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(BIRDS CHIRPING)

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I got you a doughnut.

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Apparently.

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What are you doing today?

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My (SIGHS) least favorite
thing in the world.

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Looking for
an apartment?

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Yeah, I'll be out of here
in 48 hours,

8
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for both of our sakes.

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What about
your old apartment?

10
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Kenny got arrested,

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so I don't think
he needs it anymore.

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I don't think being neighbors
is such a great idea.

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We had a fight.

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I bought you
a doughnut.

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A really big fight
about some really big issues

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that aren't gonna go away
because you got me a doughnut.

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**

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(LAUGHS)

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Remember that
Usher-themed party I had?

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I remember searching
the entire house
for a TYLENOL.

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Is it too late
to apologize for that?

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No. Never.

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(CHUCKLES)

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I miss you, Daddy.

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Who are you talking to?

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I'm talking to...

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To the chair?

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If you can't fall asleep
on your own,

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you can have that Ambien
you've been asking for.

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MADDIE: You sleep, I go away.

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I don't need an Ambien.

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NURSE: Okay.

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I'll be keeping an eye on you,
Dr. Glassman.

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Trying to hop
a fence, Mac?

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I wanna go home.

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We will, sweetie,
as soon as we fix you up.

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Mac has
Fragile X Syndrome.

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A genetic disorder
characterized
by intellectual disability,

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behavioral issues,
and hyperactivity.

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The good news is that
the picket hasn't compromised

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any vital organs,
major nerves, or arteries.

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The bad news is
that it splintered
inside his shoulder.

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Oh, let's get this stick
out of you, Mac.

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Will it hurt?
Not a bit.

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You're gonna sleep
through the whole thing.

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(WOMAN SPEAKING
INDISTINCTLY ON P.A.)

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**

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(SCRIBBLING)
Third time's the charm,
right, Shaun?

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(DOG BARKS IN DISTANCE)

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Her name's Bill...

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Short for "Sybil."

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She likes things
nice and simple.

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(METAL CLANGS, RATTLES)

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Possible internal bleeding,
heel bone calcaneus fractures,

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tibial pilon fractures,
and cervical fractures.

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Her name's
Kitty Kwon.

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Hey, Kitty.
You know where you are?

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Unfortunately, yeah.

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I was 150 feet
from the summit.

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Would've been
the first female free solo.

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Free solo?

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Climbing without ropes.

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(THEME MUSIC PLAYING)

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(MONITOR BEEPING)

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DR. MELENDEZ:
Let's tidy up these bleeders,
irrigate the wound,

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and close him up.

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SHAUN: How do you
find a new friend?

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Lea is very mad at me.

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Well, whatever you did
to her, apologize.

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I did. I said, "I'm sorry."

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It may take even more
than that.

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Make a statement.
Go big.

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DR. MELENDEZ:
An apology's an apology.

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If she doesn't accept it,
just walk away.

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And there we have
the entire spectrum
of male response...

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Dazzle them or dump them.

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Just be nice to her,
Dr. Murphy.

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**

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I don't like
you looking like this.

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(CHUCKLES)
I want you in a suit

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with one
of my famous ties.

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I had more ties
than birthdays.

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How did that happen?

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You know what's funny?
What?

85
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I only have
great memories of you.

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What about
all those other memories?

87
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Why can't I
remember them?

88
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Good memories are like
a beautiful song.

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You don't want them
to ever end.

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I don't think that's all
we should talk about.

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**

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You're looking
awfully sleepy.

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Our clock is ticking.
We need to get
to the good stuff.

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You know, Dad,
the real reason I'm here.

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SHAUN: The surgery
went very well.

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We got every bit of picket,
and Mac is recovering nicely.

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Oh, thank you.
He should be able
to go home today.

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This is all
good news, Nicole.

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I know. I know.
I was... I was just...

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I was hoping to have
one night without him.

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**

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AMANDA: Katherine!

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Mom. Dad.
Thank God you're alive.

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Thank you.

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Unfortunately, there's
still a serious issue

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we have to deal with.
Kitty has cervical fractures.

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She broke her neck.

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Luckily, we can repair it
by fusing her spine.

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Your range of motion
will be restricted,

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but when
everything else heals,

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you should be walking
within three months.

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Will I be able
to climb again?

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Not at that level,
and certainly not free solo.

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They should've just left me
on that mountain to die.

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Then I think you'll prefer
the second option...

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The Odontoid
Screw Procedure.

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It doesn't involve
vertebral fusion

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and could maintain
your full range of motion.

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Seriously?
Sign me up!

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The spinal fusion surgery
is generally preferred

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because it has
higher healing rates

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and more favorable
long-term results.

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But the screw procedure's
less invasive,

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so there's reduced
collateral injury

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and no permanent damage.

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Would she be able
to climb again?

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Free solo? Everything?

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Eventually, yes.

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Can I say yes now?

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Yes! (CHUCKLES)

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No.

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**

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If you give her
this operation,
you'll be killing her.

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**

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You can get help.

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You mean IEPs,
speech therapy,

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or a behavioral mod?

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Have you considered
a residential facility,
a group home?

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Give him away?
To strangers?

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To professionals
who can help him.

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He was abandoned
by his father.

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I'm all
that he has left.

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God, he was
such a beautiful baby.

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And he was perfectly normal,
walking, talking...

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But just after
he turned two,

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we noticed a change.

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He started to lose his words.
He was going backwards.

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When we got
the test results,

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everything we'd hoped for
our perfect, little boy was...

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Was gone.

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By the time he was nine,
he was too much
for my husband.

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(SCOFFS) And that was
before his growth spurt

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and before
his mood swings became...

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(SCOFFS)

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I don't want to give him up.
I... I just...

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I just wanted a break
for one lousy night.

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Nobody blames you
for that, Nicole.

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And you don't have to
send your son anywhere.

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I'm sure that'd be devastating
for a kid like Mac.

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**

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I don't go to church,
I swear,

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and I have sex
with strange men.

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Your room's on the left.

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Yes, it would.

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Then he'd get used to it.

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It started with a broken arm
and a concussion.

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The next time, it was
a shattered femur and
a ruptured spleen,

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then a broken pelvis,

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then a skull fracture

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that put her into a coma
for three days.

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She needs
this crazy...fix.

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I'm not
an adrenaline junkie!

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Okay, when I climb,
adrenaline is the enemy.

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I need to be calm,
relaxed, and focused,
or this happens.

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You've always wanted
me to believe I can
do anything I want.

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Each time that I summit,
every roadblock in my life
melts away.

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It's what I live for.

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We... We just want you
to keep living.

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And I will, Dad,

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but I can think of
worse things than dying
doing what I love.

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Mr. and Mrs. Kwon,
I understand
how you're feeling,

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but your daughter's 18.

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00:10:01,401 --> 00:10:02,670
It's her decision.

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00:10:02,736 --> 00:10:03,937
Thank you,
Dr. Reznick.

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I'd like to proceed
with your surgery.

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**

187
00:10:13,881 --> 00:10:16,549
Remember you telling me
when you grew up,

188
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you wanted to be a nurse...
A "male nurse"?

189
00:10:19,787 --> 00:10:21,388
You're deflecting.
Yes, I am.

190
00:10:21,454 --> 00:10:24,124
I'm deflecting.
I am...deflecting.

191
00:10:24,191 --> 00:10:25,392
What is the point,
Maddie?

192
00:10:25,458 --> 00:10:27,194
Let's get to this, Daddy.
What do you say?

193
00:10:27,260 --> 00:10:29,730
Who are you talking to?
Shaun, what are you doing?

194
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You don't sneak up
on me like that.

195
00:10:32,099 --> 00:10:35,168
You may be
experiencing delirium

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with possible auditory
and/or visual hallucinations.

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I'm fine.
It may be a symptom

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of severe post-operative...
Shaun, Shaun, I'm fine.

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00:10:43,076 --> 00:10:45,913
I'm just... I'm really...
I'm just really tired.

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00:10:46,880 --> 00:10:48,048
I'm...

201
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I'm remembering.

202
00:10:51,084 --> 00:10:53,020
MADDIE: Lying to
your little buddy.

203
00:10:53,086 --> 00:10:55,055
I thought you two were
Gilligan's Island- tight.

204
00:10:55,122 --> 00:10:56,623
I'm just remembering.

205
00:10:59,626 --> 00:11:01,394
Okay.

206
00:11:01,461 --> 00:11:06,199
Lea said I was
a total jerk and a jackass,

207
00:11:06,266 --> 00:11:08,769
even though all I did
was tell her the truth,

208
00:11:08,836 --> 00:11:10,303
and then I did
everything right,

209
00:11:10,370 --> 00:11:12,873
but she still
got mad at me again.

210
00:11:12,940 --> 00:11:14,107
I thought
this was Maddie time.

211
00:11:14,174 --> 00:11:15,375
I asked for advice,

212
00:11:15,442 --> 00:11:18,378
and Dr. Park
told me to go big

213
00:11:18,445 --> 00:11:20,447
and Dr. Melendez
told me to walk away

214
00:11:20,513 --> 00:11:24,885
and JL the anesthesiologist,
she told me to be nice,
but I don't know which...

215
00:11:24,952 --> 00:11:28,288
Shaun, Shaun, Shaun,
I just... I'm not

216
00:11:28,355 --> 00:11:33,126
in the best wisdom mode
at the moment. Okay?

217
00:11:33,193 --> 00:11:37,297
I'll tell Dr. Dulay you may be
experiencing psychosis.

218
00:11:37,364 --> 00:11:39,032
I'm not psychotic,
Shaun.

219
00:11:39,099 --> 00:11:40,267
There's no need
to bother her.

220
00:11:40,333 --> 00:11:42,102
It won't bother her.
It's her job.

221
00:11:42,169 --> 00:11:43,937
Shaun, stop!
He won't
listen to you, Daddy.

222
00:11:44,004 --> 00:11:45,405
He never does!
Maddie, please!
Will you please!

223
00:11:55,849 --> 00:11:57,584
(VOICE BREAKING)
I'm having a vision.

224
00:11:59,419 --> 00:12:01,421
Just a vision.

225
00:12:01,488 --> 00:12:03,690
Maybe it's the drugs.
I don't know.

226
00:12:06,159 --> 00:12:09,729
You're talking to Maddie.

227
00:12:11,031 --> 00:12:12,966
**

228
00:12:21,041 --> 00:12:24,744
Shaun, can you
keep this between us?

229
00:12:26,079 --> 00:12:27,680
Please?
Just for a little while.

230
00:12:31,384 --> 00:12:32,752
Okay.

231
00:12:38,025 --> 00:12:40,027
We both know he can't
keep a secret worth a damn.

232
00:12:40,093 --> 00:12:41,328
We'd better get to it.

233
00:12:41,394 --> 00:12:42,495
I don't want
to get to it.

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00:12:42,562 --> 00:12:43,831
I want to talk
about the rest of it.

235
00:12:43,897 --> 00:12:45,799
I want to talk about
the... The...

236
00:12:45,866 --> 00:12:47,734
The Usher parties
and the ties.

237
00:12:47,801 --> 00:12:49,903
Why can't we talk
about your track meets?

238
00:12:49,970 --> 00:12:51,704
Because we're past that,
Daddy.

239
00:12:51,771 --> 00:12:54,875
We need to talk about why
you're talking to a ghost,

240
00:12:54,942 --> 00:12:57,710
why I'm not
sitting here for real,
holding my father's hand.

241
00:12:57,777 --> 00:12:59,279
Good dreams, please.
Good dreams.

242
00:12:59,346 --> 00:13:00,513
You want good dreams?

243
00:13:00,580 --> 00:13:02,415
Go ahead.
Take your pill.

244
00:13:09,957 --> 00:13:12,059
This has got to happen, Daddy.
You know it.

245
00:13:19,732 --> 00:13:21,001
(KNOCK ON DOOR)

246
00:13:23,971 --> 00:13:26,940
What if they're right?
What if we are,
in effect,

247
00:13:27,007 --> 00:13:29,542
killing their daughter
by giving her the surgery
she wants?

248
00:13:31,011 --> 00:13:32,946
These are not issues
doctors should think about.

249
00:13:33,013 --> 00:13:36,516
That's what we tell ourselves
because it makes it easier
for us to just do our job

250
00:13:36,583 --> 00:13:38,318
and not worry about whether
we're helping or hurting.

251
00:13:38,385 --> 00:13:40,587
For all we know,
on her next climb,

252
00:13:40,653 --> 00:13:41,955
she may meet
her soul mate.

253
00:13:42,022 --> 00:13:43,056
(EXHALES)

254
00:13:43,123 --> 00:13:45,092
If, on the other hand,

255
00:13:45,158 --> 00:13:47,060
you're not God and,
like the rest of us,

256
00:13:47,127 --> 00:13:49,096
you have no idea
what will happen to her,

257
00:13:49,162 --> 00:13:51,598
then you should
back off.

258
00:13:52,665 --> 00:13:54,167
Focus on
the medical issues,

259
00:13:54,234 --> 00:13:57,037
because as long as Kitty's
a competent adult,

260
00:13:57,104 --> 00:13:58,471
it's all moot.

261
00:14:01,574 --> 00:14:03,176
This is
the two-bedroom.

262
00:14:03,243 --> 00:14:05,245
The one-bedroom went
about an hour ago.

263
00:14:05,312 --> 00:14:07,714
Oh, no.
I wanted the one.

264
00:14:07,780 --> 00:14:11,985
Sorry. This has
a much bigger living room
and a much better view.

265
00:14:12,052 --> 00:14:14,421
And a much
bigger price.

266
00:14:16,723 --> 00:14:19,960
Oh, I didn't know
it had a fireplace!

267
00:14:20,027 --> 00:14:22,295
Damn it, Willow, I just
fell in love with this place,

268
00:14:22,362 --> 00:14:24,531
which is just cruel, since
I definitely can't afford it.

269
00:14:24,597 --> 00:14:26,934
You fall in love
very quickly.

270
00:14:27,000 --> 00:14:28,068
Shaun?

271
00:14:29,736 --> 00:14:34,574
I found a cheaper apartment
with comparable amenities.

272
00:14:34,641 --> 00:14:36,076
I wrote down the address.

273
00:14:36,143 --> 00:14:37,177
What are you doing here?

274
00:14:37,244 --> 00:14:40,914
You said you hated
apartment hunting,

275
00:14:40,981 --> 00:14:42,815
so I decided
to help you.

276
00:14:44,217 --> 00:14:46,119
That's being nice.

277
00:14:46,186 --> 00:14:48,488
And don't forget
about the doughnut.

278
00:14:48,555 --> 00:14:50,757
That isn't being nice.
It's being creepy.

279
00:14:50,823 --> 00:14:52,960
Did you follow me here?
(CHUCKLING) No.

280
00:14:53,026 --> 00:14:55,262
I saw
the rental address

281
00:14:55,328 --> 00:14:57,630
highlighted on your tablet
this morning.

282
00:14:57,697 --> 00:14:59,766
That is creepy, too.

283
00:14:59,832 --> 00:15:01,601
You know, I didn't ask
for your help, Shaun.

284
00:15:01,668 --> 00:15:03,703
I do not need your help,
and I don't want your help.

285
00:15:15,382 --> 00:15:17,617
LEO: Katherine, if you won't
reconsider this surgery...

286
00:15:17,684 --> 00:15:20,120
KITTY: I won't.
...then we have to consider
other options.

287
00:15:20,187 --> 00:15:22,889
**

288
00:15:22,956 --> 00:15:25,959
The decision is yours,
unless

289
00:15:26,026 --> 00:15:28,361
we have you declared
mentally incompetent.

290
00:15:28,428 --> 00:15:30,730
You're saying
that I might be crazy?

291
00:15:32,765 --> 00:15:33,866
(SCOFFS)

292
00:15:38,438 --> 00:15:39,973
You were in Vienna
for my Sweet 16.

293
00:15:40,040 --> 00:15:41,474
I was
the keynote speaker.

294
00:15:41,541 --> 00:15:43,710
And that birthday card
signed by your secretary.

295
00:15:43,776 --> 00:15:44,911
What's the point,
Maddie?

296
00:15:44,978 --> 00:15:47,014
All the committees
and councils and boards,

297
00:15:47,080 --> 00:15:48,881
evenings,
weekends, holidays...

298
00:15:48,948 --> 00:15:50,683
I was working
my ass off.
That's just an excuse.

299
00:15:50,750 --> 00:15:52,085
You were avoiding me.

300
00:15:52,152 --> 00:15:53,486
Oh, I was avoiding you?

301
00:15:53,553 --> 00:15:55,622
When I was home,
you paid no attention to me

302
00:15:55,688 --> 00:15:58,525
or anything
I had to say.
(SCOFFS)

303
00:15:58,591 --> 00:16:00,493
I heard you've been
experiencing some delirium...

304
00:16:00,560 --> 00:16:02,629
(SIGHS)
...possibly hallucinations.

305
00:16:02,695 --> 00:16:03,997
Shaun.

306
00:16:04,064 --> 00:16:05,832
(WHISPERING)
I kept our secret

307
00:16:05,898 --> 00:16:07,534
for 30 minutes.

308
00:16:07,600 --> 00:16:09,902
He betrayed you.
He's not a friend.

309
00:16:09,969 --> 00:16:11,404
It could just be
ICU psychosis

310
00:16:11,471 --> 00:16:13,740
brought on by lack of sleep,
but, as you know,

311
00:16:13,806 --> 00:16:15,475
or would know,
if you weren't psychotic,

312
00:16:15,542 --> 00:16:17,277
it could be
a lot worse.

313
00:16:17,344 --> 00:16:19,679
It could be an indicator
of surgical complications,

314
00:16:19,746 --> 00:16:21,681
like infection
or cerebral ischemia.

315
00:16:21,748 --> 00:16:23,316
I'm not psychotic.
I'm just tired.

316
00:16:29,122 --> 00:16:30,357
Oh, my God.

317
00:16:30,423 --> 00:16:32,025
Either take the pill
or I'm gonna knock you out.

318
00:16:32,759 --> 00:16:34,261
(PILL RATTLES)

319
00:16:39,499 --> 00:16:41,301
(WOMAN SPEAKING
INDISTINCTLY ON P.A.)

320
00:16:44,137 --> 00:16:45,705
(GULPS)

321
00:16:45,772 --> 00:16:47,674
All right.
Nighty-night.

322
00:16:56,015 --> 00:16:57,617
MADDIE: How sweet.

323
00:16:58,218 --> 00:17:00,120
**

324
00:17:03,490 --> 00:17:06,159
You're willing
to risk your life
to finish our little story.

325
00:17:09,162 --> 00:17:11,531
This is ridiculous!
Why do you
say that, Kitty?

326
00:17:11,598 --> 00:17:14,301
This is about
two overbearing parents
who just can't let go.

327
00:17:14,367 --> 00:17:15,868
She wants
to kill herself.

328
00:17:15,935 --> 00:17:18,138
I fell off that mountain.
I didn't jump.

329
00:17:18,205 --> 00:17:19,806
You said
you'd be happy to die

330
00:17:19,872 --> 00:17:21,341
as long
as you were climbing.

331
00:17:21,408 --> 00:17:24,411
Mom, what I meant is,
people take risks
all the time,

332
00:17:24,477 --> 00:17:26,879
risks that reduce
their lifespan,

333
00:17:26,946 --> 00:17:29,282
every time they get into a car
or they smoke a cigarette.

334
00:17:29,349 --> 00:17:31,151
We're all doing
the same thing,

335
00:17:31,218 --> 00:17:33,986
just calculating our chances
and hoping we defy the odds.

336
00:17:35,422 --> 00:17:37,190
What about when you took
the sleeping pills?

337
00:17:40,059 --> 00:17:42,495
It was four years ago, after
I'd been dumped on Twitter.

338
00:17:42,562 --> 00:17:45,298
And I'd called my parents
as soon as I had done it.

339
00:17:45,365 --> 00:17:47,100
It was hardly
a suicide attempt.

340
00:17:47,167 --> 00:17:48,635
You spent the night
in the ER.

341
00:17:48,701 --> 00:17:50,203
They said
you nearly died.

342
00:17:51,271 --> 00:17:52,405
(SIGHS)

343
00:17:55,242 --> 00:17:57,510
(INHALES SHARPLY)

344
00:17:57,577 --> 00:17:58,811
Ugh.
I'm such an idiot.

345
00:17:58,878 --> 00:18:01,814
I... I... I thought
the window was open.

346
00:18:01,881 --> 00:18:03,750
That's what I get
for keeping them so clean.

347
00:18:03,816 --> 00:18:05,385
Possible nerve, vessel,
and ligament injury,

348
00:18:05,452 --> 00:18:06,819
and she's lost
a lot of blood.

349
00:18:06,886 --> 00:18:08,355
Let's get her
into an OR now.

350
00:18:11,090 --> 00:18:12,959
Mom! No!

351
00:18:13,025 --> 00:18:14,194
I'll stay with him.

352
00:18:14,261 --> 00:18:16,563
It's gonna be okay, sweetie.
Ask Deezer.

353
00:18:16,629 --> 00:18:18,398
Mom,
where are you going?

354
00:18:18,465 --> 00:18:19,466
No!

355
00:18:20,367 --> 00:18:21,868
(GRUNTING) No!

356
00:18:21,934 --> 00:18:23,836
2 milligrams lorazepam.

357
00:18:25,738 --> 00:18:27,274
(WHIMPERING)

358
00:18:28,107 --> 00:18:29,609
And some ice.

359
00:18:32,479 --> 00:18:34,981
Kitty believes the surgery
her parents want

360
00:18:35,047 --> 00:18:37,317
will make her
an invalid.
That's not true.

361
00:18:37,384 --> 00:18:39,419
She won't be able
to be a top athlete,

362
00:18:39,486 --> 00:18:41,588
but the impairment
will be minor.

363
00:18:41,654 --> 00:18:45,658
She'll be able to enjoy
an active and safe lifestyle.

364
00:18:45,725 --> 00:18:48,027
That minor impairment
could be as much

365
00:18:48,094 --> 00:18:50,563
as a 50% restriction
of head rotation

366
00:18:50,630 --> 00:18:52,832
and a reduction
in flexion extension.

367
00:18:52,899 --> 00:18:54,201
That's worst-case
scenario.

368
00:18:54,267 --> 00:18:56,169
It's a permanent
disability.

369
00:18:56,236 --> 00:18:58,605
All kids
make bad choices.

370
00:18:58,671 --> 00:19:00,440
Kitty's may be
worse than most,

371
00:19:00,507 --> 00:19:03,610
but are we really gonna
hobble an adult woman?

372
00:19:03,676 --> 00:19:05,245
Adult? She's 18.

373
00:19:05,312 --> 00:19:06,979
It's the definition.

374
00:19:07,046 --> 00:19:10,049
And two months ago,
she was 17
and a helpless child?

375
00:19:10,116 --> 00:19:12,452
I mean, she's obviously
just as immature

376
00:19:12,519 --> 00:19:13,686
and unreasonable
as ever.

377
00:19:13,753 --> 00:19:15,154
This is about your mother,
isn't it?

378
00:19:16,489 --> 00:19:18,358
If you
could've controlled her,
you would've prevented

379
00:19:18,425 --> 00:19:20,059
a lot of pain to herself
and others.

380
00:19:21,961 --> 00:19:25,532
Thank you.
I think I have enough
to make my decision.

381
00:19:33,072 --> 00:19:35,242
I'm sorry

382
00:19:35,308 --> 00:19:37,277
that I hit you.

383
00:19:40,179 --> 00:19:43,082
When you get scared,

384
00:19:43,149 --> 00:19:45,352
do you think about
something that helps you?

385
00:19:48,688 --> 00:19:49,822
Deezer.

386
00:19:52,925 --> 00:19:54,427
Do you?

387
00:19:54,494 --> 00:19:55,862
Think about something?

388
00:20:01,033 --> 00:20:02,635
School change
their dress code?

389
00:20:03,736 --> 00:20:05,004
I'm not going to school.

390
00:20:09,276 --> 00:20:11,644
Mr. Decker's
still substituting.

391
00:20:15,181 --> 00:20:16,416
I know Ken.

392
00:20:17,717 --> 00:20:18,885
Dated him in high school.

393
00:20:21,354 --> 00:20:23,122
He's a real horse's ass.

394
00:20:23,189 --> 00:20:24,991
**

395
00:20:27,126 --> 00:20:29,362
Tough titmouse.
Get dressed.

396
00:20:30,397 --> 00:20:32,131
(PLATE CLATTERS)

397
00:20:35,435 --> 00:20:37,003
Tough titmouse.

398
00:20:37,069 --> 00:20:39,005
**

399
00:20:42,775 --> 00:20:46,012
I see a vibrant,
engaged young woman.

400
00:20:48,047 --> 00:20:51,418
But I also see a reckless
disregard for your life.

401
00:20:54,220 --> 00:20:57,657
And it's not clear to me
if that's a pathological state

402
00:20:57,724 --> 00:20:59,759
or simply
a product of youth.

403
00:21:01,728 --> 00:21:03,896
Either way,

404
00:21:03,963 --> 00:21:07,367
I have to err on the side of
the preservation of that life.

405
00:21:07,434 --> 00:21:08,468
(VOICE BREAKING) No.

406
00:21:08,535 --> 00:21:10,102
I'm sorry, Kitty.

407
00:21:10,169 --> 00:21:11,904
(CRYING) No.

408
00:21:12,872 --> 00:21:14,273
Oh, my God.

409
00:21:14,341 --> 00:21:16,409
**

410
00:21:19,979 --> 00:21:22,248
Nothing I ever did
was enough.

411
00:21:23,215 --> 00:21:24,884
When I was home,
you were out

412
00:21:24,951 --> 00:21:26,686
or you were high,
or both.

413
00:21:26,753 --> 00:21:28,120
You don't remember that,
do you?

414
00:21:28,187 --> 00:21:30,022
You've always found
lots of time for Shaun.

415
00:21:30,089 --> 00:21:32,124
Oh, stop.
Shaun has special needs.

416
00:21:32,191 --> 00:21:33,726
He had no one else.
I had needs.

417
00:21:33,793 --> 00:21:36,295
I was lost and confused.
I needed my father!

418
00:21:36,363 --> 00:21:38,365
Now? Now you tell me?
Now?

419
00:21:38,431 --> 00:21:39,599
When it...
When it mattered,

420
00:21:39,666 --> 00:21:41,334
when it might've made
a... A difference,

421
00:21:41,401 --> 00:21:43,370
you... You turned me away
every time,

422
00:21:43,436 --> 00:21:45,037
screaming,
"You don't know me!"

423
00:21:45,104 --> 00:21:46,673
You don't!
I know.

424
00:21:46,739 --> 00:21:48,174
I know!

425
00:21:48,240 --> 00:21:50,843
I have no idea
who you are!

426
00:21:50,910 --> 00:21:53,045
I have no idea
what you wanted,

427
00:21:53,112 --> 00:21:54,414
what you wanted from me!

428
00:21:54,481 --> 00:21:56,716
I wanted you to be there!
I was there!

429
00:21:56,783 --> 00:21:59,085
Not enough, obviously.
Otherwise...

430
00:21:59,151 --> 00:22:00,553
(VOICE BREAKING)
Otherwise?

431
00:22:01,621 --> 00:22:02,755
Otherwise...

432
00:22:03,823 --> 00:22:05,024
(QUIETLY) Otherwise...

433
00:22:05,091 --> 00:22:06,092
(CHUCKLES)

434
00:22:09,429 --> 00:22:11,330
You were such
a happy little girl.

435
00:22:13,099 --> 00:22:14,233
We were best friends.

436
00:22:14,300 --> 00:22:15,635
I... I don't get it.

437
00:22:17,303 --> 00:22:18,605
What happened?

438
00:22:19,606 --> 00:22:20,873
What made you
so unhappy?

439
00:22:20,940 --> 00:22:21,974
You did.

440
00:22:23,476 --> 00:22:25,512
My only sin
was growing up.

441
00:22:25,578 --> 00:22:27,814
When I couldn't be your little
pinafore princess anymore,

442
00:22:27,880 --> 00:22:29,281
you wanted
nothing to do with me.

443
00:22:29,348 --> 00:22:30,650
That's not true.

444
00:22:32,118 --> 00:22:34,286
(VOICE BREAKING) I loved you,
and I still love you.

445
00:22:34,353 --> 00:22:35,922
(SCOFFS)

446
00:22:35,988 --> 00:22:38,124
**

447
00:22:40,326 --> 00:22:42,995
I hate you.

448
00:22:43,062 --> 00:22:44,831
And I died hating you.

449
00:23:01,013 --> 00:23:02,882
(SCOFFS) Think I'm gonna
let you off that easy?

450
00:23:17,530 --> 00:23:19,031
The night.

451
00:23:19,098 --> 00:23:20,399
Let's talk about that.

452
00:23:30,076 --> 00:23:32,311
SHAUN:
Tequila... Stat.

453
00:23:33,179 --> 00:23:35,147
(ISLANDS IN THE STREAM PLAYS)

454
00:23:35,214 --> 00:23:38,050
**

455
00:23:38,117 --> 00:23:39,385
I went big.

456
00:23:42,021 --> 00:23:46,025
* Baby, when I met you
There was peace unknown

457
00:23:46,092 --> 00:23:49,061
* I set out to get you
with a fine-tooth... *

458
00:23:49,128 --> 00:23:50,763
(CLICK, MUSIC STOPS)

459
00:23:52,064 --> 00:23:53,399
Karaoke?

460
00:23:57,036 --> 00:23:59,972
Hershey meant
everything to me, Shaun.

461
00:24:00,039 --> 00:24:02,975
I took the biggest chance
of my life going back there.

462
00:24:06,278 --> 00:24:08,615
And then it just...

463
00:24:08,681 --> 00:24:10,249
(VOICE BREAKING)
Then it just went away.

464
00:24:11,984 --> 00:24:15,187
(NORMAL VOICE) But I knew
I could come back here

465
00:24:15,254 --> 00:24:17,256
to get the support
of my friend,

466
00:24:17,323 --> 00:24:21,260
who was so different
because he was so open

467
00:24:21,327 --> 00:24:23,630
and nice and honest.

468
00:24:27,466 --> 00:24:28,801
But you gave me nothing.

469
00:24:31,871 --> 00:24:35,074
You... You never
even asked me once,

470
00:24:35,141 --> 00:24:36,943
"What happened
in Hershey?"

471
00:24:41,013 --> 00:24:42,882
You just...

472
00:24:42,949 --> 00:24:44,651
You just didn't care.

473
00:24:45,484 --> 00:24:48,320
**

474
00:24:55,027 --> 00:24:56,262
(DOOR OPENS)

475
00:25:05,371 --> 00:25:06,839
DR. MELENDEZ:
It went very well.

476
00:25:06,906 --> 00:25:08,741
You should get
most of the sensation
back in your hand,

477
00:25:08,808 --> 00:25:11,143
but we do need to monitor your
motor strength and perfusion.

478
00:25:11,210 --> 00:25:12,879
Okay.

479
00:25:12,945 --> 00:25:14,446
We know
Mac caused your injury.

480
00:25:15,648 --> 00:25:17,516
No, I told you...
I... I cut it on a window.

481
00:25:18,851 --> 00:25:20,820
No, Mac has
never hurt anyone.

482
00:25:25,992 --> 00:25:27,326
What were you
doing to him?

483
00:25:27,393 --> 00:25:29,161
Trying to help him.

484
00:25:30,663 --> 00:25:32,164
You need to find
a place for Mac.

485
00:25:32,231 --> 00:25:33,232
That is not our call.

486
00:25:34,500 --> 00:25:36,703
You're overwhelmed,
Nicole.

487
00:25:36,769 --> 00:25:40,072
There's no shame
in admitting you need help
to get Mac help.

488
00:25:42,341 --> 00:25:43,610
He'll hate me.

489
00:25:58,557 --> 00:25:59,992
SYBIL:
You got to move out.

490
00:26:01,794 --> 00:26:03,630
Soon as they find
someone who'll take you.

491
00:26:03,696 --> 00:26:04,731
(SILVERWARE CLATTERS)

492
00:26:06,966 --> 00:26:08,400
Okay, stop.

493
00:26:09,501 --> 00:26:11,270
Not everything
is about you.

494
00:26:13,372 --> 00:26:15,007
Doctors say I'm dying,

495
00:26:15,074 --> 00:26:16,676
and there's nothing
they can do about it.

496
00:26:24,550 --> 00:26:26,018
Tough titmouse.

497
00:26:28,888 --> 00:26:31,758
**

498
00:26:33,292 --> 00:26:35,995
He won't hate you.

499
00:26:38,998 --> 00:26:40,900
He'll just be
very scared.

500
00:26:42,702 --> 00:26:44,570
You have been given
an enormous challenge

501
00:26:44,637 --> 00:26:46,072
that a lot of people
couldn't handle.

502
00:26:47,406 --> 00:26:48,641
(SIGHS)

503
00:26:48,708 --> 00:26:50,476
I know you'll find
the strength to keep going.

504
00:26:52,745 --> 00:26:54,013
I will.

505
00:26:54,080 --> 00:26:55,648
Thank you.

506
00:26:55,715 --> 00:26:57,717
**

507
00:27:11,297 --> 00:27:13,032
(SIGHS)

508
00:27:13,099 --> 00:27:14,867
Five years from now...
I want you to tell
my parents something.

509
00:27:18,437 --> 00:27:20,206
Tell them I never
want to see them again.

510
00:27:23,275 --> 00:27:26,378
Dr. Melendez, I know a kid
who had a lot of issues,

511
00:27:26,445 --> 00:27:28,915
got into a lot of trouble,
fights, mainly with his dad.

512
00:27:28,981 --> 00:27:31,918
And when I met his dad,
I understood.

513
00:27:31,984 --> 00:27:33,720
He was
a real piece of work.

514
00:27:33,786 --> 00:27:36,088
So, I stepped up,
found the kid a place to live,

515
00:27:36,155 --> 00:27:38,424
got him
a pretty decent job.

516
00:27:38,490 --> 00:27:41,694
But he was already
too...broken.

517
00:27:41,761 --> 00:27:43,730
He needed a lot more
than a friendly cop.

518
00:27:43,796 --> 00:27:46,165
He needed a doctor.

519
00:27:46,232 --> 00:27:48,234
The next guy he got
in a fight with had a gun.

520
00:27:49,468 --> 00:27:51,570
Nicole trusts you.

521
00:27:51,637 --> 00:27:53,906
And that's why you have to
give her permission to let go.

522
00:27:53,973 --> 00:27:56,542
**

523
00:28:12,291 --> 00:28:15,061
How are we
supposed to give advice

524
00:28:15,127 --> 00:28:17,563
without dragging
our baggage into it?

525
00:28:22,935 --> 00:28:25,905
Maybe our baggage
informs our advice,

526
00:28:25,972 --> 00:28:27,907
gives us perspective,

527
00:28:27,974 --> 00:28:29,141
maybe even wisdom.

528
00:28:31,577 --> 00:28:34,847
Maybe you're confusing baggage
with experience.

529
00:28:36,348 --> 00:28:37,683
What's the difference?

530
00:28:40,152 --> 00:28:42,321
If I knew,
I wouldn't be up here.

531
00:28:42,388 --> 00:28:45,157
**

532
00:28:45,224 --> 00:28:46,458
MADDIE:
Mom was out of town.

533
00:28:46,525 --> 00:28:48,160
I can't take
any more of this.

534
00:28:48,227 --> 00:28:49,962
You caught me high
for the umpteenth time.

535
00:28:50,029 --> 00:28:51,463
Maddie,
why are you doing this?

536
00:28:51,530 --> 00:28:54,166
The night
I'd broke another promise,

537
00:28:54,233 --> 00:28:58,470
and you decided to quit
the bargaining and the threats
and take action.

538
00:28:58,537 --> 00:29:01,540
**

539
00:29:01,607 --> 00:29:04,977
So you dragged me outside
and locked the door.

540
00:29:09,916 --> 00:29:12,318
(VOICE BREAKING) I prayed
you would come and find me.

541
00:29:14,553 --> 00:29:16,322
Why didn't you
come and find me?

542
00:29:18,024 --> 00:29:20,192
(VOICE BREAKING)
I thought that

543
00:29:20,259 --> 00:29:22,028
you would go
to Jessica's.

544
00:29:23,095 --> 00:29:24,763
I thought
you'd go to Aunt Becky's.

545
00:29:24,831 --> 00:29:26,899
If I had any idea...
Oh, if you thought
I'd die that night,

546
00:29:26,966 --> 00:29:29,035
you would've
let me back in?
Good to know.

547
00:29:30,036 --> 00:29:31,437
How could you do that?

548
00:29:33,239 --> 00:29:35,007
Why would anyone do that?

549
00:29:35,074 --> 00:29:36,675
I don't get it!

550
00:29:36,742 --> 00:29:39,111
(CRYING)
How dare you do that!

551
00:29:41,280 --> 00:29:43,115
Maddie, look at me!

552
00:29:45,051 --> 00:29:47,719
I died that day, Maddie.

553
00:29:47,786 --> 00:29:50,656
I died that day, too.

554
00:29:50,722 --> 00:29:52,558
DR. GLASSMAN:
(SCREAMING) I don't get it!
I don't get it!

555
00:29:52,624 --> 00:29:54,927
I don't get it!!

556
00:29:54,994 --> 00:29:56,562
I... I... I...

557
00:30:02,234 --> 00:30:03,369
Is there a problem?

558
00:30:03,435 --> 00:30:04,736
No.
(SIGHS)

559
00:30:04,803 --> 00:30:09,008
I just wanted to talk to you
before we started the surgery.

560
00:30:09,075 --> 00:30:11,310
Kitty doesn't want you here
when she wakes up.

561
00:30:13,679 --> 00:30:16,082
She'll change her mind.

562
00:30:16,148 --> 00:30:17,816
With time,
she will change her mind.

563
00:30:21,020 --> 00:30:24,390
I have somebody in my life
who's self-destructive,

564
00:30:24,456 --> 00:30:27,093
and there have been times

565
00:30:27,159 --> 00:30:31,497
when I could've forced her
into treatment, and...

566
00:30:31,563 --> 00:30:34,867
(SCOFFS) I'm sure
it would've helped...

567
00:30:34,934 --> 00:30:35,968
For a while.

568
00:30:37,103 --> 00:30:39,038
But...

569
00:30:39,105 --> 00:30:42,608
I think I have been
pushing you because

570
00:30:44,510 --> 00:30:48,147
I sometimes think
I made the wrong choice.

571
00:30:50,249 --> 00:30:52,784
But she would've hated me.

572
00:30:54,653 --> 00:30:56,155
And I would've lost her.

573
00:30:57,856 --> 00:30:59,358
You're trying
to save your daughter,

574
00:30:59,425 --> 00:31:01,293
but I think
you're gonna lose her.

575
00:31:02,028 --> 00:31:03,062
Forever.

576
00:31:03,129 --> 00:31:04,630
**

577
00:31:08,267 --> 00:31:11,337
If we do this,
she will grow and learn.

578
00:31:13,272 --> 00:31:16,275
And when she walks
down the aisle
with her loving husband,

579
00:31:19,745 --> 00:31:22,714
and when she holds
her baby in her arms
for the first time,

580
00:31:24,816 --> 00:31:26,518
we may not be there,

581
00:31:28,320 --> 00:31:31,190
but those are the gifts
we're giving her.

582
00:31:32,458 --> 00:31:34,026
And it's enough.

583
00:31:34,093 --> 00:31:36,295
**

584
00:31:39,098 --> 00:31:40,832
It will
have to be enough.

585
00:31:54,313 --> 00:31:55,647
Maddie, please.

586
00:31:55,714 --> 00:31:56,949
Maddie... Maddie, look...
Look at me.

587
00:31:57,950 --> 00:31:59,018
Maddie, don't...

588
00:32:00,352 --> 00:32:02,588
Maddie!
2 milligrams haldol.

589
00:32:03,655 --> 00:32:06,025
No... No, don't...
No, I... I can't let...

590
00:32:06,092 --> 00:32:08,060
I... I can't have her
leave me like this.

591
00:32:10,929 --> 00:32:12,364
Maddie.
(EXHALES SHARPLY)

592
00:32:12,431 --> 00:32:14,466
Please don't leave me
like this, Maddie.

593
00:32:14,533 --> 00:32:17,036
I should've held on to you.
I sh...

594
00:32:17,103 --> 00:32:19,171
I sh... I should've...

595
00:32:19,238 --> 00:32:20,506
I should've held on to you

596
00:32:20,572 --> 00:32:23,209
until... Un... Until
you talked to me.

597
00:32:23,275 --> 00:32:24,376
I should've held on.

598
00:32:24,443 --> 00:32:25,877
I... (GRUNTS)

599
00:32:28,714 --> 00:32:30,882
Your mother

600
00:32:30,949 --> 00:32:33,052
wanted to send you
to rehab.

601
00:32:33,986 --> 00:32:35,221
And I said no.

602
00:32:35,287 --> 00:32:38,924
I... I said "No.
I can fix it!

603
00:32:38,991 --> 00:32:41,527
"She's my little girl!
She'll listen to me!"

604
00:32:43,595 --> 00:32:45,764
(VOICE BREAKING)
I wanted to be the hero.

605
00:32:46,698 --> 00:32:49,068
I wanted
to earn you back.

606
00:32:49,135 --> 00:32:51,470
I wanted you
to love me again,

607
00:32:51,537 --> 00:32:53,339
like you did
once upon a time.

608
00:32:55,274 --> 00:32:57,076
It was stupid.

609
00:32:57,143 --> 00:32:59,511
**

610
00:32:59,578 --> 00:33:03,749
And I... I don't know
what to say,

611
00:33:03,815 --> 00:33:05,351
except I'm sorry.

612
00:33:08,487 --> 00:33:10,156
I... I'm sorry.

613
00:33:13,292 --> 00:33:16,562
I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
I...

614
00:33:19,798 --> 00:33:21,933
(SNIFFLES)

615
00:33:28,040 --> 00:33:29,841
I know you loved me,
Daddy.

616
00:33:35,781 --> 00:33:37,116
I loved you, too.

617
00:33:38,184 --> 00:33:40,352
**

618
00:34:09,815 --> 00:34:12,084
(MAN SPEAKING
INDISTINCTLY ON P.A.)

619
00:34:13,852 --> 00:34:17,256
If you send Mac away,

620
00:34:17,323 --> 00:34:19,558
there will be people
who think you let him down,

621
00:34:20,626 --> 00:34:23,462
question your love
for him.

622
00:34:23,529 --> 00:34:26,498
They'll say you gave up
on him as a parent

623
00:34:27,699 --> 00:34:29,268
and took the easy way out.

624
00:34:32,638 --> 00:34:34,106
They may even
hate you for it.

625
00:34:37,576 --> 00:34:39,044
But those people,

626
00:34:40,879 --> 00:34:42,281
they don't understand.

627
00:34:45,417 --> 00:34:46,818
I didn't.

628
00:34:49,921 --> 00:34:53,159
Giving him up will be
the hardest thing

629
00:34:53,225 --> 00:34:54,826
that you will
ever have to do.

630
00:34:59,731 --> 00:35:00,999
But maybe
you need to do it

631
00:35:01,066 --> 00:35:02,434
because of your love
for him.

632
00:35:03,435 --> 00:35:05,437
**

633
00:35:23,655 --> 00:35:25,791
The surgery
went well.

634
00:35:25,857 --> 00:35:27,559
As long as you stick
to the program,

635
00:35:27,626 --> 00:35:30,229
you'll be walking
within eight
to twelve weeks.

636
00:35:30,296 --> 00:35:31,463
Or less.

637
00:35:32,063 --> 00:35:33,131
Great.

638
00:35:38,937 --> 00:35:41,273
You know,
your parents did this

639
00:35:41,340 --> 00:35:44,343
because they love you,
Kitty, so much.

640
00:35:47,313 --> 00:35:48,614
I know.

641
00:35:56,822 --> 00:35:58,023
(SIGHS)

642
00:35:58,089 --> 00:36:00,992
(MUFFLED SHOUTING)

643
00:36:01,059 --> 00:36:03,028
**

644
00:36:03,094 --> 00:36:04,596
Mom, I'm sorry!

645
00:36:04,663 --> 00:36:06,698
(SHOUTING INDISTINCTLY)

646
00:36:07,433 --> 00:36:08,967
No, Mom!

647
00:36:09,801 --> 00:36:11,937
(SHOUTING CONTINUES)

648
00:36:14,139 --> 00:36:16,107
No! Shut up!
Stop it!

649
00:36:16,174 --> 00:36:18,143
(SHOUTING CONTINUES)

650
00:36:36,194 --> 00:36:37,929
You gather up
all your crap?

651
00:36:38,697 --> 00:36:41,433
Yes.
I checked three times.

652
00:36:41,500 --> 00:36:43,502
Good, 'cause anything
you leave, I'm chucking.

653
00:36:48,807 --> 00:36:51,577
**

654
00:36:51,643 --> 00:36:53,111
I'm scared.

655
00:36:56,648 --> 00:36:58,350
Tough titmouse.

656
00:37:00,819 --> 00:37:02,588
(EXHALES SHAKILY)

657
00:37:07,693 --> 00:37:09,995
(DOOR OPENS, CLOSES)

658
00:37:14,065 --> 00:37:16,568
(INHALES DEEPLY)

659
00:37:30,081 --> 00:37:31,850
(MONITOR BEEPING)

660
00:37:40,726 --> 00:37:42,728
I'm not a hallucination.

661
00:37:44,930 --> 00:37:47,766
You've been asleep
for 13 hours.

662
00:37:48,734 --> 00:37:49,735
Hmm.

663
00:37:50,902 --> 00:37:54,172
Was seeing Maddie
therapeutic?

664
00:38:00,412 --> 00:38:02,348
She said she loved me.

665
00:38:03,949 --> 00:38:05,917
Hmm.

666
00:38:05,984 --> 00:38:07,118
That's very good.

667
00:38:09,755 --> 00:38:11,923
Or maybe it was just
me telling myself that.

668
00:38:14,760 --> 00:38:17,429
You always
tell the truth.

669
00:38:21,400 --> 00:38:23,134
Thank you, Shaun.

670
00:38:23,201 --> 00:38:25,637
**

671
00:38:34,813 --> 00:38:36,782
(INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS)

672
00:38:37,549 --> 00:38:39,918
**

673
00:38:42,488 --> 00:38:43,855
Hey, kid.

674
00:38:44,790 --> 00:38:46,625
Neil!
(CHUCKLES)

675
00:38:46,692 --> 00:38:48,093
Mi amorcita.

676
00:38:49,027 --> 00:38:51,430
Hey. (SNIFFLES)

677
00:38:51,497 --> 00:38:53,799
I almost did my puzzle.

678
00:38:53,865 --> 00:38:55,934
I can see that.

679
00:38:56,001 --> 00:38:57,503
That's a great job,
Gabi.

680
00:38:57,569 --> 00:39:00,171
Mom and Dad gave it to me
for my birthday.

681
00:39:01,039 --> 00:39:03,442
Yeah. I... I remember.

682
00:39:03,509 --> 00:39:07,446
Are Mom and Dad
coming for me today?

683
00:39:11,883 --> 00:39:13,218
Oh, mama.

684
00:39:13,284 --> 00:39:14,420
(SMOOCHES) No.

685
00:39:15,487 --> 00:39:16,955
No, no, they can't.

686
00:39:19,725 --> 00:39:21,693
Gabi, we love you,

687
00:39:23,328 --> 00:39:25,731
but you have way more fun here
than at their place.

688
00:39:30,469 --> 00:39:32,037
I think I see
a piece of the cow.

689
00:39:33,204 --> 00:39:35,306
**

690
00:39:53,892 --> 00:39:56,495
(DOOR OPENS, CLOSES)

691
00:40:01,633 --> 00:40:04,202
Thank you
for letting me crash.

692
00:40:07,072 --> 00:40:08,807
Yes.

693
00:40:08,874 --> 00:40:10,308
You

694
00:40:10,375 --> 00:40:12,377
rented an apartment?

695
00:40:13,545 --> 00:40:14,780
No.

696
00:40:14,846 --> 00:40:16,815
I'm gonna get an Airbnb.

697
00:40:16,882 --> 00:40:18,016
(SIGHS)

698
00:40:23,522 --> 00:40:24,923
All right.

699
00:40:26,558 --> 00:40:28,827
What happened
in Hershey?

700
00:40:33,765 --> 00:40:35,066
Do you care?

701
00:40:39,971 --> 00:40:44,976
(EXHALING DEEPLY)
I tried to...be nice,

702
00:40:45,043 --> 00:40:47,913
and I tried to go big,

703
00:40:47,979 --> 00:40:52,784
and I don't want
to walk away,

704
00:40:52,851 --> 00:40:54,853
and everyone
likes doughnuts.

705
00:40:57,222 --> 00:40:59,591
And I don't know
how to answer that.

706
00:41:00,559 --> 00:41:02,227
Just be honest.

707
00:41:03,228 --> 00:41:05,531
**

708
00:41:11,937 --> 00:41:14,205
I...

709
00:41:14,272 --> 00:41:18,009
...don't care
what happened in Hershey.

710
00:41:21,079 --> 00:41:23,081
But I care that you care.

711
00:41:34,726 --> 00:41:38,329
You want to try
that song again?

712
00:41:41,800 --> 00:41:43,935
(SIGHING) Oh, yes!

713
00:41:44,002 --> 00:41:46,204
Then, okay.
(BAG THUDS)

714
00:41:49,608 --> 00:41:51,009
Okay.

715
00:41:54,345 --> 00:41:56,114
(ISLANDS IN THE STREAM PLAYS)

716
00:41:56,181 --> 00:41:58,850
BOTH:
* Tender love is blind

717
00:41:58,917 --> 00:42:02,153
* It requires
* It requires a dedication

718
00:42:02,220 --> 00:42:04,856
* All this love we feel

719
00:42:04,923 --> 00:42:06,524
* Needs no...
I went bigger.

720
00:42:06,592 --> 00:42:08,994
* We ride it together

721
00:42:09,060 --> 00:42:10,796
* Uh-huh

722
00:42:10,862 --> 00:42:14,265
* Making love...
I rented that apartment
you liked for us to share.

723
00:42:14,332 --> 00:42:17,569
* Oh, oh
Islands in the stream

724
00:42:17,636 --> 00:42:19,638
* That is what we are

725
00:42:19,705 --> 00:42:21,740
* No one in between

726
00:42:21,807 --> 00:42:23,675
* How can we be wrong? *

727
00:42:25,410 --> 00:42:27,478
**