1 00:00:03,486 --> 00:00:04,625 Good morning. 2 00:00:04,625 --> 00:00:06,109 Admissions percentages at top colleges 3 00:00:06,109 --> 00:00:07,662 have dropped to record lows. 4 00:00:07,662 --> 00:00:08,870 You thinking about going back to school? 5 00:00:08,870 --> 00:00:10,355 No. No. 6 00:00:10,355 --> 00:00:12,633 I'm thinking about our son's future. 7 00:00:12,633 --> 00:00:15,498 As in starting a college fund for the Peanut? 8 00:00:15,498 --> 00:00:18,328 No, I have put the Peanut on a waitlist 9 00:00:18,328 --> 00:00:20,813 for pre-kindergarten at McLelland Hall. 10 00:00:20,813 --> 00:00:22,677 Isn't McLelland Hall that snobby private school 11 00:00:22,677 --> 00:00:23,885 in Menlo Park? 12 00:00:23,885 --> 00:00:26,198 It is one of the top three feeder schools 13 00:00:26,198 --> 00:00:27,924 for Stanford University. 14 00:00:27,924 --> 00:00:30,340 So, you've not only decided he's going to college, 15 00:00:30,340 --> 00:00:32,135 you've also picked out which one. 16 00:00:32,135 --> 00:00:33,964 Given our son's genetic makeup, 17 00:00:33,964 --> 00:00:36,553 he will probably be very intelligent 18 00:00:36,553 --> 00:00:39,832 and will require a challenging academic curriculum. 19 00:00:39,832 --> 00:00:42,249 Or he may not even enjoy academics. 20 00:00:42,249 --> 00:00:44,527 Whatever he ends up doing will be his call, not ours. 21 00:00:44,527 --> 00:00:47,047 Whatever pre-kindergarten he ends up attending 22 00:00:47,047 --> 00:00:49,152 will be our call, not his. 23 00:00:49,152 --> 00:00:50,153 Hmm. 24 00:00:53,053 --> 00:00:54,157 Oh. No coffee. 25 00:00:54,157 --> 00:00:55,503 Glassy still in his room? 26 00:00:55,503 --> 00:00:57,988 No, I heard him leave at 6:14. 27 00:00:57,988 --> 00:00:59,438 He's been so sad about losing his house. 28 00:01:00,750 --> 00:01:02,269 How can you tell he's sad? 29 00:01:03,201 --> 00:01:04,995 Have you noticed how quiet he's been? 30 00:01:04,995 --> 00:01:06,859 Yes. It's been nice. 31 00:01:07,964 --> 00:01:10,380 Guess he's just throwing himself into his work. 32 00:01:11,623 --> 00:01:13,176 Hmm. 33 00:01:25,809 --> 00:01:28,226 Dr. Murphy, little help here? 34 00:01:31,401 --> 00:01:32,609 Hmm. 35 00:01:32,609 --> 00:01:34,577 Give tetanus booster, clean the wound 36 00:01:34,577 --> 00:01:37,718 - with Betadine, administer-- - No, we got that. It's-- 37 00:01:37,718 --> 00:01:39,375 We wanted a second opinion. 38 00:01:39,375 --> 00:01:41,101 Uh, Victor did. 39 00:01:41,101 --> 00:01:43,931 Before these young pups take a saw to our son's foot, 40 00:01:43,931 --> 00:01:45,450 I'd like to talk to a supervisor. 41 00:01:45,450 --> 00:01:46,761 The nail's bent. 42 00:01:46,761 --> 00:01:48,660 I am their supervisor, 43 00:01:48,660 --> 00:01:52,112 and we need the saw to cut the nail, not his foot. 44 00:01:56,599 --> 00:01:57,600 Are you good, Ricky? 45 00:02:14,272 --> 00:02:16,826 You all know my angel for the past 11 years, 46 00:02:16,826 --> 00:02:18,207 - Dr. Lim. - Oh. 47 00:02:18,207 --> 00:02:20,968 Hey, Roses. And this is my resident, Dr. Jordan Allen. 48 00:02:20,968 --> 00:02:23,660 Hi! Roses? 49 00:02:23,660 --> 00:02:26,284 My website's called "More than 65 Roses." 50 00:02:26,284 --> 00:02:29,356 It's what I called it when I was diagnosed at five. 51 00:02:29,356 --> 00:02:31,634 Sixty-five roses, cystic fibrosis. 52 00:02:31,634 --> 00:02:33,153 Okay. 53 00:02:33,153 --> 00:02:36,328 And welcome to vlog number 458, 54 00:02:36,328 --> 00:02:38,710 going out all around the world. 55 00:02:38,710 --> 00:02:40,988 And what does DLT stand for? 56 00:02:40,988 --> 00:02:42,817 Oh, that would be "double lung transplant." 57 00:02:43,991 --> 00:02:45,268 Whoo! Whoo! 58 00:02:46,338 --> 00:02:48,444 Your new lungs just arrived. 59 00:02:53,311 --> 00:02:54,277 Oh. 60 00:03:09,396 --> 00:03:12,088 I never should've agreed to let him go. 61 00:03:12,088 --> 00:03:15,229 You didn't. You just stopped fighting with me about it. 62 00:03:16,541 --> 00:03:19,164 He's running a mild fever, 100.4. 63 00:03:19,164 --> 00:03:20,476 Go where? 64 00:03:20,476 --> 00:03:22,892 Church camping trip, less than an hour away. 65 00:03:22,892 --> 00:03:25,308 Camping can be very dangerous. 66 00:03:25,308 --> 00:03:26,758 Thank you, Dr. Murphy. 67 00:03:26,758 --> 00:03:29,485 You know, I had my first fire-roasted s'more last summer, 68 00:03:29,485 --> 00:03:31,590 so camping can also be very fun. 69 00:03:31,590 --> 00:03:34,214 Thank you, Dr. Wolke. 70 00:03:34,214 --> 00:03:36,008 Be careful, please. 71 00:03:36,008 --> 00:03:37,907 Victor, he's a doctor. 72 00:03:37,907 --> 00:03:39,046 Just try to trust-- 73 00:03:39,046 --> 00:03:41,186 Trust that things will work out, yep. 74 00:03:41,186 --> 00:03:43,775 I know. 75 00:03:43,775 --> 00:03:45,570 You're a Warriors fan, huh? 76 00:03:45,570 --> 00:03:46,605 You like Steph Curry? 77 00:03:47,227 --> 00:03:48,745 I like Draymond. 78 00:03:48,745 --> 00:03:51,196 A rebel. I like it. 79 00:03:53,716 --> 00:03:55,442 Huh. Look at this beast. 80 00:03:58,928 --> 00:04:00,447 Nice job, Ricky. 81 00:04:08,420 --> 00:04:10,457 His temperature just jumped two degrees. 82 00:04:10,457 --> 00:04:12,044 Let's get a CBC, blood cultures, 83 00:04:12,044 --> 00:04:13,356 and a CT of his foot to check for damage 84 00:04:13,356 --> 00:04:14,357 to the bones and muscles. 85 00:04:23,815 --> 00:04:26,611 Dr. Park, how kind of you to join me. 86 00:04:26,611 --> 00:04:27,784 You paged me. 87 00:04:27,784 --> 00:04:31,236 Have a seat. And, yes, they're Herman Miller. 88 00:04:31,236 --> 00:04:34,550 Cappuccino, mochaccino, espresso, latte? 89 00:04:34,550 --> 00:04:35,965 None of those are for you. 90 00:04:38,347 --> 00:04:40,141 Okay, I was wrong. 91 00:04:40,141 --> 00:04:42,178 This is the perfect job for you. 92 00:04:42,178 --> 00:04:44,939 Your first study has, what, 800 patients? 93 00:04:44,939 --> 00:04:47,425 But since you've had four whole days to hire 94 00:04:47,425 --> 00:04:49,289 all the clinical trial nurses you'll need, 95 00:04:49,910 --> 00:04:51,256 should be easy. 96 00:04:52,464 --> 00:04:54,673 I may be a little behind and may already have 97 00:04:54,673 --> 00:04:56,572 thirteen patients waiting, but I will handle it. 98 00:04:56,572 --> 00:04:57,987 With a lot of cappuccinos. 99 00:04:59,264 --> 00:05:00,300 Thanks for your support. 100 00:05:02,612 --> 00:05:05,028 Do you want me to give you a hand? 101 00:05:05,028 --> 00:05:08,377 I have 90 minutes before my next surgery. 102 00:05:08,377 --> 00:05:11,345 In exchange for unlimited use of your espresso machine. 103 00:05:12,760 --> 00:05:15,142 We'll see. 104 00:05:26,118 --> 00:05:27,430 Poor Ricky. 105 00:05:27,430 --> 00:05:30,640 He probably just has a minor infection. 106 00:05:30,640 --> 00:05:32,401 I meant the parents. 107 00:05:32,401 --> 00:05:35,369 They went to two very different schools of thought on child rearing. 108 00:05:35,369 --> 00:05:38,717 It's hard on the marriage but harder on the kid. 109 00:05:38,717 --> 00:05:41,548 Everyone has different opinions, Dr. Wolke. 110 00:05:41,548 --> 00:05:43,377 Yeah, which they really need to sort out 111 00:05:43,377 --> 00:05:44,827 before having kids. 112 00:05:46,104 --> 00:05:47,657 My college roommate, who was Jewish, 113 00:05:47,657 --> 00:05:49,176 married a wonderful Catholic woman. 114 00:05:49,176 --> 00:05:51,351 They had three children in quick succession, 115 00:05:51,351 --> 00:05:53,974 started fighting about how to parent them non-stop. 116 00:05:55,078 --> 00:05:56,563 See, my parents never fought about us 117 00:05:56,563 --> 00:05:58,081 because my dad didn't care, 118 00:05:58,081 --> 00:06:00,152 as long as my mom got me and my brother dressed 119 00:06:00,152 --> 00:06:02,016 and out in time for chores. 120 00:06:02,741 --> 00:06:04,260 Well... 121 00:06:05,192 --> 00:06:06,918 No hematoma or abscess. 122 00:06:06,918 --> 00:06:08,678 No explanation for the fever. 123 00:06:09,990 --> 00:06:12,544 My neck, it really hurts. 124 00:06:13,234 --> 00:06:14,339 Okay. 125 00:06:19,655 --> 00:06:21,726 Hey. I got you. 126 00:06:25,039 --> 00:06:27,766 He has tick bites on his back. 127 00:06:34,739 --> 00:06:37,880 Pink, plump, and spongy. 128 00:06:37,880 --> 00:06:39,019 What's that? 129 00:06:44,058 --> 00:06:45,370 Pneumonia? 130 00:06:45,888 --> 00:06:47,303 In both lungs. 131 00:07:01,317 --> 00:07:03,526 She's lucky if she has another week. 132 00:07:06,943 --> 00:07:08,738 Ex vivo lung perfusion. 133 00:07:08,738 --> 00:07:12,501 Maybe we can make the lungs heal themselves. 134 00:07:12,501 --> 00:07:15,400 That's usually used in cases involving pulmonary edema. 135 00:07:18,472 --> 00:07:20,923 Get the lungs. Meet me in the Procedure Room. 136 00:07:25,652 --> 00:07:26,929 Tick bites? 137 00:07:26,929 --> 00:07:28,965 His fever, vomiting, and sore neck-- 138 00:07:28,965 --> 00:07:31,623 - which could be neurological-- - It's in his brain? 139 00:07:31,623 --> 00:07:34,143 Possibly, but the blood tests were inconclusive, 140 00:07:34,143 --> 00:07:35,455 so we'd like to do a lumbar puncture 141 00:07:35,455 --> 00:07:37,180 to check Ricky's cerebrospinal fluid. 142 00:07:37,180 --> 00:07:40,149 This camp just keeps getting better and better. 143 00:07:40,149 --> 00:07:42,185 Can we not do this right now? 144 00:07:42,185 --> 00:07:43,808 I just want to make sure this never happens again. 145 00:07:43,808 --> 00:07:45,465 And I don't? 146 00:07:45,465 --> 00:07:48,088 I care about our son every bit as much as you do. 147 00:07:48,088 --> 00:07:50,987 And yet, you keep prioritizing fun over safety. 148 00:07:50,987 --> 00:07:53,196 Yes, I care about fun, 149 00:07:53,196 --> 00:07:55,095 and socialization, self-esteem, self-expression-- 150 00:07:55,095 --> 00:07:57,822 Yeah, none of which are as important as his safety. 151 00:07:59,962 --> 00:08:02,067 I can't do this anymore. 152 00:08:02,067 --> 00:08:03,690 Wh-- 153 00:08:18,601 --> 00:08:20,638 Got through six so far. Only one with a minor reaction. 154 00:08:20,638 --> 00:08:22,018 - You? - Me, too. 155 00:08:22,018 --> 00:08:25,297 So, we are 12 down, one to go. 156 00:08:27,299 --> 00:08:30,371 Mr. Riggs? 157 00:08:33,858 --> 00:08:35,480 Sorry. 158 00:08:35,480 --> 00:08:37,378 I just drifted off. 159 00:08:37,378 --> 00:08:40,830 My fault for keeping you waiting so long. 160 00:08:41,417 --> 00:08:43,350 So, how are you feeling? 161 00:08:43,350 --> 00:08:44,972 Aside from tired. 162 00:08:44,972 --> 00:08:47,043 Uh, just a bit achy. 163 00:08:47,043 --> 00:08:49,805 Especially my knees and elbows, hips. 164 00:08:49,805 --> 00:08:51,565 And some mild jaundice. 165 00:08:52,428 --> 00:08:54,672 Other than that, I feel pretty good. 166 00:09:00,712 --> 00:09:01,851 - Hello. - Oh. 167 00:09:01,851 --> 00:09:03,404 We should sort out our differences 168 00:09:03,404 --> 00:09:05,027 about child raising. 169 00:09:05,027 --> 00:09:06,373 If this is about McLelland Hall, Shaun, 170 00:09:06,373 --> 00:09:08,237 - it's not a big deal. - Oh, no, I have made a list 171 00:09:08,237 --> 00:09:10,066 of 37 other potential differences. 172 00:09:10,066 --> 00:09:11,930 And I'd love to discuss them all, 173 00:09:11,930 --> 00:09:14,208 but Andrews just approved new EMR software 174 00:09:14,208 --> 00:09:17,039 and wants me to run a beta test on it in the next 24 hours. 175 00:09:17,039 --> 00:09:18,523 - Have you talked to Glassy? - No. 176 00:09:18,523 --> 00:09:21,008 He didn't come to work today, but I got a text. 177 00:09:21,008 --> 00:09:23,252 He says that he is okay. 178 00:09:23,252 --> 00:09:24,287 So where is he? 179 00:10:08,815 --> 00:10:10,230 It is not over yet. 180 00:10:10,230 --> 00:10:13,889 Lungs are remarkably resilient organs 181 00:10:13,889 --> 00:10:16,132 when they are in a body. 182 00:10:16,132 --> 00:10:19,446 Which is why we have to convince them they still are. 183 00:10:19,446 --> 00:10:21,655 We give them a blood supply by hooking them up 184 00:10:21,655 --> 00:10:23,484 to a perfusion machine, 185 00:10:23,484 --> 00:10:27,247 an air supply by hooking them up to a ventilator, 186 00:10:27,247 --> 00:10:29,698 IV drips to feed them antibiotics, 187 00:10:29,698 --> 00:10:32,908 and we might just be able to con them back into viability. 188 00:10:32,908 --> 00:10:34,495 The next six hours are crucial. 189 00:10:35,531 --> 00:10:37,913 How will you know if they're viable? 190 00:10:37,913 --> 00:10:41,157 Our main indicator is a calculation called the P/F ratio. 191 00:10:41,157 --> 00:10:44,160 When that reaches at least 400 millimeters of mercury, 192 00:10:44,160 --> 00:10:45,783 those lungs are good to go. 193 00:10:48,820 --> 00:10:51,202 Mom, relax, it's Dr. L. 194 00:11:07,494 --> 00:11:10,566 Palpate to find the L3-4 interspace. 195 00:11:10,566 --> 00:11:13,880 Maybe Lea and I will not be able to sort out our differences 196 00:11:13,880 --> 00:11:17,055 about child raising and become angry like Victor and Shelley. 197 00:11:17,055 --> 00:11:19,817 You and Lea are nothing like Victor and Shelley. 198 00:11:19,817 --> 00:11:21,439 They come from completely different worlds, 199 00:11:21,439 --> 00:11:23,959 have vastly different outlooks... 200 00:11:23,959 --> 00:11:26,202 Lea and I are very different, too. 201 00:11:26,202 --> 00:11:28,204 Insert the spinal needle. 202 00:11:28,204 --> 00:11:29,827 And who knows how much they love each other. 203 00:11:29,827 --> 00:11:32,346 You and Lea, on the other hand, I know you do. A lot. 204 00:11:32,346 --> 00:11:34,038 And that's all that matters. 205 00:11:34,038 --> 00:11:35,902 At least, according to the Hallmark Channel. 206 00:11:37,041 --> 00:11:38,042 I'm in. 207 00:11:41,908 --> 00:11:44,393 Whoa, whoa. Whoa, whoa, whoa. 208 00:11:44,393 --> 00:11:47,672 The infection has elevated his intracranial pressure. 209 00:11:47,672 --> 00:11:49,916 Intubate and load him with levetiracetam and dexamethasone 210 00:11:49,916 --> 00:11:51,572 before his brain herniates. 211 00:12:00,720 --> 00:12:02,583 CSF confirmed a very rare infection 212 00:12:02,583 --> 00:12:04,102 called Naegleria fowleri. 213 00:12:04,102 --> 00:12:07,209 It's a brain-eating amoeba that's caused serious cerebral swelling. 214 00:12:07,209 --> 00:12:09,798 We need to put Ricky in a barbiturate-induced coma 215 00:12:09,798 --> 00:12:13,008 and surgically place a port into the center of his brain. 216 00:12:13,008 --> 00:12:14,526 Then we will flood it with antibiotics, 217 00:12:14,526 --> 00:12:16,701 which will hopefully reduce the edema. 218 00:12:16,701 --> 00:12:18,565 And he contracted this from a tick? 219 00:12:18,565 --> 00:12:22,742 Oh, no, it's contracted via contaminated water through the nose. 220 00:12:22,742 --> 00:12:25,365 So... So he got it from the swimming hole at camp? 221 00:12:25,365 --> 00:12:26,607 That's a good guess. 222 00:12:26,607 --> 00:12:28,437 But Ricky's way too anxious around water 223 00:12:28,437 --> 00:12:32,061 to ever put his head under, let alone get water up his nose. 224 00:12:32,061 --> 00:12:33,960 Naegleria Fowleri has also been found 225 00:12:33,960 --> 00:12:35,306 in untreated swimming pools, 226 00:12:35,306 --> 00:12:37,135 - nasal rinses, water heaters-- - Nasal rinses? 227 00:12:38,481 --> 00:12:40,760 If unboiled tap water is used. 228 00:12:42,623 --> 00:12:45,385 I gave him a nasal rinse the morning he left for camp. 229 00:12:45,937 --> 00:12:47,663 He had a runny nose. 230 00:12:48,837 --> 00:12:50,562 That is a better guess. 231 00:12:57,086 --> 00:12:59,088 Excuse me. 232 00:13:06,475 --> 00:13:08,132 Riggs has fatigue, joint pain, 233 00:13:08,132 --> 00:13:09,650 impaired mental acuity, 234 00:13:09,650 --> 00:13:12,515 tachycardia, and mild liver failure. 235 00:13:12,515 --> 00:13:14,932 - Thanks. - Maybe he has a pre-existing condition. 236 00:13:14,932 --> 00:13:16,519 In which case he should've been eliminated 237 00:13:16,519 --> 00:13:18,694 by any remotely competent screening process. 238 00:13:18,694 --> 00:13:21,593 Those protocols were in place before you came on board. 239 00:13:21,593 --> 00:13:24,907 I'll remind the CRO of that when I tell them, on my first day-- 240 00:13:24,907 --> 00:13:27,289 that their $4 million trial needs to be trashed. 241 00:13:27,289 --> 00:13:28,842 How about you save the doomsday predictions 242 00:13:28,842 --> 00:13:30,533 until after the blood panel results? 243 00:13:32,328 --> 00:13:33,674 Lab is on the way to the OR. 244 00:13:39,819 --> 00:13:41,096 It hasn't been six hours yet, has it? 245 00:13:42,131 --> 00:13:43,132 Six and a quarter. 246 00:14:10,850 --> 00:14:11,989 You want company? 247 00:14:14,923 --> 00:14:15,889 Thanks. 248 00:14:34,908 --> 00:14:37,669 Hello. Where is Victor? 249 00:14:37,669 --> 00:14:38,774 Beating himself up somewhere. 250 00:14:42,295 --> 00:14:44,884 I just wish that made a difference. 251 00:14:46,920 --> 00:14:48,197 Do you love each other? 252 00:14:51,856 --> 00:14:54,997 Yeah. Of course. 253 00:14:55,895 --> 00:14:58,449 We've always been oil and water. 254 00:14:58,449 --> 00:15:00,589 That's how my dad describes us. 255 00:15:00,589 --> 00:15:03,937 Victor grew up in Belgrade, I grew up in Berkeley. 256 00:15:03,937 --> 00:15:06,215 Different religions, politics, 257 00:15:06,215 --> 00:15:07,596 socio-economic status. 258 00:15:09,218 --> 00:15:10,564 But when I got pregnant, 259 00:15:10,564 --> 00:15:14,223 we knew we had a lot of issues to work out. 260 00:15:14,223 --> 00:15:16,743 And we did. 261 00:15:16,743 --> 00:15:19,711 And then Ricky was born, and... 262 00:15:20,609 --> 00:15:23,750 we suddenly started arguing over... 263 00:15:23,750 --> 00:15:25,717 when can he safely eat tree nuts? 264 00:15:27,064 --> 00:15:28,962 How high should he climb on the jungle gym? 265 00:15:28,962 --> 00:15:31,102 When can he stay with a babysitter? 266 00:15:31,102 --> 00:15:33,794 Those little things were the ones 267 00:15:33,794 --> 00:15:35,279 we could never work out. 268 00:15:37,660 --> 00:15:39,628 But, yes, we still love each other. 269 00:15:39,628 --> 00:15:41,871 It's just that... 270 00:15:41,871 --> 00:15:43,839 I'm not sure love is enough anymore. 271 00:15:47,981 --> 00:15:51,260 Still waiting, still hoping. 272 00:15:52,503 --> 00:15:55,851 That's kinda what we do, isn't it, Roses? 273 00:15:57,853 --> 00:16:00,235 And the wait is over. 274 00:16:12,281 --> 00:16:13,593 I'm sorry. 275 00:16:19,564 --> 00:16:20,841 We've put you back on the list. 276 00:16:23,292 --> 00:16:24,880 You're at the very top. 277 00:16:29,816 --> 00:16:31,093 I deserved this. 278 00:16:33,647 --> 00:16:34,959 I wanted those lungs. 279 00:16:37,582 --> 00:16:39,205 I wanted someone to die. 280 00:16:39,860 --> 00:16:41,000 Brecka. 281 00:16:55,773 --> 00:16:57,326 Honey, should we... Should we finish? 282 00:16:59,984 --> 00:17:01,020 No. 283 00:17:17,450 --> 00:17:19,590 - Hello, Dr. Glassman. - Geez! Man! 284 00:17:22,179 --> 00:17:26,148 Shaun, you might try knocking next time, 285 00:17:26,148 --> 00:17:28,702 although, you know, that might be a little tough. 286 00:17:33,569 --> 00:17:36,020 What are you looking for? 287 00:17:36,020 --> 00:17:38,022 Oh, you know... 288 00:17:38,022 --> 00:17:40,852 my life. 289 00:17:40,852 --> 00:17:42,544 Just my life. 290 00:17:59,216 --> 00:18:01,114 Not yet. 291 00:18:01,114 --> 00:18:03,220 I think I'm gonna keep at it for a bit. 292 00:18:07,983 --> 00:18:09,088 Okay. 293 00:18:09,088 --> 00:18:11,814 No. This is on me. You can head home. 294 00:18:13,471 --> 00:18:14,472 Thanks. 295 00:18:23,136 --> 00:18:27,244 I will miss your big-screen LED TV. 296 00:18:27,244 --> 00:18:28,590 It was old. 297 00:18:28,590 --> 00:18:31,455 It had a pixel line down the right side. 298 00:18:31,455 --> 00:18:33,422 Did you love Ilana? 299 00:18:34,320 --> 00:18:37,046 What? Did I love Ilana? 300 00:18:37,046 --> 00:18:38,427 Yeah, of course. 301 00:18:38,427 --> 00:18:40,843 Did you love Debbie? 302 00:18:42,638 --> 00:18:45,193 Yeah, I loved Debbie. Where is this going, Shaun? 303 00:18:45,193 --> 00:18:48,403 That wasn't enough for you to get over your differences. 304 00:18:48,403 --> 00:18:51,406 How do I know if love will be enough 305 00:18:51,406 --> 00:18:54,236 for me and Lea to get over our differences? 306 00:18:54,236 --> 00:18:55,858 Well, you won't know. 307 00:18:55,858 --> 00:18:58,137 I mean, how can you know? You can't know. 308 00:18:59,138 --> 00:19:01,968 I do not like worrying about this. 309 00:19:01,968 --> 00:19:03,625 Well, look, I mean, 310 00:19:03,625 --> 00:19:05,834 Lea had some doubts a little while ago, right? 311 00:19:05,834 --> 00:19:07,318 And you both got over that. 312 00:19:07,318 --> 00:19:09,631 Yes, because I was very supportive. 313 00:19:09,631 --> 00:19:11,115 Okay, well, there you go. 314 00:19:11,115 --> 00:19:14,014 But differences about child raising seem to be bigger 315 00:19:14,014 --> 00:19:16,085 - than normal differences. - Well, yeah. 316 00:19:16,085 --> 00:19:18,018 I mean, having a child, I mean, that's big. 317 00:19:18,018 --> 00:19:19,158 That's huge. That's a shift. 318 00:19:19,158 --> 00:19:21,539 It shifts everything, marriage, everything. 319 00:19:21,539 --> 00:19:24,818 I do not want a shift in our marriage. 320 00:19:24,818 --> 00:19:26,510 Well, maybe it'll shift for the better. 321 00:19:34,345 --> 00:19:35,450 Aardy's eye. 322 00:19:36,313 --> 00:19:37,693 The first thing I ever bought Maddie 323 00:19:37,693 --> 00:19:39,868 was a stuffed aardvark. 324 00:19:46,219 --> 00:19:49,498 Back in the day, I performed a 21-hour surgery. 325 00:19:49,498 --> 00:19:51,155 I removed an astrocytoma 326 00:19:51,155 --> 00:19:52,915 from the medulla of the brainstem. 327 00:19:52,915 --> 00:19:55,055 It was heroic. It put me on the map. 328 00:19:55,055 --> 00:19:56,988 My elective surgeries were booked out for a year. 329 00:19:56,988 --> 00:20:01,027 I was in a zone, like playing scratch golf. 330 00:20:01,027 --> 00:20:03,892 And then Ilana got pregnant. 331 00:20:05,859 --> 00:20:07,240 She didn't want to stop working. 332 00:20:07,240 --> 00:20:08,690 She had a real-estate thing. 333 00:20:08,690 --> 00:20:10,519 She was doing very well. I didn't want to stop working. 334 00:20:10,519 --> 00:20:12,211 I wanted to stay on the map. 335 00:20:13,591 --> 00:20:15,006 And then we brought Maddie home. 336 00:20:15,006 --> 00:20:16,560 That first night... 337 00:20:18,907 --> 00:20:20,080 everything changed. 338 00:20:23,946 --> 00:20:26,397 Hmm. 339 00:20:26,397 --> 00:20:28,503 Go talk to Lea. 340 00:20:28,503 --> 00:20:30,953 I tried. 341 00:20:30,953 --> 00:20:34,923 She had to run a beta test on new EMR software. 342 00:20:34,923 --> 00:20:37,097 Well, then, you'll have to wait until she's done. 343 00:21:03,883 --> 00:21:07,300 All I had on my DVR was a marathon of Shark Tank. 344 00:21:07,300 --> 00:21:08,922 Can't say I was in the mood to be staring 345 00:21:08,922 --> 00:21:10,545 at Mr. Wonderful's bald head, 346 00:21:10,545 --> 00:21:12,719 so why not entertain myself 347 00:21:12,719 --> 00:21:15,722 by watching some hot lung perfusion action? 348 00:21:15,722 --> 00:21:17,621 I'm not one to kink shame. 349 00:21:17,621 --> 00:21:20,589 Coffee and cronuts from Chaz's Bakery. 350 00:21:20,589 --> 00:21:22,419 I'm happy for the company. 351 00:21:22,419 --> 00:21:25,249 Noomie's not much of a conversationalist. 352 00:21:25,249 --> 00:21:27,182 N-Noomie?-My pet name for them. 353 00:21:27,182 --> 00:21:29,149 From the Greek word for lungs, pneumonas. 354 00:21:29,149 --> 00:21:31,635 I thought it was better than Lung-ie. 355 00:21:31,635 --> 00:21:33,257 Yeah, I may be losing it. 356 00:21:33,257 --> 00:21:35,328 Cronut. 357 00:21:37,951 --> 00:21:39,988 - Mmm. - Any progress? 358 00:21:39,988 --> 00:21:41,990 Negligible. 359 00:21:41,990 --> 00:21:43,647 I keep doing the same thing over and over, 360 00:21:43,647 --> 00:21:46,270 hoping for a different outcome. 361 00:21:46,270 --> 00:21:48,928 Yeah, I'm definitely losing it. 362 00:21:48,928 --> 00:21:50,101 Then do something different. 363 00:21:58,627 --> 00:22:00,111 Okay. 364 00:22:06,980 --> 00:22:10,294 Doubling up on antibiotics, and we can add steroids. 365 00:22:10,294 --> 00:22:13,470 This will either hammer out the infection... 366 00:22:14,022 --> 00:22:15,195 or the lungs. 367 00:22:24,722 --> 00:22:25,930 How's Glassy? 368 00:22:25,930 --> 00:22:28,830 Very sore and very sooty. 369 00:22:28,830 --> 00:22:30,383 Mmm. 370 00:22:34,836 --> 00:22:37,390 We need to talk. 371 00:22:37,390 --> 00:22:39,150 About our 37 differences? 372 00:22:39,150 --> 00:22:40,704 I thought of two more. 373 00:22:42,740 --> 00:22:45,364 Shaun, as you know, I'm kinda busy right now, 374 00:22:45,364 --> 00:22:47,158 so you'll have to settle for me agreeing that, 375 00:22:47,158 --> 00:22:49,195 yes, we'll have many, many differences, 376 00:22:49,195 --> 00:22:51,991 but in time, we'll be able to work them out and-- 377 00:22:51,991 --> 00:22:53,648 That's what Victor and Shelley thought, 378 00:22:53,648 --> 00:22:55,926 and now they are talking about separating. 379 00:22:57,030 --> 00:23:00,171 I don't know who Victor and Shelley are. 380 00:23:00,171 --> 00:23:03,347 But in any event, I have at least two more hours of work to do tonight. 381 00:23:05,245 --> 00:23:06,833 Okay. 382 00:23:15,566 --> 00:23:17,982 - You're waiting, aren't you? - Yes. 383 00:23:17,982 --> 00:23:20,053 I am very patient. 384 00:23:20,053 --> 00:23:21,917 You are very patient 385 00:23:21,917 --> 00:23:23,263 and very understanding. 386 00:23:23,263 --> 00:23:25,196 And you were so good with me on our babymoon. 387 00:23:25,196 --> 00:23:27,233 If you could just channel some of that-- 388 00:23:27,233 --> 00:23:30,270 On our babymoon, I thought love was enough. 389 00:23:34,067 --> 00:23:37,519 That's... kind of a big thing 390 00:23:37,519 --> 00:23:40,280 to drop on me this late at night. 391 00:23:40,280 --> 00:23:42,351 You were too busy to discuss it in the morning, 392 00:23:42,351 --> 00:23:44,250 so I talked to Dr. Glassman about it, 393 00:23:44,250 --> 00:23:47,322 and he said having a child will shift our dynamics. 394 00:23:47,322 --> 00:23:49,773 And if it does, we can talk about it then. 395 00:23:49,773 --> 00:23:52,120 So if we can't talk about our dynamics now, 396 00:23:52,120 --> 00:23:53,535 how about our differences? 397 00:23:53,535 --> 00:23:54,985 Apparently we have 39 of them, 398 00:23:54,985 --> 00:23:56,365 so we're gonna need a serious chunk of time, 399 00:23:56,365 --> 00:23:57,884 and I'm pretty sure they'll keep, 400 00:23:57,884 --> 00:23:59,886 because we're kinda committed to having a kid together, 401 00:23:59,886 --> 00:24:02,164 whether love is enough or not. 402 00:24:03,407 --> 00:24:06,410 Shaun, I'm just... I'm way too tired to have 403 00:24:06,410 --> 00:24:10,103 a productive conversation about this right now, okay? 404 00:24:10,621 --> 00:24:11,864 Okay. 405 00:24:41,376 --> 00:24:42,791 It's time to call it. 406 00:24:45,967 --> 00:24:47,313 I had a half an hour left on my call 407 00:24:47,313 --> 00:24:49,833 when she first came to the ER, 408 00:24:49,833 --> 00:24:52,042 coughing blood, vitals on the floor. 409 00:24:53,975 --> 00:24:55,597 When we opened her up, her lungs looked like 410 00:24:55,597 --> 00:24:57,288 they belonged to a 70-year-old. 411 00:24:57,288 --> 00:24:59,532 Didn't think she'd make it through the night. 412 00:24:59,532 --> 00:25:00,844 She was eight. 413 00:25:03,571 --> 00:25:05,607 I couldn't go home. 414 00:25:05,607 --> 00:25:07,506 I stayed with her that night. 415 00:25:09,024 --> 00:25:12,165 And then, the next morning, she just... 416 00:25:12,165 --> 00:25:13,891 opened her eyes, looked at me, 417 00:25:13,891 --> 00:25:15,824 and told me she liked my French braid. 418 00:25:19,932 --> 00:25:21,243 Once I call it... 419 00:25:23,452 --> 00:25:25,834 I have to go up there and tell her I failed her. 420 00:25:35,119 --> 00:25:36,914 Got Riggs' latest test results. 421 00:25:36,914 --> 00:25:39,814 Turns out he did have a pre-existing condition-- 422 00:25:39,814 --> 00:25:41,885 hemochromatosis. 423 00:25:41,885 --> 00:25:43,576 So the jerk lied about it to get into the study. 424 00:25:45,026 --> 00:25:46,752 That's your assumption? 425 00:25:46,752 --> 00:25:48,650 He got $3,500 to participate. 426 00:25:48,650 --> 00:25:50,583 I think it's a pretty sound assumption. 427 00:25:50,583 --> 00:25:52,033 But whether he lied or not, 428 00:25:52,033 --> 00:25:54,207 it means the screeners are incompetent. 429 00:25:54,207 --> 00:25:55,588 That's gotta take a toll. 430 00:25:56,865 --> 00:25:58,557 Expecting the worst of everybody. 431 00:25:58,557 --> 00:26:01,180 I'd rather be pleasantly surprised than bitterly disappointed. 432 00:26:03,665 --> 00:26:06,116 And that's the worldview you want to impart to your future child, 433 00:26:07,566 --> 00:26:09,188 "Assume the worst of everyone"? 434 00:26:17,921 --> 00:26:19,267 Help! 435 00:26:19,267 --> 00:26:21,269 We need help in here! 436 00:26:22,270 --> 00:26:23,892 What's happening? 437 00:26:23,892 --> 00:26:26,757 Add a milligram of lorazepam. He's seizing. 438 00:26:26,757 --> 00:26:28,345 Because his ICPs are in the 40s. 439 00:26:28,345 --> 00:26:29,967 Cerebral edema's gotten worse. 440 00:26:29,967 --> 00:26:32,038 If we don't open up Ricky's skull immediately, 441 00:26:32,038 --> 00:26:33,557 he will die. 442 00:26:40,737 --> 00:26:43,981 Removing large hemicrani skull flap. 443 00:26:43,981 --> 00:26:46,328 Performing wide dural opening. 444 00:26:52,162 --> 00:26:53,715 Look at the monitor. 445 00:26:53,715 --> 00:26:55,959 EEG's all over the place. He's still seizing. 446 00:26:55,959 --> 00:26:59,756 Place an additional EVD and increase propofol to burst suppress. 447 00:26:59,756 --> 00:27:01,309 Eh, but he's maxed out. 448 00:27:01,309 --> 00:27:03,414 If we give him any more propofol, we could kill him. 449 00:27:03,414 --> 00:27:05,831 If we don't, the seizures will definitely kill him. 450 00:27:13,701 --> 00:27:15,599 Oh. We can remove the damaged cortex 451 00:27:15,599 --> 00:27:17,532 in the left anterior temporal lobe 452 00:27:17,532 --> 00:27:20,500 using ECoG and pre-op imaging to guide us. 453 00:27:20,500 --> 00:27:22,779 Cut out part of his brain? That's a little extreme. 454 00:27:22,779 --> 00:27:25,505 It is the area that's causing the seizures. 455 00:27:25,505 --> 00:27:27,369 It'll just be a tough sell to his parents. 456 00:27:27,369 --> 00:27:28,854 Which is why you will help. 457 00:27:28,854 --> 00:27:32,651 Okay, please keep him stabilized with iced LR to the cortical surface. 458 00:27:33,272 --> 00:27:34,687 Uh... 459 00:27:39,416 --> 00:27:42,212 "The country flew past as if they were seeing it 460 00:27:42,212 --> 00:27:44,939 from the windows of an express train. 461 00:27:44,939 --> 00:27:47,148 Faster and faster they raced, 462 00:27:48,252 --> 00:27:49,875 but no one got tired or out of breath." 463 00:27:53,050 --> 00:27:55,501 We can save the last chapter for later. 464 00:27:57,986 --> 00:27:59,298 There is no later. 465 00:28:08,721 --> 00:28:10,205 Where's Dr. L? 466 00:28:12,552 --> 00:28:15,072 She wasn't ready to give up on your lungs. 467 00:28:16,108 --> 00:28:17,523 There's still a chance? 468 00:28:20,906 --> 00:28:23,011 Dr. Lim thinks so. 469 00:28:24,012 --> 00:28:28,120 ♪ Your glass is on your side ♪ 470 00:28:28,120 --> 00:28:30,363 Let's finish. 471 00:28:30,363 --> 00:28:35,230 ♪ And tell someone you love How much you need them ♪ 472 00:28:35,230 --> 00:28:39,200 ♪ To be strong ♪ 473 00:28:39,200 --> 00:28:42,824 ♪ Hold on ♪ 474 00:28:42,824 --> 00:28:44,723 "Chapter 16. 475 00:28:46,690 --> 00:28:50,625 Farewell to the Shadowlands." 476 00:28:50,625 --> 00:28:53,041 We would cut out a small piece of his cortex. 477 00:28:53,041 --> 00:28:54,353 It's already been damaged by the infection. 478 00:28:54,353 --> 00:28:58,426 Removing it may be the only way to keep him alive. 479 00:28:59,289 --> 00:29:01,878 But how would that affect him? 480 00:29:01,878 --> 00:29:03,603 There are areas of the brain 481 00:29:03,603 --> 00:29:06,296 that are significantly less essential than others. 482 00:29:06,296 --> 00:29:09,264 This part only impacts his speech and memory, 483 00:29:09,264 --> 00:29:11,577 probably not long-term. 484 00:29:11,577 --> 00:29:16,064 So he might not be able to talk or know who we are? 485 00:29:16,064 --> 00:29:18,308 We wouldn't be able to fully assess him until he wakes up. 486 00:29:28,490 --> 00:29:30,769 Ricky's skull is open. 487 00:29:36,326 --> 00:29:37,603 We should do it. 488 00:29:40,295 --> 00:29:42,608 Uh, th-this is a very good hospital, 489 00:29:42,608 --> 00:29:44,299 these are very smart doctors. 490 00:29:45,611 --> 00:29:50,064 And someone very wise once told me that, uh, 491 00:29:50,064 --> 00:29:52,342 "Sometimes you just have to trust that things will work out." 492 00:29:58,969 --> 00:30:00,005 Okay. 493 00:30:24,029 --> 00:30:25,513 Hmm. 494 00:30:26,652 --> 00:30:28,343 Hemochromatosis? 495 00:30:28,343 --> 00:30:30,380 You never noticed the symptoms until now? 496 00:30:30,380 --> 00:30:32,658 Joint pain, fatigue, mental fuzziness? 497 00:30:32,658 --> 00:30:34,384 Well, I turn 58 next week. 498 00:30:34,384 --> 00:30:36,524 I mean, I haven't felt a day over 30 until now. 499 00:30:39,872 --> 00:30:42,702 It is very unlikely your hemochromatosis 500 00:30:42,702 --> 00:30:44,152 went from 0 to 60 in a week. 501 00:30:47,535 --> 00:30:50,400 Is it possible you gave the screeners someone else's blood? 502 00:30:52,229 --> 00:30:54,231 You think I cheated? For the money? 503 00:30:54,231 --> 00:30:56,406 No, Mr. Riggs, I'm just trying to-- 504 00:30:59,996 --> 00:31:02,791 You're a blood donor in the 20-gallon club? 505 00:31:02,791 --> 00:31:05,070 Yeah, regular donor, last 30 years. 506 00:31:05,070 --> 00:31:06,830 When was the last time you donated? 507 00:31:06,830 --> 00:31:09,937 Two months ago, just before I started this trial. 508 00:31:09,937 --> 00:31:12,422 And you're not allowed to donate while you're in the trial. 509 00:31:12,422 --> 00:31:14,182 Well, see, that's the downside. 510 00:31:14,182 --> 00:31:15,528 I actually enjoy those cookies. 511 00:31:17,565 --> 00:31:20,257 I'll make sure you get all the cookies you want, Mr. Riggs. 512 00:31:31,372 --> 00:31:33,063 Don't you think it's time to come home? 513 00:31:34,271 --> 00:31:35,583 No. 514 00:31:37,826 --> 00:31:39,828 Well, in that case... 515 00:31:39,828 --> 00:31:41,589 I wanted to make you something delicious 516 00:31:41,589 --> 00:31:42,935 like you've made us, 517 00:31:42,935 --> 00:31:46,042 but I'm not a very good cook, and everything's closed. 518 00:31:46,042 --> 00:31:48,941 So, I hope you like 519 00:31:48,941 --> 00:31:51,185 hot-dog-flavored potato chips 520 00:31:51,185 --> 00:31:53,601 and Nutty Buddies. 521 00:31:54,429 --> 00:31:55,465 Mmm. 522 00:31:56,259 --> 00:31:57,432 Yeah. 523 00:32:00,263 --> 00:32:01,367 Nail polish? 524 00:32:02,299 --> 00:32:04,301 Father-daughter time. 525 00:32:04,301 --> 00:32:07,201 Maddie insisted that she paint my fingernails 526 00:32:07,201 --> 00:32:08,616 a sparkly rainbow color. 527 00:32:11,412 --> 00:32:16,072 The next day, my first patient was very uncomfortable. 528 00:32:16,072 --> 00:32:18,557 That's when I realized I forgot to remove the nail polish. 529 00:32:20,317 --> 00:32:22,147 That's a nice memory. 530 00:32:23,355 --> 00:32:25,150 Oh, sit. No, sit, sit, sit. 531 00:32:31,501 --> 00:32:34,055 So many memories. 532 00:32:36,092 --> 00:32:38,508 The Halloween Maddie wanted to go as a ham 533 00:32:38,508 --> 00:32:42,132 because we'd just seen To Kill a Mockingbird. 534 00:32:42,132 --> 00:32:46,619 But she wanted the ham to be made out of an actual ham. 535 00:32:48,138 --> 00:32:50,313 And then, one night, the wind was blowing so hard, 536 00:32:50,313 --> 00:32:53,143 it blew her bedroom door shut. 537 00:32:53,143 --> 00:32:55,111 She was convinced that her grandmother's ghost 538 00:32:55,111 --> 00:32:56,767 had come back to visit her. 539 00:32:58,286 --> 00:33:00,875 Wanted to sleep in our bed for the next two weeks. 540 00:33:04,913 --> 00:33:08,193 You didn't come here just to feed me junk food, did you? 541 00:33:09,918 --> 00:33:12,231 I thought you might need someone to talk to. 542 00:33:12,231 --> 00:33:13,474 I'm fine. 543 00:33:14,889 --> 00:33:16,373 Hmm. 544 00:33:16,373 --> 00:33:17,892 I know someone you should talk to. 545 00:33:23,311 --> 00:33:24,485 I know. 546 00:33:25,693 --> 00:33:27,453 But this was easier. 547 00:33:35,151 --> 00:33:36,324 Mmm. 548 00:33:38,326 --> 00:33:39,983 Hot dogs should not be a flavor. 549 00:33:43,745 --> 00:33:45,195 "All their life in this world 550 00:33:45,195 --> 00:33:47,025 and all their adventures in Narnia 551 00:33:47,025 --> 00:33:49,820 had only been the cover and the title page. 552 00:33:49,820 --> 00:33:52,789 Now, at last, they were beginning chapter one 553 00:33:52,789 --> 00:33:54,584 of the great story 554 00:33:54,584 --> 00:33:57,725 which no one on earth has read, 555 00:33:57,725 --> 00:34:01,004 which goes on forever, 556 00:34:01,004 --> 00:34:06,492 in which every chapter is better than the one before." 557 00:34:06,492 --> 00:34:11,635 ♪ Coming home With your song In my heart ♪ 558 00:34:11,635 --> 00:34:13,499 Checking in. 559 00:34:13,499 --> 00:34:14,742 Need me to up your morphine? 560 00:34:14,742 --> 00:34:16,537 Couldn't hurt. 561 00:34:16,537 --> 00:34:18,228 ♪ ...in my heart ♪ 562 00:34:18,228 --> 00:34:19,781 ♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 563 00:34:19,781 --> 00:34:27,168 ♪ Coming home with your song In my heart ♪ 564 00:34:27,168 --> 00:34:30,758 Hey, I changed my mind. 565 00:34:30,758 --> 00:34:33,105 About the vlog. 566 00:34:34,072 --> 00:34:35,797 Wonderful. 567 00:34:39,077 --> 00:34:42,390 ♪ Cry out in the cold ♪ 568 00:34:42,390 --> 00:34:45,393 ♪ Chasing hours And your hand... ♪ 569 00:34:45,393 --> 00:34:46,705 Go for it. 570 00:34:50,605 --> 00:34:53,608 Hey, Roses. 571 00:34:53,608 --> 00:34:56,922 I'm back. 572 00:34:56,922 --> 00:34:59,511 The DLT didn't really work out, 573 00:34:59,511 --> 00:35:02,203 so... 574 00:35:02,203 --> 00:35:05,551 this is gonna be my last update. 575 00:35:07,898 --> 00:35:09,969 I wasn't even gonna do this. 576 00:35:09,969 --> 00:35:11,902 I was gonna flip off Dylan Thomas 577 00:35:11,902 --> 00:35:14,422 and go gently into that good night. 578 00:35:16,424 --> 00:35:17,736 But... 579 00:35:18,978 --> 00:35:21,119 I couldn't leave without saying goodbye. 580 00:35:23,293 --> 00:35:25,226 And that... 581 00:35:25,226 --> 00:35:28,298 it's okay to be hurt... 582 00:35:28,298 --> 00:35:29,748 I am... 583 00:35:31,301 --> 00:35:34,649 that my life's been cut short. 584 00:35:34,649 --> 00:35:38,757 But the upside to all of this 585 00:35:38,757 --> 00:35:42,519 is that I feel something I never thought I would. 586 00:35:42,519 --> 00:35:43,831 It's gratitude. 587 00:35:46,799 --> 00:35:49,837 I'm grateful to my sweet mother 588 00:35:51,977 --> 00:35:55,325 and 589 00:35:55,325 --> 00:35:58,121 to the people who keep hope alive. 590 00:35:58,121 --> 00:36:00,951 ♪ ...song in my heart ♪ 591 00:36:00,951 --> 00:36:03,506 Like Dr. L and... 592 00:36:06,440 --> 00:36:08,752 ♪ ...with your song In my heart ♪ 593 00:36:10,306 --> 00:36:11,686 Crash cart! 594 00:36:12,860 --> 00:36:14,793 She's in full respiratory failure. 595 00:36:15,863 --> 00:36:17,830 - We need to intubate her. - No. 596 00:36:20,488 --> 00:36:22,283 We need to let her go. 597 00:37:12,126 --> 00:37:14,197 Noomie hit 402. Get Brecka to the OR. 598 00:37:16,717 --> 00:37:17,718 The lungs are good. 599 00:37:19,271 --> 00:37:20,376 We should intubate. 600 00:37:21,135 --> 00:37:22,274 Yes. 601 00:37:40,637 --> 00:37:42,605 - Ricky? - Dr. Murphy! 602 00:37:44,814 --> 00:37:47,610 Ricky, can you hear us? 603 00:37:49,508 --> 00:37:50,751 Hello. 604 00:37:56,101 --> 00:37:59,104 Do you know where you are? 605 00:38:03,971 --> 00:38:06,387 Do you know your name? 606 00:38:22,541 --> 00:38:24,336 I'm Ricky Pavlovic. 607 00:38:25,958 --> 00:38:28,271 I'm in the hospital 608 00:38:28,271 --> 00:38:31,999 because I stepped on a rusty nail at church camp. 609 00:38:35,865 --> 00:38:38,764 But I would still like to go back there next year. 610 00:39:10,348 --> 00:39:12,211 Welcome home, Noomie. 611 00:39:19,909 --> 00:39:22,014 So Riggs is a lifelong blood donor. 612 00:39:23,533 --> 00:39:25,535 Which totally eliminated his symptoms. 613 00:39:25,535 --> 00:39:27,261 Until he started this trial. 614 00:39:27,261 --> 00:39:29,815 He's not allowed to donate till it's over, 615 00:39:29,815 --> 00:39:31,817 so there was nothing wrong with the protocols, 616 00:39:31,817 --> 00:39:33,336 nobody was incompetent, 617 00:39:33,336 --> 00:39:35,856 and Riggs isn't a big fat liar. 618 00:39:35,856 --> 00:39:38,410 In fact, he's a legit hero. 619 00:39:40,792 --> 00:39:43,381 Maybe my worldview does need a little adjustment. 620 00:39:45,383 --> 00:39:46,832 I prefer Italian roast. 621 00:39:47,454 --> 00:39:48,420 Noted. 622 00:39:54,081 --> 00:39:55,772 Ready to take Noomie for a test run? 623 00:39:57,912 --> 00:40:00,052 That's what she named your lungs. 624 00:40:00,777 --> 00:40:01,951 It was a weird night. 625 00:40:06,714 --> 00:40:07,957 Start small. 626 00:40:09,061 --> 00:40:13,376 ♪ I see all the light That lifts us ♪ 627 00:40:15,827 --> 00:40:19,693 ♪ Hitting on the edges Of our wings ♪ 628 00:40:22,005 --> 00:40:26,458 ♪ Choirs of stars Gathered before us ♪ 629 00:40:29,116 --> 00:40:32,947 ♪ To light the path Beneath our feet ♪ 630 00:40:36,295 --> 00:40:41,231 ♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh ♪ 631 00:40:41,784 --> 00:40:46,305 ♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh ♪ 632 00:40:46,305 --> 00:40:52,173 ♪ Hey, courage Be my compass ♪ 633 00:40:52,173 --> 00:40:56,350 ♪ Start a fire deep within ♪ 634 00:40:59,457 --> 00:41:03,253 ♪ 'Cause I run With everything And nothing ♪ 635 00:41:03,253 --> 00:41:05,083 Thanks for coming. 636 00:41:05,911 --> 00:41:07,775 We should talk. 637 00:41:07,775 --> 00:41:10,916 ♪ ...where to begin ♪ 638 00:41:14,195 --> 00:41:16,232 ♪ We fall ♪ 639 00:41:16,232 --> 00:41:19,753 ♪ We fly ♪ 640 00:41:19,753 --> 00:41:22,997 ♪ We'll all be, we'll all be We'll all be alright ♪ 641 00:41:22,997 --> 00:41:26,484 Number 39, 642 00:41:26,484 --> 00:41:29,590 dietary restrictions. 643 00:41:29,590 --> 00:41:31,661 Other than breast milk-- 644 00:41:33,629 --> 00:41:35,354 Oh, I felt a kick. 645 00:41:37,564 --> 00:41:39,324 ♪ We'll all be We'll all be ♪ 646 00:41:39,324 --> 00:41:42,292 - ♪ We'll all be alright ♪ - Oh! 647 00:41:43,570 --> 00:41:44,985 This is very exciting. 648 00:41:47,643 --> 00:41:48,989 Come here. 649 00:41:55,271 --> 00:42:00,138 Think of all the new memories waiting to be made. 650 00:42:00,138 --> 00:42:01,864 ♪ We fall ♪ 651 00:42:01,864 --> 00:42:03,831 ♪ We fly ♪ 652 00:42:03,831 --> 00:42:06,006 Hey, let's go home. 653 00:42:06,006 --> 00:42:10,286 ♪ We'll all be, we'll all be We'll all be alright ♪ 654 00:42:10,286 --> 00:42:13,669 Number 39, other than breast milk, 655 00:42:13,669 --> 00:42:15,360 I don't think that Peanut 656 00:42:15,360 --> 00:42:18,190 should have any dairy products before six months. 657 00:42:18,190 --> 00:42:20,538 Easy peasy. Number 38? 658 00:42:23,368 --> 00:42:26,405 ♪ We'll all be We'll all be We'll all be alright ♪