1 00:00:01,135 --> 00:00:02,736 (PORTUGAL. THE MAN'S FEEL IT STILL PLAYS) 2 00:00:02,770 --> 00:00:04,838 (CELL PHONE VIBRATING) 3 00:00:08,609 --> 00:00:11,779 (EXHALES SHARPLY) 4 00:00:11,812 --> 00:00:13,247 * Can't keep my hands to myself 5 00:00:13,281 --> 00:00:14,815 (VIBRATING STOPS) 6 00:00:14,848 --> 00:00:16,517 Mm. 7 00:00:16,550 --> 00:00:20,188 * Think I'll dust 'em off, put 'em back up on the shelf 8 00:00:20,221 --> 00:00:23,257 * In case my little baby girl is in need 9 00:00:23,291 --> 00:00:25,626 * Am I coming out of left field? 10 00:00:25,659 --> 00:00:28,796 * Ooh, whoo, I'm a rebel just for kicks, now 11 00:00:28,829 --> 00:00:31,499 * I been feelin' it since 1966, now 12 00:00:31,532 --> 00:00:32,633 * Might be over now 13 00:00:32,666 --> 00:00:35,002 Kinda overcooked the eggs. 14 00:00:35,035 --> 00:00:37,071 Not used to a gas stove. Sorry. 15 00:00:37,805 --> 00:00:38,872 * Ooh, whoo, I'm a rebel... 16 00:00:38,906 --> 00:00:40,574 Last thing I want is food right now. 17 00:00:40,608 --> 00:00:42,376 Ah, lightweight. 18 00:00:43,611 --> 00:00:45,913 You know, I outdrank you at least two to one. 19 00:00:45,946 --> 00:00:47,881 Never mind I was rolling on Molly. 20 00:00:47,915 --> 00:00:49,683 (CHUCKLES) I'm a cheap date. 21 00:00:50,918 --> 00:00:52,253 I'll take the coffee, though. 22 00:00:55,589 --> 00:00:57,191 You're a doctor? 23 00:00:57,225 --> 00:01:00,027 * Gone with the fallen leaves 24 00:01:00,060 --> 00:01:01,629 * Am I coming out of left field? 25 00:01:01,662 --> 00:01:03,597 Well, Dr. Browne... 26 00:01:04,932 --> 00:01:07,101 I had fun last night. 27 00:01:08,536 --> 00:01:10,070 Me too. (EXHALES SLOWLY) 28 00:01:11,605 --> 00:01:14,908 And that unenthusiastic response answers my question. 29 00:01:16,710 --> 00:01:17,911 "Wanna meet up again?" 30 00:01:19,113 --> 00:01:20,748 (SIGHS) 31 00:01:23,384 --> 00:01:24,685 I'll get out of here. 32 00:01:27,221 --> 00:01:29,690 * Ooh, whoo, I'm a rebel just for kicks, yeah 33 00:01:29,723 --> 00:01:33,161 * Your love is an abyss for my heart to eclipse, now 34 00:01:33,194 --> 00:01:36,264 * Might be over now, but I feel it still 35 00:01:36,297 --> 00:01:39,099 (DOORBELL RINGS) 36 00:01:39,133 --> 00:01:42,403 * Ooh, whoo, I'm a rebel just for kicks, now 37 00:01:42,436 --> 00:01:43,904 Hey, Shaun... 38 00:01:43,937 --> 00:01:46,774 I have a question for Dr. Glassman. 39 00:01:46,807 --> 00:01:48,876 Uh, he's, uh, in the shower. 40 00:01:48,909 --> 00:01:50,778 Do you want to come on... When did his shower begin? 41 00:01:50,811 --> 00:01:53,046 Just... He just got in. 42 00:01:53,080 --> 00:01:55,449 His showers are at least nine minutes. 43 00:01:55,483 --> 00:01:57,518 I'd be late to work. 44 00:01:57,551 --> 00:02:00,020 I'll wait. This is important. 45 00:02:00,053 --> 00:02:02,089 * Am I coming out of left field? 46 00:02:02,122 --> 00:02:05,226 * Ooh, whoo, I'm a rebel just for kicks, now 47 00:02:05,259 --> 00:02:08,862 * I been feelin' it since 1966, now 48 00:02:08,896 --> 00:02:11,265 Is there something I can help with? 49 00:02:11,299 --> 00:02:14,101 The florist told me the pink roses express passion 50 00:02:14,134 --> 00:02:16,870 and the purple Peruvian lilies convey devotion, 51 00:02:16,904 --> 00:02:19,173 but I feel both passion and devotion for Carly. 52 00:02:20,073 --> 00:02:21,275 You could give her both. 53 00:02:25,145 --> 00:02:27,648 Please ask Dr. Glassman to text me the answer 54 00:02:27,681 --> 00:02:29,717 as soon as he gets out of the shower. 55 00:02:29,750 --> 00:02:32,720 Well... What's Carly's favorite color? 56 00:02:32,753 --> 00:02:34,955 'Cause flowers don't really have meaning. 57 00:02:34,988 --> 00:02:36,790 That's just a tactic to boost sales. 58 00:02:38,459 --> 00:02:39,593 Purple. 59 00:02:40,928 --> 00:02:42,730 There you go. 60 00:02:42,763 --> 00:02:44,665 * Is it coming back? 61 00:02:44,698 --> 00:02:47,268 (SIGHS) 62 00:02:47,301 --> 00:02:49,837 * Ooh, whoo, I'm a rebel just for kicks, yeah 63 00:02:49,870 --> 00:02:52,906 * Your love is an abyss for my heart to eclipse, now 64 00:02:52,940 --> 00:02:56,277 * Might be over now, but I feel it still 65 00:02:59,280 --> 00:03:02,583 * Ooh, whoo, I'm a rebel just for kicks, now 66 00:03:02,616 --> 00:03:05,386 * I been feelin' it since 1966, now 67 00:03:05,886 --> 00:03:06,987 (DOOR CLOSES) 68 00:03:07,020 --> 00:03:08,289 Hi, Shaun. 69 00:03:10,791 --> 00:03:12,326 I'd like to have sex tonight. 70 00:03:12,360 --> 00:03:14,628 * I'm a rebel just for kicks, now 71 00:03:14,662 --> 00:03:15,963 Would you? 72 00:03:18,165 --> 00:03:19,433 Yes. 73 00:03:19,467 --> 00:03:20,834 * But I feel it still 74 00:03:20,868 --> 00:03:23,671 * Ooh, whoo, I'm a rebel just for kicks, now 75 00:03:23,704 --> 00:03:26,307 * Let me kick it like it's 1986, now 76 00:03:26,340 --> 00:03:29,810 * Might be over now, but I feel it still 77 00:03:29,843 --> 00:03:32,713 * Might've had your fill, but I feel it still * 78 00:03:33,514 --> 00:03:35,483 (SNIFFS) 79 00:03:35,516 --> 00:03:38,218 (P.A. BEEPS, INDISTINCT TALKING) 80 00:03:38,252 --> 00:03:41,021 39-year-old male, multi-car accident, blunt abdominal injuries, 81 00:03:41,054 --> 00:03:43,223 including ruptured spleen and lacerated liver. 82 00:03:43,257 --> 00:03:44,825 What's his G.C.S.? Nine. 83 00:03:44,858 --> 00:03:47,060 Intraperitoneal free fluid in the right upper quadrant. 84 00:03:47,094 --> 00:03:49,397 We need an O.R., stat. Page Melendez. 85 00:03:49,430 --> 00:03:52,165 ** 86 00:03:57,905 --> 00:04:00,341 (THEME MUSIC PLAYING) 87 00:04:07,915 --> 00:04:09,983 We were at our engagement photoshoot. 88 00:04:10,017 --> 00:04:11,719 I thought it was just a migraine. 89 00:04:11,752 --> 00:04:13,821 I get them sometimes with the flashing lights. 90 00:04:13,854 --> 00:04:15,389 Then she started slurring her words. 91 00:04:15,423 --> 00:04:17,024 I was trying to tell him 92 00:04:17,057 --> 00:04:19,360 that I couldn't feel or move my left side. 93 00:04:19,393 --> 00:04:21,562 The only thing that got me through was Tony telling me, 94 00:04:21,595 --> 00:04:23,096 (AS YODA) "Okay, it will be." 95 00:04:24,798 --> 00:04:27,401 How long before your symptoms began to subside? 96 00:04:27,435 --> 00:04:28,869 (NORMAL VOICE) About half an hour. 97 00:04:28,902 --> 00:04:31,672 By the time we got here, all I had was a mild headache. 98 00:04:31,705 --> 00:04:34,908 I think you had a transient ischemic attack. 99 00:04:35,376 --> 00:04:36,744 A mini-stroke. 100 00:04:36,777 --> 00:04:38,512 A stroke? Mini. 101 00:04:38,546 --> 00:04:40,013 Jeanie's 25. 102 00:04:40,047 --> 00:04:42,850 Which is why we'll need an MRI, cardiac echo, and labs 103 00:04:42,883 --> 00:04:45,853 before...we know for sure. 104 00:04:45,886 --> 00:04:48,221 DR. MELENDEZ: Cauterize that bleed. 105 00:04:48,255 --> 00:04:49,957 (MONITOR BEEPING) 106 00:04:49,990 --> 00:04:51,359 That's it for the liver. 107 00:04:51,392 --> 00:04:52,893 What's his mean arterial pressure? 108 00:04:52,926 --> 00:04:54,895 DR. PARK: 67. 109 00:04:54,928 --> 00:04:57,931 What was that place with the deviled oysters you took Dr. Lim to? 110 00:04:58,832 --> 00:05:00,368 Oh, Mia's in town. 111 00:05:00,401 --> 00:05:01,569 As some of you may be aware, 112 00:05:01,602 --> 00:05:02,903 Dr. Lim and I are no longer together. 113 00:05:04,938 --> 00:05:06,306 It's called Half Shell. 114 00:05:06,340 --> 00:05:07,975 Downtown, off Second. 115 00:05:08,008 --> 00:05:09,877 Remove the packing. 116 00:05:09,910 --> 00:05:12,413 ** 117 00:05:14,081 --> 00:05:15,716 Look at the aorta. 118 00:05:15,749 --> 00:05:18,218 Likely a laceration from the accident. 119 00:05:18,251 --> 00:05:20,454 We'll need to dissect further to determine the extent of the damage. 120 00:05:20,488 --> 00:05:21,789 (MONITOR ALARM BLARING) 121 00:05:21,822 --> 00:05:22,990 B.P.'s skyrocketing. 122 00:05:23,023 --> 00:05:24,257 He's just suffered massive blood loss. 123 00:05:24,291 --> 00:05:26,259 He's under anesthesia. He should be hypotensive. 124 00:05:26,293 --> 00:05:28,462 Pulmonary embolism? Push beta-blockers. 125 00:05:28,496 --> 00:05:30,230 That... That'd kill him. 126 00:05:30,263 --> 00:05:31,799 He's tachycardic and hyperthermic. 127 00:05:32,500 --> 00:05:33,801 I think he must be on something. 128 00:05:34,702 --> 00:05:36,670 MDMA mixed with anesthesia? 129 00:05:38,939 --> 00:05:40,841 Give him a low dose of nitroglycerin 130 00:05:40,874 --> 00:05:42,610 and calcium channel blockers. 131 00:05:42,643 --> 00:05:44,878 ** 132 00:05:51,685 --> 00:05:54,087 B.P.'s dropping. It's working. 133 00:05:54,121 --> 00:05:56,356 DR. MELENDEZ: Push the full dose. Close him up. (BLARING STOPS) 134 00:05:56,390 --> 00:05:58,826 We're gonna have to wait for the MDMA to leave his bloodstream. 135 00:05:58,859 --> 00:06:01,495 We'll get a better look at the aorta via imaging. 136 00:06:01,529 --> 00:06:02,730 Good call. 137 00:06:09,136 --> 00:06:10,804 I need to use the restroom. 138 00:06:12,740 --> 00:06:14,842 Hang in there, Jeanie. Just a couple more minutes. 139 00:06:22,082 --> 00:06:25,018 You should ask me what I'm going to do tonight. 140 00:06:25,052 --> 00:06:27,220 Um...okay. 141 00:06:27,254 --> 00:06:29,389 But just to make it feel 142 00:06:29,423 --> 00:06:31,358 more like an actual conversation... 143 00:06:32,092 --> 00:06:33,360 Nothing much. 144 00:06:33,393 --> 00:06:35,529 I've got a yoga class and a date with Ben & Jerry tonight. 145 00:06:35,563 --> 00:06:36,630 How about you, Shaun? 146 00:06:36,664 --> 00:06:38,532 I'm having sex with Carly. 147 00:06:39,232 --> 00:06:40,300 Whoa. 148 00:06:40,333 --> 00:06:41,902 It's my first time. 149 00:06:41,935 --> 00:06:43,003 Mazel tov. 150 00:06:43,036 --> 00:06:44,404 It took us 22 days to kiss, 151 00:06:44,438 --> 00:06:45,739 nine more to hold hands... 152 00:06:45,773 --> 00:06:48,308 Although, we don't really hold hands when we hold hands... 153 00:06:48,341 --> 00:06:51,344 And another six to touch more than one thing at a time. 154 00:06:52,412 --> 00:06:53,747 But now I'm ready. 155 00:06:53,781 --> 00:06:55,015 That's a lot of foreplay. 156 00:06:55,048 --> 00:06:57,651 I've been reading about the four stages of arousal... 157 00:06:57,685 --> 00:07:00,087 Fair warning... The first time for most people 158 00:07:00,120 --> 00:07:01,689 is kind of awful. 159 00:07:01,722 --> 00:07:03,123 Your first time was awful? 160 00:07:04,458 --> 00:07:06,960 Not an appropriate question to ask a colleague. 161 00:07:10,430 --> 00:07:12,399 Although, there's an exception to every rule. 162 00:07:14,134 --> 00:07:16,870 Which books did your lover read to prepare? 163 00:07:16,904 --> 00:07:18,706 (COMPUTER BEEPS) 164 00:07:21,108 --> 00:07:25,078 No clots, no bleeds, no occlusions, no P.F.O. 165 00:07:25,112 --> 00:07:26,780 W... 166 00:07:26,814 --> 00:07:28,115 She didn't have a stroke. 167 00:07:28,148 --> 00:07:29,917 (COMPUTER BEEPING RAPIDLY) 168 00:07:29,950 --> 00:07:30,951 She's having a seizure. 169 00:07:31,919 --> 00:07:33,587 (MONITOR ALARM BEEPING, DOOR OPENS) 170 00:07:33,621 --> 00:07:35,556 ** 171 00:07:38,592 --> 00:07:39,993 Pushing diazepam. 172 00:07:44,498 --> 00:07:47,167 She had to use the restroom. 173 00:07:48,902 --> 00:07:52,072 Her bladder is distended. 174 00:07:52,105 --> 00:07:54,908 Whatever it's pressing against must be causing these attacks. 175 00:07:57,010 --> 00:07:59,713 CT shows she has two pelvic lesions, 176 00:07:59,747 --> 00:08:02,282 and labs show elevated levels of catecholamines. 177 00:08:02,315 --> 00:08:04,752 The pain meds we gave her could have distended her bladder, 178 00:08:04,785 --> 00:08:06,119 which is abutting one of the tumors, 179 00:08:06,153 --> 00:08:07,988 setting off her second attack. 180 00:08:08,021 --> 00:08:09,156 But what set off the first one? 181 00:08:09,189 --> 00:08:11,324 Sexual intercourse. 182 00:08:11,358 --> 00:08:14,494 The other tumor appears to be within her clitoris. 183 00:08:14,528 --> 00:08:17,965 Progressive impact may have destabilized it over time. 184 00:08:17,998 --> 00:08:20,701 And now she's at risk of having more seizures. 185 00:08:21,769 --> 00:08:22,936 ** 186 00:08:24,137 --> 00:08:25,639 Sex could kill this woman. 187 00:08:31,211 --> 00:08:32,746 He's stable, and the MDMA is out of his system. 188 00:08:32,780 --> 00:08:35,783 We're good to go back in and graft the aorta. 189 00:08:35,816 --> 00:08:39,419 We're just getting caught up with blood loss and fluid resuscitation. 190 00:08:39,452 --> 00:08:42,122 An endovascular stent is minimally invasive. 191 00:08:42,155 --> 00:08:43,757 It is a better option than a graft. 192 00:08:43,791 --> 00:08:46,126 But a stent could clot off because we won't be able to give blood thinners. 193 00:08:46,159 --> 00:08:47,795 His liver is still a bleeding risk. 194 00:08:47,828 --> 00:08:49,563 Let's take our chances with the stent. 195 00:08:50,598 --> 00:08:52,232 We can be in and out and have him back in the ICU, 196 00:08:52,265 --> 00:08:54,602 where we can focus on his recovery. 197 00:08:54,635 --> 00:08:56,770 I do not want to proceed without consent. 198 00:08:56,804 --> 00:08:59,573 He won't regain consciousness for another couple of hours. 199 00:08:59,607 --> 00:09:01,709 We shouldn't wait that long. 200 00:09:01,742 --> 00:09:03,577 Get it from his wife. She's on her way here now. 201 00:09:04,544 --> 00:09:06,847 ** 202 00:09:07,881 --> 00:09:09,950 We can remove the tumors, 203 00:09:09,983 --> 00:09:12,085 but it means we also have to remove 204 00:09:12,119 --> 00:09:13,553 most of your vagina and clitoris. 205 00:09:14,221 --> 00:09:16,556 You can still have children. 206 00:09:16,590 --> 00:09:19,693 Via C-section. It won't affect your uterus or ovaries. 207 00:09:22,095 --> 00:09:23,597 What about sex? 208 00:09:23,631 --> 00:09:26,299 You won't be able to have intercourse 209 00:09:26,333 --> 00:09:28,035 or experience an orgasm. 210 00:09:28,068 --> 00:09:31,004 ** 211 00:09:31,038 --> 00:09:32,205 I-It doesn't make sense. 212 00:09:32,239 --> 00:09:34,341 I've been sexually active for five years. 213 00:09:34,374 --> 00:09:36,043 Never had any attacks. 214 00:09:36,076 --> 00:09:38,545 We suspect the tumor's been dormant for some time. 215 00:09:42,049 --> 00:09:44,184 What if I don't have the surgery? 216 00:09:44,217 --> 00:09:45,753 What are the odds of another attack? 217 00:09:45,786 --> 00:09:48,155 There are many variables involved, 218 00:09:48,188 --> 00:09:51,091 including frequency, duration, sexual position, penis size... 219 00:09:51,124 --> 00:09:52,860 About 2%. 220 00:09:52,893 --> 00:09:53,927 Each time? 221 00:09:53,961 --> 00:09:55,896 Each time. 222 00:09:55,929 --> 00:10:00,000 On average, couples have sex 52 times per year, 223 00:10:00,033 --> 00:10:02,035 which means in the next three years, 224 00:10:02,069 --> 00:10:03,837 your chance of having a life-threatening attack 225 00:10:03,871 --> 00:10:06,139 is well over 95%. 226 00:10:07,607 --> 00:10:09,609 ** 227 00:10:16,149 --> 00:10:18,218 I think we'll take our chances. 228 00:10:19,953 --> 00:10:22,522 DR. REZNICK: You should talk it over between yourselves, 229 00:10:22,555 --> 00:10:23,623 perhaps with a counselor... 230 00:10:23,657 --> 00:10:25,225 I understand the situation. 231 00:10:26,293 --> 00:10:28,195 I don't want the surgery. 232 00:10:28,228 --> 00:10:30,563 ** 233 00:10:41,141 --> 00:10:42,976 I'll catch up. 234 00:10:44,778 --> 00:10:45,946 Hey. 235 00:10:45,979 --> 00:10:47,080 Hey. 236 00:10:47,114 --> 00:10:48,949 Missed you at the research meeting. 237 00:10:48,982 --> 00:10:50,650 I was in surgery. Craniotomy. 238 00:10:52,185 --> 00:10:55,155 Now I have two consults, a meeting with a donor, 239 00:10:55,188 --> 00:10:56,757 and a hospital chair meeting. 240 00:10:56,790 --> 00:10:58,558 Well, don't forget to eat something. 241 00:10:58,591 --> 00:10:59,827 Ah, food is for the weak. 242 00:11:01,428 --> 00:11:03,030 So is waiting for this elevator. 243 00:11:05,265 --> 00:11:06,599 Are we okay? 244 00:11:06,633 --> 00:11:08,568 Yeah. Sorry, I'm just busy. 245 00:11:08,601 --> 00:11:11,204 ** 246 00:11:16,777 --> 00:11:18,345 DR. PARK: We're recommending the stent. 247 00:11:18,378 --> 00:11:21,949 It risks clotting, but it's also less invasive than the graft. 248 00:11:21,982 --> 00:11:24,584 The graft would be a more permanent repair, 249 00:11:24,617 --> 00:11:27,320 but there's greater chance of surgical complications. 250 00:11:28,488 --> 00:11:31,024 (BREATHES DEEPLY) 251 00:11:31,058 --> 00:11:32,425 I have to trust you, right? 252 00:11:32,459 --> 00:11:34,327 (PEN CLICKS) 253 00:11:34,361 --> 00:11:36,696 ** 254 00:11:38,498 --> 00:11:40,367 Is Dad gonna be okay? 255 00:11:40,400 --> 00:11:42,135 Oh, absolutely, darling. 256 00:11:44,537 --> 00:11:46,506 We're gonna take good care of your dad. 257 00:11:46,539 --> 00:11:48,308 He'll be home before you know it, okay? 258 00:11:48,341 --> 00:11:49,576 Okay. 259 00:11:52,245 --> 00:11:53,346 Thank you. 260 00:11:55,448 --> 00:11:57,951 If we send her home without the surgery, she'll die. 261 00:11:57,985 --> 00:11:59,086 We don't know that. 262 00:11:59,119 --> 00:12:02,655 And taking away sex from a young couple in love? 263 00:12:04,157 --> 00:12:05,358 That's devastating. 264 00:12:05,392 --> 00:12:06,860 So's death. 265 00:12:06,894 --> 00:12:09,662 How much time does a couple actually spend having sex? 266 00:12:09,696 --> 00:12:12,732 19 minutes per week, including foreplay. 267 00:12:15,102 --> 00:12:17,704 The rest... That's the real relationship. 268 00:12:17,737 --> 00:12:20,207 Forget the act itself. 269 00:12:20,240 --> 00:12:21,875 Sex is crucial to the happiness 270 00:12:21,909 --> 00:12:23,811 and satisfaction of a relationship. 271 00:12:23,844 --> 00:12:25,378 Sex is destructive. 272 00:12:25,412 --> 00:12:28,715 It turns people into liars and cheaters and idiots. 273 00:12:28,748 --> 00:12:30,417 It might start relationships, 274 00:12:30,450 --> 00:12:32,419 but more often than not, it rips them apart. 275 00:12:32,452 --> 00:12:34,254 She got devastating news 276 00:12:34,287 --> 00:12:37,257 and made an emotional decision without thinking it through. 277 00:12:37,290 --> 00:12:39,559 The least we can do is get her counseling. 278 00:12:39,592 --> 00:12:41,929 Was she offered counseling when you gave her the diagnosis? 279 00:12:41,962 --> 00:12:43,696 Briefly, but she was still reeling from the... 280 00:12:43,730 --> 00:12:46,266 Then it's over. When she's stable, discharge her. 281 00:12:46,299 --> 00:12:47,500 Thank you. 282 00:12:47,534 --> 00:12:49,036 ** 283 00:12:54,407 --> 00:12:58,411 Yeah, the pink heart and purple star... 284 00:12:58,445 --> 00:12:59,479 How are you feeling? 285 00:13:00,247 --> 00:13:02,315 Hi, Doctor. He's doing great. 286 00:13:02,349 --> 00:13:03,750 Hi. I'm Dr. Browne. 287 00:13:03,783 --> 00:13:06,286 You had a tear in your aorta, 288 00:13:06,319 --> 00:13:08,088 but we stabilized it with a stent. 289 00:13:08,121 --> 00:13:09,890 (SMACKS LIPS) 290 00:13:09,923 --> 00:13:12,425 Until we can give you blood thinners, 291 00:13:12,459 --> 00:13:13,861 you'll be at risk of a clot, 292 00:13:13,894 --> 00:13:16,629 so we'll be monitoring you closely. 293 00:13:16,663 --> 00:13:18,999 But right now, everything is looking absolutely perfect. 294 00:13:19,900 --> 00:13:20,934 Oh! 295 00:13:20,968 --> 00:13:22,635 Gentle. 296 00:13:24,337 --> 00:13:25,805 See, Cupcake? 297 00:13:25,839 --> 00:13:27,640 It's all good. 298 00:13:27,674 --> 00:13:29,977 Why didn't you come home last night? 299 00:13:30,010 --> 00:13:32,412 Daddy had a sleepover at Uncle Jeff's. 300 00:13:32,445 --> 00:13:34,982 He got a new turtle. You can see it next time. 301 00:13:35,015 --> 00:13:37,317 ** 302 00:13:44,958 --> 00:13:47,627 Your blood pressure is responding well to the alpha-blockers. 303 00:13:47,660 --> 00:13:48,896 We'll run labs. 304 00:13:48,929 --> 00:13:50,563 If they're normal, you can be discharged in the morning. 305 00:13:50,597 --> 00:13:51,764 Thank you. 306 00:13:54,935 --> 00:13:56,736 You'll want to be aware at all times 307 00:13:56,769 --> 00:13:58,771 of where the closest hospital is. 308 00:14:01,141 --> 00:14:03,010 Every time you have intercourse, 309 00:14:03,043 --> 00:14:05,045 you'll be endangering your fiancee's life. 310 00:14:06,346 --> 00:14:07,780 I-I'm aware of that. 311 00:14:08,348 --> 00:14:09,782 We both are. 312 00:14:09,816 --> 00:14:12,019 But it's Jeanie's body. It's her decision. 313 00:14:12,052 --> 00:14:14,387 I'm just...trying to be supportive. 314 00:14:14,421 --> 00:14:15,923 I don't think you are. 315 00:14:15,956 --> 00:14:17,490 You're being selfish. 316 00:14:17,524 --> 00:14:18,758 She's risking her life, 317 00:14:18,791 --> 00:14:20,193 and you're keeping your mouth shut 318 00:14:20,227 --> 00:14:21,394 so you can keep getting laid. 319 00:14:23,163 --> 00:14:25,798 You do think I'm making the right decision? 320 00:14:28,301 --> 00:14:29,970 Yes. 321 00:14:30,003 --> 00:14:31,138 I do. 322 00:14:31,171 --> 00:14:33,340 ** 323 00:14:41,214 --> 00:14:42,315 Thanks. 324 00:14:49,689 --> 00:14:51,058 He really is gonna be fine. 325 00:14:52,225 --> 00:14:53,560 I know. Thank you. 326 00:14:55,562 --> 00:14:56,563 You okay? 327 00:15:00,567 --> 00:15:02,002 I think he's cheating on me. 328 00:15:02,936 --> 00:15:05,072 His brother lives in Willow Glen, 329 00:15:05,105 --> 00:15:07,440 the other side of the city from where he had his accident. 330 00:15:09,009 --> 00:15:11,178 What did he say about it? 331 00:15:11,211 --> 00:15:13,280 That he had a breakfast meeting with a client. 332 00:15:14,881 --> 00:15:17,417 Not unlike the excuse he used last time he cheated. 333 00:15:20,720 --> 00:15:22,389 Him denying it was the worst part. 334 00:15:22,922 --> 00:15:25,225 Made me doubt myself. 335 00:15:25,258 --> 00:15:28,395 You know, was I just a paranoid, jealous wife, 336 00:15:28,428 --> 00:15:30,297 throwing out wild accusations? 337 00:15:33,400 --> 00:15:34,634 (SNIFFLES) 338 00:15:35,902 --> 00:15:40,173 Your husband has just had a serious car accident, 339 00:15:40,207 --> 00:15:42,409 and you're very stressed. 340 00:15:44,044 --> 00:15:46,913 Right now, all you should be thinking about is... 341 00:15:46,946 --> 00:15:48,381 Getting him better. 342 00:15:51,451 --> 00:15:52,585 You're right. 343 00:15:55,255 --> 00:15:56,256 Thank you. 344 00:15:56,990 --> 00:15:58,158 Not at all. 345 00:16:01,128 --> 00:16:04,397 (X AMBASSADORS' BOOM PLAYS) 346 00:16:04,431 --> 00:16:05,732 Would you like to take my top off? 347 00:16:05,765 --> 00:16:07,767 Yes. 348 00:16:07,800 --> 00:16:10,103 * Boom, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom 349 00:16:10,137 --> 00:16:11,471 * My heart beats boom, boom, boom 350 00:16:11,504 --> 00:16:12,739 (EXHALES SHAKILY) 351 00:16:12,772 --> 00:16:14,474 * Boom, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom 352 00:16:14,507 --> 00:16:15,908 (LAUGHS) 353 00:16:15,942 --> 00:16:17,244 (EXHALES SHARPLY) 354 00:16:17,277 --> 00:16:19,146 * Zoom, zoom, zoom, zoom, zoom, zoom 355 00:16:19,179 --> 00:16:21,148 * Walkin' away from you 356 00:16:21,181 --> 00:16:23,116 Would you like me to take your shirt off? 357 00:16:23,150 --> 00:16:24,351 No. 358 00:16:25,285 --> 00:16:26,986 I would like to do it myself. 359 00:16:28,088 --> 00:16:29,222 Even better. 360 00:16:29,256 --> 00:16:32,392 * I got the same old shoes with a new attitude 361 00:16:32,425 --> 00:16:36,363 * Why would I sing the blues for you? 362 00:16:38,131 --> 00:16:42,302 * I say, hey, uh-huh, you can't stop me 363 00:16:42,335 --> 00:16:43,970 * If you break my heart 364 00:16:44,003 --> 00:16:45,172 Okay. 365 00:16:47,040 --> 00:16:48,108 I've got it. 366 00:16:48,141 --> 00:16:50,043 * My feet go boom, boom, boom 367 00:16:50,077 --> 00:16:52,412 * Boom, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom 368 00:16:52,445 --> 00:16:53,946 * High speed, go zoom, zoom, zoom 369 00:16:53,980 --> 00:16:55,248 I-I got it. Okay. 370 00:16:55,282 --> 00:16:56,816 * Zoom, zoom, zoom 371 00:16:56,849 --> 00:16:59,018 * My feet go boom, boom, boom 372 00:16:59,052 --> 00:17:01,121 * Walkin' away from you * 373 00:17:04,324 --> 00:17:05,358 (EXHALES DEEPLY) 374 00:17:05,392 --> 00:17:06,959 (CHUCKLES SOFTLY) 375 00:17:09,396 --> 00:17:10,663 Mm. 376 00:17:11,498 --> 00:17:12,499 Do you want to slow down? 377 00:17:14,801 --> 00:17:15,802 Do you want to stop? 378 00:17:16,403 --> 00:17:18,805 ** 379 00:17:22,209 --> 00:17:25,145 I'd like to go watch some TV. 380 00:17:48,801 --> 00:17:50,537 So, eh, you weren't feeling it? 381 00:17:50,570 --> 00:17:52,405 I was definitely feeling it. 382 00:17:52,439 --> 00:17:55,975 She... Mm. I don't know. 383 00:17:56,008 --> 00:17:57,410 I think you're confused. 384 00:17:57,444 --> 00:17:59,946 I think... I think it's emotional and it's hormonal, 385 00:17:59,979 --> 00:18:01,148 and... And... And maybe... 386 00:18:01,181 --> 00:18:02,415 I wasn't confused. 387 00:18:04,417 --> 00:18:05,852 She had a tattoo. 388 00:18:05,885 --> 00:18:07,220 It was half a heart. 389 00:18:07,254 --> 00:18:09,856 I don't understand why someone would get an incomplete tattoo. 390 00:18:09,889 --> 00:18:12,192 She shouldn't have something that's incomplete 391 00:18:12,225 --> 00:18:14,227 on her body that I can see. 392 00:18:14,261 --> 00:18:15,295 (DOOR OPENS) 393 00:18:18,965 --> 00:18:20,032 (DOOR CLOSES) 394 00:18:20,066 --> 00:18:21,601 You sure it was the tattoo? 395 00:18:21,634 --> 00:18:24,337 Yes. It is a 396 00:18:24,371 --> 00:18:27,940 very disturbing tattoo that makes no sense. 397 00:18:28,841 --> 00:18:31,311 Maybe it's not about the tattoo. 398 00:18:31,344 --> 00:18:33,280 I mean... 399 00:18:33,313 --> 00:18:35,948 Maybe it's about intimacy? 400 00:18:35,982 --> 00:18:38,151 Letting another person into your life... That's a big deal. 401 00:18:38,185 --> 00:18:40,220 I know. Trust me. 402 00:18:40,253 --> 00:18:42,855 There are gonna be things about her that you love 403 00:18:42,889 --> 00:18:46,058 and things about her that (CHUCKLES) you don't. 404 00:18:47,260 --> 00:18:49,796 And there are certain things, like the tattoo, 405 00:18:49,829 --> 00:18:50,897 you... You can't change. 406 00:18:51,998 --> 00:18:53,132 Because... 407 00:18:54,434 --> 00:18:56,102 Because... 408 00:18:57,036 --> 00:18:58,405 Well, it's worth it. 409 00:19:01,608 --> 00:19:03,910 She can get the tattoo removed. 410 00:19:03,943 --> 00:19:07,113 She can't get the tattoo removed, Shaun. 411 00:19:07,146 --> 00:19:09,449 I don't think it's about the tattoo. 412 00:19:09,482 --> 00:19:10,950 (DOOR OPENS) 413 00:19:10,983 --> 00:19:12,485 We are backed up. 414 00:19:13,186 --> 00:19:14,421 Sorry, Shaun. 415 00:19:14,454 --> 00:19:16,088 ** 416 00:19:20,927 --> 00:19:21,928 Okay. 417 00:19:25,298 --> 00:19:27,166 CARLY: Everything looks good. 418 00:19:27,200 --> 00:19:28,935 Could've just checked them on the E.M.R. 419 00:19:28,968 --> 00:19:30,237 I know. 420 00:19:30,270 --> 00:19:31,471 How's it going with Shaun? 421 00:19:32,839 --> 00:19:34,874 He tends to overshare with coworkers. 422 00:19:35,342 --> 00:19:36,409 Yes, he does. 423 00:19:36,443 --> 00:19:38,878 And he was oversharing up until this morning, 424 00:19:38,911 --> 00:19:42,282 so I'm guessing the Night of a Thousand Stars didn't go as planned? 425 00:19:43,149 --> 00:19:44,284 We're fine, thanks. 426 00:19:45,084 --> 00:19:46,653 Of course. 427 00:19:46,686 --> 00:19:49,356 You waited three weeks for a kiss. You're a saint. 428 00:19:49,389 --> 00:19:51,057 That didn't sound like a compliment. 429 00:19:52,825 --> 00:19:55,862 I like Shaun, and I love that he's dating, 430 00:19:55,895 --> 00:19:57,264 but I can't help thinking 431 00:19:57,297 --> 00:19:58,998 that the kind of person who'd go out with Shaun 432 00:19:59,031 --> 00:20:01,801 might be seeing him more as a project than a person. 433 00:20:01,834 --> 00:20:03,703 And I'd rather not see him get his heart broken. 434 00:20:07,073 --> 00:20:10,477 Last week, two techs called in sick. 435 00:20:10,510 --> 00:20:13,980 I had to diagnose and file over 200 slides. 436 00:20:14,013 --> 00:20:15,315 But when I told Shaun, 437 00:20:15,348 --> 00:20:17,049 he came down and he helped me get through them 438 00:20:17,083 --> 00:20:19,519 until 3:00 in the morning. 439 00:20:19,552 --> 00:20:24,156 I am not going out with Shaun because I have a martyr complex. 440 00:20:24,190 --> 00:20:27,694 I'm going out with him 'cause he's a great guy who treats me well. 441 00:20:27,727 --> 00:20:30,062 And the condescending notion that someone needs 442 00:20:30,096 --> 00:20:33,032 an ulterior motive to be interested in him 443 00:20:33,065 --> 00:20:36,168 means you're the one who isn't seeing him as a person. 444 00:20:36,202 --> 00:20:38,571 ** 445 00:20:48,281 --> 00:20:51,418 Your craniotomy ended an hour before the research meeting. 446 00:20:51,451 --> 00:20:53,553 You didn't miss the meeting 'cause you were in surgery. 447 00:20:53,586 --> 00:20:55,522 I think you missed the meeting because I was gonna be there. 448 00:20:55,555 --> 00:20:58,658 I'm busy. I can show you my calendar if you'd like. 449 00:20:58,691 --> 00:21:01,093 You dumped me. I should be the one avoiding you. 450 00:21:01,127 --> 00:21:02,194 What's going on? 451 00:21:03,463 --> 00:21:04,464 Are you having second thoughts? 452 00:21:05,732 --> 00:21:07,199 No. I'm not. 453 00:21:14,374 --> 00:21:16,409 Why are you willing to die for sex? 454 00:21:21,448 --> 00:21:24,684 Sex creates... 455 00:21:24,717 --> 00:21:26,953 Vulnerability, 456 00:21:26,986 --> 00:21:29,188 lets you be open, 457 00:21:29,221 --> 00:21:31,658 honest with each other, 458 00:21:31,691 --> 00:21:34,193 share your biggest fears. 459 00:21:34,226 --> 00:21:37,296 Sometimes, you shouldn't share. 460 00:21:37,330 --> 00:21:39,732 Sometimes, you have to just accept, right? 461 00:21:39,766 --> 00:21:41,701 Wrong. 462 00:21:41,734 --> 00:21:44,571 What you have to accept, that's not for anyone else to say. 463 00:21:46,072 --> 00:21:49,909 If you don't tell your partner everything that you're feeling, 464 00:21:49,942 --> 00:21:53,279 thinking, worrying about, 465 00:21:53,312 --> 00:21:56,182 then you aren't fully connected. 466 00:21:57,617 --> 00:21:59,686 ** 467 00:22:01,821 --> 00:22:03,523 (FOOTSTEPS APPROACH) 468 00:22:04,290 --> 00:22:06,258 Close your eyes. 469 00:22:06,292 --> 00:22:09,161 Yes, this is one of those dumb sensory exercises, 470 00:22:09,195 --> 00:22:10,262 but just go with it. 471 00:22:16,436 --> 00:22:19,005 Now tell me one of your favorite memories with your fiancee. 472 00:22:21,441 --> 00:22:25,244 Last summer, we went camping in Yosemite. 473 00:22:25,277 --> 00:22:29,516 We decided to rough it by only packing P.B. and J sandwiches. 474 00:22:29,549 --> 00:22:31,751 The first night, a bear rips into our tent 475 00:22:31,784 --> 00:22:33,285 and devours them. 476 00:22:33,319 --> 00:22:35,755 And the next night, of course, we had this hole in our tent, 477 00:22:35,788 --> 00:22:39,826 and the mosquitos just ate us alive. 478 00:22:39,859 --> 00:22:41,193 (CHUCKLES) 479 00:22:41,227 --> 00:22:43,362 And the bug spray that we thought we packed? 480 00:22:44,464 --> 00:22:45,998 It was sunscreen. 481 00:22:46,032 --> 00:22:47,634 And then when it started pouring, 482 00:22:47,667 --> 00:22:50,169 we turned to each other at the same time and we said, 483 00:22:51,370 --> 00:22:52,371 "Denny's." 484 00:22:53,239 --> 00:22:54,774 (CHUCKLES) 485 00:22:54,807 --> 00:22:56,809 And that's when I knew I wanted to marry her. 486 00:22:56,843 --> 00:22:57,977 Great. 487 00:23:00,580 --> 00:23:03,783 That was a memory of something you got through together, 488 00:23:03,816 --> 00:23:05,652 not about the time you had a threesome in Miami. 489 00:23:07,420 --> 00:23:08,721 It was New Orleans. 490 00:23:10,089 --> 00:23:12,358 The threesome was in New Orleans, not Miami. 491 00:23:12,391 --> 00:23:14,994 And it was way better than the bear trip. 492 00:23:16,429 --> 00:23:18,397 But I wasn't gonna tell my fiancee's doctor about it. 493 00:23:19,432 --> 00:23:22,702 Sex...makes you real with someone. 494 00:23:22,735 --> 00:23:24,036 Sex makes you stupid. 495 00:23:26,873 --> 00:23:29,175 I had the perfect man. 496 00:23:29,208 --> 00:23:33,412 He was...smart and funny. 497 00:23:33,446 --> 00:23:36,182 He squeezed the sponge after washing the dishes. 498 00:23:36,215 --> 00:23:37,249 (CHUCKLES LIGHTLY) 499 00:23:39,752 --> 00:23:43,690 Then one night, I-I met some guy and I had a few drinks, 500 00:23:43,723 --> 00:23:45,592 and, um... 501 00:23:45,625 --> 00:23:47,927 I got all tingly and got really stupid. 502 00:23:48,928 --> 00:23:50,196 Never saw him again. 503 00:23:52,298 --> 00:23:53,432 Or my boyfriend. 504 00:23:55,468 --> 00:23:58,404 Sex can make us feel incredibly close to someone... 505 00:24:00,206 --> 00:24:02,374 Honest, 506 00:24:02,408 --> 00:24:03,610 vulnerable. 507 00:24:06,345 --> 00:24:08,548 But sex is not the goal. 508 00:24:10,817 --> 00:24:12,451 All the rest of those things are. 509 00:24:13,986 --> 00:24:16,288 ** 510 00:24:17,757 --> 00:24:18,991 She's the love of my life. 511 00:24:20,159 --> 00:24:22,629 And I always thought that we were strong 512 00:24:22,662 --> 00:24:24,997 and that we can overcome anything together. 513 00:24:27,500 --> 00:24:29,001 But without sex... 514 00:24:31,237 --> 00:24:33,339 I don't know if... 515 00:24:33,372 --> 00:24:34,841 If we have enough. 516 00:24:36,008 --> 00:24:38,711 ** 517 00:24:38,745 --> 00:24:39,979 Okay. 518 00:24:43,816 --> 00:24:45,251 Then you need to lie to her. 519 00:24:49,856 --> 00:24:51,490 Nurse said you'd be here an hour ago. 520 00:24:52,458 --> 00:24:54,460 Yeah, well, you're not my only patient. 521 00:24:56,863 --> 00:24:58,297 Look, I get it. 522 00:24:58,330 --> 00:25:00,900 This is about as awkward as it gets. 523 00:25:00,933 --> 00:25:02,334 (EXHALES SHARPLY) 524 00:25:02,368 --> 00:25:03,369 Yes, it is. 525 00:25:06,005 --> 00:25:07,774 You know, I almost died in that accident. 526 00:25:13,012 --> 00:25:16,182 When I woke up, all I could think about was my wife, 527 00:25:16,215 --> 00:25:18,417 and my little girl, 528 00:25:18,450 --> 00:25:21,453 and how much of an ass I'd been and how hurt they'd be. 529 00:25:24,523 --> 00:25:26,192 So, why is it that once I get out of here, 530 00:25:26,225 --> 00:25:27,727 I'm gonna keep cheating on them? 531 00:25:29,028 --> 00:25:30,229 I can't help it. 532 00:25:31,397 --> 00:25:34,033 No matter how much remorse or guilt... 533 00:25:35,568 --> 00:25:38,037 (VOICE BREAKING) I feel like I always give in. 534 00:25:38,070 --> 00:25:39,471 Then you should leave them. 535 00:25:39,505 --> 00:25:41,207 I can't. 536 00:25:41,240 --> 00:25:42,341 I love them. 537 00:25:42,374 --> 00:25:43,542 (SCOFFS) 538 00:25:44,877 --> 00:25:46,946 How messed up is that, right? 539 00:25:46,979 --> 00:25:48,848 ** 540 00:25:51,918 --> 00:25:53,185 But I think you know. 541 00:25:54,486 --> 00:25:56,555 Yeah, well, I don't cheat. 542 00:25:56,589 --> 00:25:58,424 I saw you checking me out in the bar. 543 00:25:59,425 --> 00:26:01,027 My left hand, 544 00:26:01,060 --> 00:26:04,030 just making sure I was married. 545 00:26:09,168 --> 00:26:11,704 You're just as big a cheater as me, Dr. Browne. 546 00:26:11,738 --> 00:26:13,906 ** 547 00:26:16,909 --> 00:26:18,077 My, uh, leg... 548 00:26:19,311 --> 00:26:20,346 It's... It's cold. 549 00:26:20,880 --> 00:26:23,449 ** 550 00:26:34,794 --> 00:26:36,395 No pulse. 551 00:26:36,428 --> 00:26:39,098 Your stent has formed a clot. We need an angio, stat! 552 00:26:43,535 --> 00:26:45,404 Everything okay? 553 00:26:45,437 --> 00:26:47,373 You haven't said a word since "Pass the salt." 554 00:26:49,876 --> 00:26:51,110 It's about Shaun, isn't it? 555 00:26:55,414 --> 00:26:57,016 Two weeks ago, 556 00:26:57,049 --> 00:26:59,886 you asked me to give him romantic advice, 557 00:26:59,919 --> 00:27:01,453 which I didn't want to do. 558 00:27:01,487 --> 00:27:04,791 And then he comes into my office for romantic advice, 559 00:27:04,824 --> 00:27:06,192 and you kick him right out. 560 00:27:06,225 --> 00:27:07,760 It's because you're helping him too much. 561 00:27:07,794 --> 00:27:09,528 He is completely dependent on you. 562 00:27:09,561 --> 00:27:10,797 For good reason. 563 00:27:10,830 --> 00:27:13,065 He hasn't spoken to his parents since he was 14. 564 00:27:13,099 --> 00:27:15,101 The only person he cared about 565 00:27:15,134 --> 00:27:17,236 died right in front of his eyes. 566 00:27:17,269 --> 00:27:19,939 Aaron, I know how much you love him. 567 00:27:21,640 --> 00:27:25,077 How you hate to see him struggle, fail, get hurt. 568 00:27:26,645 --> 00:27:29,248 (CHUCKLES LIGHTLY) But you need to let him. 569 00:27:29,281 --> 00:27:30,482 And he'll be okay. 570 00:27:31,483 --> 00:27:33,853 Because he has someone else in his life now. 571 00:27:35,121 --> 00:27:36,789 Just like you do. 572 00:27:36,823 --> 00:27:39,025 ** 573 00:27:40,659 --> 00:27:43,295 Placing guide wire through the needle. 574 00:27:44,463 --> 00:27:45,531 Placing catheter. 575 00:27:47,533 --> 00:27:48,701 So, how do you know this guy? 576 00:27:50,002 --> 00:27:51,337 You knew he was on MDMA, 577 00:27:51,370 --> 00:27:52,972 you've been avoiding him since he arrived, 578 00:27:53,005 --> 00:27:55,742 and...I checked on his accident. 579 00:27:55,775 --> 00:27:57,276 It was a half mile from your place. 580 00:27:59,846 --> 00:28:01,680 I was with him the night before the accident, 581 00:28:01,714 --> 00:28:02,982 but it's not relevant. 582 00:28:03,015 --> 00:28:04,283 It hasn't affected my judgement. 583 00:28:04,316 --> 00:28:05,484 Yes, it has. 584 00:28:05,517 --> 00:28:06,819 If you hadn't been avoiding him, 585 00:28:06,853 --> 00:28:08,120 we could've caught the clot earlier. 586 00:28:11,858 --> 00:28:13,960 I figure you've been going through something lately. 587 00:28:15,661 --> 00:28:17,129 Something that's really hurt you. 588 00:28:19,065 --> 00:28:22,434 And maybe it's making you turn to things you normally wouldn't. 589 00:28:22,468 --> 00:28:23,669 (SCOFFS) 590 00:28:23,702 --> 00:28:25,537 But some of the guys you meet are gonna be trouble, 591 00:28:25,571 --> 00:28:27,106 some are gonna be married, some are gonna... 592 00:28:27,139 --> 00:28:28,908 He took a vow, not me. 593 00:28:29,408 --> 00:28:31,677 ** 594 00:28:34,080 --> 00:28:35,714 That's the exact attitude someone had 595 00:28:35,748 --> 00:28:37,149 when they helped ruin my life. 596 00:28:38,517 --> 00:28:39,518 There's the clot. 597 00:28:43,389 --> 00:28:44,957 Activating angio jet. 598 00:28:44,991 --> 00:28:46,826 ** 599 00:28:48,027 --> 00:28:49,328 It's too big to bust. 600 00:28:49,361 --> 00:28:50,696 We have to open him up. 601 00:28:52,598 --> 00:28:55,067 You said to accept things I don't like, but Jeanie said 602 00:28:55,101 --> 00:28:57,236 I have to share everything, and I don't know... Shaun. Shaun. 603 00:28:57,269 --> 00:28:58,404 Shaun, stop, stop, stop. 604 00:28:58,437 --> 00:29:00,039 (SIGHS) 605 00:29:00,072 --> 00:29:02,241 I have to go home. 606 00:29:02,274 --> 00:29:05,077 I can walk you to your car. Is it very far? 607 00:29:05,111 --> 00:29:07,413 I think this discussion will take at least 15 minutes, 608 00:29:07,446 --> 00:29:09,048 so maybe you can drive me? 609 00:29:09,081 --> 00:29:10,749 We have to set boundaries, okay? 610 00:29:10,783 --> 00:29:12,351 We have to set some limits. 611 00:29:12,384 --> 00:29:14,921 You can't just come over 6:30 in the morning, 612 00:29:14,954 --> 00:29:16,655 uh, uh, for flower advice. 613 00:29:16,688 --> 00:29:19,091 You can't just pop into my office anytime you want. 614 00:29:19,125 --> 00:29:20,659 Is this because of Debbie? 615 00:29:20,692 --> 00:29:22,128 No. Yes. 616 00:29:26,732 --> 00:29:27,867 And I agree with her. 617 00:29:29,768 --> 00:29:31,670 It was different when it was just the two of us, 618 00:29:31,703 --> 00:29:33,739 but now we have people in our lives... 619 00:29:33,772 --> 00:29:35,241 Both of us. 620 00:29:35,274 --> 00:29:37,043 We have to make them the priority. 621 00:29:38,878 --> 00:29:42,448 Does this mean we can't talk anymore? 622 00:29:42,481 --> 00:29:44,550 No, of course we can talk. Of... 623 00:29:45,784 --> 00:29:48,254 It's just that there's a time and a place for everything. 624 00:29:48,287 --> 00:29:51,423 And this is the wrong time and place? 625 00:29:51,457 --> 00:29:53,792 ** 626 00:29:57,729 --> 00:29:58,998 Yeah. 627 00:30:07,006 --> 00:30:09,976 7:00 a.m. Tuesday. Pancakes. 628 00:30:13,612 --> 00:30:15,781 I liked it better 629 00:30:15,814 --> 00:30:18,550 when it was just the two of us. 630 00:30:18,584 --> 00:30:21,320 ** 631 00:30:28,294 --> 00:30:29,828 125 over 78. 632 00:30:29,862 --> 00:30:31,297 Looks good. 633 00:30:31,330 --> 00:30:33,599 (KNOCK ON DOOR) 634 00:30:43,175 --> 00:30:45,912 (BOTH CHUCKLE) 635 00:30:45,945 --> 00:30:47,379 Nice bug spray. 636 00:30:47,980 --> 00:30:48,981 SPF 50. 637 00:30:50,149 --> 00:30:51,717 Not much went right that trip. 638 00:30:54,653 --> 00:30:56,022 But... 639 00:30:56,889 --> 00:30:58,390 The more things went wrong, 640 00:30:59,992 --> 00:31:01,493 the closer I felt to you. 641 00:31:03,829 --> 00:31:05,397 We'll get through this, too. 642 00:31:09,969 --> 00:31:10,970 (VOICE BREAKING) I don't know. 643 00:31:12,404 --> 00:31:13,940 (INHALES SHAKILY) 644 00:31:13,973 --> 00:31:16,008 Sex has always been... 645 00:31:17,343 --> 00:31:18,510 Our language. 646 00:31:20,512 --> 00:31:24,183 Our way of sharing who we are with each other. 647 00:31:24,216 --> 00:31:25,484 And if we lose that... 648 00:31:28,254 --> 00:31:29,855 What if we don't have enough? 649 00:31:30,689 --> 00:31:32,691 We'll still have... 650 00:31:34,260 --> 00:31:35,894 Honesty, 651 00:31:35,928 --> 00:31:37,063 intimacy, 652 00:31:37,997 --> 00:31:39,165 love, 653 00:31:39,898 --> 00:31:41,567 three kids. 654 00:31:41,600 --> 00:31:42,834 Two boys and a girl. 655 00:31:42,868 --> 00:31:44,303 (CHUCKLES) 656 00:31:44,336 --> 00:31:45,404 (CHUCKLES) 657 00:31:47,173 --> 00:31:48,407 (SNIFFLES) 658 00:31:52,011 --> 00:31:53,345 I love you more than sex. 659 00:31:54,880 --> 00:31:56,748 I love you more than sex, too. 660 00:31:56,782 --> 00:31:59,185 ** 661 00:32:06,858 --> 00:32:08,194 (SNIFFLES) 662 00:32:10,396 --> 00:32:14,266 Does...this mean you're getting the surgery? 663 00:32:16,868 --> 00:32:18,170 Yeah. 664 00:32:18,204 --> 00:32:20,472 ** 665 00:32:23,375 --> 00:32:24,910 DR. PARK: 90 minutes without a pulse in his leg. 666 00:32:24,943 --> 00:32:26,378 He's at high risk for necrosis. 667 00:32:26,412 --> 00:32:28,280 DR. MELENDEZ: Prosthetic successfully sutured to aorta. 668 00:32:28,314 --> 00:32:30,349 CLAIRE: Almost done with the distal right anastomosis. 669 00:32:30,382 --> 00:32:32,384 DR. MELENDEZ: Careful not to narrow the artery during suturing. 670 00:32:32,418 --> 00:32:33,619 CLAIRE: Mm-hmm. 671 00:32:33,652 --> 00:32:36,722 ** 672 00:32:51,003 --> 00:32:52,471 (HEARTBEAT) 673 00:32:52,504 --> 00:32:54,940 DR. PARK: Blood flow restored. Good arterial pulse. 674 00:32:54,973 --> 00:32:57,076 DR. MELENDEZ: Good job catching that clot, Dr. Browne. 675 00:32:57,109 --> 00:32:59,011 If we'd waited any longer, we'd have to amputate. 676 00:33:00,479 --> 00:33:01,547 Thank you. 677 00:33:01,580 --> 00:33:04,216 It...was a team effort. 678 00:33:04,250 --> 00:33:06,118 ** 679 00:33:07,753 --> 00:33:10,256 DR. ANDREWS: Making incision at the vaginal wall. 680 00:33:10,289 --> 00:33:12,091 Murphy, develop margins at the lesion. 681 00:33:12,124 --> 00:33:13,325 SHAUN: Forceps. 682 00:33:13,359 --> 00:33:15,061 DR. ANDREWS: Nicely done. 683 00:33:15,094 --> 00:33:16,528 How you turned your patient around. 684 00:33:17,463 --> 00:33:19,431 SHAUN: It was nice when Tony told Jeanie 685 00:33:19,465 --> 00:33:20,999 he loved her more than sex. 686 00:33:23,001 --> 00:33:24,002 He was lying. 687 00:33:25,637 --> 00:33:27,873 I told him that if he cared about her at all, he had to. 688 00:33:29,541 --> 00:33:30,942 DR. ANDREWS: Maybe it was the truth. 689 00:33:33,112 --> 00:33:35,114 It can be true without him knowing it's true. 690 00:33:37,049 --> 00:33:40,152 ** 691 00:33:44,856 --> 00:33:46,958 (INHALES DEEPLY, EXHALES SHARPLY) 692 00:33:46,992 --> 00:33:49,828 ** 693 00:33:55,967 --> 00:33:56,968 What's wrong? 694 00:33:58,537 --> 00:34:02,040 Dr. Glassman told me I have to accept things, 695 00:34:02,074 --> 00:34:04,210 but Jeanie said to be open and honest. 696 00:34:04,876 --> 00:34:06,512 I agree with Jeanie... 697 00:34:06,545 --> 00:34:07,646 Whoever she is. 698 00:34:08,814 --> 00:34:10,616 It's your tattoo. 699 00:34:10,649 --> 00:34:12,084 (EXHALES SHARPLY) Thank God. 700 00:34:12,118 --> 00:34:13,885 I thought you hated my boobs or something. 701 00:34:13,919 --> 00:34:15,254 It's incomplete. 702 00:34:16,888 --> 00:34:18,824 Didn't you have enough money to pay for a full heart? 703 00:34:18,857 --> 00:34:20,559 (CHUCKLES) 704 00:34:20,592 --> 00:34:22,161 I got this in high school. 705 00:34:22,194 --> 00:34:23,395 It's incomplete. 706 00:34:23,429 --> 00:34:25,531 ** 707 00:34:29,535 --> 00:34:31,069 (CLINKING) 708 00:34:36,742 --> 00:34:38,177 (SINGSON VOICE) Not anymore. 709 00:34:40,346 --> 00:34:41,880 I got you. 710 00:34:41,913 --> 00:34:44,416 ** 711 00:35:05,237 --> 00:35:06,638 Shaun? 712 00:35:08,574 --> 00:35:10,209 Dr. Glassman was right. 713 00:35:11,210 --> 00:35:12,644 It's not the tattoo. 714 00:35:13,145 --> 00:35:15,614 ** 715 00:35:28,927 --> 00:35:31,497 We were able to restore blood flow to his legs. 716 00:35:31,530 --> 00:35:32,598 He's gonna be just fine. 717 00:35:32,631 --> 00:35:34,099 (EXHALES SHARPLY) 718 00:35:34,132 --> 00:35:35,534 Thank you so much, Dr. Browne. 719 00:35:38,170 --> 00:35:40,472 Now that he's out of the woods, 720 00:35:40,506 --> 00:35:43,775 you don't need to feel guilty about questioning him. 721 00:35:43,809 --> 00:35:47,012 All the pain, paranoia, and self-doubt... 722 00:35:48,013 --> 00:35:49,315 You deserve to know the truth. 723 00:35:50,616 --> 00:35:51,817 He's just gonna deny it. 724 00:35:54,486 --> 00:35:56,087 Then you need to insist. 725 00:35:57,823 --> 00:35:59,258 (SIGHS) 726 00:35:59,291 --> 00:36:01,327 ** 727 00:36:16,342 --> 00:36:18,210 Our relationship was a stupid idea. 728 00:36:19,044 --> 00:36:20,946 Which made ending it a smart idea. 729 00:36:21,580 --> 00:36:22,814 Simple, binary... 730 00:36:24,015 --> 00:36:25,116 And naive. 731 00:36:28,720 --> 00:36:31,223 I really underestimated how hard this would be. 732 00:36:32,591 --> 00:36:34,560 ** 733 00:36:36,127 --> 00:36:38,930 Yes, I've been having second thoughts. 734 00:36:38,964 --> 00:36:40,499 I'm not saying we should get back together... 735 00:36:40,532 --> 00:36:41,967 What are you saying? 736 00:36:44,903 --> 00:36:45,971 I don't know. 737 00:36:48,340 --> 00:36:49,341 Good. 738 00:36:51,743 --> 00:36:55,381 It's...good to know that it's not easy. 739 00:36:58,183 --> 00:36:59,618 It's good to know that it mattered. 740 00:36:59,651 --> 00:37:02,354 ** 741 00:37:12,831 --> 00:37:14,700 Intimacy isn't about a tattoo. 742 00:37:16,402 --> 00:37:19,571 And it's not about touching or kissing 743 00:37:19,605 --> 00:37:21,840 or...even sex. 744 00:37:24,276 --> 00:37:28,380 It's about sharing your biggest fears. 745 00:37:30,749 --> 00:37:31,750 Yes. 746 00:37:34,286 --> 00:37:35,587 What are you scared of? 747 00:37:39,124 --> 00:37:41,427 I love being a pathologist. 748 00:37:44,363 --> 00:37:46,732 But every day I walk into the lab, 749 00:37:46,765 --> 00:37:49,034 I am filled with doubt. 750 00:37:49,067 --> 00:37:51,370 Am I smart enough? Am I capable enough? 751 00:37:51,403 --> 00:37:53,639 Do I really deserve to be here? 752 00:37:54,940 --> 00:37:59,077 How long until someone walks in and exposes my fraud 753 00:37:59,110 --> 00:38:00,879 and has me removed from the premises? 754 00:38:02,548 --> 00:38:04,650 Eventually, those thoughts retreat. 755 00:38:06,284 --> 00:38:07,419 Until the next morning, 756 00:38:07,453 --> 00:38:09,488 when they all come crashing back into my brain. 757 00:38:12,791 --> 00:38:14,292 That and pigeons. 758 00:38:15,727 --> 00:38:16,962 They freak me out. 759 00:38:17,896 --> 00:38:19,631 Hmm. 760 00:38:19,665 --> 00:38:21,967 ** 761 00:38:24,302 --> 00:38:26,071 My biggest fear... 762 00:38:28,974 --> 00:38:30,609 ...is that I'll be alone. 763 00:38:35,046 --> 00:38:37,849 If I don't get over this, you'll leave. 764 00:38:38,484 --> 00:38:40,819 ** 765 00:39:07,779 --> 00:39:09,114 We don't have to have sex. 766 00:39:12,217 --> 00:39:14,986 Can we just hold each other for a little bit? 767 00:39:15,854 --> 00:39:17,322 (EXHALES SHAKILY) 768 00:39:19,925 --> 00:39:21,460 I think I'd like that. 769 00:39:23,529 --> 00:39:26,064 ** 770 00:39:50,589 --> 00:39:52,524 (EXHALES SHAKILY) 771 00:39:52,558 --> 00:39:55,360 ** 772 00:40:01,667 --> 00:40:02,734 Shaun? 773 00:40:02,768 --> 00:40:05,871 ** 774 00:40:11,342 --> 00:40:13,011 (INDISTINCT TALKING) 775 00:40:14,746 --> 00:40:15,814 Sash... 776 00:40:15,847 --> 00:40:16,848 Sash! 777 00:40:22,253 --> 00:40:23,589 (EXHALES SHARPLY) 778 00:40:37,803 --> 00:40:39,037 You should go. 779 00:40:40,906 --> 00:40:42,340 I don't know. Maybe. 780 00:40:42,373 --> 00:40:43,775 It can wait till tomorrow morning. 781 00:40:45,310 --> 00:40:46,778 Eh, you were right. 782 00:40:48,413 --> 00:40:50,048 Everything you said was right. 783 00:40:51,082 --> 00:40:52,484 But this is different. 784 00:40:55,453 --> 00:40:56,922 Shaun needs you. 785 00:40:57,889 --> 00:41:00,892 ** 786 00:41:07,499 --> 00:41:09,635 (SOBBING) 787 00:41:09,668 --> 00:41:12,437 ** 788 00:41:27,586 --> 00:41:29,555 (DOOR OPENS) 789 00:41:29,588 --> 00:41:31,122 (DOOR CLOSES) 790 00:41:31,156 --> 00:41:33,324 (FOOTSTEPS APPROACH) 791 00:41:48,974 --> 00:41:50,976 (SOBBING) 792 00:41:57,315 --> 00:41:59,484 ** 793 00:42:05,323 --> 00:42:06,524 Hey. 794 00:42:13,331 --> 00:42:14,633 (LOCK CLICKS) 795 00:42:14,666 --> 00:42:16,401 Your mom called from Wyoming. 796 00:42:18,336 --> 00:42:22,040 Your dad's been diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. 797 00:42:22,073 --> 00:42:23,842 He may only have a few days left. 798 00:42:24,876 --> 00:42:27,345 ** 799 00:42:31,850 --> 00:42:34,185 **