["Nowhere to Run" by Martha and the Vandellas playing]
♪ Nowhere to run to, baby ♪
♪ Nowhere to hide ♪
♪ Got nowhere to run to, baby… ♪
[exhales]
God, I haven't been on a road trip in so long.
-[murmurs] -Or eaten Doritos.
Aren't we just always eating Doritos?
Please. Why didn't I do so many things I wanted?
-Seriously. -Like, why did I ever not eat bread?
-Why did I ever shave my legs? -I don't know.
Why didn't I have sex with everybody constantly?
[grumbles] Herpes.
Why was I so worried about being good?
Well… [sighs]
-…we are being bad now, baby! -Mm-hmm.
-'Cause we are on the lam! -Yeah!
-Is it lam, or is it lamb? -I don't know.
But since we're outlaws, I think we should have outlaw names.
Should we?
Yes! I think I should be Judy Five Fingers.
Uh, what's Judy Five Fingers' thing?
-That she has all of her fingers still. -Oh.
Like, she's that good. Like, nobody's taken any of her fingers.
-So stupid! -[laughing]
Oh, shit!
What?
-I'm Bitch Cassidy. -[gasps]
Bitch Cassidy.
[exclaims] And the Sundance Kid.
[both] Oh!
-[sniffles] -It's amazing.
[sighs]
So what exactly is our plan?
Um, well, we have three weeks,
which is the length of the clinical trial.
-Right. -So we are just going to relax.
-Mm-hmm. -And you are going to drink.
And I'm going to watch, and then we will rinse and repeat.
Or not rinse. I say we take showering off the table.
-Yeah. -Yeah!
-Come on. Who's got the time? -[laughing]
And then, um, what about
after the three weeks? What happens then?
I don't wanna think about that.
So, uh, all I know is that you're not going back to jail.
They're gonna figure out that I'm not in San Francisco at some point, right?
Then they're gonna know you're helping me, and that's aiding and abetting.
[inhales]
Oh, man, my bladder's about to burst. I gotta pull over.
-[Judy] Here? -[Jen] Yep!
And you can abet me by standing guard,
so people don't see me trying not to piss on my ankles.
[Judy] Sure.
[urinating]
Ahh, okay. [stops, starts urinating]
-[groans, stops urinating] -Okay. My turn.
Oh, I gotta go!
[inhales sharply] Ah!
-Oh! -[Jen] Yeah, let it out, girl.
[man] You ladies okay? Flat tire?
Uh, we're fine.
-[man] You sure? -Yes, I'm fucking sure!
-Oh, shit. Oh, my God, Judy. -What?
-Judy, I know those guys. -You do?
Yeah, they were at Agent Moranis' hotel.
Why were you at Glenn's motel?
I think they're FBI.
[Judy] They're not FBI.
[man] No, we're not.
-Get in the car. Get in the car. -What? Okay, okay.
-Hey, Judy. -[Judy whimpers]
Hi, Stavros.
-Stavros? -Uh-huh.
-The Greeks? -Uh-huh.
-Oh, my God. -Uh-huh.
Where you ladies off to?
Oh, uh, you know, just a… little girls' weekend.
Bet you can afford a really nice hotel
with the money you stole from Steve that he stole from us.
-What money? -[Stavros] Don't play dumb.
We know that you and your girlfriend have been talking to the FBI.
How do you know that?
Because we had a little chat with them too.
[Stavros] We know you stashed the money
inside those creepy little girl paintings, Judy.
So let's cut the shit.
I don't wanna have to use this. This is my least favorite part of the job.
Oh, my God. No, no, no, no!
-No, it's okay. -Please don't. Oh, no, no. [gasping]
-Just shoot me. -What?
-Yeah, I'm dying anyway. -[scoffs]
What?
-I have cancer. -[gasps]
She does.
-It's terminal. -It is.
-She's having a really hard time with it. -[sobbing] I am!
I lost both my parents to cancer.
I lost my yaya.
-Aww. -[Jen sobbing]
But I'm still gonna need that cash.
Well, I don't have it because I spent it on my treatment.
Because she doesn't have insurance!
Right. I lost my job, then I was too late for Obamacare.
-So what am I supposed to do? -[shouting]
[Stavros] I'm sorry about all of that, but look.
What am I supposed to tell Constantine?
Just tell him that I'm already dead.
-I mean, I will be soon anyway. -Don't say that!
Well, it's true-- [gasps]
-Oh, my God! Are you okay? -Ow! [coughing]
-Shit, I don't know. I don't know. -Judy!
Oh, my God, I need my medicine.
Okay, will you please just let her get her medicine?
-[coughing] -Is that allowed?
Of course. Let her have her fucking medicine.
-[Jen whispers] What are you doing? -I got this.
-What's going on? -[men chattering]
Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
Drop your guns and get in the car.
Oh, come on. You are not gonna use that.
-[shouting] -[Stavros] Shit!
Goddamn it!
Oh, fuck!
Do what I fucking said!
Please.
Okay. Okay.
[Judy] Yep, mm-hmm.
Good boy. Go on. Put it down.
There you go.
That's right. Back it on up, boys.
Back it on up.
Get in!
Thank you!
-Okay, move over. I'm gonna drive. -What the fuck? What the fuck?
[tires screech]
-[Jen] Holy shit! Holy fucking shit! -[Judy] Are you okay?
Yeah, I'm okay, but I'm-- I'm sorry.
Who the fuck are you? Fucking badass!
I know. I mean, I really feel like I came into my own in the last ten minutes!
You really have.
Oh, my God, were we just almost murdered by the Greek mafia?
-They're a syndicate, but yes. -Whatever.
Wait. What were you doing at Glenn's motel?
I, uh,
was there to tell him that I am pregnant with Steve's baby.
What? Why?
Because that would explain why my DNA is slathered all over his body.
[groans]
It was a great plan until you scuttled it.
-Oh, you were the plan scuttler. -Oh, please.
I still can't believe you confessed.
-Really? -Yeah.
-It was pretty on the nose for me. -[cell phone vibrates]
-[Jen] Oh, shit. It's Ben. -Okay.
-What is the plan there? -I don't know.
-Well, bit of advice from a dying woman. -Shut it.
-No, I'm wise, and I'm dying. -Nope, you're neither.
Yes, and if you ever wanna have the possibility of a real life with him,
you have to be honest about everything.
You deserve to be happy, and you and I both know
that that can't happen if you're living a lie.
But what if I'm living la vida loca?
-You're deflecting. -I'm scuttling.
-Stop scuttling. -I can't stop. It's what I do.
-[tires screech] -Okay, fu--
-I'll stop! -What? I'm stopping 'cause we're here.
[Jen] Oh.
-[Judy] Welcome, señorita! Hmm? -Hmm.
So, uh… [sniffs]
…how long has it been since anyone's been here?
Because it-- it definitely has that, uh… [shudders]
…abandoned, like… [inhales]
[clicks tongue] …mansion musk.
Steve used to come down here all the time.
He loved it here, but you know, obviously, he hasn't been here--
[gasps]
-Did you see that? -Yes, I saw that.
-What if someone's here? -Who'd be here?
-I don't know. Does he Airbnb the place? -How can he Airbnb the place? He's dead.
-Don't tell them that! -Sorry!
-I'm turning on the lights. -No, 'cause then they'll know--
-[cat screeches] -Oh! Oh! Oh! Fuck you! No, no!
-Oh, Jen, it's a little kitty! -No!
Okay, that's still not great.
-Hi, baby. -[hesitates]
Okay, you know, can we please get it out of here before it murders us?
I think we're the murderers in this situation.
Okay, well, you don't know that cat's backstory.
-Oh, I'm gonna let her out. Come on! -Get it out. Please get--
-Come on! -I don't wanna be left-- [whimpers]
[Judy] Here, kitty, kitty, kitty! Come on.
-There you go! -[meows]
Come on.
Holy shit!
["Pet Sounds" by the Beach Boys playing]
[Judy] I can't believe it.
-[Jen] We're finally on vacation. Ahh! -[Judy] We're here!
[Jen] We're here. You're queer.
-[Judy] And you're used to it. -Yep.
[laughing]
Oh, God, Steve and I were great on vacation.
[Jen] Hmm.
Most of my good memories with him are from this place.
You know, Ted and I would never have sex ever,
but on vacation, it's like Bangtown City.
Yes! Bangtown City!
Seriously, I mean, we could be at a Holiday Inn on the side of a highway,
and it's like twice in one night.
Oh…
Wow, twice.
-Are you judging? -No, twice is better than none.
-Okay, well, then, what's a lot? -A lot is like, I don't know.
-I'd say six. -[groans]
Low ball four.
-Oh, my God! -It's not always good.
Our two was, like, not even to completion.
[laughing]
My point is, life should be a permanent vacation.
It should!
It really should.
Yeah.
[gasps]
-Look at this. -Hmm.
What a cool shell.
Whoa.
[sighs] I just had déjà vu.
-You did? -Yeah.
That's a good sign.
-Are you sure? -Mm-hmm.
Déjà vu is just your brain reminding you to remember.
Am I crazy, or does this look like the guy from the Counting Crows?
How high are you?
Oh, I'm extremely high.
Looks like an old man's nut sack.
No, it looks like a beautiful garlic.
-Nut sack. -[gibbers]
[both laughing]
[Judy] Why did you say that? I was gonna save it!
[Jen] What? So you can put it in your mouth four to six times?
[both laughing]
[meows]
-[Judy] Come on. You wanna go outside? -[meows]
-All right. -Get outta here!
["The Glory of Love" by Peggy Lee playing]
-Oh, so beautiful. -Ah! Look at that.
♪ And let your poor heart break a little ♪
♪ That's the story of That's the glory of love ♪
♪ You've gotta laugh a little ♪
♪ Cry a little ♪
♪ Before the clouds roll by a little ♪
♪ That's the story of That's the glory of love ♪
♪ As long as there's the two of us ♪
♪ We've got the world and all its charms ♪
♪ And when the world is through with us ♪
♪ We've got each other's arms… ♪
[Judy] Look at the moon!
♪ You've got to win a little ♪
♪ Lose a little And always have the blues… ♪
[laughter on TV]
[woman speaking Spanish on TV]
I think it might be funnier in Spanish.
-Oh, it definitely is. -Mm-hmm.
-[laughter, applause on TV] -[Judy chuckles]
[song ends]
-[meows] -Judy?
Judy?
[purring]
Don't fucking look at me like that.
Jude?
Judy?
Judy!
[Jen scoffs]
-Hey! -I was looking all over for you!
Oh, I took the boat out on the water to see the sunrise.
-It was beautiful. -Great.
Next time leave a fucking note because you scared the shit out of me.
-Sorry. -It's okay.
I'm sorry too. I just-- [scoffs]
I'm just cranky. I didn't sleep at all because
Sundance Kid over here was kicking me all night, so.
Aww. [gasps]
You should come out on the water. It's really relaxing.
-Nah. Not really a boat person. -So you're more of a no person.
-No. -No?
-No! -[whines]
Okay, you know what? Is that thing even safe?
I think there are life vests in the garage if that makes you feel any better.
-No. -You sure?
No means motherfucking no.
Okay, well, we don't have to be out on the water that long, right?
You know, because, like, I haven't eaten breakfast really or anything like that.
Well, before we go, I can make a frittata if you want.
[Judy] Oh, my God.
[emotional music playing]
Is-- is that a '66 Mustang?
[Judy] It is.
But, I mean, it's not the Mustang, right?
It is.
I don't understand.
I don't either.
I mean, I found a-- a key
hidden in one of my paintings,
and I couldn't figure out why Steve put it in there.
[Jen mutters]
I thought you guys… took it apart.
Right?
Oh, we did.
He must have… put it back together again? I--
I am so sorry, Jen.
I'm so sorry.
That's weird 'cause it's…
It just looks like nothing ever happened.
But it did.
Do you want a golf club?
You know, just bash the shit out of it?
Might feel good.
No.
No, it's-- it's just a car. [scoffs]
[exhales]
It's a really, really nice car.
Yeah, it is.
It's a classic.
But it's okay to hate it.
How could I hate it?
It brought you to me.
[sniffles] Do we still have to go on the fucking boat?
[exhales]
-[Judy] Thank you for trying. -[clicks tongue]
Thanks for not making me go out there, 'cause I'm, uh, nauseous enough as it is.
So, didn't know you were such a-- a boater.
Oh, yeah. I used to go on a catamaran all the time with my Uncle Paul.
Well, I mean, he wasn't really my uncle.
He was sort of my mom's friend who she would leave me with sometimes.
-I'm scared of where this story is going. -No, it's a good story.
Okay, good, 'cause, you know…
Yeah, no, I know. But Paul was a really nice guy.
We were buds.
He would take me out on the bay, like, every weekend.
And when I was out on that water,
I was just, like, the most free I ever felt.
But then him and my mom got into a fight or something.
-And then I never saw him again. -Hmm.
Like, literally got in his boat…
[chuckles] …and never came back.
Okay, well, that's shitty.
Mm. I don't know.
Sometimes I like to imagine
that he's still out there somewhere, sailing free as a bird.
I always did wonder who he really was though.
Like, maybe he was really your father?
Maybe.
I'll never know.
Whatever. [blows raspberries, chuckles]
Yeah.
Well… [sighs]
We only have a few days left, you know.
I know. [sniffles]
You know, I was-- I was thinking.
What if you died?
Well, I think that's a bit more than a "what if."
No, no, no. I mean, like, what if you "died" in the clinical trial?
And then we both just stay here?
You can't stay here. What about Charlie and Henry?
Oh, no, they can come too.
I'm just saying, you know, I can do real estate anywhere.
And if we sell our house, we'll have cash.
So you're gonna move down here
and have a baby and never tell Ben that he has a kid?
-That's your plan? -Okay, well, it's-- You know, it's a plan.
I haven't really worked out all the details yet, but yeah.
You can't pretend your real life doesn't exist.
I'm not!
I'm…
Just this way, we can-- we can be together for--
for the time that we have left.
Mm-mm. No, I don't want that for you,
and I don't want that for the boys.
-Judy, please! -No.
I don't want it to be like it was with your mom.
Seeing her suffer. I won't put you through that.
-I won't put me through that. -I don't care!
I do!
-You have to go back. -[sniffles]
You don't wanna miss Henry's concert.
Yes, I do. Desperately!
-Have you seen that kid dance? -[laughing]
-[sniffles] -You have a life in Laguna.
You have a life inside you.
Okay, I don't wanna--
Just let's not-- I can't talk anymore.
-[sniffling] -You promise me.
[Jen scoffs]
[hesitates] Don't let that baby grow up without knowing its father.
-Trust me. -[sniffles]
-It creates a hole in your heart that-- -Judy.
[gasping]
-No, no. -It's okay. You're okay.
[speaking Spanish]
[continues in Spanish]
Okay, I'm-- I'm sorry. We don't speak Spanish. Um--
No, he said that you have something called placenta previa,
and that's the cause of the bleeding.
Okay, well, what does that mean?
[speaking Spanish]
[speaks Spanish]
[doctor speaks Spanish]
[Judy] Oh.
What? What did he say? What did he say? Is there something wrong with the baby?
He said
she looks really healthy.
-She does? -She does!
[laughing]
[speaking Spanish]
-Sí. We'll definitely follow up. Gracias. -Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. We will.
[Jen] Gracias.
[sniffles]
She's a girl.
She is!
All right, I'm not gonna say I wasn't hoping for a girl
'cause I don't even know what I was hoping for.
And I mean, you know how gender is just so loosey-goosey these days.
-Yeah. -But damn, was I hoping for a girl.
-Oh, I know. I know. Me too! -Oh, God.
-It's not like boys aren't fine. -Oh, they're great.
-But girls are better, obviously! -The best, obviously!
-Oh, my God! -[laughing]
[gasps]
That was scary.
-[sniffles] -Yeah, it was.
I'm fucking starving.
Oh, there is an amazing taquería right next to the house.
-"Taquería"? -Yeah.
Are you trying to tell me that you have been able to speak Spanish
this entire time?
Sí. Claro que sí.
Okay, now you're just showboating.
-Aww. -Judy.
-[gasps] -Look at that.
My God.
Que preciosa.
-Don't know what that means. -Mm.
[mariachi music playing]
-[Judy] Mmm! -Mmm! Mmm!
Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.
So what you're saying is that Mexican food is better in Mexico.
-It's a little-known secret. -Yeah.
It's got a little kick to it, though, but, yeah.
Ooh. [chuckles]
Speaking of which, we got a mini Rockette up in here right now. [chuckles]
-She kicking? -[Jen] Yeah.
Come on! Come feel me up!
[Judy gasps]
All right, gimme your hand.
Right down. Right there. Just-- just wait.
-[gasps] -I know.
Oh, my God! Oh, my God!
Hi! What are you doing in there?
-[mariachi band plays loudly] -Being a boss-ass B?
Oh, oh. Oh, God. Something's happening. Just don't make eye contact, okay?
-Just don't-- -Hola!
[Judy speaks Spanish]
What did I just say?
[speaking Spanish]
-[speaks Spanish] -No, no, gracias.
[speaks Spanish]
-Come on. -What?
-We're gonna dance! -No!
-[groans] God. -[band singing "Cielito Lindo" in Spanish]
-I really hate you. -[laughing]
[singing in Spanish]
-[Jen singing gibberish] -[laughs]
[band continues singing in Spanish]
[vibrating]
-Who is it? -No one.
-[gasps] Get it! -No!
-Yes! -No, because we're dancing! Come on. Oh!
-[laughs] You are scuttling! -All right, all right.
[sharply inhales, sighs]
-[Jen sighs] -[music fades]
[automated voice] You have a collect call…
-I'll accept. -Connecting now.
[line clicks]
-[Ben] Jen? Hey. -Hi.
-Hi.
[chuckles] I didn't think you'd pick up. I've been trying you.
Oh, sorry.
I'm just, uh, hanging with Judy,
and we're just eating some dinner.
Well, how are you?
I'm okay. Um, listen, I…
Uh… [exhales]
I'm pregnant. [exhales]
What?
Seriously?
-Mm-hmm. -That's amazing.
Is it okay if I ask,
is it-- is it-- is it mine?
Yeah, of course.
[chuckles] It's not an immaculate conception.
-Jeez. -[gasps] Oh, my God!
[sighing]
I'm smiling so big, I'm definitely gonna get punched.
[laughs]
I actually have some news for you too.
[mariachi music resumes]
Wait. What?
-Agent Moranis is dead. -Like, literally dead?
Like, literally murdered to literal death. Yeah.
-My God! -I know.
What? How? [gasps]
Oh, my God, he has a dog!
-I haven't told you the best part yet. -Okay, a man is dead, but…
They think the Greeks did it.
They think the Greeks killed Glenn?
Yeah. And Steve.
-And Steve? -Mm-hmm.
-Why do they think that? -I don't know.
I guess his room was ransacked,
and-- and a bunch of Steve's case shit was missing.
Look, the point is,
Judy, we both can go back now.
I don't know. Nick still has my confession.
-Well, we can just scuttle it. -That I don't think is scuttleable.
[scoffs] Fine, then just tell him you made it up or something
and that the Greeks threatened to kill you,
which isn't technically a lie.
Yeah, yeah, I just need to grab a glass of water.
I think I'm starting to believe in some, um, higher power shit here.
[laughing] Because, uh, the timing is… Oh, yeah.
I'm throwing up as I say it… divine.
-[laughs] I mean, how could we-- -[Judy groans]
-[glass shatters] -[gasps] Oh, my God, Judy!
-[Jen] Here. -[groans]
I-- I didn't realize that you were in so much pain.
[exhales] I didn't want you to realize.
How long has it been like this?
[sighs] You know when something starts, it's like a little pain?
And it's there one day and not the next,
and then it's there more days,
and then you just kind of learn to live with it?
Well, I don't want you to suffer.
So we will figure it out, okay? Right when we get back.
I'm not going back.
What? What do you mean? [scoffs]
I'm gonna stay.
Permanent vacation.
No, no, I'm not-- I'm not leaving you.
No, you're not leaving me.
I'm staying.
[emotional music playing]
I guess that's fine.
[sniffles] I mean, it's not that far.
Mm-mm. It really isn't.
I could come see you on weekends.
And I'll visit.
Okay, maybe you can
come up for Henry's concert.
[splutters] But you don't need to decide that right now.
It's just-- just think about it, okay?
[both] Okay.
I've had the best time, Jen.
I know. Me too.
You were right. This place is-- It's beautiful.
[laughs]
No…
I mean, I've had the best time
with you.
-[Jen sniffles, exhales] -[gasps]
Me too. [gasps]
You filled the hole in my heart.
-Oh, shut up. Eww. -[laughs]
-I didn't mean to make you cry. -Well, it's too late, sister.
[sighs]
I love you.
[sniffles] I love you too.
So, so much.
You've changed my life. [sobbing]
[continues sobbing]
[sniffling, gasping]
Come here, you.
Oh, fuck.
-[Judy sobs] -Well.
-[clicks] -[sighs]
-Hey. -[speaking Spanish]
-Mm-hmm. -Do you wanna watch our show?
-[Judy] Mm-hmm. -[laughter on TV]
I think this was the one where Tootie makes up a pretend boyfriend.
[Judy chuckles]
Fuckin' Tootie.
[faint birdsong]
[emotional music playing]
[cat meows]
[meowing]
[inhales]
[emotional music swells]
["In My Baby's Arms" by The California Honeydrops playing]
♪ Oh-oh, what a dream ♪
♪ A dream I dreamed Layin' in my baby's arms ♪
♪ Layin' in my baby's arms… ♪
-I love this song! -[chuckles] I know you do.
You know, I wasn't sure you were gonna come back.
-I told you I wasn't gonna leave you. -I know.
[sighs] Now, I know why you love this car.
-Right? -[chuckles]
I'm so glad it's yours now.
Thank you.
♪ When I heard a voice… ♪
[gasps]
[shudders]
[sniffles]
[gasps]
♪ Calling me from the deep… ♪
-Are you okay back there, Sammy? -[cat meows]
[sniffles] We're gonna be okay.
[sobbing]
We're gonna be okay.
[exhales]
Just don't fucking piss in my backseat.
[bombastic big band music playing]
[tires screech]
[music fades to background]
-Hey. -Hey, I'm so sorry I'm late.
No, no, no. Hey, you're perfect! Get in here.
[Jen inhales] Mm!
Also, let's hope you got a scootch more rhythm than your brother, huh?
-Oh, no. It's that bad? -No.
-Yeah. -[sighs] Okay.
But miracles happen every day, right?
[big band music continues]
♪ Forget your troubles Come on, get happy ♪
♪ You better chase all your cares away ♪
♪ Shout hallelujah Come on, get happy ♪
♪ Get ready for the Judgment Day ♪
♪ The sun is shining Come on, get happy ♪
♪ The Lord is waiting to take your hand ♪
♪ Shout hallelujah Come on, get happy ♪
♪ We're going to the Promised Land ♪
♪ We're heading across the river ♪
♪ Wash the sins away in the tide ♪
♪ It's all so peaceful ♪
♪ On the other side ♪
♪ Forget your troubles Come on, get happy ♪
♪ You better chase all your cares away ♪
♪ Shout hallelujah Come on, get happy ♪
♪ Get ready for the Judgment Day ♪
♪ Forget your troubles Come on, get happy… ♪
Hi, can I sit down?
I have to sit in the aisle. I get nauseous.
[groans] Okay.
♪ For the Judgment Day… ♪
[exhales]
I'm sorry, Mom.
Thanks, baby.
[choir] ♪ Hallelujah, come on, get happy ♪
♪ We're gonna be going to the… ♪
-I'm sorry too, Jen. [Jen] Hmm?
I never got particularly close to Jamie.
Judy.
But she was always pleasant enough.
Hmm. Thanks, Lorna.
[choir] ♪ Forget your troubles ♪
♪ Get happy, your cares fly away ♪
♪ Shout hallelujah ♪
♪ Get happy, get ready ♪
♪ For your Judgment Day ♪
♪ Come on, get happy ♪
♪ Chase your cares away… ♪
[Ben] Hi. Thanks. Sorry.
-[hesitates] Hi. -Hi.
-[gasps]
[exhales]
Hi.
But what are you do-- How… how did you--
-Good behavior. -Mm. Yeah, of course.
[Ben chuckles]
-Plus, I knew where to find you. -How?
'Cause Judy sent me an invite.
-What? -Yeah.
-When? -Couple of weeks ago.
Is she here?
[sniffles]
Yeah.
I think so.
[choir] ♪ Come on, get happy ♪
♪ Get ready ♪
-♪ Get ready ♪ -[gasps]
[choir] ♪ Get ready ♪
♪ For the Judgment Day ♪
[sniffles]
-[seagulls squawking] -[music fades]
[Pastor Wayne] So much has been written about the nature of loss.
The author Jamie Anderson said that
"Grief, I've learned, is really just love."
"Grief is just love with no place to go."
So we come here.
We call this a Grief Circle for a reason.
One of them is that we are literally sitting in a circle.
[attendees chuckling]
[Pastor Wayne] But the other is that grief is a continuum.
It goes on and on.
-And on and on, and-- -[Jen sniffles]
Okay, okay, we get it.
But it's also important to remember
that with loss comes new beginnings.
And speaking of that,
it looks like we have some new people here today.
Uh, yeah, we do.
This is my daughter… Joey.
-[Yolanda] Aww. -Hi, Joey!
Hi, Joey!
Oh, Jen, she's so cute.
Why didn't you name her Judy?
'Cause that would be weird, Linda.
Not if you really loved her.
[inhales] This isn't a Hallmark movie, Linda, okay?
[Linda] Joey sounds too much like Judy. It's confusing.
-[Yolanda] I like Joey. -[Jen] You're confusing.
[Linda] Yeah, more confusing.
[Jen] No, I named her Joey, because you know what?
-What if she's gender fluid? -[Pastor Wayne] There's that.
[Henry] Mom, watch!
-[shouting] -Be careful, Boop!
Oh, whoa!
Henry Harding with a perfect ten cannonball!
It's a classic for a reason, folks!
-He's the cannonball king! -[Henry] Whoo!
It wasn't even that big of a splash!
-Oh, not that big of a splash? -No.
[Ben] How about this?
-[laughing] -[Ben] How about that? Oh!
-Oh, you're so dead, man! -Oh, no!
Wait! No, no. I'm sorry!
[gasping] Don't wake up, Joey.
-No, baby, no. [clears throat] -[Ben] Where'd he go? Where'd he go?
-[splashing] -[Henry laughs]
[Ben grunts] Come on! I'll take you both.
Wait, wait, wait! Time out! Time out. Time out. Time out. Seriously. [shouts]
[laughing]
-Get outta here! -[Henry] Stop!
You sure you don't wanna get in? Take a little dipper?
Oh, no, I'm good here.
Well, that works out. 'Cause I'm good here too.
[Jen chuckles]
-[chuckles] -Oh, she is so out.
-Like a light. [chuckles] -[Ben] Oh!
Mama's got the magic touch.
Oh, boy.
-I don't wanna sound like a cheeseball-- -[scoffs] Too late.
[chuckles] Fair.
But you know,
when I lost Steve, I didn't think I'd ever be happy again.
I guess the feeling was so heavy, you know.
[Jen] Mm-hmm.
But when I think about what my life is now…
[laughing]
What our life is…
-[splashing] -[Henry laughs]
It's, like, more than I deserve, you know?
[scoffs] Of course you do. That's dumb.
I've made a lot of dumb mistakes.
Well, I love you anyway.
I love you.
Good.
-Even though you're basically perfect. -Oh, God, have you met me?
[both laugh]
No.
Hi, I'm Ben Wood.
[murmurs] Weird.
What?
I just got déjà vu.
Oh.
You always wonder what that means when that happens.
It's, um,
your brain reminding you to remember.
That makes sense. I'll remember that.
[meows]
[laughing]
Ben?
Yeah?
I have to tell you something.
[theme music playing]
[cat meows]