1 00:00:01,335 --> 00:00:02,936 (TELEVISION PLAYING INDISTINCTLY) 2 00:00:02,970 --> 00:00:04,538 (CELL PHONE CHIMES) 3 00:00:06,840 --> 00:00:08,109 (TELEVISION MUTES) 4 00:00:18,452 --> 00:00:19,620 (CELL PHONE CHIMES) 5 00:00:21,689 --> 00:00:23,491 (TELEVISION RESUMES) 6 00:00:26,527 --> 00:00:28,662 Naughty thought. 7 00:00:28,696 --> 00:00:31,365 How about we don't wait 12 minutes for our next kiss? 8 00:00:31,399 --> 00:00:33,334 We would never see the end of the movie. 9 00:00:34,568 --> 00:00:35,803 (SIGHS) 10 00:00:42,543 --> 00:00:43,744 (TELEVISION MUTES) Oh. 11 00:00:48,816 --> 00:00:49,983 Mm. 12 00:00:53,020 --> 00:00:55,723 It's better if we stick to the schedule. 13 00:00:55,756 --> 00:00:57,491 (TELEVISION RESUMES) 14 00:00:57,525 --> 00:00:59,360 Sure. 15 00:01:01,395 --> 00:01:03,364 (DOOR OPENS, CLOSES) 16 00:01:08,602 --> 00:01:10,504 Didn't hear you come in last night. 17 00:01:12,173 --> 00:01:15,909 So I'm guessing it went well at Carly's. 18 00:01:15,943 --> 00:01:18,612 The end of the movie was very predictable. 19 00:01:20,047 --> 00:01:22,583 Not the question I was asking, 20 00:01:22,616 --> 00:01:24,352 but you still managed to answer it. 21 00:01:25,553 --> 00:01:28,322 Carly touches me when we kiss. 22 00:01:28,356 --> 00:01:30,090 You don't like her touching you? 23 00:01:30,891 --> 00:01:33,026 Oh, I... I do. Oh. 24 00:01:33,060 --> 00:01:37,831 But I prefer to touch only one thing at a time. 25 00:01:37,865 --> 00:01:42,603 Have you told her you prefer to touch only one thing at a time? 26 00:01:42,636 --> 00:01:43,971 In those exact words? 27 00:01:46,407 --> 00:01:47,941 (CELL PHONE VIBRATING) 28 00:01:50,978 --> 00:01:52,580 (SIGHS) 29 00:01:52,613 --> 00:01:54,047 Oh! 30 00:01:54,081 --> 00:01:55,783 Whatever it is, I'm definitely in. 31 00:01:55,816 --> 00:01:57,351 My first lead surgery! 32 00:01:57,385 --> 00:01:58,552 Oh! Oh! 33 00:01:58,586 --> 00:02:00,921 Shaun! That is awesome! 34 00:02:00,954 --> 00:02:03,056 I am going to rock it! 35 00:02:03,090 --> 00:02:05,559 Oh, hells to the yeah you are! 36 00:02:05,593 --> 00:02:07,094 (GIGGLING) 37 00:02:07,127 --> 00:02:09,763 ** 38 00:02:11,765 --> 00:02:13,133 Oh! 39 00:02:14,335 --> 00:02:16,370 (THEME MUSIC PLAYING) 40 00:02:24,612 --> 00:02:25,646 How you doing? 41 00:02:25,679 --> 00:02:27,448 I'm good. 42 00:02:27,481 --> 00:02:30,784 Thank you for helping me with the sea lions. 43 00:02:30,818 --> 00:02:32,152 I'll never say no to a caper. 44 00:02:32,186 --> 00:02:34,622 But I'd like to keep my mother's death between the two of us. 45 00:02:34,655 --> 00:02:37,558 I just... I can't deal with people's platitudes right now. 46 00:02:37,591 --> 00:02:40,461 Okay, but that kinda suggests you're not good. 47 00:02:40,494 --> 00:02:41,762 This is textbook denial. 48 00:02:41,795 --> 00:02:43,664 It's only going to inhibit your grief process. 49 00:02:43,697 --> 00:02:45,599 Denial is the first step in the grief process, 50 00:02:45,633 --> 00:02:47,067 so I'd say I'm right on track. 51 00:02:47,100 --> 00:02:48,702 But thank you for your platitudes. 52 00:02:50,671 --> 00:02:51,839 This is Curtis. 53 00:02:51,872 --> 00:02:54,174 He decided to fix his chimney without a safety harness. 54 00:02:54,208 --> 00:02:56,344 He has open bilateral tib-fib fractures. 55 00:02:56,377 --> 00:02:58,412 They wanted $1,200 for a two-hour job. 56 00:02:58,446 --> 00:03:00,147 And I can still do a Hurricane Grind. 57 00:03:01,649 --> 00:03:03,851 It's a skateboard move that builds off a 180 Ollie. 58 00:03:04,452 --> 00:03:05,819 I got great balance. 59 00:03:09,457 --> 00:03:11,292 Pupils are slow to react. 60 00:03:11,325 --> 00:03:14,362 Unfortunately, balance is less great after a few cocktails. 61 00:03:15,463 --> 00:03:16,797 Not me. 62 00:03:16,830 --> 00:03:18,832 Clean and sober six years, three months, 63 00:03:18,866 --> 00:03:20,067 and... And 24 days. 64 00:03:21,502 --> 00:03:23,837 Get him on IV antibiotics and to OR Level One. 65 00:03:23,871 --> 00:03:25,138 And run a BAC. 66 00:03:28,476 --> 00:03:30,210 I'm Dr. Shaun Murphy. 67 00:03:30,244 --> 00:03:31,679 Your surgeon. 68 00:03:36,817 --> 00:03:40,688 Esophageal cancer is a serious condition. 69 00:03:41,689 --> 00:03:45,659 However, you don't have any remote 70 00:03:45,693 --> 00:03:47,361 or metastatic disease 71 00:03:47,395 --> 00:03:50,230 and responded well to chemoradiation, 72 00:03:50,264 --> 00:03:52,800 so a resection of the esophagus 73 00:03:52,833 --> 00:03:54,435 should render you cancer-free. 74 00:03:57,738 --> 00:03:59,239 You look awfully young. 75 00:04:03,944 --> 00:04:05,679 I always say, the younger they are, 76 00:04:05,713 --> 00:04:07,214 the smarter they must be. 77 00:04:07,247 --> 00:04:08,849 (LAUGHS) 78 00:04:10,584 --> 00:04:12,119 Oh, oh, yes. 79 00:04:12,152 --> 00:04:16,324 We will pull the stomach up and attach it to the remains 80 00:04:16,357 --> 00:04:17,391 of your esophagus, 81 00:04:17,425 --> 00:04:19,927 keeping your GI system connected, 82 00:04:19,960 --> 00:04:21,995 so you will not need a permanent feeding tube. 83 00:04:22,029 --> 00:04:24,665 My oncologist told me all this, 84 00:04:24,698 --> 00:04:26,099 but I refused to believe it, 85 00:04:26,867 --> 00:04:29,002 that it was all gonna be okay, 86 00:04:29,036 --> 00:04:30,638 until I heard it from my surgeon. 87 00:04:31,472 --> 00:04:33,507 (INHALES DEEPLY) Oh! 88 00:04:33,541 --> 00:04:36,009 (VOICE BREAKING) I'm sorry, it's just... 89 00:04:36,043 --> 00:04:40,348 I've been through a divorce and a career change, 90 00:04:40,381 --> 00:04:43,517 and I finally bought my own cafe, 91 00:04:43,551 --> 00:04:46,854 three days before I got my diagnosis. 92 00:04:46,887 --> 00:04:49,790 And I thought it was a sign I was making a mistake. 93 00:04:49,823 --> 00:04:51,492 But it was just the opposite. 94 00:04:54,495 --> 00:04:55,596 I wasn't done. 95 00:04:56,730 --> 00:04:58,131 Oh, I'm sorry... 96 00:04:58,165 --> 00:05:02,135 I have to inform you of the risks of this procedure. 97 00:05:02,169 --> 00:05:07,808 There is a 7% chance of heart and lung problems, 98 00:05:07,841 --> 00:05:12,279 a 12% chance of infection, a 0.5% of death, among others. 99 00:05:20,087 --> 00:05:21,288 Bring it, Dr. Murphy. 100 00:05:21,321 --> 00:05:23,156 (LAUGHS) 101 00:05:23,190 --> 00:05:25,359 ** 102 00:05:31,832 --> 00:05:33,501 Shaun got very lucky. 103 00:05:33,534 --> 00:05:36,303 Landed the world's most genial patient for his first case. 104 00:05:36,336 --> 00:05:38,271 Nice. Of you. 105 00:05:38,305 --> 00:05:39,807 You picked that patient for him... 106 00:05:39,840 --> 00:05:42,242 I heard it was Park's chart before you stepped in. 107 00:05:42,275 --> 00:05:43,811 Shaun's weakness is patient management. 108 00:05:43,844 --> 00:05:45,413 You shouldn't be coddling him. 109 00:05:45,446 --> 00:05:47,415 We challenge him too much, we lose him. 110 00:05:47,448 --> 00:05:49,417 Murphy? 111 00:05:49,450 --> 00:05:51,852 He perseveres. He's annoyingly resilient. 112 00:05:51,885 --> 00:05:55,856 I agree that some failures don't seem to faze him at all. 113 00:05:56,890 --> 00:05:58,692 But it's his lifelong dream. 114 00:05:58,726 --> 00:06:00,794 So, yes, I think we could lose him. 115 00:06:00,828 --> 00:06:02,295 I'll tough-love his ass next week. 116 00:06:06,567 --> 00:06:07,801 Okay, Curtis, we're good to go. 117 00:06:07,835 --> 00:06:10,270 Curtis, my God. Are you okay? 118 00:06:10,303 --> 00:06:12,272 I'm thinking I should've gone with the contractor. 119 00:06:12,305 --> 00:06:13,774 His thinking was impaired. 120 00:06:13,807 --> 00:06:15,876 He had a blood alcohol level of .09. 121 00:06:18,879 --> 00:06:20,213 Your test must be wrong. 122 00:06:21,214 --> 00:06:24,618 You were quite inebriated when you came in. 123 00:06:24,652 --> 00:06:26,754 That's impossible. Curtis doesn't drink. 124 00:06:28,055 --> 00:06:29,490 We'll make a note of it in his chart. 125 00:06:29,523 --> 00:06:30,891 We've got to get him to the O.R. 126 00:06:42,870 --> 00:06:44,304 You play softball? 127 00:06:44,337 --> 00:06:45,806 Uh, my junior year in high school, 128 00:06:45,839 --> 00:06:47,508 I had an ERA of 2.95. 129 00:06:47,541 --> 00:06:49,877 My wife's got an arm. 130 00:06:49,910 --> 00:06:51,111 I can't believe you're my wife. 131 00:06:52,112 --> 00:06:53,547 Till death do us part. 132 00:06:53,581 --> 00:06:54,848 Yeah. 133 00:07:06,093 --> 00:07:07,761 Oh, you found Wally. 134 00:07:07,795 --> 00:07:09,062 You have a name for it? 135 00:07:09,897 --> 00:07:12,533 Yeah, he's my Walther PPK .32. 136 00:07:12,566 --> 00:07:14,167 He and I go way back. 137 00:07:14,201 --> 00:07:15,268 Is it loaded? 138 00:07:17,070 --> 00:07:18,706 I mean, is this a problem? 139 00:07:18,739 --> 00:07:21,675 'Cause I... I just... I keep it in my bedside table, 140 00:07:21,709 --> 00:07:25,078 in my gun safe, combination 7-3-5-9. 141 00:07:25,112 --> 00:07:26,346 I'm not gonna remember that. 142 00:07:26,379 --> 00:07:27,648 I don't want to remember that. 143 00:07:28,616 --> 00:07:29,783 (SIGHS) 144 00:07:29,817 --> 00:07:31,719 If we're gonna live together, 145 00:07:31,752 --> 00:07:35,422 we're gonna need to make some compromises. 146 00:07:36,490 --> 00:07:37,725 (SAFE CLOSES) 147 00:07:41,929 --> 00:07:43,430 (SIGHS) 148 00:07:44,231 --> 00:07:45,465 You nervous? 149 00:07:46,500 --> 00:07:48,201 How badly are you freaking out? 150 00:07:48,235 --> 00:07:51,539 I'm not badly freaking out. 151 00:07:51,572 --> 00:07:55,442 I've assisted in six esophageal resections, 152 00:07:55,475 --> 00:07:57,978 all of which were free of complications. 153 00:07:58,011 --> 00:07:59,412 So you're overdue for a blow-up. 154 00:08:02,516 --> 00:08:03,851 Sorry. 155 00:08:03,884 --> 00:08:08,155 I'm just a bit annoyed 'cause I had my hand on this case first, 156 00:08:08,188 --> 00:08:10,190 and now I'm third out of four, at best. 157 00:08:13,994 --> 00:08:15,963 But I'm happy for you. 158 00:08:15,996 --> 00:08:17,130 Really. 159 00:08:18,298 --> 00:08:20,500 I'm happy for me, too. 160 00:08:21,969 --> 00:08:24,304 She has extensive scar tissue. 161 00:08:25,606 --> 00:08:27,240 And it's plastered her stomach 162 00:08:27,274 --> 00:08:30,077 to her anterior abdominal wall. 163 00:08:30,110 --> 00:08:34,782 I told her she wouldn't need a permanent feeding tube. 164 00:08:37,350 --> 00:08:39,019 But she will. 165 00:08:44,191 --> 00:08:46,960 We've got to tell a budding chef she'll never eat again. 166 00:08:48,796 --> 00:08:50,998 How will she react? 167 00:08:51,031 --> 00:08:52,465 Don't know. 168 00:08:52,499 --> 00:08:54,201 Badly. But the specifics... 169 00:08:54,234 --> 00:08:55,669 You should tell her. 170 00:08:55,703 --> 00:08:58,105 She's your patient, it's your job. 171 00:08:58,138 --> 00:09:00,774 I'm bad at patient communication. 172 00:09:00,808 --> 00:09:03,977 If I make her very unhappy, 173 00:09:04,011 --> 00:09:06,179 she may not want me to do the surgery. 174 00:09:06,213 --> 00:09:07,715 If you're not willing to take that risk, 175 00:09:07,748 --> 00:09:09,316 then you should hand the case over to Park. 176 00:09:09,349 --> 00:09:13,053 No. I don't want to hand the case over to Dr. Park. 177 00:09:15,188 --> 00:09:17,157 Park will tell Beth. 178 00:09:17,925 --> 00:09:20,393 And, Shaun, it's still your surgery. 179 00:09:20,427 --> 00:09:23,063 ** 180 00:09:26,266 --> 00:09:27,668 DR. MELENDEZ: Drill. 181 00:09:29,536 --> 00:09:30,738 (DRILL WHIRRING) 182 00:09:30,771 --> 00:09:32,640 Do you see his heart rhythm? 183 00:09:32,673 --> 00:09:34,041 (WHIRRING STOPS) 184 00:09:34,074 --> 00:09:35,743 DR. MELENDEZ: Rate controlled A-fib. 185 00:09:35,776 --> 00:09:37,544 Wasn't on his record. 186 00:09:37,577 --> 00:09:39,379 Ask his wife about it post-op. 187 00:09:39,412 --> 00:09:41,348 Probably a symptom of binge drinking. 188 00:09:41,381 --> 00:09:43,684 Which he'll lie to us about and she'll tell us she believes. 189 00:09:45,686 --> 00:09:47,420 She's in denial? 190 00:09:47,454 --> 00:09:49,857 ** 191 00:09:51,558 --> 00:09:53,727 You had surgery as a child. 192 00:09:53,761 --> 00:09:56,529 As a baby. I don't even remember it. 193 00:09:56,563 --> 00:09:58,098 There's considerable scar tissue, 194 00:09:58,131 --> 00:09:59,900 more than we'd typically expect to find. 195 00:09:59,933 --> 00:10:02,435 Which has affected our surgical plan. 196 00:10:03,603 --> 00:10:04,672 How? 197 00:10:04,705 --> 00:10:06,473 Dr. Murphy will field that question. 198 00:10:08,475 --> 00:10:10,443 No, Dr. Lim s-said... 199 00:10:10,477 --> 00:10:11,912 Proceed, Dr. Murphy. 200 00:10:15,282 --> 00:10:17,084 Somebody please tell me. 201 00:10:17,117 --> 00:10:19,286 ** 202 00:10:25,125 --> 00:10:27,560 We can't move your stomach up, 203 00:10:27,594 --> 00:10:29,596 so you will need a feeding tube. 204 00:10:33,166 --> 00:10:35,268 For the rest of your life. 205 00:10:37,504 --> 00:10:41,809 The good news is that this surgery is simpler, 206 00:10:41,842 --> 00:10:46,313 so your recovery time will be shorter by three to five days. 207 00:10:46,346 --> 00:10:48,648 ** 208 00:10:56,023 --> 00:10:57,024 Hey. 209 00:10:59,993 --> 00:11:01,962 Do any of you own a gun? 210 00:11:05,132 --> 00:11:07,567 Is there someone you'd like "taken care of"? 211 00:11:07,600 --> 00:11:09,903 Ah. I still have my service pistol. 212 00:11:09,937 --> 00:11:11,538 I have a Sig P365. 213 00:11:11,571 --> 00:11:14,742 Do any of you have, or have you ever had, 214 00:11:14,775 --> 00:11:17,377 issues about it with your significant others? 215 00:11:19,279 --> 00:11:20,748 After our son was born, 216 00:11:20,781 --> 00:11:23,216 my wife suddenly hated having a firearm in the house. 217 00:11:24,351 --> 00:11:26,353 And one night, I came home late to a... 218 00:11:28,188 --> 00:11:29,522 PowerPoint presentation. 219 00:11:29,556 --> 00:11:31,191 Ninety minutes of horrifying statistics. 220 00:11:31,224 --> 00:11:32,793 Now it's in a locker at my gun range. 221 00:11:33,827 --> 00:11:35,562 Lotta set up but I like that. 222 00:11:35,595 --> 00:11:40,033 I had a boyfriend who felt very weird about me having a gun. 223 00:11:40,067 --> 00:11:43,003 He wasn't big on logic, so I took the emotional approach. 224 00:11:43,036 --> 00:11:45,272 Told him it's not for the firepower, 225 00:11:45,305 --> 00:11:47,507 it's for the confidence it gives me as a woman when I carry it. 226 00:11:47,540 --> 00:11:49,642 CLAIRE: I lived with a guy who had a gun. 227 00:11:49,676 --> 00:11:51,544 Had to use the nuclear option. 228 00:11:51,578 --> 00:11:53,981 It goes or he goes. 229 00:11:54,014 --> 00:11:55,515 It worked... They both went. 230 00:11:57,851 --> 00:11:59,319 Well, that's just wonderful. 231 00:12:05,192 --> 00:12:06,693 I heard your news. 232 00:12:06,726 --> 00:12:08,328 It's pretty exciting. 233 00:12:08,361 --> 00:12:09,997 I jumped seven times. 234 00:12:10,030 --> 00:12:11,899 How's the anxiety level? 235 00:12:11,932 --> 00:12:13,934 Why do people keep asking me that? 236 00:12:15,502 --> 00:12:17,037 Everyone has doubts, Shaun. 237 00:12:17,070 --> 00:12:18,405 I'm excited. 238 00:12:18,438 --> 00:12:21,041 You can be excited. And nervous. 239 00:12:21,074 --> 00:12:22,509 Usually they go together. 240 00:12:23,911 --> 00:12:27,347 Speaking of, uh, I'm sorry if I was a bit 241 00:12:27,380 --> 00:12:29,516 too assertive last night. 242 00:12:29,549 --> 00:12:31,952 Lea said it must be tricky for you. 243 00:12:33,553 --> 00:12:37,590 So now Lea is also privy to the intimacies of our intimacy? 244 00:12:37,624 --> 00:12:39,759 Great. Yes. 245 00:12:39,793 --> 00:12:42,896 ** 246 00:12:42,930 --> 00:12:43,997 Oh. 247 00:12:44,031 --> 00:12:46,166 Lea said to tell you 248 00:12:46,199 --> 00:12:49,536 that I prefer to touch only thing at a time. 249 00:12:49,569 --> 00:12:52,139 ** 250 00:12:55,876 --> 00:12:58,545 Located upper esophageal sphincter. 251 00:12:58,578 --> 00:13:00,047 You have a good tumor margin... 252 00:13:00,080 --> 00:13:01,381 Resecting above or below? 253 00:13:01,414 --> 00:13:03,150 Below. Mm-hmm. 254 00:13:05,652 --> 00:13:07,921 Shaun gave the news to his patient after all. 255 00:13:07,955 --> 00:13:09,256 Shaun did what I expected. 256 00:13:09,289 --> 00:13:10,723 He upset her, but the news is upsetting. 257 00:13:10,757 --> 00:13:13,293 She'll deal with it, he'll learn how to... She wants him off the case. 258 00:13:13,326 --> 00:13:16,129 ** 259 00:13:18,966 --> 00:13:20,267 Shaun... No... 260 00:13:21,334 --> 00:13:22,735 (BREATHES DEEPLY) 261 00:13:22,769 --> 00:13:24,737 Shaun, I will find you another case. 262 00:13:24,771 --> 00:13:28,575 This is my case. 263 00:13:28,608 --> 00:13:31,078 I prepared for this case. 264 00:13:31,111 --> 00:13:33,313 I don't want another case. 265 00:13:35,916 --> 00:13:37,250 Dr. Murphy... 266 00:13:42,155 --> 00:13:44,324 (SIGHS) (DOOR CLOSES) 267 00:14:07,180 --> 00:14:08,815 You're learning, Shaun. 268 00:14:09,782 --> 00:14:11,284 That's what you do at a teaching hospital. 269 00:14:11,318 --> 00:14:12,552 I'm learning, too. 270 00:14:14,187 --> 00:14:16,823 Going from attending to Chief of Surgery 271 00:14:16,856 --> 00:14:18,858 is...a big deal. 272 00:14:19,826 --> 00:14:23,830 Every day, every decision, every mistake... 273 00:14:23,863 --> 00:14:25,865 I learn something. 274 00:14:25,899 --> 00:14:26,967 So do you. 275 00:14:29,402 --> 00:14:31,004 No, I don't. 276 00:14:31,038 --> 00:14:33,473 I have a developmental disorder. 277 00:14:40,413 --> 00:14:41,481 Come with me. 278 00:14:41,514 --> 00:14:42,950 I'm waiting for my bus. 279 00:14:42,983 --> 00:14:44,217 You can take a later one. 280 00:14:47,320 --> 00:14:49,022 I'm sure I mentioned I was Chief. 281 00:14:54,261 --> 00:14:55,328 Hi, Beth. 282 00:14:57,697 --> 00:15:00,333 I'm sorry for what you're going through. 283 00:15:00,367 --> 00:15:03,670 And Dr. Murphy's phrasing was unfortunate. 284 00:15:04,871 --> 00:15:07,140 But there's been no deceit or negligence. 285 00:15:07,174 --> 00:15:10,743 He's an excellent surgeon who has my full confidence in the O.R. 286 00:15:10,777 --> 00:15:12,879 And if you don't trust him, you don't trust me. 287 00:15:15,548 --> 00:15:18,451 So, I would recommend you have your surgery at a different hospital. 288 00:15:18,485 --> 00:15:20,753 I can make arrangements. 289 00:15:20,787 --> 00:15:24,424 However, if you reconsider, we can proceed as scheduled 290 00:15:24,457 --> 00:15:25,892 first thing tomorrow morning. 291 00:15:25,925 --> 00:15:28,962 ** 292 00:15:48,715 --> 00:15:50,550 If you don't want people to know your mother died, 293 00:15:50,583 --> 00:15:53,520 stop acting like someone whose mother died. 294 00:15:53,553 --> 00:15:56,656 I'm gonna move on to the second stage of grief... Anger. 295 00:15:58,225 --> 00:15:59,392 I'm not acting depressed. 296 00:15:59,426 --> 00:16:01,428 No, you're acting bitchy. 297 00:16:01,461 --> 00:16:03,530 But you're not a bitch, so that looks weird on you, 298 00:16:03,563 --> 00:16:05,398 and people are gonna know something's up. 299 00:16:05,432 --> 00:16:07,467 So, do you want me happier or sadder? 300 00:16:07,500 --> 00:16:09,602 Let me know, because I'm really looking for your approval. 301 00:16:11,504 --> 00:16:12,672 Bitchy... 302 00:16:18,245 --> 00:16:20,947 You really think this guy's still on the wagon? 303 00:16:20,980 --> 00:16:23,716 Just because he's a drunk doesn't mean he's not sick. 304 00:16:23,750 --> 00:16:26,219 But all you can see is an addict married to an enabler, 305 00:16:26,253 --> 00:16:28,355 so all roads lead to rum. 306 00:16:30,757 --> 00:16:31,858 C'mon, that was cute. 307 00:16:33,260 --> 00:16:35,695 No LV wall motion abnormalities. 308 00:16:37,030 --> 00:16:38,831 No valvular disease or dysfunction. 309 00:16:38,865 --> 00:16:41,968 Ruling out any structural cause for the arrhythmia. 310 00:16:42,001 --> 00:16:44,171 You win. Congratulations. 311 00:16:46,906 --> 00:16:48,275 Hey! DR. GLASSMAN: Hey. 312 00:16:48,308 --> 00:16:49,442 How was your day? 313 00:16:49,942 --> 00:16:51,378 Good, good. 314 00:16:52,979 --> 00:16:54,447 Pensive. 315 00:16:54,481 --> 00:16:56,316 I was thinking about your gun and why you need it... 316 00:16:56,349 --> 00:16:58,351 Oh, Aaron, I... I don't... No, no, no. 317 00:16:58,385 --> 00:17:00,820 I was an idiot and a guy, I get it. 318 00:17:00,853 --> 00:17:03,156 You walking alone in a garage late at night, 319 00:17:03,190 --> 00:17:05,058 you walking alone on the street late at night... 320 00:17:05,092 --> 00:17:08,661 Or getting into my own car, or even my own house. 321 00:17:08,695 --> 00:17:10,029 Exactly. 322 00:17:10,063 --> 00:17:11,731 That's why I got you a surprise. 323 00:17:13,333 --> 00:17:14,367 Yeah? 324 00:17:14,401 --> 00:17:16,203 Right outside the back door. 325 00:17:22,542 --> 00:17:23,610 (ALARM BLARING) 326 00:17:23,643 --> 00:17:26,179 We have exactly 10 seconds to punch in the code 327 00:17:26,213 --> 00:17:28,515 before S.E.A.L. Team Six arrives. 328 00:17:28,548 --> 00:17:31,884 7-3-5-9. 329 00:17:31,918 --> 00:17:34,721 (ALARM STOPS) Every door, every window, every vent over 36 inches. 330 00:17:34,754 --> 00:17:36,823 This is your security fob. 331 00:17:36,856 --> 00:17:40,327 Works in all 48 contiguous states and Canada. 332 00:17:40,360 --> 00:17:44,331 You have no idea how much extra comfort this is gonna give me. 333 00:17:47,100 --> 00:17:48,401 Actually, I was hoping it would be 334 00:17:48,435 --> 00:17:50,370 your primary source of comfort. 335 00:17:51,371 --> 00:17:53,373 (FOB CLACKS) 336 00:17:53,406 --> 00:17:58,545 (SIGHS) You were thinking that this would mean I would give up my gun? 337 00:17:58,578 --> 00:18:00,413 That's exactly what I was thinking. 338 00:18:00,447 --> 00:18:03,150 Well, the first rule of security systems is redundancy. 339 00:18:03,183 --> 00:18:05,752 By that logic, we should get a tank for the garage. 340 00:18:05,785 --> 00:18:07,554 Aaron, it shouldn't matter why I want a gun... 341 00:18:07,587 --> 00:18:10,390 Whether it's because it makes me feel more secure, 342 00:18:10,423 --> 00:18:12,159 or it was a memento of my dad's 343 00:18:12,192 --> 00:18:14,561 or just because it's fun to shoot. 344 00:18:14,594 --> 00:18:17,530 All that matters is I'm a grown-up, 345 00:18:17,564 --> 00:18:21,568 and I'm responsible, and I want it. 346 00:18:21,601 --> 00:18:23,536 ** 347 00:18:26,038 --> 00:18:28,341 You're ruining Shaun. 348 00:18:28,375 --> 00:18:30,477 Maybe you got him over the hump of patient management, 349 00:18:30,510 --> 00:18:32,379 but what about surgical management? 350 00:18:32,412 --> 00:18:34,147 Taking charge of the O.R., 351 00:18:34,181 --> 00:18:37,584 keeping lines of communication open, everyone cooperating. 352 00:18:37,617 --> 00:18:39,352 You're throwing him into the deep end, 353 00:18:39,386 --> 00:18:40,753 and that's unfair to him. 354 00:18:40,787 --> 00:18:42,655 Unless you plan to scrub in as a lifeguard. 355 00:18:43,590 --> 00:18:44,791 He'll be fine. 356 00:18:47,294 --> 00:18:48,728 You handpicked his surgical team? 357 00:18:48,761 --> 00:18:50,663 ** 358 00:18:52,131 --> 00:18:53,233 You're ruining him. 359 00:18:56,068 --> 00:18:58,305 The tests prove his arrhythmia is associated 360 00:18:58,338 --> 00:19:00,540 with excessive ethanol consumption. 361 00:19:00,573 --> 00:19:02,074 But there's no permanent damage 362 00:19:02,108 --> 00:19:04,076 and his rhythm will return to normal 363 00:19:04,110 --> 00:19:05,978 in the absence of any further drinking. 364 00:19:10,817 --> 00:19:12,585 We met when we were 15. 365 00:19:14,587 --> 00:19:16,323 I was first clarinet, he was second. 366 00:19:17,524 --> 00:19:20,092 We were at a band festival in Anaheim when he found out 367 00:19:20,126 --> 00:19:21,661 his parents died in a plane crash. 368 00:19:24,130 --> 00:19:26,599 We grieved together and fell in love. 369 00:19:28,801 --> 00:19:30,503 Then he started drinking. 370 00:19:33,640 --> 00:19:36,676 It wasn't until I threatened to leave that he finally woke up. 371 00:19:39,212 --> 00:19:41,180 The day he received his two-year recovery chip 372 00:19:41,214 --> 00:19:42,782 was the day we got married. 373 00:19:43,850 --> 00:19:45,084 The day he vowed to me, 374 00:19:45,117 --> 00:19:47,520 and a church full of our family and friends, 375 00:19:47,554 --> 00:19:49,489 that he would never drink again. 376 00:19:50,857 --> 00:19:53,159 Our marriage is built on his sobriety. 377 00:19:53,192 --> 00:19:55,362 ** 378 00:19:57,797 --> 00:19:58,798 I believe him. 379 00:19:59,699 --> 00:20:05,605 Teal, we ran the BAC three times, 380 00:20:05,638 --> 00:20:07,540 and the results were consistent. 381 00:20:10,009 --> 00:20:11,578 I believe in my husband. 382 00:20:12,945 --> 00:20:14,046 I have to. 383 00:20:16,849 --> 00:20:18,184 His BP is dropping. 384 00:20:19,151 --> 00:20:20,653 Temp is normal. 385 00:20:20,687 --> 00:20:21,954 Check for causes of shock. 386 00:20:21,988 --> 00:20:24,491 ** 387 00:20:24,524 --> 00:20:27,427 Upper GI bleed... Need stat hematocrits and transfuse blood. 388 00:20:30,062 --> 00:20:31,431 (INSECTS CHIRPING) 389 00:20:35,602 --> 00:20:37,337 STEVE: Surgery's the easy-peasy part. 390 00:20:42,709 --> 00:20:45,144 You wanted this, enjoy it. 391 00:20:45,177 --> 00:20:47,580 ** 392 00:20:47,614 --> 00:20:48,615 I can't. 393 00:20:50,383 --> 00:20:54,253 If I get distracted, if I get upset... 394 00:20:54,287 --> 00:20:56,689 If you do, Andrews has your back. 395 00:20:57,424 --> 00:21:00,092 If Dr. Andrews has to take over, 396 00:21:00,126 --> 00:21:01,894 then I have failed. 397 00:21:01,928 --> 00:21:06,065 I have failed, and I have endangered a patient's life, 398 00:21:06,098 --> 00:21:09,035 and if I'm no good at the easy-peasy part, 399 00:21:09,068 --> 00:21:10,603 then what part am I good at? 400 00:21:12,905 --> 00:21:15,107 What do we do when we get all nutty like this? 401 00:21:18,578 --> 00:21:20,046 Blow out the candles. 402 00:21:20,780 --> 00:21:21,814 How many do you need? 403 00:21:23,750 --> 00:21:25,051 Three. 404 00:21:33,793 --> 00:21:36,529 (EXHALES DEEPLY) 405 00:21:36,563 --> 00:21:38,931 (EXHALES DEEPLY) 406 00:21:38,965 --> 00:21:41,368 (EXHALES DEEPLY) 407 00:21:41,401 --> 00:21:43,970 ** 408 00:21:50,777 --> 00:21:52,879 Hey. I was looking for you. 409 00:21:52,912 --> 00:21:54,313 Big day, huh? 410 00:21:54,347 --> 00:21:55,582 How are your nerves holding up? 411 00:21:55,615 --> 00:21:57,249 I'm not nervous. 412 00:21:57,283 --> 00:21:59,486 Of course you're nervous. Everybody's nervous. 413 00:21:59,519 --> 00:22:01,588 It just means that you care. 414 00:22:01,621 --> 00:22:05,825 Being nervous means I feel inadequate and unprepared, 415 00:22:05,858 --> 00:22:07,093 and if I am either of those things, 416 00:22:07,126 --> 00:22:08,995 it doesn't matter whether I care or not. 417 00:22:09,028 --> 00:22:11,564 You are more than adequate, and you're very prepared. 418 00:22:11,598 --> 00:22:14,066 You remind me of a... A young surgeon I knew once. 419 00:22:14,100 --> 00:22:16,903 The day he got his first lead, he was thrilled, 420 00:22:16,936 --> 00:22:20,072 but he was a mess, trying to remember a million things, 421 00:22:20,106 --> 00:22:22,775 imagining a million things that could go wrong. 422 00:22:22,809 --> 00:22:25,612 But then he remembered the birth process, 423 00:22:25,645 --> 00:22:28,180 how moms are asked to pick a focal point, 424 00:22:28,214 --> 00:22:29,749 let everything filter through that. 425 00:22:29,782 --> 00:22:33,119 Hmm. So, he chose the color orange to focus on. 426 00:22:34,854 --> 00:22:37,657 This is the cap that he focused on, 427 00:22:37,690 --> 00:22:39,726 and he got through it with flying colors. 428 00:22:40,627 --> 00:22:41,661 Maybe it'll help. 429 00:22:41,694 --> 00:22:43,696 ** 430 00:22:44,997 --> 00:22:47,900 Why do you have the young surgeon's cap? 431 00:22:50,069 --> 00:22:51,804 I was being coy. 432 00:22:51,838 --> 00:22:53,540 The young surgeon was me. 433 00:22:53,573 --> 00:22:56,242 ** 434 00:23:01,981 --> 00:23:04,817 (MAN SPEAKING JAPANESE ON TELEVISION) 435 00:23:04,851 --> 00:23:06,653 (DOOR CLOSES) 436 00:23:10,056 --> 00:23:11,223 CARLY: Konnichiwa. 437 00:23:13,660 --> 00:23:15,495 That's Japanese for hello. 438 00:23:15,528 --> 00:23:18,965 Konnichiwa. I have surgery in 42 minutes. 439 00:23:18,998 --> 00:23:21,167 Which is why I'm here, to wish you luck. 440 00:23:22,935 --> 00:23:26,072 (VIDEO STOPS) I don't need luck. 441 00:23:26,105 --> 00:23:27,840 Everyone needs luck. 442 00:23:30,943 --> 00:23:32,178 That was a good luck kiss. 443 00:23:32,945 --> 00:23:35,347 How can a kiss give you... 444 00:23:37,116 --> 00:23:38,117 So was that. 445 00:23:39,752 --> 00:23:42,622 I am feeling a bit lucky. 446 00:23:43,956 --> 00:23:46,493 You know the thing that Lea told you to tell me? 447 00:23:46,526 --> 00:23:48,027 Yes. 448 00:23:48,060 --> 00:23:49,496 That was actually great advice. 449 00:23:49,529 --> 00:23:50,930 It's important that we tell each other 450 00:23:50,963 --> 00:23:53,232 exactly what we like and what we don't. 451 00:23:53,265 --> 00:23:56,836 I also don't like pickles, sirens, anything wool... 452 00:23:56,869 --> 00:24:00,907 I was thinking more in the romantic area. 453 00:24:00,940 --> 00:24:04,644 And right now, we are not going to touch lips anymore. 454 00:24:06,045 --> 00:24:07,947 Because there's something else I want you to touch. 455 00:24:07,980 --> 00:24:10,449 ** 456 00:24:17,323 --> 00:24:18,891 (GASPS) 457 00:24:18,925 --> 00:24:21,293 ** 458 00:24:23,329 --> 00:24:24,831 So, what do you think? 459 00:24:25,397 --> 00:24:26,733 (BREATHING SHAKILY) 460 00:24:33,606 --> 00:24:36,008 You don't have any lumps. 461 00:24:37,176 --> 00:24:38,645 Win-win. 462 00:24:42,849 --> 00:24:45,017 (MONITOR BEEPING) 463 00:24:50,189 --> 00:24:52,759 Lab and imaging tests rule out Crohn's, 464 00:24:52,792 --> 00:24:55,662 gastroenteritis, C-diff colitis, and even H pylori. 465 00:24:56,428 --> 00:24:57,897 Leaving bleeding ulcers. 466 00:24:57,930 --> 00:24:59,699 Caused by alcohol abuse. 467 00:25:01,801 --> 00:25:03,803 He needs to be on a proton pump inhibitor 468 00:25:03,836 --> 00:25:07,006 and octreotide to prevent any further blood loss. 469 00:25:07,039 --> 00:25:09,008 ** 470 00:25:14,113 --> 00:25:15,114 No. 471 00:25:15,815 --> 00:25:17,116 He loves you. 472 00:25:17,149 --> 00:25:18,685 That's why he hasn't been honest. 473 00:25:19,451 --> 00:25:21,520 Doesn't make it right, 474 00:25:21,554 --> 00:25:23,089 but it's that same love 475 00:25:23,122 --> 00:25:24,523 that kept you together through everything. 476 00:25:25,758 --> 00:25:27,359 And it'll get you through this, too. 477 00:25:27,894 --> 00:25:29,461 (MONITOR BEEPING) 478 00:25:29,495 --> 00:25:32,131 ** 479 00:25:36,402 --> 00:25:37,837 He's telling the truth. 480 00:25:39,171 --> 00:25:40,640 We'll run more tests. 481 00:25:42,074 --> 00:25:44,043 Your faith in your husband is impressive. 482 00:25:45,177 --> 00:25:46,512 But it may have just killed him. 483 00:25:46,545 --> 00:25:47,980 (BEEPING CONTINUES) 484 00:25:48,014 --> 00:25:50,516 ** 485 00:25:56,823 --> 00:25:59,659 ** 486 00:27:17,770 --> 00:27:20,472 (EXHALES SHARPLY) 487 00:27:20,506 --> 00:27:23,075 (EXHALES SHARPLY) 488 00:27:23,109 --> 00:27:24,443 (EXHALES SHARPLY) 489 00:27:24,476 --> 00:27:26,145 (MONITOR BEEPING) 490 00:27:30,182 --> 00:27:31,317 Ten blade, please. 491 00:27:32,251 --> 00:27:34,754 ** 492 00:27:58,344 --> 00:28:03,115 SHAUN: Located lower end of esophageal lesion. 493 00:28:03,149 --> 00:28:04,683 Linear cutting stapler. 494 00:28:06,185 --> 00:28:08,420 Resecting the esophagus from the stomach... 495 00:28:08,454 --> 00:28:10,189 (STAPLER CLICKS) 496 00:28:12,358 --> 00:28:16,162 I'm now at the upper end of the lesion. 497 00:28:16,195 --> 00:28:17,429 Hemoclips. 498 00:28:17,463 --> 00:28:19,331 (MONITOR BEEPING) 499 00:28:28,407 --> 00:28:29,475 (WHIMPERS) 500 00:28:32,578 --> 00:28:33,846 Dr. Murphy? 501 00:28:33,880 --> 00:28:34,881 No. 502 00:28:36,582 --> 00:28:37,683 No... 503 00:28:37,716 --> 00:28:38,785 What's the matter? 504 00:28:38,818 --> 00:28:42,154 No, no, no... 505 00:28:42,188 --> 00:28:43,622 DR. PARK: Shaun, what are you seeing? 506 00:28:43,655 --> 00:28:45,191 Can't... Can't do this! 507 00:28:45,224 --> 00:28:46,525 What... What can't you do? 508 00:28:46,558 --> 00:28:48,127 No! DR. ANDREWS: Don't... No. 509 00:28:48,160 --> 00:28:51,330 No! No! No! No! 510 00:28:51,363 --> 00:28:53,099 Dr. Murphy! No! 511 00:28:53,132 --> 00:28:54,700 Dr. Murphy! 512 00:28:54,733 --> 00:28:55,835 Go, go! 513 00:28:55,868 --> 00:28:57,503 Page Dr. Lim. Keep her stable. 514 00:29:02,741 --> 00:29:06,212 No. No. No. 515 00:29:06,612 --> 00:29:07,880 Yur... 516 00:29:10,917 --> 00:29:12,251 No. 517 00:29:12,284 --> 00:29:13,719 No. 518 00:29:13,752 --> 00:29:15,221 No. 519 00:29:15,254 --> 00:29:17,056 Yur... What happened? 520 00:29:17,089 --> 00:29:19,658 SHAUN: No, no, no. He lost it, walked out mid-procedure. 521 00:29:19,691 --> 00:29:22,261 Yuri... Yu... 522 00:29:22,294 --> 00:29:25,064 Yuri kucho saiken. Shaun? 523 00:29:25,097 --> 00:29:27,867 Yur... Yuri... Yur... 524 00:29:27,900 --> 00:29:30,302 Okay, Park, take over the surgery. 525 00:29:30,336 --> 00:29:31,537 Y... No! 526 00:29:32,704 --> 00:29:34,306 Dr. Park. 527 00:29:34,340 --> 00:29:36,275 Y... 528 00:29:36,308 --> 00:29:38,510 (BREATHING HEAVILY) 529 00:29:38,544 --> 00:29:40,679 No. He obviously can't. 530 00:29:40,712 --> 00:29:41,780 I don't think he lost it. 531 00:29:41,814 --> 00:29:43,082 He was in complete charge of that room. 532 00:29:43,115 --> 00:29:44,183 I don't think this is a meltdown. 533 00:29:44,216 --> 00:29:45,717 He said he can't do it. 534 00:29:45,751 --> 00:29:48,220 He said, "Can't do it." Maybe he meant we can't do it. 535 00:29:48,254 --> 00:29:49,922 I think he's seeing something... 536 00:29:49,956 --> 00:29:51,457 We have a patient open on the table. 537 00:29:52,458 --> 00:29:54,660 Shaun, you have to tell us what you're seeing. 538 00:29:55,461 --> 00:29:56,595 It's okay, Shaun. 539 00:29:56,628 --> 00:29:58,297 (BREATHING HEAVILY) 540 00:29:59,231 --> 00:30:00,399 Breathe. 541 00:30:01,133 --> 00:30:03,069 ** 542 00:30:08,507 --> 00:30:10,142 (EXHALES DEEPLY) 543 00:30:10,176 --> 00:30:13,112 (EXHALES DEEPLY) 544 00:30:13,145 --> 00:30:14,914 (EXHALES DEEPLY) 545 00:30:14,947 --> 00:30:17,884 (EXHALES DEEPLY) 546 00:30:17,917 --> 00:30:19,919 That's it. Now slowly. 547 00:30:20,953 --> 00:30:22,021 What are you thinking? 548 00:30:23,122 --> 00:30:25,657 ** 549 00:30:25,691 --> 00:30:26,993 When... 550 00:30:29,128 --> 00:30:32,865 Okay. When I examined the upper portion... 551 00:30:34,934 --> 00:30:36,568 When I examined the upper portion, 552 00:30:36,602 --> 00:30:40,006 there was a much larger area 553 00:30:40,039 --> 00:30:42,641 of tumor-free esophagus than anticipated... 554 00:30:42,674 --> 00:30:45,244 That's correct, but not nearly enough to reach the stomach. 555 00:30:45,277 --> 00:30:49,848 But there is enough to accept a jejunum free flap, 556 00:30:49,882 --> 00:30:52,751 using a portion of the small intestine 557 00:30:52,784 --> 00:30:54,453 to replace the resected esophagus. 558 00:30:54,486 --> 00:30:56,188 We don't do jejunum free flaps. 559 00:30:56,222 --> 00:30:57,656 They do in Japan. 560 00:30:58,357 --> 00:30:59,825 They do in Japan. 561 00:30:59,858 --> 00:31:02,294 I've been studying their technique... 562 00:31:03,429 --> 00:31:05,664 Yuri kucho saiken. 563 00:31:06,532 --> 00:31:08,234 They have had great success. 564 00:31:09,768 --> 00:31:12,038 It would mean Beth wouldn't need a feeding tube. 565 00:31:12,071 --> 00:31:13,940 (VOICE BREAKING) But... 566 00:31:13,973 --> 00:31:16,475 It is v-very complex. 567 00:31:18,410 --> 00:31:20,812 It's too complex for you to lead. 568 00:31:21,680 --> 00:31:23,082 So you'll lose your case. 569 00:31:24,883 --> 00:31:26,085 Yes... 570 00:31:27,253 --> 00:31:29,055 ** 571 00:31:29,088 --> 00:31:32,191 I haven't done a transposition graft like that before. 572 00:31:35,827 --> 00:31:37,063 Think you can walk us through it? 573 00:31:37,096 --> 00:31:39,665 (SIGHS) 574 00:31:39,698 --> 00:31:41,033 Yes. 575 00:31:44,270 --> 00:31:46,038 I'll scrub in. 576 00:31:50,076 --> 00:31:51,877 (DOOR OPENS) 577 00:31:55,214 --> 00:31:57,716 Stomach is perfect. 578 00:31:58,450 --> 00:32:00,819 Check the duodenum. 579 00:32:00,852 --> 00:32:03,189 The only way Teal will accept the treatment 580 00:32:03,222 --> 00:32:04,790 is if we give her no room for denial. 581 00:32:05,691 --> 00:32:08,027 Did you really believe what you said? 582 00:32:08,060 --> 00:32:10,029 That their love is enough to get them through this? 583 00:32:12,231 --> 00:32:15,001 Such BS, the belief that love is enough. 584 00:32:15,034 --> 00:32:18,870 Even worse, it's corollary that a lack of love is the real problem. 585 00:32:18,904 --> 00:32:20,572 If only they had someone in their life 586 00:32:20,606 --> 00:32:22,574 who had enough faith in them, had enough love for them, 587 00:32:22,608 --> 00:32:23,742 they could've pulled through. 588 00:32:23,775 --> 00:32:25,844 It's wrong and it's mean. 589 00:32:25,877 --> 00:32:26,878 (SCOFFS) 590 00:32:29,448 --> 00:32:30,449 What's that? 591 00:32:31,417 --> 00:32:32,951 Flush the area. 592 00:32:32,985 --> 00:32:35,454 ** 593 00:32:36,622 --> 00:32:37,956 There's our bleed. 594 00:32:37,990 --> 00:32:39,491 But it's not coming from an ulcer... 595 00:32:41,327 --> 00:32:42,694 It's coming from a tumor. 596 00:32:42,728 --> 00:32:44,430 It's obstructing his digestive tract. 597 00:32:44,463 --> 00:32:46,132 I'm paging Melendez to the O.R. 598 00:32:46,165 --> 00:32:48,567 ** 599 00:32:50,069 --> 00:32:51,270 Okay. 600 00:32:51,303 --> 00:32:53,305 Actually, I'm... I'm gonna need an extra shot. 601 00:32:53,339 --> 00:32:55,374 Rough day? 602 00:32:55,407 --> 00:32:58,977 Had to help out in the E.R. with an eight-year-old boy 603 00:32:59,011 --> 00:33:01,313 who was accidentally shot by his sister. 604 00:33:01,347 --> 00:33:02,981 He'll survive, but with brain damage. 605 00:33:04,083 --> 00:33:06,118 That's horrible. 606 00:33:06,152 --> 00:33:07,153 Yes, it is. 607 00:33:09,121 --> 00:33:11,957 And quite coincidental. 608 00:33:12,924 --> 00:33:15,227 Like so many other coincidences. 609 00:33:15,261 --> 00:33:18,130 You know how many kids are shot every day in this country? 19. 610 00:33:18,164 --> 00:33:20,599 You know you're three times more likely to be shot 611 00:33:20,632 --> 00:33:22,334 if you have access to guns than if you don't? 612 00:33:22,368 --> 00:33:23,435 Here's another fact... 613 00:33:23,469 --> 00:33:24,803 One in four women are victims 614 00:33:24,836 --> 00:33:27,539 of violence at the hands of their intimate partner. 615 00:33:29,341 --> 00:33:31,843 No, no, no. I'm not afraid of you. 616 00:33:33,179 --> 00:33:35,847 This isn't about you. 617 00:33:35,881 --> 00:33:39,351 ** 618 00:33:39,385 --> 00:33:41,687 Did something happen? 619 00:33:41,720 --> 00:33:43,722 'Cause if it did, I want to know about it. 620 00:33:48,127 --> 00:33:51,463 You figure something horrible must have happened to drive me 621 00:33:51,497 --> 00:33:54,233 to such an irrational, fear-driven choice? 622 00:33:58,003 --> 00:33:59,438 I'm sorry. Hi. 623 00:33:59,471 --> 00:34:02,541 ** 624 00:34:03,842 --> 00:34:05,911 (MONITOR BEEPING) 625 00:34:05,944 --> 00:34:07,846 The ends of the harvested jejunum have been matched 626 00:34:07,879 --> 00:34:09,881 for caliber size for the attachment sites. 627 00:34:09,915 --> 00:34:14,486 You should begin proximal attachment at the neck incision, 628 00:34:14,520 --> 00:34:17,189 using layer-to-layer technique on the esophagus 629 00:34:17,223 --> 00:34:20,526 and microvascular anastomosis of the vessels. 630 00:34:21,160 --> 00:34:22,794 (DOOR SLIDES OPEN) 631 00:34:22,828 --> 00:34:25,264 You wanted to know when Dr. Semler was heading to O.R. 3. 632 00:34:27,866 --> 00:34:29,501 Dr. Park, scrub out and join Semler. 633 00:34:31,903 --> 00:34:34,005 I-if it's all right, I'd rather stay here. 634 00:34:34,039 --> 00:34:35,507 You're needed where you're needed. 635 00:34:36,108 --> 00:34:39,111 ** 636 00:34:49,855 --> 00:34:51,623 Tumor is free. 637 00:34:53,692 --> 00:34:55,461 Bag it, tag it, and get it to Path. 638 00:34:59,030 --> 00:35:00,031 Do you smell that? 639 00:35:03,101 --> 00:35:04,536 (SNIFFING) 640 00:35:04,570 --> 00:35:06,672 Smells like a distillery. 641 00:35:06,705 --> 00:35:09,975 But we know he couldn't have touched a drop for at least 24 hours. 642 00:35:15,814 --> 00:35:18,750 (MONITOR BEEPING) 643 00:35:18,784 --> 00:35:20,186 Final stitch is yours. 644 00:35:23,722 --> 00:35:26,792 It's completely symbolic, but symbols can be powerful. 645 00:35:31,163 --> 00:35:34,466 ** 646 00:35:53,319 --> 00:35:54,520 Easy-peasy. 647 00:35:59,691 --> 00:36:02,027 You had something called Auto-Brewery Syndrome. 648 00:36:02,060 --> 00:36:05,096 The tumor we found was blocking your intestinal tract. 649 00:36:05,130 --> 00:36:06,798 So carbs weren't being digested, 650 00:36:06,832 --> 00:36:09,167 they were being trapped and fermented. 651 00:36:09,201 --> 00:36:12,404 Your stomach was actually creating its own alcohol. 652 00:36:12,438 --> 00:36:15,106 You were drunk, but not from drinking. 653 00:36:15,140 --> 00:36:17,443 With the removal of the tumor, which was benign, 654 00:36:17,476 --> 00:36:18,710 you're all good. 655 00:36:18,744 --> 00:36:19,978 And the arrhythmia's gone, too. 656 00:36:21,213 --> 00:36:22,314 I never doubted you. 657 00:36:22,348 --> 00:36:24,850 ** 658 00:36:25,651 --> 00:36:28,387 Her faith in you saved your life. 659 00:36:31,690 --> 00:36:32,824 Thank you. 660 00:36:39,731 --> 00:36:41,500 I was so pissed when Lim kicked me out, 661 00:36:41,533 --> 00:36:44,870 until I found Semler had an appendectomy waiting for me. 662 00:36:44,903 --> 00:36:46,538 Got my first lead after all. 663 00:36:47,239 --> 00:36:51,877 I'm happy for you. Really. 664 00:36:51,910 --> 00:36:53,512 I'm happy for me, too. 665 00:36:56,315 --> 00:36:58,250 You earned it. 666 00:36:58,284 --> 00:36:59,818 And you'll get your chance again soon, Shaun. 667 00:37:05,591 --> 00:37:08,226 So that's it? All's well that ends well? 668 00:37:08,260 --> 00:37:09,995 Your surgeon walked out on his case. 669 00:37:10,028 --> 00:37:12,831 That's your takeaway? That he failed? 670 00:37:12,864 --> 00:37:14,232 A chef can eat. 671 00:37:14,266 --> 00:37:16,668 Well, as a diagnostician, 672 00:37:16,702 --> 00:37:19,237 he did something wonderful, but as a surgeon? 673 00:37:19,805 --> 00:37:21,907 Yes, he failed. 674 00:37:24,209 --> 00:37:26,177 We don't work alone, Marcus. 675 00:37:26,211 --> 00:37:28,647 Every time we have a good outcome, 676 00:37:28,680 --> 00:37:31,650 it's because everyone in the room did something right. 677 00:37:31,683 --> 00:37:34,686 Shaun came up with the idea, Park got it out of him, 678 00:37:34,720 --> 00:37:38,223 I approved the surgery, and you? 679 00:37:38,256 --> 00:37:40,258 The only reason Shaun is working here 680 00:37:40,292 --> 00:37:41,693 is because you believed in him. 681 00:37:43,562 --> 00:37:44,796 Yay, team. 682 00:37:45,631 --> 00:37:48,066 ** 683 00:37:49,701 --> 00:37:51,537 Are you still having a gun fight? 684 00:37:52,471 --> 00:37:54,039 Oh, yeah. 685 00:37:54,072 --> 00:37:56,742 Second day of my marriage and we are at an impasse. 686 00:37:57,609 --> 00:37:58,944 Tried the logical approach, 687 00:37:58,977 --> 00:38:00,346 I tried the emotional approach, 688 00:38:00,379 --> 00:38:02,681 no compromise. 689 00:38:02,714 --> 00:38:05,484 Only thing left is the nuclear option, which really sucks. 690 00:38:06,718 --> 00:38:08,620 (CLEARS THROAT) 691 00:38:08,654 --> 00:38:11,423 The thought of having a gun in my house makes me sick... 692 00:38:15,594 --> 00:38:18,296 Has Debbie let you touch her breast? 693 00:38:21,767 --> 00:38:22,768 What? 694 00:38:25,003 --> 00:38:28,006 Has Debbie let you touch her breast? 695 00:38:30,342 --> 00:38:31,610 Yeah. 696 00:38:31,643 --> 00:38:34,546 ** 697 00:38:34,580 --> 00:38:38,149 Then you shouldn't worry about anything else. 698 00:38:52,964 --> 00:38:53,965 I was wrong... 699 00:38:55,634 --> 00:38:56,802 This time. 700 00:38:57,836 --> 00:39:03,609 But 99.9% of cases, I would be right. 701 00:39:03,642 --> 00:39:04,943 If... If someone acts like an addict, 702 00:39:04,976 --> 00:39:06,244 lies like an addict, 703 00:39:06,277 --> 00:39:08,146 smells like an addict, then they are an addict. 704 00:39:09,047 --> 00:39:11,450 And just because we stumbled across 705 00:39:11,483 --> 00:39:14,052 the one ridiculously fluky exception, 706 00:39:14,085 --> 00:39:16,388 that isn't going to change my attitude moving forward. 707 00:39:17,689 --> 00:39:20,025 ** 708 00:39:21,627 --> 00:39:23,294 I respect you, Claire. 709 00:39:23,328 --> 00:39:25,063 Might even go as far as to say I like you. 710 00:39:26,164 --> 00:39:27,566 And I know you're angry right now. 711 00:39:28,400 --> 00:39:30,335 At your mother. 712 00:39:30,368 --> 00:39:31,470 The world. 713 00:39:32,203 --> 00:39:33,204 Yourself. 714 00:39:33,872 --> 00:39:35,206 (SIGHS) 715 00:39:35,240 --> 00:39:36,975 Eventually, that'll go away. 716 00:39:37,008 --> 00:39:39,144 Or... At least some of it will. 717 00:39:39,177 --> 00:39:42,347 But until then, giving up on that 0.1% 718 00:39:42,380 --> 00:39:44,215 means giving up on something else. 719 00:39:45,350 --> 00:39:46,485 Hope. 720 00:39:50,388 --> 00:39:51,723 Hope... 721 00:39:53,559 --> 00:39:54,693 Killed my mother. 722 00:39:56,695 --> 00:40:00,231 ** 723 00:40:08,073 --> 00:40:10,008 (SHOWER RUNNING) 724 00:40:13,579 --> 00:40:16,515 (SAFE BEEPING) 725 00:40:46,444 --> 00:40:47,679 (SIGHS) 726 00:40:47,713 --> 00:40:49,247 (WATER STOPS) 727 00:40:56,922 --> 00:40:58,289 (SIGHS) 728 00:40:58,323 --> 00:40:59,691 We need to talk. 729 00:40:59,725 --> 00:41:03,328 About the 800-pound gun in the room. 730 00:41:08,500 --> 00:41:09,801 (SIGHS) 731 00:41:21,112 --> 00:41:24,182 ** 732 00:41:25,651 --> 00:41:27,919 I'm working on my compromise skills. 733 00:41:29,087 --> 00:41:30,388 Okay. 734 00:41:30,421 --> 00:41:32,791 ** 735 00:42:01,853 --> 00:42:04,322 Looks like your first lead surgery went well. 736 00:42:04,355 --> 00:42:08,126 I didn't have a first lead surgery. 737 00:42:08,159 --> 00:42:09,961 Yes. It went very well. 738 00:42:14,065 --> 00:42:16,467 Can I check your other breast? 739 00:42:17,235 --> 00:42:19,504 ** 740 00:42:25,010 --> 00:42:27,378 ** 741 00:42:31,482 --> 00:42:34,419 **