
Plus behavioral changes
and interictal spikes.
505
00:25:26,179 --> 00:25:27,974
That sounds like neurocysticercosis.
506
00:25:27,974 --> 00:25:29,873
- A tapeworm cyst.
- With larva in the brain.
507
00:25:32,116 --> 00:25:36,396
But it would take a tapeworm
weeks to fully form larva
and a cyst in his brain.
508
00:25:36,396 --> 00:25:38,053
The attack was two days ago.
509
00:25:40,608 --> 00:25:41,850
Ooh.
510
00:25:41,850 --> 00:25:45,405
Roland's last local safari
was about two months ago,
511
00:25:45,405 --> 00:25:47,684
and he fell into
a giant pile of tiger crap.
512
00:25:48,512 --> 00:25:50,721
We can remove
the cyst and larva
513
00:25:50,721 --> 00:25:53,586
with stereotactic navigation
and hydrodissection.
514
00:25:53,586 --> 00:25:55,001
- Awesome.
- Oh!
515
00:25:55,554 --> 00:25:57,556
[upbeat music playing]
516
00:25:58,729 --> 00:26:00,006
You're not a failure.
517
00:26:06,081 --> 00:26:09,706
Seriously? Four guesses?
I got it in two.
518
00:26:12,536 --> 00:26:13,572
What's up with you?
519
00:26:14,952 --> 00:26:16,091
You lose a patient?
520
00:26:18,749 --> 00:26:19,854
Actually, I might save one.
521
00:26:22,546 --> 00:26:23,547
Joe.
522
00:26:24,272 --> 00:26:25,376
Mia's Joe?
523
00:26:26,619 --> 00:26:28,448
Waiting on his biopsy results.
524
00:26:29,967 --> 00:26:31,693
He asked me to forgive him.
525
00:26:32,798 --> 00:26:33,868
What did you say?
526
00:26:34,627 --> 00:26:35,973
I refused.
527
00:26:38,079 --> 00:26:39,114
You would have, too.
528
00:26:39,114 --> 00:26:40,771
Hmm, well, maybe.
529
00:26:42,670 --> 00:26:44,706
Then again, I am capable
of letting things go.
530
00:26:44,706 --> 00:26:46,052
I can let things go.
531
00:26:47,191 --> 00:26:49,297
I prioritized
my career for a day,
532
00:26:49,297 --> 00:26:50,954
which you decided
was unacceptable,
533
00:26:51,748 --> 00:26:53,439
even after I changed my mind.
534
00:26:56,131 --> 00:26:58,271
And how long did it take you
to forgive Mia?
535
00:26:59,307 --> 00:27:00,308
Dr. Park.
536
00:27:03,587 --> 00:27:05,071
Your diagnosis is in.
537
00:27:05,658 --> 00:27:07,626
[dramatic music playing]
538
00:27:10,456 --> 00:27:12,527
[clattering]
539
00:27:12,527 --> 00:27:14,149
[Dr. Glassman, muffled]
Right this way, guys.
540
00:27:14,149 --> 00:27:17,152
Be careful. You've got history
you're carrying right there.
541
00:27:17,152 --> 00:27:19,189
[quirky music playing]
542
00:27:20,949 --> 00:27:22,917
There's a couple of steps.
Be careful.
543
00:27:22,917 --> 00:27:24,608
Thanks, guys.
First door on the right.
544
00:27:25,609 --> 00:27:26,645
Stadium seats?
545
00:27:26,645 --> 00:27:29,509
Authentic Candlestick Park
stadium seats.
546
00:27:29,509 --> 00:27:31,097
Got them from a broker.
547
00:27:31,097 --> 00:27:32,823
- Very cool.
- Right?
548
00:27:32,823 --> 00:27:35,308
- Thank you for the inspiration.
- You're welcome.
549
00:27:36,689 --> 00:27:38,933
Your turn next. Get your coat.
550
00:27:42,902 --> 00:27:44,593
You have a stromal tumor
in your stomach
551
00:27:44,593 --> 00:27:46,975
and a small lesion
on your liver.
552
00:27:46,975 --> 00:27:48,390
And we can remove both.
553
00:27:49,184 --> 00:27:50,289
[Perez] You'll be cancer-free.
554
00:27:51,566 --> 00:27:53,326
Hmm. [chuckles softly]
555
00:27:56,191 --> 00:27:58,159
T-That's incredible.
556
00:27:58,159 --> 00:27:59,470
Thank you.
557
00:28:00,886 --> 00:28:02,819
You get it, right?
558
00:28:02,819 --> 00:28:04,130
You're not dying.
559
00:28:05,304 --> 00:28:06,339
Yes.
560
00:28:07,686 --> 00:28:08,825
This is amazing.
561
00:28:11,379 --> 00:28:12,483
I'm so grateful.
562
00:28:13,484 --> 00:28:14,658
[exhales deeply]
563
00:28:14,658 --> 00:28:17,212
- But it--
- That's not why
you came here.
564
00:28:17,212 --> 00:28:19,249
[somber music playing]
565
00:28:36,611 --> 00:28:38,924
Sonja will likely
be in multi-organ failure
566
00:28:38,924 --> 00:28:41,374
within the next 48 hours.
567
00:28:41,374 --> 00:28:44,101
And when that happens,
Esther will not survive.
568
00:28:46,448 --> 00:28:50,245
But if we terminate now,
Sonja still can.
569
00:28:51,557 --> 00:28:53,455
You can save your wife's life.
570
00:28:55,423 --> 00:28:56,700
It's all up to you.
571
00:28:57,908 --> 00:29:00,186
[somber music playing]
572
00:29:10,714 --> 00:29:11,715
He says...
573
00:29:13,475 --> 00:29:14,718
He says he can't do it.
574
00:29:16,582 --> 00:29:18,204
He needs to keep his promise.
575
00:29:23,969 --> 00:29:24,935
I know what to do.
576
00:29:31,493 --> 00:29:35,566
♪ Yeah, lacing the shoes
I'm on the move ♪
577
00:29:35,566 --> 00:29:36,809
♪ I got so much to prove ♪
578
00:29:36,809 --> 00:29:38,224
♪ Ain't no substitute
For hard work... ♪
579
00:29:38,224 --> 00:29:40,606
- Sorry, man.
- Bring it.
580
00:29:40,606 --> 00:29:42,608
♪ I get up
Even when the fall hurts ♪
581
00:29:42,608 --> 00:29:44,092
♪ Ain't no ceiling
For a dream ♪
582
00:29:44,092 --> 00:29:47,130
♪ I hit the ground running
I conquered everything ♪
583
00:29:47,130 --> 00:29:48,994
♪ I can conquer anything ♪
584
00:29:48,994 --> 00:29:50,892
♪ Get up, get up ♪
585
00:29:50,892 --> 00:29:52,445
♪ We can do anything ♪
586
00:29:52,445 --> 00:29:53,757
[breathing heavily]
587
00:29:53,757 --> 00:29:54,793
You okay?
588
00:29:55,932 --> 00:29:57,968
[tense music playing]
589
00:30:05,804 --> 00:30:08,082
A worm laid eggs in my skull?
590
00:30:08,082 --> 00:30:09,773
Larva.
591
00:30:09,773 --> 00:30:12,845
[laughs] You were right.
Murphy's the best.
592
00:30:14,709 --> 00:30:17,850
What would you say
to $100 million?
593
00:30:17,850 --> 00:30:20,128
[quirky music playing]
594
00:30:22,337 --> 00:30:26,583
I'd say that's remarkably
generous, uh, but--
595
00:30:26,583 --> 00:30:27,964
You can't accept it.
596
00:30:29,655 --> 00:30:32,969
You are not medically fit to be
making any major decisions
597
00:30:32,969 --> 00:30:34,902
because of the larva.
598
00:30:34,902 --> 00:30:38,457
I closed a huge deal
last week with Mr. Worm
as my consigliere.
599
00:30:38,457 --> 00:30:39,976
I feel pretty competent.
600
00:30:39,976 --> 00:30:43,703
Well, I'd be happy to accept
your money after the surgery.
601
00:30:53,713 --> 00:30:55,370
[grunting]
602
00:30:55,370 --> 00:30:57,510
- Sonja, it's okay.
- [breathing heavily]
603
00:30:57,510 --> 00:30:59,133
I turned off your sedation.
604
00:31:01,169 --> 00:31:02,205
I need to talk to you.
605
00:31:03,068 --> 00:31:04,345
I'm gonna let go of your hands,
606
00:31:04,345 --> 00:31:06,140
but you can't
pull out the tube.
607
00:31:21,051 --> 00:31:22,604
When I was 18,
608
00:31:24,330 --> 00:31:25,400
I had an abortion.
609
00:31:28,472 --> 00:31:31,786
That child
would have been 11 now,
610
00:31:33,029 --> 00:31:34,582
just starting middle school.
611
00:31:36,446 --> 00:31:38,724
Every time
I see a kid that age,
612
00:31:39,794 --> 00:31:42,245
I think about
who they would have become
613
00:31:43,211 --> 00:31:45,455
or what kind of mom
I would have been.
614
00:31:48,734 --> 00:31:50,563
I believe God's forgiven me.
615
00:31:51,979 --> 00:31:53,083
That's kinda His thing.
616
00:31:55,844 --> 00:31:58,709
And I believe God picked you
for motherhood.
617
00:32:01,402 --> 00:32:02,713
You are so strong,
618
00:32:03,991 --> 00:32:05,406
so brave,
619
00:32:06,234 --> 00:32:08,719
with such a deep capacity
for love.
620
00:32:15,830 --> 00:32:20,214
But your Esther
isn't developed enough
621
00:32:20,214 --> 00:32:22,388
to survive outside of the womb.
622
00:32:23,769 --> 00:32:25,805
The infection
will kill both of you.
623
00:32:29,464 --> 00:32:33,503
I told you if I were you,
I would try to save the baby.
624
00:32:36,920 --> 00:32:38,232
I prayed for a miracle.
625
00:32:40,993 --> 00:32:42,753
And I don't know
why it didn't come today.
626
00:32:47,482 --> 00:32:52,073
The only way for you to be
the mom God wants you to be...
627
00:32:55,870 --> 00:32:57,492
is to let Esther go.
628
00:32:57,492 --> 00:32:59,356
[melancholic music playing]
629
00:33:12,645 --> 00:33:14,371
Please sign this consent form.
630
00:33:21,137 --> 00:33:25,865
♪ Wherever you are, it's okay ♪
631
00:33:27,522 --> 00:33:31,871
♪ I'll never be too far away ♪
632
00:33:31,871 --> 00:33:36,635
♪ Wherever you go
I want you to know ♪
633
00:33:38,085 --> 00:33:42,054
♪ You can always call on me ♪
634
00:33:43,228 --> 00:33:48,681
♪ And if you get tired
Out there on your own ♪
635
00:33:48,681 --> 00:33:52,651
♪ I will walk you home ♪
636
00:34:00,038 --> 00:34:03,696
♪ I'll walk you home... ♪
637
00:34:06,734 --> 00:34:07,735
Yes.
638
00:34:15,812 --> 00:34:20,851
♪ Nothing you do
Could change my love... ♪
639
00:34:20,851 --> 00:34:21,990
Speculum.
640
00:34:21,990 --> 00:34:24,855
♪ For you ♪
641
00:34:26,305 --> 00:34:31,621
♪ I'd walk to the ends
Of the earth ♪
642
00:34:32,484 --> 00:34:36,557
♪ If you asked me to ♪
643
00:34:37,730 --> 00:34:40,699
♪ I'll hold you close ♪
644
00:34:40,699 --> 00:34:44,151
♪ I'll let you go... ♪
645
00:34:44,151 --> 00:34:46,463
[chaplain] If your soul
has not yet left your body...
646
00:34:49,087 --> 00:34:50,778
I baptize you, Esther.
647
00:34:50,778 --> 00:34:54,540
♪ ...have to be alone ♪
648
00:34:54,540 --> 00:34:58,096
♪ I will walk you home... ♪
649
00:35:05,448 --> 00:35:08,416
[Jordan] Cervix is
sufficiently dilated.
650
00:35:09,969 --> 00:35:12,593
♪ Don't worry about a thing ♪
651
00:35:12,593 --> 00:35:16,769
♪ Close your eyes and sing ♪
652
00:35:16,769 --> 00:35:21,084
♪ I'll walk you home... ♪
653
00:35:21,084 --> 00:35:22,499
[chaplain] In the name
of the Father...
654
00:35:23,983 --> 00:35:24,984
and of the Son...
655
00:35:27,608 --> 00:35:29,023
and of the Holy Spirit.
656
00:35:30,956 --> 00:35:33,234
♪ Anywhere... ♪
657
00:35:33,234 --> 00:35:34,235
Amen.
658
00:35:37,790 --> 00:35:39,482
- Amen. Amen.
- [Anthony] Amen.
659
00:35:39,482 --> 00:35:40,483
- Amen.
- Amen.
660
00:35:42,140 --> 00:35:44,107
♪ I will walk you ♪
661
00:35:44,107 --> 00:35:47,662
♪ I'll walk you home ♪
662
00:35:47,662 --> 00:35:54,669
♪ I will walk you ♪
663
00:35:54,669 --> 00:35:58,017
♪ I will walk you home ♪
664
00:35:58,017 --> 00:36:00,503
[breathes shakily]
665
00:36:07,786 --> 00:36:09,132
And the margins were clean.
666
00:36:09,132 --> 00:36:10,513
We were able to get
all the tumors.
667
00:36:11,479 --> 00:36:12,894
No additional metastasis.
668
00:36:14,068 --> 00:36:15,518
Your prognosis is excellent.
669
00:36:17,796 --> 00:36:18,797
Thank you.
670
00:36:30,498 --> 00:36:31,637
I forgive you.
671
00:36:32,707 --> 00:36:34,675
[gentle music playing]
672
00:36:39,197 --> 00:36:40,646
[exhales deeply]
673
00:36:43,994 --> 00:36:45,203
- Thank you.
- [exhales sharply]
674
00:36:54,453 --> 00:36:56,904
[Shaun] Extracting the cyst...
675
00:36:58,699 --> 00:36:59,907
and larva.
676
00:36:59,907 --> 00:37:01,529
[Asher] Awesome.
677
00:37:02,910 --> 00:37:04,601
- And I might hurl.
- [Dr. Andrews] Let's close.
678
00:37:06,879 --> 00:37:09,054
Can Dr. Kalu do the closing?
679
00:37:10,780 --> 00:37:11,781
Be my guest.
680
00:37:15,957 --> 00:37:17,235
4-0 NUROLON.
681
00:37:20,203 --> 00:37:22,723
[Shaun] You said you missed
being a surgeon.
682
00:37:22,723 --> 00:37:25,795
If you complete
your residency here,
683
00:37:25,795 --> 00:37:27,210
you can do more than closing.
684
00:37:28,280 --> 00:37:30,558
I doubt he wants to go
from five-star restaurants
685
00:37:30,558 --> 00:37:31,732
to hospital vending machines.
686
00:37:33,009 --> 00:37:36,978
Actually... someone, um,
helped me realize
687
00:37:36,978 --> 00:37:38,394
that I'd love
a second chance here.
688
00:37:38,394 --> 00:37:40,396
[serene music playing]
689
00:37:47,195 --> 00:37:48,749
[Dr. Andrews] The Chief
of Surgery's responsible
690
00:37:48,749 --> 00:37:50,923
for all hiring decisions
in her department.
691
00:37:54,133 --> 00:37:55,963
[Jared] I've, uh-- I've learned
a lot about myself,
692
00:37:56,826 --> 00:37:58,586
how to better communicate,
693
00:37:58,586 --> 00:38:00,692
how to manage
challenging personalities.
694
00:38:00,692 --> 00:38:01,934
Hmm.
695
00:38:01,934 --> 00:38:04,765
I hear Roland can be a handful.
696
00:38:04,765 --> 00:38:06,767
Prepared me for tough patients
and tougher attendings.
697
00:38:09,425 --> 00:38:11,565
And my surgical skills
are still sharp.
698
00:38:11,565 --> 00:38:13,256
Andrews actually
let me do Roland's closing.
699
00:38:13,981 --> 00:38:16,017
I'm impressed.
700
00:38:16,017 --> 00:38:18,675
Murphy really wants you
on his team.
That carries weight.
701
00:38:20,677 --> 00:38:22,955
But I don't have any openings
for third-year residents.
702
00:38:26,821 --> 00:38:27,822
I understand.
703
00:38:31,826 --> 00:38:34,104
But I do have a slot
for a first-year.
704
00:38:34,829 --> 00:38:36,969
[gentle music playing]
705
00:38:42,320 --> 00:38:44,322
[gentle upbeat music playing]
706
00:38:48,291 --> 00:38:49,292
[sighs]
707
00:38:57,818 --> 00:39:00,959
I-I'm so sorry for your loss.
708
00:39:05,550 --> 00:39:07,517
[gentle music playing]
709
00:39:22,360 --> 00:39:24,051
So our Esther
will always be with me.
710
00:39:28,918 --> 00:39:29,919
Someday,
711
00:39:31,541 --> 00:39:34,475
maybe we can tell
her brothers and sisters
all about her.
712
00:39:51,009 --> 00:39:52,010
Oh.
713
00:39:52,700 --> 00:39:54,322
- Aw yee...
- [Lea giggles]
714
00:39:54,322 --> 00:39:57,222
This car is perfect
for the Peanut.
715
00:39:57,222 --> 00:40:00,121
- And pretty cool, too.
- [Shaun] Aw yee...
716
00:40:00,121 --> 00:40:02,710
Oh, let's take this
rocket ship for a ride.
717
00:40:03,746 --> 00:40:04,781
[Shaun] Oh, man.
718
00:40:05,713 --> 00:40:06,783
Aw yee...
719
00:40:06,783 --> 00:40:08,785
[gentle upbeat music playing]
720
00:40:19,037 --> 00:40:20,245
[knock on door]
721
00:40:21,902 --> 00:40:23,110
Dr. Andrews.
722
00:40:25,250 --> 00:40:26,424
Here's your check.
723
00:40:27,735 --> 00:40:31,221
And this is what happens
when you poach my employees.
724
00:40:31,221 --> 00:40:33,154
[quirky music playing]
725
00:40:44,269 --> 00:40:45,719
[laughter]
726
00:40:45,719 --> 00:40:47,824
This is so good,
especially after
a day like today.
727
00:40:48,446 --> 00:40:49,447
[sighs deeply]
728
00:40:51,138 --> 00:40:53,451
- To our differences.
- [Jordan] Mm.
729
00:40:56,143 --> 00:40:58,835
- [cell phone alarm rings]
- [Dr. Reznick] Mm.
If you'll excuse me.
730
00:40:58,835 --> 00:41:00,768
Time to exercise
my reproductive freedom.
731
00:41:01,631 --> 00:41:03,668
I'm doing
my third round of IVF.
732
00:41:03,668 --> 00:41:06,464
You're gonna go jab yourself
in the belly alone
in the hospital bathroom?
733
00:41:09,018 --> 00:41:10,019
Gimme.
734
00:41:11,848 --> 00:41:14,057
- I am a doctor.
- [Jordan] Mm.
735
00:41:14,057 --> 00:41:15,162
[Dr. Lim chuckles]
736
00:41:16,163 --> 00:41:17,198
Have at it.
737
00:41:22,894 --> 00:41:25,172
To reuniting with old friends.
738
00:41:27,450 --> 00:41:28,762
[chuckles]
739
00:41:28,762 --> 00:41:31,661
And a mommy mocktail
740
00:41:32,455 --> 00:41:33,698
with fresh rosemary.
741
00:41:33,698 --> 00:41:34,871
[Lea] Yum.
742
00:41:34,871 --> 00:41:36,632
Love having bougie Kalu back.
743
00:41:38,323 --> 00:41:39,462
To Jared...
744
00:41:39,462 --> 00:41:40,636
[Lea] Mm.
745
00:41:40,636 --> 00:41:43,431
...fulfilling his potential
746
00:41:43,431 --> 00:41:45,606
as my new first-year resident.
747
00:41:45,606 --> 00:41:47,643
[gentle music playing]
748
00:41:52,164 --> 00:41:53,614
[knock on door]
749
00:41:53,614 --> 00:41:55,133
Oh, it's probably Glassy.
750
00:41:59,931 --> 00:42:00,966
You Dr. Shaun Murphy?
751
00:42:00,966 --> 00:42:02,312
Yes.
752
00:42:02,312 --> 00:42:03,659
I am an attending surgeon
753
00:42:03,659 --> 00:42:05,523
at San Jose
St. Bonaventure Hospital.
754
00:42:07,007 --> 00:42:07,973
You've just been served.
755
00:42:09,872 --> 00:42:11,356
You're being sued
for malpractice.
756
00:42:12,219 --> 00:42:14,221
[quirky music playing]
757
00:42:20,399 --> 00:42:22,678
It wasn't Dr. Glassman.
758
00:42:31,549 --> 00:42:33,551
[closing theme music playing]