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(SPITS)

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(SPITS)

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(WHISPERS) Okay.

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Morning, roomie.

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Morning, roomie.

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I'm going to the market later.
You need more apples?

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No, but we need
more toilet paper.

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No prob.

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May I?

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No prob.

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(CHUCKLES)

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Angel Fluff Plus, two-ply,

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unscented, ultra-wide,
extra soft.

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Two-ply.
No prob.

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You have to hang
the toilet paper

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on the dispenser
the correct way.

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The paper goes over
on the top,

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not under hanging
against the wall.

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Sorry, I forgot
you like it like that.

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I don't "like it
like that."

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It's "right" like that.

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NBD.

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It's no big deal.

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I got to run.

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(DOOR OPENS, CLOSES)

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(UP-TEMPO VIOLIN
MUSIC PLAYING)

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Ms. Kohl?

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Hi, I'm Dr. Melendez.

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Sorry. I have to practice
whenever I can.

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I practice
whenever I can, too.

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We heard you
hurt your finger.

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Can we take a look?

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I got a crappy manicure
a couple days ago,

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and now my nail
looks disgusting.

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Paronychia.
It's an abscess caused by

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a common bacterial infection.

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We'll drain it, pack it,
and send you home.

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In 72 hours, the pain and
swelling will be much better,

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and you'll be back
to Paganini.

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Apologize already.

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(CHUCKLES) I did
nothing wrong.
So?

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You don't want
to be iced out

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by the future
Chief of Surgery forever.

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Lim could be Chief, too.
Andrews hasn't decided yet.

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Hey, Brown, Park.
Hustle in.

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EMTs are less than
a minute out.

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Park, make sure Bay 3's
good to go.

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EMT:
13-year-old female.

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Progressively worsening
epistaxis.

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Bolus on the bus.
BP 86/51.

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It won't stop!
I can't get it to stop!

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I got home,
and she was calling 911.

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Not your first nosebleed,
huh, Dad?

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Well, these things usually
go away on their own,

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but Riley claims she's been
like this for over an hour.

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Ugh! It's not a claim,
it's a fact!

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Gonna need to get her on
a monitor right away

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and apply 4%
phenylephrine solution.

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Gonna need to cauterize
the bleed.

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It's not my first
nosebleed either.

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**

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I have my premiere at Davies
this weekend,

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hence the manicure.

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Rosin, beeswax, that stuff
is tough to get off.

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You play?

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I know my way
around bow strings.

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I dabbled in archery
when I was in high school.

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I started when I was 5.

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I used to hum melodies
doing my homework,

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eating dinner,
taking out the trash.

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I wanted to be
a train conductor.

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Mm, there's still time.

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(INHALES SHARPLY)

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Ow.
She's numbed up.

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She shouldn't have
any pain in her finger.

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It's not my finger.

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It's further up,
by my knuckle.

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(THERMOMETER BEEPING)
No fever.

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Any body aches?

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Uh, a little.

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Playing violin all day
stresses out my neck
and shoulders.

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It's likely tendonitis
or mild arthritic pain.

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Or it might be
flesh-eating bacteria

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and we have may have to
cut off your finger.

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(THEME MUSIC PLAYING)

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There's the bleeder,

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at the posterior rim of
Kiesselbach's plexus.

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You called 911?

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She did.

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How you feeling, baby?

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Peachy.

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It's a nosebleed.
I'm handling it.

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She's my kid, too, Bruce.

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Bet you couldn't tell
they're divorced.

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DR. PARK: Well, why don't
I take Riley's parents

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to the waiting room
so we can...

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Talk about me.

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Adios.

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We need to know.

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Shaun, what do we need to do
to know for sure?

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We need to cut deeper
and get a swab.

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Fingers have thousands
of nerve endings.

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Clipping off even the tiniest
portion of Jas' finger

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could cause permanent damage
and be career-ending.

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But if it is
necrotizing fasciitis

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and we do nothing,
she could die.

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That would also
end her career.

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True.

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But the numbers, Shaun,
the data.

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There's almost no chance
that it's nec fasc.

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On the other hand,
if we test for it,

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we will definitely
do damage.

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Anything else?

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Do you hang your toilet paper
going over or under?

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Doesn't matter.

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STELLA: Before the nosebleeds,
it was tummy aches,

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insomnia, breathing pain.

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Every time, we'd rush her
to the pediatrician,

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but they couldn't
find anything,

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so we stopped taking her.

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You think she's faking it?

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A therapist said it was
likely her subconscious way

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of trying to get her family
back together.

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Well, divorce isn't easy
for adults.

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Why should kids be able
to deal with it any better?

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She disengaged,

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not just from us,
but her friends, school.

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It's been five years.

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She should have found
her new normal by now.

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(SIGHS)

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Looks like someone's
doing better.

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Nosebleed stopped,

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but Riley's nasal membranes
are pretty thin.

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You should be on the lookout
for future bleeds.

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Riley, have you been sniffing
or snorting any drugs lately?

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What? No way.
I wouldn't do that.

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There's a lot of stuff
out there that looks harmless,

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but...
She said no.

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Does FLONASE count?

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I was coughing.

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I had a stuffy nose,
itchy throat.

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I looked up my symptoms,

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because what the hell else
was I supposed to do?

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Vasomotor rhinitis fit.

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So I went to the drug store,
and I got some FLONASE.

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Misuse of steroid sprays
can thin out nasal membranes,

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causing terrible nosebleeds.

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Quit the FLONASE,
you're good to go.

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BRUCE: Thank you.

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Uh, I need you
to take her tonight.

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I had to skip a pitch to
an important V.C. to get here.

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Sorry, didn't mean
to take you away

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from anything important.

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You're provoking her.
You know she's an anxious kid.

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I'm not anxious, I'm sick.

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STELLA: Could you for once
have my back?

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BRUCE: What?
STELLA: This is your fault.

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She's playing us
against each other.

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(BREATHING RAGGEDLY)

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What's wrong?

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My breathing, it... it hurts.

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STELLA: Just relax, sweetie.

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Just stop, both of you.

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(COUGHING)

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Vasomotor rhinitis.

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That is a pretty unique
diagnosis for an 8th grader.

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You'll be numb in a minute.

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Seventh.

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And I was wrong.

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Doesn't matter.

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I get what
you're going through.

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You were smart, popular.

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We don't have anything
in common.

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I was never popular.

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I wore hand-me-downs
from Goodwill.

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I never knew my dad.

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My mom was sick.
I couldn't rely on her.

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You know, kids at
that age can be total...

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Jerks.

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Asshats. Turds.

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I wouldn't send
my worst enemy
back to junior high.

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I got so many D's
on my report card last year,

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I got held back.

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Now everyone treats me
like I'm stupid.

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It's humiliating.
(INHALES SHARPLY)

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How'd you deal with it?

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00:08:08,088 --> 00:08:10,223
I said screw it.

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They already think I'm bad.

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I mess around in class,
leave campus,

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do whatever the hell I want.

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But you're still angry.

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I didn't let my past
define me

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and yours doesn't
have to define you.

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Repeating a grade
doesn't make you...

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What?

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00:08:46,526 --> 00:08:47,695
What's wrong?

197
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Nothing.

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There doesn't seem to be
any active bleeding.

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But I coughed up blood.
That was real.

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It's possible it's just
post-nasal aspiration

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that the blood you
coughed up was from
the initial nosebleed,

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and it went down your throat,
into your lungs.

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00:09:04,945 --> 00:09:07,815
But my chest,
it really hurts.

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00:09:08,348 --> 00:09:10,450
**

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00:09:10,517 --> 00:09:11,985
LEA: Hey, Shaun.
What's up?

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00:09:12,052 --> 00:09:13,887
You forgot to put
your coffee cup

207
00:09:13,954 --> 00:09:15,923
in the dishwasher
before you left.

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00:09:15,989 --> 00:09:17,658
Sorry, I was in a rush.

209
00:09:17,725 --> 00:09:19,359
And remember,
rinse it out

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00:09:19,426 --> 00:09:21,194
before you put it
in the dishwasher.

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00:09:21,261 --> 00:09:23,631
Noted.
And on the top rack.

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00:09:23,697 --> 00:09:25,498
I got to go.
Me too.

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00:09:25,565 --> 00:09:29,770
Morgan doesn't want to know
what's wrong with our patient.

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00:09:29,837 --> 00:09:31,004
I find that hard to believe.

215
00:09:31,071 --> 00:09:33,506
They talk about bow strings.

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00:09:33,573 --> 00:09:35,743
I don't know anything
about bow strings.

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00:09:35,809 --> 00:09:39,046
They should be talking about
what's wrong with her.

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00:09:39,112 --> 00:09:41,381
You can't always know, Shaun.

219
00:09:41,448 --> 00:09:43,516
Sometimes tests
aren't worth it.

220
00:09:43,583 --> 00:09:45,719
Sometimes we don't
have the right tests.

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00:09:52,926 --> 00:09:54,962
(DOOR OPENS)

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**

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CLAIRE: What are
you doing in here?

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Lea and I disagree
about toilet paper.

225
00:10:02,302 --> 00:10:05,939
And you made a good point
about finding the right test.

226
00:10:06,606 --> 00:10:07,607
Thanks?

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00:10:09,576 --> 00:10:11,411
I just did a test.

228
00:10:12,312 --> 00:10:13,580
On the toilet paper?

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00:10:13,647 --> 00:10:16,116
Every toilet paper roll
in this restroom

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00:10:16,183 --> 00:10:18,652
has the paper
hanging over, not under,

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00:10:18,719 --> 00:10:21,989
and they were installed
by professionals.

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00:10:22,055 --> 00:10:23,156
Does it matter?

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00:10:23,223 --> 00:10:25,158
(CELLPHONE BUZZES)

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00:10:25,225 --> 00:10:28,028
I-D-G-A...

235
00:10:29,763 --> 00:10:32,199
I think it's an acronym

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00:10:32,265 --> 00:10:34,768
or maybe even an anagram.

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00:10:36,136 --> 00:10:40,207
I don't think Lea cares about
the toilet paper debate.

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00:10:40,273 --> 00:10:42,810
It's not a debate.
I'm right.

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00:10:42,876 --> 00:10:45,012
I think you should
talk to Lea.

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00:10:45,078 --> 00:10:47,047
Not text, talk.

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00:10:49,683 --> 00:10:51,719
Did you talk to Dr. Melendez

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00:10:51,785 --> 00:10:53,687
after you got in trouble
with him?

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00:10:53,754 --> 00:10:54,822
No.

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00:10:54,888 --> 00:10:55,989
Why not?

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00:10:56,056 --> 00:10:58,225
Because I did nothing wrong.

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00:10:58,291 --> 00:11:00,694
Because you were right.

247
00:11:00,761 --> 00:11:02,595
Yeah.
So am I.

248
00:11:05,232 --> 00:11:06,566
(SIGHS)

249
00:11:06,633 --> 00:11:09,937
IRIS: Make sure all four tips
are touching the ground

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00:11:10,003 --> 00:11:11,538
before you take a step.

251
00:11:11,604 --> 00:11:13,073
Well, thank you, Iris.

252
00:11:13,140 --> 00:11:14,574
I never would have
figured that out.

253
00:11:14,641 --> 00:11:17,911
I'm required to show you how
to use all medical equipment.

254
00:11:17,978 --> 00:11:19,312
(DOORBELL RINGS)

255
00:11:19,379 --> 00:11:21,715
Well, I'm not gonna use it.
You want to know why?
Huh?

256
00:11:21,782 --> 00:11:24,718
Because I'm not gonna use it.

257
00:11:24,785 --> 00:11:26,920
You remind me of
my Grandpa Eddie.

258
00:11:26,987 --> 00:11:28,655
So grumpy, so adorable.

259
00:11:28,722 --> 00:11:30,724
See? Look, no hands.

260
00:11:30,791 --> 00:11:32,159
I'm fine.

261
00:11:34,194 --> 00:11:37,030
Uh, chicken soup,
heard it's good for the soul.

262
00:11:37,097 --> 00:11:39,132
I wasn't expecting you.
Thank you.

263
00:11:39,199 --> 00:11:40,901
That's very thoughtful.

264
00:11:40,968 --> 00:11:43,136
It's... Really,
it's no big deal.

265
00:11:43,203 --> 00:11:45,873
I signed up to bring you food
at the hospital,

266
00:11:45,939 --> 00:11:47,474
the Meal Train
that they set up.

267
00:11:47,540 --> 00:11:49,476
The Meal Train, yeah.
Yeah.

268
00:11:51,311 --> 00:11:53,814
How... How are you
doing today?

269
00:11:53,881 --> 00:11:56,316
Well, today is
actually looking up.

270
00:11:56,383 --> 00:11:57,617
Good.

271
00:11:57,684 --> 00:11:58,986
You want to come in
and have some soup?

272
00:11:59,052 --> 00:12:02,155
I have other plans.

273
00:12:02,222 --> 00:12:03,290
Ah, yeah.

274
00:12:03,356 --> 00:12:04,792
But, um...

275
00:12:04,858 --> 00:12:06,726
I'm actually
free tomorrow.

276
00:12:07,427 --> 00:12:09,262
Do you like lasagna?

277
00:12:09,329 --> 00:12:10,931
I kind of love lasagna.

278
00:12:10,998 --> 00:12:12,332
Great.

279
00:12:12,399 --> 00:12:15,702
Finally get that second date.

280
00:12:15,769 --> 00:12:17,771
You know,
you don't have to...
No, Aaron.

281
00:12:17,838 --> 00:12:19,339
I want to.

282
00:12:19,406 --> 00:12:21,074
Well, then, I want to.

283
00:12:21,141 --> 00:12:22,475
(CHUCKLES)

284
00:12:22,542 --> 00:12:24,177
Okay. Great.

285
00:12:24,244 --> 00:12:25,813
Then, um...

286
00:12:25,879 --> 00:12:27,447
I will see you,
then, tomorrow.

287
00:12:27,514 --> 00:12:28,982
I'll see you tomorrow.

288
00:12:30,383 --> 00:12:32,019
(MONITOR BEEPING)

289
00:12:32,085 --> 00:12:35,188
No one dabbles in archery
unless they're at summer camp.

290
00:12:35,255 --> 00:12:36,423
How long did you do it?

291
00:12:36,489 --> 00:12:38,792
Seven days a week
for seven years.

292
00:12:38,859 --> 00:12:40,127
Why'd you stop?

293
00:12:40,193 --> 00:12:43,196
It was just time to go to
college, medical school,

294
00:12:43,263 --> 00:12:44,965
be a grown-up.

295
00:12:45,032 --> 00:12:46,533
It was that easy
to just quit?

296
00:12:46,599 --> 00:12:50,003
Archery doesn't fill concert
halls or pay the bills.

297
00:12:50,070 --> 00:12:53,206
She has a slight fever,

298
00:12:53,273 --> 00:12:56,443
her rash is spreading,
and she has edema.

299
00:12:56,509 --> 00:12:58,846
This is definitely
not paronychia.

300
00:12:58,912 --> 00:13:01,548
I know.
I've moved on to MRSA.

301
00:13:01,614 --> 00:13:05,185
That's possible,
but you should want proof.

302
00:13:05,252 --> 00:13:08,688
If we do an open,
deep-tissue biopsy,

303
00:13:08,755 --> 00:13:10,991
we will know for sure if
you have flesh-eating...

304
00:13:11,058 --> 00:13:12,592
Shaun.

305
00:13:12,659 --> 00:13:14,828
(BEEPING CONTINUES)

306
00:13:14,895 --> 00:13:17,564
(INDISTINCT PA ANNOUNCEMENT)

307
00:13:19,799 --> 00:13:21,401
Part of being
a good doctor
is knowing

308
00:13:21,468 --> 00:13:23,937
when to not scare the crap
out of a patient.

309
00:13:24,004 --> 00:13:26,173
I don't think so.

310
00:13:26,239 --> 00:13:28,141
This is your problem,
not hers,

311
00:13:28,208 --> 00:13:31,044
your need to be sure,
your obsession...

312
00:13:31,111 --> 00:13:34,047
We need to cut off
a small piece of her finger

313
00:13:34,114 --> 00:13:36,884
so we know if we have
to cut off a larger...

314
00:13:36,950 --> 00:13:39,853
Shaun, you're acting like
you want to amputate her hand.

315
00:13:39,920 --> 00:13:44,557
No. You're acting
like you don't
want to amputate her hand.

316
00:13:44,624 --> 00:13:46,193
I don't.

317
00:13:46,259 --> 00:13:49,596
But that's not
medically relevant.

318
00:13:50,330 --> 00:13:52,966
Her temperature is 102.

319
00:13:54,801 --> 00:13:57,938
It's gone up two degrees
since we've been arguing.

320
00:13:58,005 --> 00:14:00,007
**

321
00:14:05,245 --> 00:14:07,881
Okay. We'll test her.

322
00:14:13,286 --> 00:14:15,788
That tissue has begun to die.

323
00:14:17,024 --> 00:14:18,892
Or it's
inflammatory infiltration.

324
00:14:19,592 --> 00:14:21,128
Find anything?

325
00:14:21,194 --> 00:14:22,795
We're at an impasse.

326
00:14:22,862 --> 00:14:25,265
**

327
00:14:28,601 --> 00:14:31,138
Look here, at the margin.

328
00:14:31,204 --> 00:14:33,606
Subcutaneous fat
and fascial necrosis.

329
00:14:34,141 --> 00:14:35,475
Shaun was right.

330
00:14:36,743 --> 00:14:38,278
Let's go try to
save her hand.

331
00:14:38,345 --> 00:14:40,347
**

332
00:14:45,218 --> 00:14:47,220
**

333
00:14:51,058 --> 00:14:54,427
She is a young girl
with a lot going on.

334
00:14:54,494 --> 00:14:55,595
Well, we agree
on that much.

335
00:14:55,662 --> 00:14:57,264
That's why she needs
to see a shrink.

336
00:14:57,330 --> 00:14:59,666
Mmm. This...

337
00:15:01,168 --> 00:15:02,669
This feels different.

338
00:15:07,540 --> 00:15:09,642
What, you don't believe in
emotional intelligence?

339
00:15:09,709 --> 00:15:12,112
If I have to choose
between the battery
of tests we've done

340
00:15:12,179 --> 00:15:15,715
and your gut,
it's an easy choice.

341
00:15:15,782 --> 00:15:19,119
No. You don't relate to her,

342
00:15:19,186 --> 00:15:21,888
and if you don't
relate to her,
you can't understand her.

343
00:15:24,257 --> 00:15:25,725
You're probably right.

344
00:15:27,694 --> 00:15:29,262
You think you do relate.

345
00:15:30,663 --> 00:15:31,931
Well, do you have a kid?

346
00:15:35,068 --> 00:15:37,504
My opinion about Riley
is medical.

347
00:15:39,706 --> 00:15:43,210
Why haven't you
told any of us
you have a kid?

348
00:15:43,276 --> 00:15:45,878
That is a huge chunk
of your life
you've been hiding.

349
00:15:45,945 --> 00:15:47,614
I don't feel the need
to share everything

350
00:15:47,680 --> 00:15:50,383
about my personal life
with the people I work with.

351
00:15:50,450 --> 00:15:51,918
Oh, that's your
passive-aggressive way

352
00:15:51,985 --> 00:15:53,186
of saying
I'm an over-sharer?

353
00:15:53,253 --> 00:15:54,354
Yeah.

354
00:15:54,421 --> 00:15:56,823
Your opinion on Riley
is clearly skewed

355
00:15:56,889 --> 00:15:59,459
because you're looking at her
through a parental lens.

356
00:15:59,526 --> 00:16:01,028
I've been in her shoes.

357
00:16:01,094 --> 00:16:03,363
I'm better equipped
to evaluate her situation.

358
00:16:03,430 --> 00:16:05,498
You're the poster child
of skewed.

359
00:16:05,565 --> 00:16:06,866
You're too
emotionally involved

360
00:16:06,933 --> 00:16:08,835
and are overreacting
because you had a crappy mom

361
00:16:08,901 --> 00:16:10,337
who didn't care about you.
(LAUGHS)

362
00:16:10,403 --> 00:16:12,705
And why do I know all that?

363
00:16:12,772 --> 00:16:14,407
Because you're an over-sharer.

364
00:16:14,474 --> 00:16:16,409
(INHALES SHARPLY)
(MONITOR BEEPS)

365
00:16:18,911 --> 00:16:20,480
The scan's clean.

366
00:16:24,451 --> 00:16:26,019
Is it time to send her home?

367
00:16:28,455 --> 00:16:29,889
DR. MELENDEZ: Clamp.

368
00:16:30,623 --> 00:16:32,559
(MONITOR BEEPING)

369
00:16:32,625 --> 00:16:35,362
Whoa. That is not good.

370
00:16:35,428 --> 00:16:38,031
Muscle's weak. Clamp slid
right through the fascia.

371
00:16:38,098 --> 00:16:39,832
Murphy,
pull the skin back.

372
00:16:41,334 --> 00:16:43,303
SHAUN:
Smells like rotten eggs.

373
00:16:44,104 --> 00:16:45,705
There's only tissue damage.

374
00:16:45,772 --> 00:16:47,040
If we debride
her hand carefully,

375
00:16:47,107 --> 00:16:49,076
we can preserve
some mobility and dexterity.

376
00:16:49,142 --> 00:16:51,678
She's gonna need close
monitoring post-op tonight.

377
00:16:52,312 --> 00:16:53,780
Scissors.

378
00:16:55,582 --> 00:16:56,749
(LIGHT SWITCH CLICKS)

379
00:17:12,399 --> 00:17:13,866
(LIGHT SWITCH CLICKS)

380
00:17:18,838 --> 00:17:21,074
We need to talk.

381
00:17:21,141 --> 00:17:23,143
Can it wait? I'm late for
an all-night coding session.

382
00:17:23,210 --> 00:17:26,313
You hung the toilet paper
incorrectly.

383
00:17:26,379 --> 00:17:27,780
Right. Did you flip it?

384
00:17:29,316 --> 00:17:30,683
Great, we're done.

385
00:17:32,652 --> 00:17:35,755
You left the TV remote
on the couch.

386
00:17:35,822 --> 00:17:37,290
Shaun, I'm running late.

387
00:17:37,357 --> 00:17:41,161
You have to put it on the tray
on the coffee table.

388
00:17:41,228 --> 00:17:42,829
That is where it belongs.

389
00:17:42,895 --> 00:17:45,932
If it doesn't have
a set place,

390
00:17:45,998 --> 00:17:49,802
then it will be in many places
and then it will get lost

391
00:17:49,869 --> 00:17:52,672
and if I can't find it,
I can't watch
the Weather Channel...

392
00:17:52,739 --> 00:17:55,007
Okay, enough about
the damn remote!

393
00:17:55,074 --> 00:17:57,610
Everything in this place
has to be your way.

394
00:17:57,677 --> 00:18:00,046
We have to make sure
to use two pods
in the washing machine,

395
00:18:00,113 --> 00:18:01,948
we have to keep the cups
to the left of the plate,

396
00:18:02,014 --> 00:18:04,851
we have to keep
the air conditioner
at exactly 74,

397
00:18:04,917 --> 00:18:06,653
and we have to use
one very specific,

398
00:18:06,719 --> 00:18:08,188
very hard-to-find
toilet paper.

399
00:18:08,255 --> 00:18:09,822
And I'm trying
to be accommodating,

400
00:18:09,889 --> 00:18:11,858
but you are not
cutting me any slack.

401
00:18:11,924 --> 00:18:14,194
**

402
00:18:15,762 --> 00:18:16,996
Oh, God.

403
00:18:17,564 --> 00:18:19,199
Shaun.

404
00:18:19,266 --> 00:18:21,868
Shaun, I am sorry.
I'm... Are you okay?

405
00:18:22,369 --> 00:18:24,237
**

406
00:18:27,407 --> 00:18:29,309
**

407
00:18:32,745 --> 00:18:34,947
You have
a ruptured Achilles.

408
00:18:35,014 --> 00:18:36,549
I'm afraid your weekend
warrior days are over--

409
00:18:36,616 --> 00:18:37,850
Help! Can we get
some help here?

410
00:18:37,917 --> 00:18:39,786
Right there.

411
00:18:39,852 --> 00:18:40,953
CLAIRE: What happened?

412
00:18:41,020 --> 00:18:43,590
She couldn't sleep, uh,
she spiked a fever.

413
00:18:43,656 --> 00:18:44,991
It's only getting worse.

414
00:18:45,057 --> 00:18:46,693
(BREATHING RAGGEDLY)
I can't breathe.

415
00:18:46,759 --> 00:18:49,128
Take a deep breath,
in, out.

416
00:18:49,196 --> 00:18:51,198
(THERMOMETER BEEPS)
104.6.

417
00:18:51,264 --> 00:18:52,899
I need IV acetaminophen
and cooling blankets ASAP.

418
00:18:52,965 --> 00:18:54,967
She's tachypneic
with an O2 SAT of 87.

419
00:18:55,034 --> 00:18:56,703
Is this...
Is this something new or...

420
00:18:56,769 --> 00:18:57,970
Did... I mean, did she
do this to herself?

421
00:18:58,037 --> 00:18:59,038
She has an infection.

422
00:18:59,105 --> 00:19:00,507
I think she's
developed pneumonia

423
00:19:00,573 --> 00:19:02,074
due to an
underlying condition.

424
00:19:02,141 --> 00:19:03,210
What underlying condition?

425
00:19:03,276 --> 00:19:05,245
I have no idea.
Page Park and Lim.

426
00:19:09,249 --> 00:19:10,983
No signs of PE
or pneumonia.

427
00:19:11,050 --> 00:19:13,253
CFTR was negative
for cystic fibrosis.

428
00:19:13,320 --> 00:19:17,390
I think we may have missed
something on her CT.

429
00:19:17,457 --> 00:19:20,827
There...
that slight shadow
on the bronchus.

430
00:19:20,893 --> 00:19:22,562
A slow-growing
carcinoid tumor

431
00:19:22,629 --> 00:19:24,731
could cause chronic
airway inflammation.

432
00:19:24,797 --> 00:19:26,766
As the tumor grows,
symptoms worsen,

433
00:19:26,833 --> 00:19:29,436
leading to airway
obstruction and infection.

434
00:19:29,502 --> 00:19:31,371
Or it's just a shadow,

435
00:19:31,438 --> 00:19:32,839
a slight shadow.

436
00:19:32,905 --> 00:19:34,441
It is pretty subtle.

437
00:19:34,507 --> 00:19:37,043
I would like to do
exploratory VATS.

438
00:19:37,109 --> 00:19:39,078
You want to poke holes
in her chest

439
00:19:39,145 --> 00:19:40,880
and go rooting around
in her lungs?

440
00:19:40,947 --> 00:19:42,449
DR. PARK: Riley's body's
already compromised.

441
00:19:42,515 --> 00:19:44,116
There are no obvious lesions,

442
00:19:44,183 --> 00:19:45,718
and her symptoms
are more likely indicators

443
00:19:45,785 --> 00:19:47,186
of a simple sinus infection.

444
00:19:47,254 --> 00:19:49,722
The safer, better plan is
to treat with antibiotics.

445
00:19:49,789 --> 00:19:51,624
If she has
a progressing tumor,

446
00:19:51,691 --> 00:19:53,793
we can't just send her home
with medication.

447
00:19:59,532 --> 00:20:02,269
Pitch the surgery
to the parents and Riley.

448
00:20:02,335 --> 00:20:03,570
Okay.

449
00:20:09,942 --> 00:20:11,478
Hey, hey, hey!

450
00:20:11,544 --> 00:20:13,480
Don't touch those.
Those are vintage.

451
00:20:13,546 --> 00:20:15,147
Well, I'm just scooting
your toys over

452
00:20:15,214 --> 00:20:16,749
so it's easier to get
to your medication.

453
00:20:16,816 --> 00:20:18,885
Toys. Toys?

454
00:20:18,951 --> 00:20:20,753
These are not toys.

455
00:20:20,820 --> 00:20:22,322
That's Reggie Jackson.

456
00:20:22,389 --> 00:20:24,056
IRIS: Well, when
that timer goes off,

457
00:20:24,123 --> 00:20:25,758
Roger Johnson
can give you your medicine.

458
00:20:25,825 --> 00:20:27,460
Reggie Jackson.

459
00:20:27,527 --> 00:20:29,296
(DOORBELL RINGS)

460
00:20:30,129 --> 00:20:31,764
Hey, guess what.

461
00:20:33,533 --> 00:20:35,001
Quitting time.

462
00:20:35,868 --> 00:20:37,103
Okay. Have fun.

463
00:20:37,169 --> 00:20:39,772
Take your pills.
Yeah. (INHALES SHARPLY)

464
00:20:39,839 --> 00:20:40,973
(DOORBELL RINGS)

465
00:20:41,040 --> 00:20:42,141
(EXHALES HEAVILY)

466
00:20:45,412 --> 00:20:47,179
(BREATHES DEEPLY)

467
00:20:48,315 --> 00:20:49,982
I think I broke Shaun.

468
00:20:50,049 --> 00:20:52,151
Hi.
We got into
a big fight, huge,

469
00:20:52,218 --> 00:20:53,620
and I was yelling
and he just fell apart.

470
00:20:53,686 --> 00:20:55,154
It was awful.

471
00:20:55,221 --> 00:20:57,490
And he pushes and pushes
and pushes. I pushed back.

472
00:20:57,557 --> 00:20:59,459
Well, Shaun's not easy,
but you knew that.

473
00:20:59,526 --> 00:21:02,295
I knew it was gonna be hard,
but living with him is a lot.

474
00:21:02,362 --> 00:21:04,564
I know.
I mean, there's stuff
I've never even thought about.

475
00:21:04,631 --> 00:21:06,098
And I know he has
idiosyncrasies,

476
00:21:06,165 --> 00:21:08,335
but there's a lot of them.
I mean, a lot.

477
00:21:08,401 --> 00:21:09,836
I know.
Is Shaun okay?

478
00:21:09,902 --> 00:21:11,203
Yes. No. I don't know.

479
00:21:11,270 --> 00:21:13,205
He's at work.

480
00:21:13,272 --> 00:21:15,542
Glassy, you know him,

481
00:21:15,608 --> 00:21:17,377
like really know him.

482
00:21:18,411 --> 00:21:20,146
How do I deal with Shaun?

483
00:21:20,212 --> 00:21:23,149
Well, it's been 12 years,
and I'm still learning.

484
00:21:23,215 --> 00:21:24,717
He just always
has to be right.

485
00:21:24,784 --> 00:21:26,853
I mean, do you...
do you know how many
calls and texts

486
00:21:26,919 --> 00:21:29,889
and notes he's left me about
how I'm doing stuff wrong?

487
00:21:29,956 --> 00:21:31,157
I have a pretty good idea,
yeah.

488
00:21:31,223 --> 00:21:33,125
Yeah, well,
it's exhausting.

489
00:21:33,192 --> 00:21:34,761
You know what?
We all have quirks.

490
00:21:34,827 --> 00:21:38,197
We can all be
a pain in the ass
from time to time.

491
00:21:38,264 --> 00:21:40,467
Okay, admittedly
Shaun a little more so.

492
00:21:40,533 --> 00:21:42,669
That is not helpful.

493
00:21:42,735 --> 00:21:44,070
Sit down.
What?

494
00:21:44,136 --> 00:21:45,304
Sit down.
Why?

495
00:21:45,372 --> 00:21:47,907
Why? Because you're agitated
and you're annoying me

496
00:21:47,974 --> 00:21:50,242
and I can't give you
good advice in that state.

497
00:21:51,478 --> 00:21:52,645
Sit.

498
00:21:57,283 --> 00:21:58,317
Thank you.

499
00:22:00,920 --> 00:22:02,755
Do you like Shaun?

500
00:22:02,822 --> 00:22:04,391
Of course.
Why?

501
00:22:06,292 --> 00:22:11,163
He's sweet, kind, honest,
sometimes brutally honest,

502
00:22:11,230 --> 00:22:14,701
there's never
an agenda with him.

503
00:22:14,767 --> 00:22:16,168
He's just Shaun.

504
00:22:17,437 --> 00:22:19,071
So?

505
00:22:19,138 --> 00:22:21,374
So I want him to change,

506
00:22:21,441 --> 00:22:23,242
a little.

507
00:22:23,309 --> 00:22:26,546
You moved in
expecting him to change?

508
00:22:26,613 --> 00:22:28,047
He doesn't want you
to change.

509
00:22:28,114 --> 00:22:29,281
I know that.

510
00:22:32,284 --> 00:22:36,122
And if I made
the wrong decision?

511
00:22:36,188 --> 00:22:39,592
Then you move out
and you do it right now.

512
00:22:39,659 --> 00:22:41,394
It'll devastate him,
but the longer you wait,

513
00:22:41,461 --> 00:22:44,196
the more... (SIGHS)

514
00:22:44,263 --> 00:22:46,065
...the worse
it will be for him.

515
00:22:52,672 --> 00:22:54,741
CLAIRE: If Riley has a tumor,

516
00:22:54,807 --> 00:22:58,578
we need to open her up
to find out what
we're dealing with.

517
00:22:58,645 --> 00:23:00,680
Why do you think
she has a tumor?

518
00:23:00,747 --> 00:23:03,215
It's consistent
with her symptoms.

519
00:23:03,282 --> 00:23:05,885
The same symptoms
she's been having
for years?

520
00:23:06,853 --> 00:23:08,588
Yes.

521
00:23:08,655 --> 00:23:11,658
The same symptoms we've been
told are psychological,

522
00:23:11,724 --> 00:23:14,827
the same symptoms
a dozen doctors have run

523
00:23:14,894 --> 00:23:17,263
a hundred tests for
and found nothing?

524
00:23:17,329 --> 00:23:20,066
There is a shadow
on her CT image.

525
00:23:20,667 --> 00:23:22,068
A shadow?

526
00:23:22,935 --> 00:23:24,537
And it's risky surgery?

527
00:23:26,873 --> 00:23:30,009
Opening her up
in a weakened state
could be dangerous.

528
00:23:32,111 --> 00:23:34,581
Look, I know Riley
frustrates you,

529
00:23:34,647 --> 00:23:36,816
drives you crazy,

530
00:23:38,017 --> 00:23:39,586
but I also know
you love her.

531
00:23:41,588 --> 00:23:43,590
You have a chance
to show her that.

532
00:23:44,657 --> 00:23:47,193
So you want to do this
as a statement?

533
00:23:47,259 --> 00:23:49,962
(MONITOR BEEPING)

534
00:23:50,029 --> 00:23:52,832
We want you to believe
in your daughter,

535
00:23:54,133 --> 00:23:55,768
because that's what
a parent does.

536
00:23:56,903 --> 00:23:59,105
**

537
00:24:01,541 --> 00:24:02,975
When she was little

538
00:24:03,776 --> 00:24:05,712
and had a bad dream,

539
00:24:07,446 --> 00:24:10,783
she used to come into our room
and snuggle up under your arm,

540
00:24:12,118 --> 00:24:14,086
just like she's doing to me.

541
00:24:15,221 --> 00:24:16,756
You would stroke her face

542
00:24:17,924 --> 00:24:20,627
until she was
finally at peace
and fell asleep.

543
00:24:22,161 --> 00:24:23,630
(SNIFFLES)

544
00:24:23,696 --> 00:24:25,598
(VOICE BREAKING)
She's in so much pain,

545
00:24:27,166 --> 00:24:29,335
and I don't know
how to make it go away.

546
00:24:30,102 --> 00:24:31,771
**

547
00:24:33,906 --> 00:24:35,407
(SNIFFS)

548
00:24:36,909 --> 00:24:38,077
Riley?

549
00:24:39,111 --> 00:24:40,547
Hey, um...

550
00:24:42,448 --> 00:24:43,716
The doctors,

551
00:24:43,783 --> 00:24:46,919
t-they want to see what's
going on in your lungs.

552
00:24:49,556 --> 00:24:51,257
They think you might
have a tumor.

553
00:24:55,995 --> 00:24:57,797
And we want them
to operate.

554
00:25:00,600 --> 00:25:02,569
You think I have
a real tumor?

555
00:25:04,436 --> 00:25:07,473
It's scary, I know,
but...

556
00:25:08,307 --> 00:25:11,310
Yes, we do.

557
00:25:12,444 --> 00:25:14,614
**

558
00:25:16,983 --> 00:25:19,018
**

559
00:25:21,954 --> 00:25:23,590
(MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY)

560
00:25:23,656 --> 00:25:25,725
DR. REZNICK: Her BP's
dropping out... 73/51.

561
00:25:25,792 --> 00:25:28,928
Heart rate
is spiking to 137.

562
00:25:28,995 --> 00:25:31,363
Hang an IV saline bolus.
I need a 12-lead.

563
00:25:35,635 --> 00:25:37,469
The necrosis has migrated.

564
00:25:37,536 --> 00:25:38,771
She's septic.

565
00:25:38,838 --> 00:25:40,973
There's definite infiltration
to the bone.

566
00:25:41,040 --> 00:25:42,875
We're gonna have to
amputate her arm.

567
00:25:47,880 --> 00:25:49,649
(SAW BUZZING)

568
00:25:51,183 --> 00:25:52,985
(MONITOR BEEPING)

569
00:25:56,055 --> 00:25:57,624
DR. MELENDEZ: Polish the bone
to help stump healing.

570
00:25:58,390 --> 00:25:59,659
Rasp.

571
00:26:01,260 --> 00:26:04,030
SHAUN: The margins
appear to be clean.

572
00:26:06,032 --> 00:26:07,266
There's still
a small chance microbes

573
00:26:07,333 --> 00:26:08,635
may have spread
to her organs.

574
00:26:08,701 --> 00:26:10,169
If they did,
then her mortality rate

575
00:26:10,236 --> 00:26:11,671
just increased exponentially.

576
00:26:13,906 --> 00:26:16,643
What if we put her in
hyperbaric oxygen
therapy now?

577
00:26:16,709 --> 00:26:19,011
Oxygen's toxic
to bacteria.

578
00:26:19,078 --> 00:26:21,614
There's a lot of things
that could go wrong in there.

579
00:26:21,681 --> 00:26:22,782
We wouldn't be able to
decompress the chamber

580
00:26:22,849 --> 00:26:23,983
in time to help her.

581
00:26:26,218 --> 00:26:28,821
We wouldn't have to
wait to help her

582
00:26:28,888 --> 00:26:30,857
if someone goes in with her.

583
00:26:32,424 --> 00:26:33,793
I'll do it.

584
00:26:33,860 --> 00:26:35,628
Okay.
Get the chamber ready.

585
00:26:36,262 --> 00:26:38,397
**

586
00:26:40,432 --> 00:26:42,234
DR. LIM: Lung tissue
looks normal.

587
00:26:42,301 --> 00:26:44,170
DR. PARK: And there are
healthy-appearing bronchi.

588
00:26:44,236 --> 00:26:45,705
Nothing,

589
00:26:45,772 --> 00:26:47,039
yet.

590
00:26:49,308 --> 00:26:50,710
(MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY)

591
00:26:50,777 --> 00:26:52,144
DR. LIM: Damn it.
Tore a lobar artery.

592
00:26:52,211 --> 00:26:55,214
JL: BP is 81/49,
oxygen SATS 93,

593
00:26:55,281 --> 00:26:57,383
heart rate is going up.
She is tanking.

594
00:26:57,449 --> 00:26:59,852
DR. LIM: Park,
I need more suction.
I can't see a thing in here.

595
00:26:59,919 --> 00:27:01,487
We need to do
an open thoracotomy now.

596
00:27:01,553 --> 00:27:03,923
Browne, crack her chest.
10 blade and a rib spreader.

597
00:27:09,862 --> 00:27:14,033
There are only
7.18 cubic meters in there.

598
00:27:15,201 --> 00:27:16,335
How does it feel?

599
00:27:17,336 --> 00:27:18,905
It's fine.

600
00:27:18,971 --> 00:27:21,340
I thought it might feel
claustrophobic

601
00:27:21,407 --> 00:27:22,942
for someone neurotypical.

602
00:27:24,210 --> 00:27:25,444
It is.

603
00:27:27,479 --> 00:27:29,648
(MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY)

604
00:27:30,917 --> 00:27:32,151
CLAIRE: Got it.

605
00:27:32,218 --> 00:27:34,253
It's still bleeding.

606
00:27:34,320 --> 00:27:36,155
JL: Stroke volume
just bottomed out.

607
00:27:36,222 --> 00:27:38,257
CLAIRE: Rapid infuse
four liters of whole blood.

608
00:27:38,324 --> 00:27:40,292
DR. LIM: Get ready to start
cardiac massage.

609
00:27:40,359 --> 00:27:42,695
Wait. I think I have
an anchor
in the arterial wall.

610
00:27:43,796 --> 00:27:46,265
JL: Stroke volume is rising,

611
00:27:46,332 --> 00:27:50,002
BP increasing, 90/60.

612
00:27:50,069 --> 00:27:51,704
Pulse is 90 and regular.

613
00:27:51,771 --> 00:27:53,305
She's stable for now.

614
00:27:54,473 --> 00:27:55,808
(MONITOR BEEPING STEADILY)

615
00:27:59,779 --> 00:28:01,247
This was a mistake.

616
00:28:01,313 --> 00:28:03,649
We need to close her up
as soon as possible.

617
00:28:07,787 --> 00:28:09,688
DR. LIM:
It doesn't make any sense.

618
00:28:11,323 --> 00:28:13,259
Her arterial wall
shouldn't be this fragile.

619
00:28:14,293 --> 00:28:16,328
Something else has caused it
to thin out.

620
00:28:18,798 --> 00:28:20,967
What else is going on
in here?

621
00:28:21,033 --> 00:28:22,634
Browne, I need more light.

622
00:28:23,135 --> 00:28:25,404
**

623
00:28:27,106 --> 00:28:28,741
Yeah. See that?

624
00:28:30,276 --> 00:28:33,112
A localized granuloma
on the right lower lobe.

625
00:28:33,179 --> 00:28:34,346
You think it's cancer?

626
00:28:34,413 --> 00:28:35,948
DR. LIM: Not sure,
but something's in there.

627
00:28:36,015 --> 00:28:37,884
Park, retract the lung.

628
00:28:37,950 --> 00:28:39,685
(BEEPING CONTINUES)

629
00:28:40,719 --> 00:28:43,155
**

630
00:28:51,430 --> 00:28:53,099
It's a LEGO.

631
00:28:53,165 --> 00:28:54,834
Riley must've inhaled it
years ago.

632
00:28:54,901 --> 00:28:56,368
CLAIRE:
It settled in your lung

633
00:28:56,435 --> 00:28:59,171
and became encased
in inflammatory tissue.

634
00:28:59,238 --> 00:29:02,074
Your body's immune response
attacked it,

635
00:29:02,141 --> 00:29:04,977
making you progressively
more sick over the years.

636
00:29:05,044 --> 00:29:07,513
DR. PARK: It's small, thin,
and made of plastic.

637
00:29:07,579 --> 00:29:09,782
There was no way of seeing it
on any of the imaging.

638
00:29:09,849 --> 00:29:11,550
Ugh. This is so gross.

639
00:29:13,219 --> 00:29:14,987
I'm gonna make it
into a necklace.

640
00:29:15,054 --> 00:29:16,422
(LAUGHTER)

641
00:29:17,890 --> 00:29:19,258
Good luck.
Excuse me.

642
00:29:25,264 --> 00:29:27,800
We're sorry that
we didn't believe in you.

643
00:29:31,337 --> 00:29:33,973
We're sorry that we put
you through all this.

644
00:29:38,177 --> 00:29:40,012
We're sorry
that we got divorced.

645
00:29:40,079 --> 00:29:41,447
Whoa.

646
00:29:41,513 --> 00:29:44,050
You guys are
way better off apart.

647
00:29:44,116 --> 00:29:47,286
We always thought you were
upset because we split up.

648
00:29:47,353 --> 00:29:50,456
I was upset because
you fought all the time.

649
00:29:50,522 --> 00:29:52,124
You still do.

650
00:29:52,191 --> 00:29:53,425
It freaked me out.

651
00:29:55,627 --> 00:29:57,897
So I'd hide
in my princess tent,

652
00:29:57,964 --> 00:30:01,200
bite my nails,
gnaw on crayons...

653
00:30:03,235 --> 00:30:06,172
...chew on LEGOs.
(CHUCKLES)

654
00:30:06,238 --> 00:30:07,739
We screwed up,

655
00:30:09,208 --> 00:30:11,643
and we promise
we can do better.

656
00:30:13,145 --> 00:30:15,781
**

657
00:30:25,391 --> 00:30:27,559
I am not saying
that Ordinary People

658
00:30:27,626 --> 00:30:29,195
is not a good movie.

659
00:30:29,261 --> 00:30:30,796
It's a good...
It's a great movie.

660
00:30:30,863 --> 00:30:32,398
(CHUCKLES)
It's a great movie.

661
00:30:32,464 --> 00:30:34,033
Okay, but I'm saying
is that Raging Bull

662
00:30:34,100 --> 00:30:36,502
is a superior
cinematic experience.

663
00:30:36,568 --> 00:30:39,238
It is raw.
It's, like, romantic.

664
00:30:39,305 --> 00:30:41,207
It's romantic?
Yeah!

665
00:30:41,273 --> 00:30:42,508
It pummels you
from start to finish.

666
00:30:42,574 --> 00:30:44,210
Exactly. Exactly.

667
00:30:44,276 --> 00:30:46,645
It's like adrenaline is
pulsing through your veins.

668
00:30:46,712 --> 00:30:49,181
It leaves me breathless
every time I watch it.

669
00:30:50,016 --> 00:30:51,183
Oh!

670
00:30:52,018 --> 00:30:54,286
(SOFT JAZZ MUSIC PLAYING)

671
00:30:55,787 --> 00:30:59,525
Do you... Do you want to,
like, go for a walk?

672
00:30:59,591 --> 00:31:01,293
Well, it's a little
cold outside.

673
00:31:01,994 --> 00:31:03,896
(BOTH LAUGH)

674
00:31:05,031 --> 00:31:06,732
I'm gonna kiss you.
You are?

675
00:31:06,798 --> 00:31:08,267
Uh-huh.
Okay.

676
00:31:09,801 --> 00:31:11,137
Mmm.

677
00:31:13,705 --> 00:31:14,806
Mmm.

678
00:31:14,873 --> 00:31:16,976
Maybe we'll walk upstairs?
Okay.

679
00:31:17,043 --> 00:31:18,310
Yeah?
Yeah.

680
00:31:18,377 --> 00:31:20,046
This way?
Yeah.

681
00:31:20,612 --> 00:31:22,548
Yeah.

682
00:31:22,614 --> 00:31:24,984
Whoa. (GROANS)

683
00:31:25,051 --> 00:31:26,953
(STUTTERS) Can I help?
No. Thank you.

684
00:31:27,019 --> 00:31:28,854
I'll get there.
I'm okay, I'm okay.

685
00:31:28,921 --> 00:31:30,289
I'm okay. Ow.

686
00:31:30,356 --> 00:31:32,258
(INHALES, EXHALES SHARPLY)

687
00:31:32,324 --> 00:31:34,860
**

688
00:31:37,896 --> 00:31:39,765
(MONITOR BEEPING)

689
00:31:50,876 --> 00:31:52,644
Is my hand okay?

690
00:31:55,114 --> 00:31:59,518
Your biopsy was positive
for necrotizing fasciitis.

691
00:31:59,585 --> 00:32:02,488
We had to do
multiple surgeries

692
00:32:02,554 --> 00:32:05,057
to remove the infected
muscle and bone.

693
00:32:05,691 --> 00:32:07,026
Bone?

694
00:32:08,961 --> 00:32:10,462
I'm so sorry, Jas.

695
00:32:10,529 --> 00:32:12,564
We had to amputate your arm.

696
00:32:13,832 --> 00:32:15,467
No.

697
00:32:15,534 --> 00:32:17,636
No, my...
my arm still hurts.

698
00:32:17,703 --> 00:32:20,106
I can... I can feel it.
It's still there.

699
00:32:22,874 --> 00:32:25,111
What you're experiencing
is "phantom pain."

700
00:32:26,145 --> 00:32:28,314
Your arm is gone.

701
00:32:28,380 --> 00:32:31,317
**

702
00:32:36,888 --> 00:32:38,157
(SOBS)

703
00:32:40,726 --> 00:32:41,927
H-He told you.

704
00:32:46,232 --> 00:32:47,599
My arm.

705
00:32:50,469 --> 00:32:52,404
(CRYING) My arm is gone.

706
00:32:56,608 --> 00:32:58,077
It's gone

707
00:32:58,144 --> 00:33:01,113
and it's...
it's your fault.

708
00:33:01,180 --> 00:33:02,881
(SNIFFLES)

709
00:33:03,982 --> 00:33:06,918
**

710
00:33:12,958 --> 00:33:14,593
(WEAKLY) Get out.

711
00:33:17,563 --> 00:33:19,131
Get the hell out.

712
00:33:20,566 --> 00:33:22,134
I can't.

713
00:33:23,335 --> 00:33:24,703
Neither of us can.

714
00:33:24,770 --> 00:33:25,837
(SNIFFLES)

715
00:33:28,607 --> 00:33:30,842
(SOBBING)

716
00:33:30,909 --> 00:33:33,679
**

717
00:33:35,281 --> 00:33:38,384
**

718
00:33:49,228 --> 00:33:50,862
You called it.

719
00:33:50,929 --> 00:33:52,164
Well done.

720
00:33:52,231 --> 00:33:53,932
Thanks for your help.

721
00:33:53,999 --> 00:33:57,736
Finally a believer
in the power
of emotional intelligence?

722
00:33:57,803 --> 00:33:59,605
Oh, it did get
her parents on board,

723
00:33:59,671 --> 00:34:01,540
even if it's only
for a little while.

724
00:34:01,607 --> 00:34:03,309
They believe their kid,

725
00:34:03,375 --> 00:34:05,544
and they're working on
their family relationships.

726
00:34:05,611 --> 00:34:07,012
It's pretty big steps.

727
00:34:07,079 --> 00:34:09,148
It was a nice moment.

728
00:34:09,215 --> 00:34:11,317
But if you think
you changed them,
that they'll be

729
00:34:11,383 --> 00:34:14,586
different people tomorrow
than they were yesterday,

730
00:34:14,653 --> 00:34:16,222
then you're kidding yourself.

731
00:34:19,825 --> 00:34:22,194
Right now, my emotional
intelligence is telling me

732
00:34:22,261 --> 00:34:23,862
even you don't believe that.

733
00:34:25,797 --> 00:34:27,199
(ELEVATOR BELL DINGS)

734
00:34:27,266 --> 00:34:29,067
(ELEVATOR DOORS OPEN)

735
00:34:29,968 --> 00:34:32,871
**

736
00:34:36,375 --> 00:34:38,377
(FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING)

737
00:34:38,444 --> 00:34:40,212
Kitchen's clean,

738
00:34:41,413 --> 00:34:42,981
leftovers are in the fridge.

739
00:34:44,916 --> 00:34:46,385
How you doing?

740
00:34:47,519 --> 00:34:49,355
Fine.

741
00:34:49,421 --> 00:34:52,358
I just got
a little lightheaded.

742
00:34:52,424 --> 00:34:55,261
Balance isn't quite
back to normal.

743
00:34:56,862 --> 00:34:58,397
Well, now that you're
feeling a little better,

744
00:34:58,464 --> 00:34:59,898
you want to watch
Raging Bull?

745
00:35:02,033 --> 00:35:03,669
No.

746
00:35:03,735 --> 00:35:05,471
Okay. Another time.

747
00:35:06,438 --> 00:35:07,773
No.

748
00:35:09,275 --> 00:35:10,809
I can't do this.

749
00:35:10,876 --> 00:35:12,878
We can take it slow.

750
00:35:12,944 --> 00:35:16,648
I'm... I'm happy to just
be here with you, like this.

751
00:35:16,715 --> 00:35:19,551
No. I can't...
I can't be here like this.

752
00:35:22,888 --> 00:35:24,890
I-I don't want you to f...

753
00:35:26,124 --> 00:35:29,261
I just...
I don't want to...

754
00:35:31,930 --> 00:35:35,434
I'm sorry. I just...
I need you to go, please.

755
00:35:45,644 --> 00:35:48,447
**

756
00:35:51,483 --> 00:35:54,753
(DOOR OPENS, CLOSES)

757
00:35:54,820 --> 00:35:58,056
**

758
00:36:12,538 --> 00:36:16,107
**

759
00:36:21,680 --> 00:36:24,850
**

760
00:36:30,622 --> 00:36:34,660
Jas practiced violin
every day since
she was five.

761
00:36:37,796 --> 00:36:40,499
She put all her faith in me
to do the right thing, and...

762
00:36:42,734 --> 00:36:44,336
I thought I did. I...

763
00:36:47,939 --> 00:36:49,975
Shaun didn't care. He...

764
00:36:50,041 --> 00:36:53,412
He didn't see her dreams.
He just saw her symptoms.

765
00:36:57,148 --> 00:36:59,351
Sometimes that'll be
the wrong choice.

766
00:37:07,693 --> 00:37:11,763
My second year in the program,
there was this resident.

767
00:37:13,665 --> 00:37:15,166
She was kind of weird.

768
00:37:15,233 --> 00:37:17,002
She wore comic book T-shirts,

769
00:37:17,068 --> 00:37:19,571
always ate
the exact same lunch.

770
00:37:21,540 --> 00:37:24,810
But she was smart.

771
00:37:24,876 --> 00:37:27,513
She would get surgeries and
knock 'em out of the park

772
00:37:27,579 --> 00:37:29,315
over and over again.

773
00:37:30,482 --> 00:37:32,217
Couldn't stand her.

774
00:37:35,186 --> 00:37:39,325
And one day I realized
I was competing against her,

775
00:37:41,360 --> 00:37:43,729
but she wasn't competing
against me.

776
00:37:45,797 --> 00:37:48,867
She spent her time observing,
asking questions,

777
00:37:48,934 --> 00:37:52,771
preparing herself
to be a great surgeon.

778
00:37:55,974 --> 00:37:57,376
(SIGHS)

779
00:37:59,210 --> 00:38:00,546
Is she?

780
00:38:03,949 --> 00:38:07,085
Dr. Lim is one of
the best trauma surgeons
in the country.

781
00:38:16,662 --> 00:38:18,597
(SNIFFLES)

782
00:38:30,141 --> 00:38:31,477
(ELEVATOR BELL DINGS)

783
00:38:35,681 --> 00:38:37,949
Dr. Melendez.
Dr. Browne.

784
00:38:39,150 --> 00:38:41,052
Dr. Lim.

785
00:38:41,119 --> 00:38:43,088
Nice save today.

786
00:38:43,154 --> 00:38:45,891
I heard.
Yes, good work, Dr. Browne.

787
00:38:45,957 --> 00:38:47,426
Thank you.

788
00:38:52,798 --> 00:38:54,265
(ELEVATOR BELL DINGS)

789
00:38:54,332 --> 00:38:56,001
(ELEVATOR DOORS OPEN)

790
00:38:58,303 --> 00:38:59,638
Good night.

791
00:39:03,308 --> 00:39:05,577
(ELEVATOR DOORS CLOSE)

792
00:39:05,644 --> 00:39:08,213
You know she showed
bad judgment.

793
00:39:08,279 --> 00:39:10,281
You got something to say,
just say it.

794
00:39:13,184 --> 00:39:14,586
Want to grab a beer?

795
00:39:17,322 --> 00:39:18,690
Yes.

796
00:39:19,658 --> 00:39:21,527
(SIREN WAILS IN DISTANCE)

797
00:39:24,329 --> 00:39:25,664
Hey.

798
00:39:28,299 --> 00:39:29,835
Are you okay?

799
00:39:33,539 --> 00:39:34,840
Yes.

800
00:39:37,308 --> 00:39:40,812
I'm so sorry
for my outburst yesterday.

801
00:39:42,380 --> 00:39:44,349
I'm fine now.

802
00:39:47,519 --> 00:39:49,888
I'm not, Shaun.

803
00:39:51,289 --> 00:39:54,025
Coming back to California
and starting a new job

804
00:39:54,092 --> 00:39:55,961
and moving in with you...

805
00:39:56,027 --> 00:39:58,163
It's been so stressful,

806
00:39:58,229 --> 00:40:01,099
harder than I anticipated.

807
00:40:06,037 --> 00:40:07,839
You're moving out.

808
00:40:08,907 --> 00:40:11,009
No, I'm not moving out.

809
00:40:11,076 --> 00:40:14,446
We are still figuring out
each other's quirks.

810
00:40:14,513 --> 00:40:16,014
(EXHALES HEAVILY)
Oh, yes.

811
00:40:16,081 --> 00:40:18,484
You're very difficult
to live with.

812
00:40:18,550 --> 00:40:20,752
(LAUGHS)

813
00:40:20,819 --> 00:40:24,856
I know I forget stuff a lot,

814
00:40:24,923 --> 00:40:29,094
and sometimes I snap and yell.

815
00:40:29,928 --> 00:40:31,897
I promise to work on that.

816
00:40:33,532 --> 00:40:35,801
And I don't need you
to change,

817
00:40:35,867 --> 00:40:38,269
but I do need
to know that you know

818
00:40:39,137 --> 00:40:40,706
you're annoying as hell.

819
00:40:42,741 --> 00:40:46,912
I need to know that you'll
try to compromise.

820
00:40:54,986 --> 00:41:00,859
I don't think I can use
one-ply toilet paper.

821
00:41:00,926 --> 00:41:02,861
Oh, no, you were so right
about two-ply.

822
00:41:02,928 --> 00:41:05,697
Totally worth the extra $1.50.

823
00:41:05,764 --> 00:41:11,002
But maybe the cups can go
to the right of the plates.

824
00:41:13,138 --> 00:41:14,640
Sometimes.

825
00:41:18,343 --> 00:41:20,378
Well, everything's unpacked.

826
00:41:20,445 --> 00:41:23,882
We're officially
moved in together.

827
00:41:24,449 --> 00:41:26,885
(CHUCKLES)

828
00:41:26,952 --> 00:41:30,522
I'm gonna take these down
to the recycling.

829
00:41:30,589 --> 00:41:33,191
And I know I probably
didn't put everything
in the right place,

830
00:41:33,258 --> 00:41:36,327
but maybe we can
rearrange it together.

831
00:41:38,263 --> 00:41:41,099
I like that idea very much.

832
00:41:41,166 --> 00:41:43,535
(LEA CHUCKLES)

833
00:41:43,602 --> 00:41:45,136
(TONIGHT TONIGHT PLAYING)

834
00:41:45,203 --> 00:41:48,239
* All I am is all I need

835
00:41:48,306 --> 00:41:51,409
* And these city boy blues
and these suicide queens

836
00:41:51,476 --> 00:41:54,613
* And I said what I said
'cause I love you so much

837
00:41:54,680 --> 00:41:57,683
* Now I'm pulling these wires
on this cross-city bus

838
00:41:57,749 --> 00:42:01,052
* 'Cause tonight, tonight,
tonight, tonight

839
00:42:01,119 --> 00:42:04,322
* Yeah, tonight, tonight,
tonight, tonight

840
00:42:04,389 --> 00:42:07,458
* All I want
is what I can't take

841
00:42:07,525 --> 00:42:10,962
* But tonight, tonight,
tonight, tonight

842
00:42:11,029 --> 00:42:15,466
**

843
00:42:15,533 --> 00:42:18,303
I like that idea very much.

844
00:42:18,369 --> 00:42:19,638
* Tonight, tonight,
tonight, tonight *

845
00:42:21,206 --> 00:42:24,610
**

846
00:42:40,025 --> 00:42:44,095
**